i still love you so much

"Why are you here again?" The little bartender looked at me with disgust.

I lay lazily on the bar counter, "Children, how can a bartender drive customers away?" I tapped on the bar counter, "A glass of vodka with ice."

The child rolled his eyes, "I always feel that your aura is very bad, and it will ruin my luck."

"Little friend, you can't get married if you are too vicious." I made a sincere adverbial.The child had a straight face, but his voice was pretending to be silly, "I hate it~ I'm Junyi~~" I almost choked to death on the wine.

I wept silently in my heart. Back then, I was only able to attack men.

After about four drinks, the kid refused to give me another drink, "Aren't you afraid of accidents when you're old?"

I licked my face and leaned over, "Little friend, you care so much about me... Could it be because you have a crush on me? Would you like me to give you love counseling?"

The kid actually blushed, and I immediately regained the feeling of soaking in beautiful boys in LA. Just as I was about to continue molesting, the kid shyly took out his phone from his pocket, "I have a friend who is a tattoo artist, and the other day he said that he met a Needle No. 0, sent me a photo... Well, your tattoo is very nice... The waist line is also very good..." What the kid was talking about with green eyes, I can no longer hear it... I learned from [Tattoo When the words "君师] appeared, I had a bad premonition. When "Extreme No. 0" and "Waist line" appeared, I already felt like I was going to die, and a mouthful of old blood choked in my throat.The kid stared at me and made my back sweat. I silently took out a few big bills and put them on the bar. I probably will never come to this bar in my life.

On the way back, I kept introspecting. I thought back then that I was also the suave and popular No. 1, and dozens of beautiful boys rushed at me. Could it be that because I was suppressed by Ke Luo for a long time, my aura changed?Breaking out in a cold sweat, I went back to my residence and pounced on Ke Luo who had just come out of the bathroom, "Ask you something..." I felt a little unnatural.

Ke Luo wrapped his arms around me and hugged me, "Huh?"

"Well, do you think I have changed recently?"

"There is no big change. Although the weight has finally come back, Mo Yan is still very thin~" This guy is exaggerating again, in fact, I am very satisfied with my current body shape.

"It's not weight!"

"What aspect is that?"

"It's the aura... or something like that?"

Ke Luo looked at me puzzled.

I "Just... if you don't know me, do you think I look like a number 1 or a number 0?"

Ke Luo coaxed me to be happy, "Mo Yan is so handsome, of course he is number 1 ~ why do you ask this?"

As soon as I was happy, I told the truth, "Just now someone hit me up as number 0, tsk, kids these days really don't know the heights of the heavens and the earth..."

Before I finished speaking, I was thrown to the ground by the jealous Ke Luo. When I woke up from the bed the next day, I realized that even though it looked like number 1, I was actually not the one who was crushed... …

Ke Luo’s birthday is approaching in a flash, so it’s natural to have a celebration. In addition to the small party we had with a few acquaintances on the day of the birthday, there was also a celebration held for Ke Luo by the Fengyang S City branch. Ke Luo invited me to go with him. I didn’t agree, the company held the party too formally, and they had no acquaintances and no common topics at the young people’s follow-up booth. Thinking about it, it was very boring, and maybe it would be embarrassing, so I firmly said that I would not go, and did not agree. I wish Keluo a good time.Ke Luo looked like a big abandoned dog, which made me feel heinous, so I had to let go and promised him "if I have time, I will take a look at their follow-up booth".

Although I said yes, I really didn’t intend to go at all, but since the renewal of the stall, Ke Luo sent their KTV box number over, and then reminded me every half an hour. I stayed up until midnight, It is estimated that they will leave soon, and they will not reply to Ke Luo. They will drive slowly, so that they don’t have to wait for a long time, and they can surprise the little sheep who thought I would not go~

Enduring the noisy sound of KTV, I added another star for my aging speed in my heart, and pushed open the door of the big box on the top floor. Surprisingly, there were still many people with high atmosphere. I thought it was just a place with a dozen people, but This looks like a company-wide party?I didn't expect these young people to be so energetic, and they would not leave until one o'clock in the morning.

Across the carnival crowd, Ke Luo could be seen sitting in the corner of the sofa, next to the assistant named Jiang Ning, chatting.I was a little annoyed, so I walked over quickly, and before I passed through the crowd, I saw Jiang Ning talking excitedly, then leaned forward and kissed Ke Luo.I was a little sluggish, and so was Ke Luo. He froze for a moment, then gently pushed Jiang Ning away, as if he was refusing, and said something, his face was embarrassed but still calm.I couldn't figure out what I was thinking, all of a sudden, I just felt that I was so fucking wronged by the surgical knife.

I just stayed there for a while before being seen by Ke Luo. I didn’t want to be the protagonist of a bloody drama. I turned around and walked out. Ke Luo chased me, followed me and walked out in silence. After leaving the box door, I went out again. Silently, he was dragged to the stairwell by Ke Luo.

"Mo Yan, that person confessed to me just now, and I refused, really!" Ke Luo explained anxiously, but I didn't feel any anger or surprise in myself, there was some... [ Sure enough, it still feels like this, you see, until now, if I am angry, he still doesn't know what I am for, maybe he knows it in his heart, but he just dare not say it.

I was immersed in my own thoughts, Ke Luo saw that I didn't speak, and he had that pitiful and aggrieved expression again, "Mo Yan, I was wrong, don't ignore me."

"Oh?" I shifted my gaze to him, "Where did you go wrong?"

Ke Luo thought that I had calmed down, and his words became a little more relaxed, "Of course I didn't notice other people's evil intentions in time! Don't worry, Mo Yan, I will deal with it in time!" As he said that, he wanted to hug him.

I separated him, pressed my palms on his chest, and pressed him against the wall in the stairwell, "Ke Luo, can I ask you a few questions?"

Ke Luo probably sensed something was wrong, and became cautious again, "Mo Yan, of course this is okay."

I looked into the eyes of the boy I love so much, "Ke Luo, do you think Jiang Ning looks like a person? Why did you choose him as your assistant?"

Ke Luo's eyes widened for a moment, his brows tightened, he hesitated for a moment, and he said, "Mo Yan, I love you. Jiang Ning is very similar to Shu Nian, but I chose him as an assistant for this reason. , but I really have no other meaning... you trust me."

"I believe you," how could I not believe him?As I said earlier, he is such an honest kid, he won't lie, "But do you think I can accept this explanation?"

Ke Luo wanted to say something else, but I interrupted him, "I don't want to see you for two days, although it's a little too much to ask, can you please find another place to live for these two days?"

Ke Luo held my hand, "As long as you forgive me, I will do anything... as long as you don't leave." I didn't promise, but I didn't refute, Ke Luo insisted on sending me back, and I let him go.

Ke Luo drove me off, halfway through the journey, I suddenly said, "Today I bought Xiaoxi his favorite toffee, but when he unpacked it, he lost his grip and dropped the candy on the ground. "

Ke Luo didn't know what I meant by mentioning this suddenly, but just to keep the question from getting cut off, he still followed me and said, "You can't eat the dropped ground, you will get sick."

I nodded, "So I scolded Xiao Xi, the child cried very sadly, and said that he would never like Uncle Fox again."

"Children have great forgetfulness, so they won't remember it tomorrow, right? Speaking of which, isn't there a 5-second rule? It says that as long as it doesn't exceed 5 seconds, the food that falls on the ground is still edible." Ke Luo tried his best to enliven the atmosphere.

"It's a strange law. The food that falls on the floor makes me feel uncomfortable. Besides, it will be bad if it gets spoiled." I paused, "Children are very delicate."

"Well, I just said that, kid, you can buy some sweets in two days." Ke Luo seemed to be casually probing, "Do you want me to buy it?"

When I got downstairs, I took a slow look at Ke Luo before getting out of the car, "Let's talk."

After taking a shower, I opened the e-mail, stared at an email from the United States and read it again and again. When it was dawn, I took the mobile phone and dialed the number.

"Good afternoon Mr. Villaraigosa."

"My dear old friend, Ibetyougotmye-mailtwoweeksago, whytookyousolong"

"Sorry, but Antonio, what you offered in youre-mail, isahugedeal, I had to think it over."

"I totally understand, so, what's your decision"

"It's my honor to be a part of your campaign team."

"And we love to have you back, Itell you, we won't miss victory this time."

It started with the politician I supported. Although he was hopeless, his son-in-law was a man with a delicate mind. He changed his wife to a wealthy daughter and planned to follow the political path that his former father-in-law had not completed.When he worked on the campaign team of his former father-in-law, we got along quite well. He was a well-dressed beast with excellent acting skills, and I was a senior lawyer with superb business skills. We have always cooperated happily.At that time his former father-in-law fell from power, he could protect himself, but he still provided me with a way, even though I accepted Lu Feng's invitation to return to China, it was useless, but I still feel grateful.

For this campaign, he hoped that I, who had experience, would join his campaign team. I originally planned to decline with guilt, but now it seems that God wants me to repay this favor.

Only this time, probably not a temporary return, but a settlement.

I thought that I could be willing to pick up the things that fell on the ground, wash them and eat them, but I found that I couldn't do it.It's not good for me and Ke Luo to keep breaking up, so it's better to get away, at least not let yourself become a bitter woman that you even look down on.

I suddenly realized that I missed the place where the angel fell so much.

After booking the ticket, I spread out the blank paper and wrote a farewell letter to Ke Luo.

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I made Mo Yan angry.

I didn't know what to do, it was clearly my fault, but Mo Yan said that asking me to stay out for two days was an "excessive" request, I would rather he scolded me or made noise with me as before, than his silence.

He didn't respond to my pleas not to leave, but he spoke to me about everyday things.

It wasn’t until the third day, when I went home anxiously and read the only letter he left in the house, that I realized what the candy he was talking about that day was.That is the love I thought was deep but so shallow.

"Colo,

When you read this letter, I should have arrived in the United States.I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye in person, it's really rude, but I think if I told you, you wouldn't let me leave, and you are a lover I can't refuse, I can't always refuse your request.But if I don't leave, I can't bear to go on like this, whether it's myself or this relationship.

The reason for leaving this letter is that I don’t want you to come to me, I don’t want to spend any more time, and I don’t want you to waste your life on me, you are still young, and you still have a lot of time to find the one that really belongs to you Man, I waited until you turned around, but I probably couldn't wait for you to actually turn around.I'm sorry, if I could have predicted such an ending, I would never pursue you so relentlessly. I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you let it go completely.

I have never regretted falling in love with you.

I'm tired, it's time to go back to where I belong, to the country I'm familiar with.

Farewell.

Lee"

I know that he has always been soft-hearted towards me, but I didn't expect to be so decisive at this moment.

I am conceited and affectionate, but I refuse to admit that I am using my care for Shu Nian to delay Mo Yan, and I am wronged by his distrust.He can see everything clearly, and he is still willing to stay by my side until there is nothing left to do, and he refuses to leave.

How dare I forgive him, obviously, it was me who was wrong.

But, what's the use of knowing it now, he doesn't want to be my Mo Yan anymore, he has become Lee again.

The author has something to say: I really didn’t mean to abuse TAT like this

☆、The past should be the past