i still love you so much

I just asked for sick leave, so it's not easy to ask for another leave. Anyway, it's not that Lin Jing hasn't lived here before, so I'm not afraid of him losing it.So in the past few days, I went to work during the day and went shopping with him at night. Lin Jing, who almost maxed out one of my credit cards, was finally satisfied, booked a plane ticket, and clamored to bring gifts back to see his Uncle Chen.

When I sent him to the plane, it was still the same airport, Lin Jing gave me a rare hug, dragged the suitcase without saying a word and walked away without looking back.I looked at his back, and gradually overlapped with the kid with big eyes and messy dyed hair in my memory, and walked away from me.

Over the years, so many boys have crossed in my life, and the sensuality is blurred and fleeting, leaving no trace, only two are special.One is Lin Jing who made me want to settle down for the first time, and the other needless to say, of course, is Ke Luo. If the relationship between people is compared to a track, Lin Jing and I have separated and merged for seven years. , eventually parted ways, and Ke Luo... probably the same.

Really, I knew I would let this bastard take a taxi by himself.I lit a cigarette, packed up the melancholy mood of the middle-aged uncle, and drove back to the office.

After finishing work, I had dinner with a few colleagues. After the meal, I drank a few drinks in a nearby bar. When I got home, I found that someone had moved across the door.

Looking at it curiously, Ke Luo was squatting at the door opposite, next to the workers moving in and out, he greeted me with a bright smile, "Mo Yan~hi~~~~~~~"

... Shaking his head, he said that he should not drink too much, and now he even had hallucinations. Fortunately, he was right in front of his house, otherwise he would not even be able to find the door of his house. Speaking of which, isn't the weather saying that it is going to rain today? This big sun...

Look at it after throwing it away...it's really Ke Luo.

I was a little speechless, "... why are you here?"

"I said I'd bring you back."

"..."

"Why don't you speak?"

"You work……"

"The internet age~"

"Lu Feng..."

"Uncle Lu personally approved the leave for me."

Ke Luo smiled, with a look of "I will answer any questions, come and ask me, come and ask me", the brilliance gave me a headache, I silently opened the door of my house, walked in, and then closed the door silently.

headache.

So, I lived a life of being followed.

There are people following me to and from get off work, and there are always persistent eyes glued to the cafe on the top floor of the opposite building when I am working.

After a long time, all the colleagues in the firm knew about "the handsome boy who pursued our barrister Lee", the assistant lady looked at me with a strange green light in her eyes, and all kinds of rumors were more serious than my job in this group of gossips. It is widely circulated among the elites who are good at it. It is said that the current version includes "What can I use to attack you, the high-altitude flower of the law firm", "The flirtatious lawyer has a romantic night, the infatuated boy chases his husband thousands of miles away" and "One eye for thousands of years--the flower in the bar" Looking at each other once, I am destined to be the love of my life", and there are even more wonderful ones such as "I will love you for my brother--Mingli lost his love and went away, and his lover's brother confessed so affectionately" Harvey gave me science while laughing. beat.

My face is as dark as the bottom of a pot. It’s true that the degree of education makes the brain as big as it is, and there are one or two plots in these plots that are so subtle that elite gossip is really scary.

However, they were just gossip, and none of them asked me, cunningly "respecting other people's privacy".

Get out of the car, put on your coat, and hear another car stop at about the same time, and footsteps sound behind you.

The sound of footsteps in the empty parking lot was clearly synthesized into a rhythmic sound, knocking people disturbed.I turned around and looked at Ke Luo, the stubbornness and affection in his eyes made me feel mixed.

"What on earth do you want, Ke Luo?" Such a person, who dare not love, doesn't want to hate, can't I even escape?

"Mo Yan, I love you, I just want to see you every day." Ke Luo tried to smile at me, "Did I annoy you, Mo Yan?" In the first few days when he came here, he even tried to ask me out for dinner , talked to me, and found that I was ignoring me, then gradually fell silent, and followed me everywhere like a stalker.

I ignored that point and couldn't bear it, and looked back with a frown, "I can apply for a restraining order for your behavior. If it is serious, you will be sent back to your country."

Ke Luo still forced a smile, looking into my eyes, I didn't dare to look, "Then, would you do this, Mo Yan?" It's really annoying, why do you still act like this now.

Of course I won't.

I clearly know that I don't want to.

I could only turn around in silence, and then listen to the footsteps behind me following up like a shadow.

I can't go on like this, I have to find a way to make him give up.

I'm afraid it won't work to find someone to act as a boyfriend, not to mention that I don't have any insiders who I know well after returning to the United States. According to Ke Luo's current situation, it doesn't take much effort to find out the information of a lot of people; really find a boyfriend... … I have learned too many lessons from being ignorant of people, and I really don’t have that kind of thought; I can’t even think of other drastic methods.

Therefore, knowing that the situation will become more complicated if it is delayed for a while, I have no choice but to wait for an opportunity that will appear or not, or wait for Ke Luo to get bored.In fact, I was secretly looking forward to the latter situation, and I couldn't bear Ke Luo's self to bore me.

I think back to when I was young, about two years after I left Fengyang and joined the law firm. There are actually many unwritten but tacit rules in the workplace. For example, married people are more likely to be reused by their bosses. Another example is that if you are found to be gay, you have a high chance of getting promoted. Even if you are not suppressed, it will be more difficult to get promoted than others. Of course, the current situation is much better. It is said that the same-sex marriage law may be passed within this year.

At that time, I hadn’t made my name. I was just a young lawyer, and I always looked at the color of people. However, the atmosphere of the law firm where I worked was not tolerant, and I was a fun-loving person. If you want to go up, it is easy to be influenced.Fortunately, I have a school girl, Vera, who I made good friends with in college. She is smart, glamorous and charming with brown hair and blue eyes. What is even more fortunate is that she is a BI who prefers girls. At that time, we hit it off immediately, signed a thick prenuptial agreement, each bought a wedding ring, and registered as a married person. We were a loving couple in front of us, but we didn’t even live together in the future.The ending is happy, the rumors dissipate, and the position is promoted.

In the sixth year of this nominal marriage, Vera suddenly decided to marry a man and move to a small town. To be honest, I was very surprised. Not that Vera preferred girls, nor that she was older than me. My list of lovers, just giving up my career and urban life makes me feel incredible, but Vera looks immersed in love, and she and I are no longer small fish in the workplace who need to care about other people's eyes. Signed the divorce agreement readily, and sent sincere blessings.

Thinking of this, there is another episode, because I didn't plan to be serious with Lin Jing, Lin Jing always thought that I was a scumbag who cheated on my wife, I didn't bother to explain it, so he always looked at me with disdainful eyes when he was fine. , When he learned the truth, he accused me of wasting a lot of his eyes.

So many years have passed in a flash. A few days ago, Samantha called and said that Vera was looking for my contact information and asked if it was convenient for me to give it. I said of course I could.I haven't heard from this old friend for a long time. I don't know how she is living, so I can't help but look forward to meeting her old friend.

Just after checking some information with Harvey, I saw the assistant lady as soon as I got back to the office. She looked at me with the eyes of a heartbroken man, "Mr. LEE, a lady named Vera invited you to the cafe on the top floor opposite in half an hour. See you." I was terrified by the eyes of the assistant lady, and then, my eyes glanced at a certain figure opposite, and I suddenly thought, maybe this is the opportunity I was waiting for.

I came to the cafe as promised, and Vera waved to me. Ke Luo's eyes lit up when he saw me, but when I sat opposite Vera, his eyes dimmed again, and it seemed that there was still a trace of anger surging.

But I couldn't be distracted to observe Ke Luo anymore. Vera looked very bad, haggard, with hesitation and exhaustion that couldn't be concealed on his face.Sitting next to her was a thin boy who was blocked by a slightly higher coffee table, so I didn't notice his existence at the first time. He was very cute, with black hair and blue eyes, but he seemed a little uneasy, with a small body curled up in a chair.And Vera didn't seem to have any intention of introducing it to me, and I didn't bother to pay attention to other things at this time. I just wanted to know why Vera had such a surprising change.

I considered my words, "Vera, my dear, although I really want to talk about the joy of reuniting my old friend, you seem to be...not well, what happened?"

Vera handed over a check, her voice trembling, "LEE, I beg you, take my son away."

I was in a state of shock beyond words, and pushed back the check, "I guess I have to find out what happened, Vera."

Through Vera's narration, I heard a sad love story. Vera and Eddie fell in love at first sight, and soon made a decision to get married.After they got married, they went to live in the small town where Eddie was born, and lived a happy life for two or three years. However, they didn't wait for a little life for a long time.Eddie began to criticize Vera, and Vera secretly took her husband's penis for examination, but the result was necrospermia, which meant that they would never have children.Vera didn't tell Eddie, who had signs of leaving, the test results, and made a decision secretly.

Having said that, Vera took a deep breath and looked into my eyes, "LEE, do you still remember that in our prenuptial agreement, if the two parties are still together at the age of 30 and have the willingness to cooperate for the elderly, we will have a Boy, did you freeze a copy of your sperm at the sperm bank for this?"

I, who was still lamenting the impermanence of love, was shocked for a moment, "Vera, don't tell me, your words mean what I think."

Vera became nervous, "I know it's wrong to do this, but you and Eddie both have black hair and black eyes. I just want to save my marriage, and I don't intend to cause you trouble. , I won’t even let this child appear in front of your eyes!” Vera clenched her hands nervously, her voice gradually increased, “I thought this would be useful, but I was wrong, Eddie betrayed me a long time ago, He went around mercilessly, even abused me and the child, he has become a complete lunatic, now he knows the child is not his, he threatened to kill the child!"

I almost laughed out of anger, "You are a lawyer! Miss Vera! In this case, you should have called the police as early as Mr. Eddy abused you!"

Vera cried bitterly, "But I love him!"

"How many cases like this have you seen? Tell me, how likely is it that such a man will turn over a new leaf, and how likely will he be murdered? How can you still be obsessed with your obsession? You will lose your life! What's more, , you let me have a son without knowing it, and according to your description, you didn't even take good care of him!"

☆, a shooting case

The author has something to say: Today is my birthday, so the second update~~~~~