Let's get back together!
Chapter 44
When talking to the staff, Xi Yunran's eyes were dimly focused on Yan Nuoyan, who was sitting at the place with the best viewing angle. She was distracted a few times, but under the reminder of the staff, Xi Yunran ended the simple work explanation.
After sending the staff off to work, Xi Yunran personally made a cup of coffee, went to Yan Nuoyan and sat opposite, put the coffee in front of Yan Nuoyan, "Yan, coffee, this is what you liked to drink before, I don't know what you like now It hasn't changed, try it." Xi Yunran looked at Yan Nuoyan expectantly.
Yan Nuoyan looked down at the coffee in front of her, and then looked up at Xi Yunran. She did not miss the meaning expressed by Xi Yunran's eyes. She smiled and pushed the coffee aside. Regardless of Xi Yunran's face, she looked at the cup of coffee and said: " Yunran, coffee is just coffee, no matter how famous or different, what I care about is... the person who makes me coffee, no matter how bad it is, as long as it is made by someone I care about, I think it is delicious , sweet, do you understand what I said? Besides, the taste can change at any time, even the things you like, " Yan Nuoyan pushed the coffee in front of Xi Yunran, and motioned for Xi Yunran to drink this cup of coffee.
"Bitter, bitter like never before," Xi Yunran said bitterly after taking a sip of coffee and putting it down.He looked up at Yan Nuoyan and said, "Yan, you don't love me anymore, right? Your heart is not with me, so what do you mean by the chance you gave me before? Are you dealing with me? You said I I have worked hard to do it, and I will correct the things you are not satisfied with, so you can forgive me! You tell me, I will do it." Xi Yunran couldn't help tears in her eyes, and leaned on the back of the chair discouraged, Don't look at Yan Nuoyan anymore.
"I said that giving you a chance is not perfunctory or coping with you. I am not blind to your changes. I can see it. And what you said about forgiveness. I told you before that there was no forgiveness or forgiveness between us before. Also, the words I said are never counted, Yunran, I am not you."
"Waiter, give me a glass of warm water, thank you." Yan Nuoyan said something to the waiter who walked past her, and then looked away from her Xi Yunran.
"No need, Xiao A, you are busy with your work, I will go in person." Xi Yunran said something to the waiter, took a look at Yan Nuoyan, turned and left.The waiter was a little embarrassed, and followed Xi Yunran away.
Yan Nuoyan sighed, forget it, let's explain to her more clearly, so as not to misunderstand her words, looking at Xi Yunran who came back with water, Yan Nuoyan thought in his mind.
"Warm water, here you are." Xi Yunran put down the warm water, sat back on the chair, and didn't look at Yan Nuoyan, feeling like she was locked up with Yan Nuoyan!Seeing her like this, Yan Nuoyan picked up the warm water that Xi Yunran had just brought and drank it. This kind of Xi Yunran made her feel funny.
After drinking the water, Yan Nuoyan put the water on the table, looking at the person who was about to ignore her, Yan Nuoyan said: "You don't want to say anything to me, just look sideways at me like this, you can't even look at me." Take a look at me? All right, you can continue to sit! I'm going back to the hospital." After speaking, Yan Nuoyan made a gesture to drive the wheelchair, as if he really wanted to leave the cafe.
"Yan!" When Xi Yunran heard Yan Nuoyan's words, she immediately turned her head and called Yan Nuoyan, and saw Yan Nuoyan looking at her funny, and she couldn't help crying because she felt aggrieved.
Yan Nuoyan drove the wheelchair to Xi Yunran's side, took out a wet towel and wiped it for Xi Yunran herself. At first, Xi Yunran wanted to hide, but she couldn't stand Yan Nuoyan's words, "ignore me again, don't want to be together again in the future." Xi Yunran stopped and did not resist, and was quietly served by Yan Nuoyan.
"It's different for people who become mothers. They cry every now and then. Others don't cry when they have children or husbands who are bullied. It's better for you to do the opposite. You cry every now and then without saying a word. Crying too, I said a few words and I didn’t think about it better, and I still cried. Tell me about you, how will you be with me in the future, I’m still in a wheelchair, it’s not sure whether I can stand up or not, you always Cry, who do I expect to go, you don't know how to cherish the opportunity given to you, you can't hold back your thoughts on family affairs, but you can't hold back decisively in the company, two levels of contrast." Yan Nuoyan gently wiped Xi Yunran's face Tears overflowing.
Xi Yunran was embarrassed by Yan Nuoyan's words, so she took the wet towel from Yan Nuoyan's hand and wiped it herself, and looked left and right to see if the customers sitting in the cafe were coming to them. There were few people and they didn't look at them. Feeling relieved, she felt embarrassed instead, "I'm not what you said, Yan, what you said just now is true, stay with you and take care of you." Xi Yunran asked tentatively with a nasal voice.
"That's the only sentence I can hear clearly." Yan Nuoyan scolded with a grin.
"Are you serious? Yan." Xi Yunran asked without giving up.
"It's up to you to answer my question next." Yan Nuoyan said without caring about Xi Yunran holding her hand.
"Okay, you ask." Xi Yunran looked at Yan Nuoyan with burning eyes and said.
The atmosphere between the two was much more harmonious, and they were no longer entangled. Yan Nuoyan asked Xi Yunran: "Yunran, do you know what love is? We have been separated for seven years. Is your love for me different from before? Is it because you are used to seeing me and feel you love me, or is it the kind of heartfelt love that attracted me to you again?"
"In the few years you have been with Miss Xu Jie, what is your measure of love? Whether you are attracted to Miss Xu Jie or not, you always have a feeling, don't you? You have to think about these things clearly, and you say it We can be better together or go our separate ways.”
"You want to love me, I want to love you, because we want to love each other. If one day, we really don't want to love each other, then there will be no love between us, but only the selfish possession of each other. Now you share Are you clear? Have you rethought about the problems that exist between us, it’s just the two of us, think about it carefully!” Yan Nuoyan said, looking seriously at Xi Yunran who was lost in thought.
These fundamental issues, Yan Nuoyan himself will keep asking when he is quiet, thinking about the past with Xi Yunran, thinking about the impressions and feelings of meeting again later, if he hadn't thought about these, Yan Nuoyan would not have given Xi Yunran Chance and the temptation to be together again.
I'm really with Xi Yunran, if I don't make it clear, I don't want to be clear, Yan Nuoyan knows that there will still be problems between them, there will be a different result, maybe it is good, maybe it is worse, she knows that Xi Yunran's change is Because Xi Yunran would consider her words and think that what she wants to change in the future is not what Yan Nuoyan changed.
Xi Yunran was lost in thought. When she and Yan Nuoyan broke up, she was in a really bad mood. She couldn't listen to anyone's words. She felt very extreme that Yan Nuoyan had cheated her feelings and overthrew Yan Nuoyan. Everything was fine for Nuoyan, until one day she really got rid of the harm Yan Nuoyan brought her, and went to work. Afterwards, she always met Xu Jie and Xu Hui, two brothers and sisters, at home, in the company, or wherever she met Xu Jie, She was drawn by the familiar shadow of Xu Jie.
That's traction, the kind of familiar tenderness that made her attracted to Xu Jie, although she rejected Xu Jie many times, but in the end it may be that there is always one person around her, and she is used to asking questions about her weakness and pleasing herself Let her parents be happy, then she didn't want to accept Xu Jie, accept Xu Jie into her life.
When the lovers got along, it seemed that they didn't really reject anything at that time, until the day when the two really wanted to have a final... She refused, and there was a "pop" in her mind, and Xi Yunran woke up, not thinking about what happened in the past, she already knew Answer.
Xi Yunran's eyes were no longer confused, she looked at Yan Nuoyan with clear eyes, and Xi Yunran laughed, "Yan, although I haven't thought about the problems between us very clearly, but I know that I love you even more than before, when you appear Here, I see you again, I really want to know everything about you like crazy, I want to see you every minute, at that moment I really have never been happier."
"It doesn't matter if you say I'm ruthless or heartless, the moment you appear, I know that I have let down or delayed a person's relationship, that is Xu Jie, Yan, breaking up with you is the most extreme thing I can do." The worst thing I did, agreeing to be with Xu Jie was the most rash decision I made. In the past few years, I may have been involved with Xu Jie out of some kind of emotion, but it is far from love, you asked me If you don't show up, will I continue to be with Xu Jie, Yan, I don't deny it, maybe I will really make do with her until I fall in love with her, sincerely accept her, her love, you Say I'm an asshole." Xi Yunran asked Yan Nuoyan.
Yan Nuoyan listened quietly, looked at the person who seriously asked her childish questions with a smile, and said, "You're not a jerk if you think that way. Apart from other things, Miss Xu Jie is really in love with you." , otherwise she wouldn’t have gone to my office and said such threatening things. To be honest, she is a good lover, but she may not be a likable person when dealing with other things. Those who are affected will still be saved, the chances are very small haha." Yan Nuoyan said thinking about Xu Jie's face.
"You continue." Yan Nuoyan didn't think about Xu Jie's child, and then asked Xi Yunran to say, "Yes." Xi Yunran responded, and then said: "Actually, I know that you can give me a chance. There are other reasons, but I am very happy, you can give me a chance," said Xi Yunran, leaning on Yan Nuoyan's body, absorbing Yan Nuoyan's warmth, Yan Nuoyan smiled and did not speak, but the gentle movements still made Xi Yunran's heart ache. I was overjoyed for a while, "Yan, I will be my little sheep about the matter between you and my parents, don't ask, don't participate, just listen to you, trust you, okay, I'll talk about it for a while I can't think of it, you give me time to let me improve slowly, slowly discover my shortcomings, let me and the child return to you and stay together, okay, I can only think so much now..." Xi Yunran raised her head He looked at Yan Nuoyan expectantly.
"Let me think about it." Yan Nuoyan said in a low voice.
After sending the staff off to work, Xi Yunran personally made a cup of coffee, went to Yan Nuoyan and sat opposite, put the coffee in front of Yan Nuoyan, "Yan, coffee, this is what you liked to drink before, I don't know what you like now It hasn't changed, try it." Xi Yunran looked at Yan Nuoyan expectantly.
Yan Nuoyan looked down at the coffee in front of her, and then looked up at Xi Yunran. She did not miss the meaning expressed by Xi Yunran's eyes. She smiled and pushed the coffee aside. Regardless of Xi Yunran's face, she looked at the cup of coffee and said: " Yunran, coffee is just coffee, no matter how famous or different, what I care about is... the person who makes me coffee, no matter how bad it is, as long as it is made by someone I care about, I think it is delicious , sweet, do you understand what I said? Besides, the taste can change at any time, even the things you like, " Yan Nuoyan pushed the coffee in front of Xi Yunran, and motioned for Xi Yunran to drink this cup of coffee.
"Bitter, bitter like never before," Xi Yunran said bitterly after taking a sip of coffee and putting it down.He looked up at Yan Nuoyan and said, "Yan, you don't love me anymore, right? Your heart is not with me, so what do you mean by the chance you gave me before? Are you dealing with me? You said I I have worked hard to do it, and I will correct the things you are not satisfied with, so you can forgive me! You tell me, I will do it." Xi Yunran couldn't help tears in her eyes, and leaned on the back of the chair discouraged, Don't look at Yan Nuoyan anymore.
"I said that giving you a chance is not perfunctory or coping with you. I am not blind to your changes. I can see it. And what you said about forgiveness. I told you before that there was no forgiveness or forgiveness between us before. Also, the words I said are never counted, Yunran, I am not you."
"Waiter, give me a glass of warm water, thank you." Yan Nuoyan said something to the waiter who walked past her, and then looked away from her Xi Yunran.
"No need, Xiao A, you are busy with your work, I will go in person." Xi Yunran said something to the waiter, took a look at Yan Nuoyan, turned and left.The waiter was a little embarrassed, and followed Xi Yunran away.
Yan Nuoyan sighed, forget it, let's explain to her more clearly, so as not to misunderstand her words, looking at Xi Yunran who came back with water, Yan Nuoyan thought in his mind.
"Warm water, here you are." Xi Yunran put down the warm water, sat back on the chair, and didn't look at Yan Nuoyan, feeling like she was locked up with Yan Nuoyan!Seeing her like this, Yan Nuoyan picked up the warm water that Xi Yunran had just brought and drank it. This kind of Xi Yunran made her feel funny.
After drinking the water, Yan Nuoyan put the water on the table, looking at the person who was about to ignore her, Yan Nuoyan said: "You don't want to say anything to me, just look sideways at me like this, you can't even look at me." Take a look at me? All right, you can continue to sit! I'm going back to the hospital." After speaking, Yan Nuoyan made a gesture to drive the wheelchair, as if he really wanted to leave the cafe.
"Yan!" When Xi Yunran heard Yan Nuoyan's words, she immediately turned her head and called Yan Nuoyan, and saw Yan Nuoyan looking at her funny, and she couldn't help crying because she felt aggrieved.
Yan Nuoyan drove the wheelchair to Xi Yunran's side, took out a wet towel and wiped it for Xi Yunran herself. At first, Xi Yunran wanted to hide, but she couldn't stand Yan Nuoyan's words, "ignore me again, don't want to be together again in the future." Xi Yunran stopped and did not resist, and was quietly served by Yan Nuoyan.
"It's different for people who become mothers. They cry every now and then. Others don't cry when they have children or husbands who are bullied. It's better for you to do the opposite. You cry every now and then without saying a word. Crying too, I said a few words and I didn’t think about it better, and I still cried. Tell me about you, how will you be with me in the future, I’m still in a wheelchair, it’s not sure whether I can stand up or not, you always Cry, who do I expect to go, you don't know how to cherish the opportunity given to you, you can't hold back your thoughts on family affairs, but you can't hold back decisively in the company, two levels of contrast." Yan Nuoyan gently wiped Xi Yunran's face Tears overflowing.
Xi Yunran was embarrassed by Yan Nuoyan's words, so she took the wet towel from Yan Nuoyan's hand and wiped it herself, and looked left and right to see if the customers sitting in the cafe were coming to them. There were few people and they didn't look at them. Feeling relieved, she felt embarrassed instead, "I'm not what you said, Yan, what you said just now is true, stay with you and take care of you." Xi Yunran asked tentatively with a nasal voice.
"That's the only sentence I can hear clearly." Yan Nuoyan scolded with a grin.
"Are you serious? Yan." Xi Yunran asked without giving up.
"It's up to you to answer my question next." Yan Nuoyan said without caring about Xi Yunran holding her hand.
"Okay, you ask." Xi Yunran looked at Yan Nuoyan with burning eyes and said.
The atmosphere between the two was much more harmonious, and they were no longer entangled. Yan Nuoyan asked Xi Yunran: "Yunran, do you know what love is? We have been separated for seven years. Is your love for me different from before? Is it because you are used to seeing me and feel you love me, or is it the kind of heartfelt love that attracted me to you again?"
"In the few years you have been with Miss Xu Jie, what is your measure of love? Whether you are attracted to Miss Xu Jie or not, you always have a feeling, don't you? You have to think about these things clearly, and you say it We can be better together or go our separate ways.”
"You want to love me, I want to love you, because we want to love each other. If one day, we really don't want to love each other, then there will be no love between us, but only the selfish possession of each other. Now you share Are you clear? Have you rethought about the problems that exist between us, it’s just the two of us, think about it carefully!” Yan Nuoyan said, looking seriously at Xi Yunran who was lost in thought.
These fundamental issues, Yan Nuoyan himself will keep asking when he is quiet, thinking about the past with Xi Yunran, thinking about the impressions and feelings of meeting again later, if he hadn't thought about these, Yan Nuoyan would not have given Xi Yunran Chance and the temptation to be together again.
I'm really with Xi Yunran, if I don't make it clear, I don't want to be clear, Yan Nuoyan knows that there will still be problems between them, there will be a different result, maybe it is good, maybe it is worse, she knows that Xi Yunran's change is Because Xi Yunran would consider her words and think that what she wants to change in the future is not what Yan Nuoyan changed.
Xi Yunran was lost in thought. When she and Yan Nuoyan broke up, she was in a really bad mood. She couldn't listen to anyone's words. She felt very extreme that Yan Nuoyan had cheated her feelings and overthrew Yan Nuoyan. Everything was fine for Nuoyan, until one day she really got rid of the harm Yan Nuoyan brought her, and went to work. Afterwards, she always met Xu Jie and Xu Hui, two brothers and sisters, at home, in the company, or wherever she met Xu Jie, She was drawn by the familiar shadow of Xu Jie.
That's traction, the kind of familiar tenderness that made her attracted to Xu Jie, although she rejected Xu Jie many times, but in the end it may be that there is always one person around her, and she is used to asking questions about her weakness and pleasing herself Let her parents be happy, then she didn't want to accept Xu Jie, accept Xu Jie into her life.
When the lovers got along, it seemed that they didn't really reject anything at that time, until the day when the two really wanted to have a final... She refused, and there was a "pop" in her mind, and Xi Yunran woke up, not thinking about what happened in the past, she already knew Answer.
Xi Yunran's eyes were no longer confused, she looked at Yan Nuoyan with clear eyes, and Xi Yunran laughed, "Yan, although I haven't thought about the problems between us very clearly, but I know that I love you even more than before, when you appear Here, I see you again, I really want to know everything about you like crazy, I want to see you every minute, at that moment I really have never been happier."
"It doesn't matter if you say I'm ruthless or heartless, the moment you appear, I know that I have let down or delayed a person's relationship, that is Xu Jie, Yan, breaking up with you is the most extreme thing I can do." The worst thing I did, agreeing to be with Xu Jie was the most rash decision I made. In the past few years, I may have been involved with Xu Jie out of some kind of emotion, but it is far from love, you asked me If you don't show up, will I continue to be with Xu Jie, Yan, I don't deny it, maybe I will really make do with her until I fall in love with her, sincerely accept her, her love, you Say I'm an asshole." Xi Yunran asked Yan Nuoyan.
Yan Nuoyan listened quietly, looked at the person who seriously asked her childish questions with a smile, and said, "You're not a jerk if you think that way. Apart from other things, Miss Xu Jie is really in love with you." , otherwise she wouldn’t have gone to my office and said such threatening things. To be honest, she is a good lover, but she may not be a likable person when dealing with other things. Those who are affected will still be saved, the chances are very small haha." Yan Nuoyan said thinking about Xu Jie's face.
"You continue." Yan Nuoyan didn't think about Xu Jie's child, and then asked Xi Yunran to say, "Yes." Xi Yunran responded, and then said: "Actually, I know that you can give me a chance. There are other reasons, but I am very happy, you can give me a chance," said Xi Yunran, leaning on Yan Nuoyan's body, absorbing Yan Nuoyan's warmth, Yan Nuoyan smiled and did not speak, but the gentle movements still made Xi Yunran's heart ache. I was overjoyed for a while, "Yan, I will be my little sheep about the matter between you and my parents, don't ask, don't participate, just listen to you, trust you, okay, I'll talk about it for a while I can't think of it, you give me time to let me improve slowly, slowly discover my shortcomings, let me and the child return to you and stay together, okay, I can only think so much now..." Xi Yunran raised her head He looked at Yan Nuoyan expectantly.
"Let me think about it." Yan Nuoyan said in a low voice.
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