Phoenix Nirvana

"Disappointed?" I was taken aback.

Feng Yi squeezed my jaw hard, and my eyes were forced to meet his beautiful eyes. He said coldly, "Si Jing, am I too used to pampering you? You don't even listen to my orders?"

I looked at Feng Yi, gritted my teeth tightly, and remained silent.

"This time, the leader of the sect gave you a great opportunity to establish the majesty of the deputy leader. You just have to be ruthless and kill Ke Jin, but you don't know what to do. I have taught you for eight years, but I didn't expect you to look like this A gleam of coldness flashed in Feng Yi's eyes, and he threw me on the ground with his backhand. He bent down and looked at me condescendingly, "Take care of your injury first, and let's get out of here in a few days."

I sat on the ground, my body hurt so much that I couldn't speak, Feng Yi said that he was too used to pampering me.Are you too spoiled?I only know that since I was young, as long as I do something wrong, Feng Yi will definitely punish me.No mercy.

When I was 12 years old, I was working hard to learn martial arts.Not long after, Feng Yi brought back a person, that person was my cousin Ke Jin.Feng Yi wanted to try my martial arts, so she asked me to compete with my cousin.Ke Jin's martial arts were not as good as mine, so I gave way to him everywhere, but Ke Jin didn't think about brotherhood, and drew a long bloodstain on my back with his long sword.

Afterwards, Ke Jin said to me, "Cousin, I have to do this. If I lose, I will die."

In that martial arts competition, Feng Yi smiled and rewarded Ke Jin with a good sword, but fined me not to eat for three days.I asked him why, and he said, "It's because Xiaojing's heart is not hard enough."

Not cruel enough?How can you be cruel?Kill like you without blinking an eye?

My eyes are sore and my heart hurts.

"Si Jing, hurry up." Feng Yi urged impatiently.

Trembling, I got up from the ground, looked back at the broken little jade sword on the ground, and wanted to pick it up very much.Feng Yi didn't allow me to stay too long, and pulled me away.

at night.

After midnight, I was tossing and turning in bed.Although the wound on the body has been treated, it still hurts badly.

Thinking that the injuries on her body were caused by Feng Yi, her heart hurts.

Since my father died, I have regarded Feng Yi as my most important person.

I got up and walked slowly to the window.Open the window and look up at a bright moon.

Father, please forgive the boy for being unfilial, but the boy can't do it, really can't kill Feng Yi with his own hands.As Feng Yi said, my heart is not cruel enough.

Outside the window, a melodious and piercing flute sounded from the distant woods.The sad sound of the flute kept coming to my ears. I listened blankly, and suddenly felt a chill on my face. I reached out to touch it, and it turned out to be tears.

I am very surprised, who is it?Still playing the flute so late?Thinking of this, he picked up his coat and walked out the door.

Outside the door, the bright moon is like a mirror.The white jade-like moonlight fell on the earth, and the surrounding flowers and plants exuded fragrance.

Following the sound of the flute, she came to the woods behind the study, and as she walked, she remembered that Feng Yi never let people enter this forest.I once asked why, Feng Yi told me that there are poisons in the forest, which can hurt people.When I was young, it was natural to be afraid of poisonous things.But now that I'm walking in this forest, it doesn't seem to be as scary as Feng Yi said.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, the sound of the flute was getting closer and closer.The trees in front of me are gradually becoming scarce.

Out of curiosity, I walked dozens of steps.The first thing that catches the eye is a simple bamboo house.Behind the bamboo house is a gurgling stream.

I hid behind the tree, speechless in surprise.Could it be that Feng Yi has hidden her beauty in his golden house?

The sad sound of the flute spread everywhere, and I walked a few steps forward quietly, and saw a thin young man sitting on a stone chair in front of the bamboo house, his age should be about the same as mine.And the sound of the flute came from this boy.

I became more and more curious.Who is this boy?I've lived here for seven years and don't know?

Hiding in a hiding place, quietly observing the young man.At this time, a figure appeared behind the boy, putting on clothes for him.

My heart sank.The person behind the boy was actually Feng Yi, Feng Yi's eyes were full of concern.

I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, could it be true that I guessed it right?Feng Yi hides his beauty in his golden house?There was a faint sourness and anger in his heart.He wanted to leave, but he still wanted to stay and see what the two of them were up to.

In the conflict, I accidentally stepped on a branch, and the broken branch made a "click—" sound.

"Who?" Feng Yi looked up.I was in a hurry to escape.As soon as Feng Yi waved her hand, the porcelain vase on the stone table flew towards me.

Just wanted to use Qinggong to jump up to avoid this blow.But it didn't work. The porcelain bottle hit my calf, and the fragments got stuck in my flesh.I wiped the cold sweat from my brow, limped out, and thought: Feng Yi, you are going to kill me today.

As soon as he walked to the bright spot, Feng Yi saw that it was me, he was startled at first, and then let me go over.

I was so angry that I stood still.I have suffered enough injuries today, sir, you just stabbed my leg again, did you let me crawl over?He widened his eyes and expressed his dissatisfaction to Feng Yi.

"Come here—" Feng Yi called out again.

I looked at Feng Yi in the distance, and at the white and tender young man beside him.Pretending not to hear.

Feng Yi didn't call me anymore, but just looked at me coldly.

I'm not angry in my heart, I don't want to go there, young master, I don't want to succumb to your lustful power.Anyway, I'm a man, young master, so it's not too embarrassing to listen to you.I try to widen my eyes and look back.

Feng Yi's gaze became colder and colder, I couldn't help shivering, and I said silently in my heart: I can't go over, young master, I can't be shaken, it would be too embarrassing for me to go over.

But for some reason, the legs didn't listen, and moved forward step by step.Walking slowly to Feng Yi, I wiped the cold sweat off my brow, and had to admit a fact.As soon as I faced Feng Yi, I became very spineless.To put it bluntly, it is useless.

"Who let you in? Didn't I order no one to enter this wood?"

I glanced at my mouth, it seems that I disturbed your spring evening?

"I'm asking you something." Seeing that the person in front of him was silent, Feng Yi asked again.

I raised my eyebrows, "Yes, Master, Si Jing made a mistake, so I won't dare to do it next time, so I'll go back and be punished, so I won't bother you two."

"What? Your name is Si Jing?" The young man beside Feng Yi was surprised.

What's so surprising about this, I glanced at the boy, and replied lightly, "Yes, in Xiasijing, the words are in light ink."

After I said that, the boy was stunned for three seconds.I laughed in my heart, am I famous in the world?Shocked this little boy?Not long after I was proud, the next moment, the boy slapped my face firmly, the sound was very clear.

"Shu'er, what are you doing?" Feng Yi held down the boy's hand that continued to slap me.

I was furious, wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth vigorously, and scolded without anger, "You mother, why are you beating me? Don't think that you can do whatever you want with Feng Yi, after all, I am also a deputy leader."

The young man broke away from Feng Yi's hand, and scolded back, "You are shameless, you are as bad as your father."

"Shu'er, it's alright, don't talk about it." Feng Yi frowned, persuading from the side.

Hearing the little boy scolding my father, the blood suddenly surged up, he secretly used his true energy, concentrated it in one palm, and slapped the little boy hard.

Seeing that something was wrong, Feng Yi stretched out her hand to block the palm back.

He used two successes, but my martial arts was not as good as his, so I fell to the ground.

I sat on the ground and yelled, "Shameless? Who is shameless? I don't allow you to insult my father."

"Only you are shameless, and your father. Don't think that you are a good guy, not a bitch who warms people's beds." The little boy pointed at me and cursed.

Bed warmer?I am very angry.Stumbled to get up from the ground, rolled up the sleeves, "Your mother, shut up, young master, I will fight with you today."

"Okay, stop arguing." Feng Yi was displeased, and brushed all the tea utensils on the stone table to the ground.The porcelain was shattered, and the sound was harsh.For a moment, it was eerily quiet here.

"Si Jing, this is my younger brother, Feng Zishu. Don't be rude." Feng Yi said, gently helped Feng Zishu up, and said to him, "Shu'er, it's cold at night, let's go back."

My face flushed with anger, saying I don't understand etiquette?Call me rude?Is your brother right?Not only insulted my father, but also said that I was a bed warmer.Feng Yi, you too...

younger brother?His brother?Doesn't Feng Yi have no relatives?

I was shocked when I realized that the two of them had walked a certain distance in front of me, and I limped to catch up. "Master, don't you have no relatives? How do you have a younger brother? You don't have a younger sister, do you?"

Feng Zishu turned his head, eyes filled with hatred, "We had a younger sister, but because of you, she is no longer here. My brother and I hate your Si family."

I was stunned and stood there motionless.What's the matter with my family?Feng Yi, he hates me?does he hate meI don't hate him yet.I……

He reached out and rubbed his eyes, his eyes were a little dry.

Feng Yi turned around and said indifferently, "Si Jing, you go back first, don't listen to his nonsense."

"Brother, it's all caused by their Si family, why don't you let me tell you, are you..."

Feng Yi glared at him, interrupted his words, and forced Feng Zishu to walk back.

I stood there blankly, a little dazed.

"Xiaojing—" Feng Yi stopped and called me.

"what."

Feng Yi smiled, and said softly, "Xiao Jing, go back and heal your injury first, and I will see you tomorrow."

I bowed my head and said nothing, Feng Yi is trying to put me off, there are some things he doesn't want me to know.

"Xiao Jing, be obedient—"

"Brother, why do you coax him like this?"

"Well, I see, I'll go back." I was numb, turned and walked back.

moon shadow swaying,

Bitter wind,

Chilling at night.

I was in a daze along the way, and I don't remember how I got to the front of the house.Pushing open the door, I fell powerlessly on the bed.I feel so tired and so tired.I huddled under the quilt, tears pouring out uncontrollably.

Consciousness became more and more blurred, and Feng Zishu's mocking words kept repeating in his ears: Don't think that you are a good guy, not a bitch who warms people's beds.

Tears flowed down quietly, I shook my head, I don't want to, I don't want to...

So cold, so cold, Feng Yi...

I'm having that nightmare again.I woke up with a start, opened my eyes, and looked out the window. The sky was a little dark, it should be evening at this time.

I moved my body, only to realize that there was a person lying beside the bed. The person's long hair was loose, black and shiny, and very beautiful.Reaching out and touching it gently, his hair feels cool and silky to the touch.

As if my actions disturbed him, he slowly raised his head, I was startled and speechless.

Feng Yi's eyes are slightly blue, it looks like she hasn't slept well for several nights.

"What's wrong with me?"

"Xiao Jing, your wound is inflamed, and you have been asleep for three days." Feng Yi said, got up and walked to the table to hand over the soup.

The smell of the decoction was very pungent, and there was a sudden churn in my stomach, and I lay on the bed and retched.

In fact, I am very afraid to drink this bitter soup medicine.When I was young, I was with Feng Yi, and my health was not very good for two years.The doctor asked me to drink this decoction, three bowls a day, which almost made me vomit.From then on, I couldn't drink the decoction anymore, and even the smell made me sick.

Feng Yi helped me up, and said softly, "I'll go to the kitchen and bring you some food, the soup and medicine will be drunk later."

"Ah."

Feng Yi turned around and walked outside.

"Feng Yi—"

"Ok?"

"Come here." I hooked my index finger.

Feng Yi walked over obediently and sat on the side of the bed.

I reached out and grabbed his sleeve, "I slept for three days, did you not sleep for three days?"

"I have rest."

"Liar." I lightly poked Feng Yi's tender face with my fingers, and glanced at him, "Look at you, your eye circles are turning blue, and you still say you have a rest."

I pulled him into the bed, "Well... I've slept for three days, and I've had enough sleep. You should take a rest."

"I've really rested, Xiaojing hasn't eaten yet, I'll go—" Before Feng Yi finished speaking, I pushed him down with all my strength.

Feng Yi lay on the bed, sighed, stretched out her hand to pinch my face, and pulled it hard a few times.I was in so much pain that my tears came out, and I yelled helplessly, "What the hell is the mockingbird doing? Let me go. (What are you going to do? Let me go)"

"Xiao Jing is so cute." Feng Yi smiled, sat up, hugged me, and rubbed her face against her face.

I was held in his arms and let him touch me, but I felt relieved in my heart.Feng Yi is very concerned about me, since she was by his side, every time I get sick, Feng Yi will take care of me non-stop.

Thinking of this, I suddenly feel that the things Feng Yi did to me a few days ago are nothing. For the sake of taking care of me for three days and three nights, I will forgive him.Yes, forgive him.

But, Feng Yi, why?

Gently push Feng Yi away, quietly staring into his beautiful eyes, without saying a word.

Feng Yi leaned over and bit my lip lightly, and kissed for a long time, seeing that I didn't respond, she asked softly, "Xiao Jing? What's wrong?"

"Feng Yi—"

"Ok?"

"Do you like me?" Somehow, I actually asked such a stupid question.When I realized it, I wanted to find a crack in the ground and get into it.

I stared into Feng Yi's eyes, although I was a little embarrassed, but I really wanted to know the answer.

Feng Yi's thick and long eyelashes trembled, he looked at me and remained silent.

I don't know how long this stalemate lasted, Feng Yi pushed me away and got out of bed.

My heart sank, and my expectant eyes suddenly darkened.If not as I expected, Feng Yi's next answer should be...

Feng Yi stood on the ground, slowly tidied up her slightly messy clothes, and said calmly, "Xiao Jing is hungry, I'll go to the kitchen to get some food."

With a sigh, it really is.I am really ridiculous, so shameless, so self-righteous.How could Feng Yi fall in love with me?He is kind to me, maybe I still have value.

Looking at Feng Yi's beautiful back, I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't speak.

Half a quarter later, the person who brought the food was not Feng Yi, but an attendant from the church.

The attendant brought a message, saying that Feng Yi suddenly had something urgent to deal with, so I don't have to wait any longer.I was in a bad mood and sent the attendants away.There was a long, long silence...

Three days later, Feng Yi left Phoenix Valley, no one knew his whereabouts.

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