Phoenix Nirvana

When I woke up again, it was already late autumn.

He struggled to support himself, got up from the bed and went out.

I picked a tree with a lot of leaves, sat down and looked at the fallen leaves in a daze.

This stay seems to have been for a long time, the compound is deserted, and I am accompanied by a severe cough.

When Nanzhi came in, I was still in a daze, my eyes were fixed and I didn't know what to think.

She picked me up and pushed me into the house by force.I kept silent, pursed my lips tightly, and looked slack.

I sat on the chair, Nanzhi sat opposite me, opened the bag, took out the round things inside and gnawed.

After a long time, I barely made a sound: "What are you eating?"

Nan Zhi was startled, and hurriedly poured a glass of water for me to moisten my throat, seeing that I had finished drinking from the glass, she said, "It's moon cakes, today is Mid-Autumn Festival."

"Mid-Autumn Festival..." I whispered, slowly turned my stiff head, and looked out of the window, but unfortunately there was no full moon outside, only the high sun.

"Mid-Autumn Festival is reunion, let Qingshan and the others have a meal together." I said softly.

A glimmer of joy flashed in Nan Zhi's eyes, he took out a piece of moon cake and put it in front of me, and asked with a smile, "Do you want to invite your brother?"

I rolled my eyes and felt that my head might be rusted. I thought for a long time before answering: "Yes."

Nanzhi smiled happily and continued to eat mooncakes.

I was stunned for a long time, and after a gust of wind blew, I asked, "Have all the people in the church been sent away?"

"No, they won't leave." Nan Zhi replied without daring to neglect.

Rolling his eyes again, he drank his saliva slowly, his throat became more comfortable, and he said again: "There should be a lot of money in the sect, let's use the money to do business. Let the disciples who are willing to stay go to the shop to help, If you don't agree, you will be sent directly, and the old relationship will not be missed."

Nanzhi nodded, and I continued to stare at the scenery in a daze.The sound of Nanzhi gnawing mooncakes could be heard incessantly.

When I recovered, Nanzhi had just finished eating the fourth mooncake.I handed her the mooncakes on my desk, and she took them with a grin.

"I want to buy a house in the north, should I have extra money?"

Nan Zhi fiddled with his fingers, made up his mind, and nodded.

I smiled, stood up with the help of the table, and said to her, "I want to see Feng Zishu."

A trace of sadness flashed across her face, she kept silent and helped me out.

When I came to Fengzishu's door, I sent Nanzhi away and entered the house alone.

Feng Zishu already hated me, and now that I have killed his only brother, he naturally won't talk to me.

I didn't apologize, and I didn't mean to please.Go over and sit at the table, and stare blankly with him.

After a long time, Feng Zishu took out a piece of paper and handed it to me, he said coldly: "This is from my brother."

I nodded and took it, I didn't rush to open it, but put it in my cuff.

Feng Zi was silent, so I continued to be in a daze.

When I am in a daze, I always think about things, and I understand that Feng Yi treated me like that before he was alive, it is indeed an expression of his love for me.He gave me medicine because he was afraid that I would recover my memory and leave him.Because he knew that he was going to die soon, he pushed me away so resolutely, and even used his life to protect me in the end.

It's just that I've always been a dull person, if I could have really thought of this at the time, I would have stalked him through his final days.

There is indeed a disadvantage in being in a daze all the time, that is, the reaction is slow.So when Feng Zishu issued the order to evict the guests, I was a quarter of an hour late before recovering.

I wasn't angry either, I got up slowly, and moved towards the door in small steps.Feeling weak all over, I began to wonder if I should ask Liu Qingyi to make me a pair of strong crutches.

When I got back to my room, I just felt refreshed, and I didn't feel hungry after having eaten for a long time.Bored, he opened the closet and tidied Feng Yi's clothes.

Feng Yi's clothes are very beautiful, especially when he wears them, it is even more admirable.There is a lump of paste in my head, and I don't know what I am doing anymore.Fold Feng Yi's clothes over and over again, then make a mess and fold them again.Doing this over and over again, I don't feel tired, and I don't want to stop.

After an unknown amount of time, someone knocked on my door, and I froze for a moment before saying, "Come in."

He walked up to me and sat down, patted my head, and asked with concern: "Si Jing, are you alright?"

I continued to fold my clothes and said, "It's okay."

The man was silent for a while, and asked cautiously, "Do you want to go back to your brother's house for a few days?"

I shook my head and asked softly: "Brother, I want to buy a house in the north and live there forever. Do you want to come together?"

Xiao Chenxue thought for a while, then nodded: "Yes, good. But the martial arts affairs are a bit tricky recently, so it will take a later date."

I looked at the vivid phoenix on the clothes in my hand, and asked dully: "Why can't I get rid of it? Let Mo Chunli be the leader."

"Then you have to come forward. All the sects have suffered heavy losses this time. You, the leader, must come out and preside over it."

I hugged the dress lightly, and bowed my head: "I don't care for the position of the leader in exchange for his life, you just tell them I'm dead."

Xiao Chenxue sighed softly, shook his head helplessly, turned and left.

I put down my clothes and took out the book under the bed.

On the cover of the book was "Eighteen Ways of Picking Chrysanthemums", I smiled wryly, this book Feng Yi used to tease me back then is the real "Phoenix Nirvana".

Tear open the cover of the book, and there is a piece of golden silk hidden inside.Looking at it, from the first form to the ninth form, the martial arts mentality is profound and mysterious.Only the tenth form is confusing. The tenth form is called: Rebirth from the Ashes, but there is no practice mentality.

I figured out the martial arts mentality of "Phoenix Jue" and ignited it together with "Phoenix Nirvana" and burned it to ashes.

I want to laugh a little, the miraculous skills that those martial arts people dreamed of are now reduced to ashes.This kind of martial arts that harms people shouldn't be left behind.

Staring blankly at the scenery outside the window, he laughed softly.

Feng Yi's last move was brilliant.First, he avenged his own blood and killed all those who threatened me and the Nirvana Sect.Second, push me to the position of the leader of the martial arts, and protect me well in the years to come.In the third time, I killed him with my own hands, and avenged the killing of my father many years ago, and I will never forget him for the rest of my life.His trick is so wonderful.

I just don't understand, why the blood lotus didn't save him?Nanzhi said not long ago that if the leader had not been seriously ill, he would not have come to this point.It's right to think about it, Feng Yi is selfish, if he was on a normal day, he wouldn't do such a stupid thing.

With a heavy sigh, Xu is really sinful, even God can't stand it, right?

Lie weakly on the bed, as expected, the separation of yin and yang is the most painful.I tried to follow him five times, but was rescued all the time.Is this God's punishment for us?Life is rough, and death cannot be the same.

God is really unfair, our fate is too short-lived, don't we all say that it is bitter before it is sweet?But where is my sweetness?

I closed my eyes, but couldn't fall asleep, thinking about the past in a daze, and realized that I was indeed too self-willed.I always thought that I worked hard but enjoyed it, looking back, the person who suffered the most and enjoyed it the most was Feng Yi.

But now, nothing can go back.Maybe from the very beginning, I should have said to Feng Yi, don't ask anything, just stay by his side foolishly.

I couldn't help but burst out laughing, tears streaming down my face, blaming myself for being too stupid and slow.

At [-] o'clock in the evening, my deserted courtyard finally gained some popularity.

I was not fully recovered yet, so I had to sit at the table in a daze.

I, Nanzhi, Qingshan, Liyi, Wuhen, Xiao Chenxue, Feng Zishu, and the uninvited Fang Ruhua.This is a rare feast together.

At first the atmosphere was a bit awkward, only Nan and Qingshan were arguing, and the rest were silent.

Until Qingshan accidentally threw a vegetable leaf on Wuhen's body, causing Wuhen's murderous eye, the dinner table was completely quiet.

I was taken aback, laughed twice, and asked them to drink.If you drink too much of this wine, you will start to get confused.

Nanzhi was the first to be confused, and told an extremely boring joke, and he slapped the table and laughed.The wine on the table was overwhelmed by the shock, and then Wuhen shot another murderous eye, Nanzhi shut his mouth embarrassingly.

The second person who was confused was Fang Ruhua, he opened his mouth and mentioned Feng Yi while talking.

Not only me, everyone at the table was stunned.He hasn't noticed the wrong atmosphere yet, and continues to talk nonsense about him and Feng Yi.

I was unhappy and drank cup after cup of stuffy wine, Xiao Chenxue advised me not to drink too much, but I ignored him.

Xiao Chenxue sighed, and began to gulp down the wine.After an unknown amount of time, the table suddenly became lively, obviously everyone was drunk.

Nanzhi was lying on Wuhen's body with her face flushed, mouthing brother Hen one by one, making me feel uncomfortable all over.

With a dark face, Wuhen pushed Nanzhi towards Qingshan, Nanzhi drooled all over Wuhen, but he didn't let go.

Xiao Chenxue next to me fell drunk on the table, muttering: "Qingqing, my Qingqing..."

I sighed, a little despised Mo Chunli, how dare he not get my brother yet?

Li Yi has always been refined and gentle, with the demeanor of a big lady, and looks very sober even when she is drunk.Feng Zishu sat next to her, his eyes were red.

I'm also a little confused, and I get a headache when I drink too much.I got up, said that I was not feeling well, and quickly slipped out the door.

The moon outside the window is big and round, and the shadow of the willow tree is stretched very long.The breeze blew through, and there were ripples in the pool.

Unknowingly, she walked to the door of Feng Yi's study, pushed the door open and entered.Perhaps no one has been here for a long time, the room smelled of dust, fumbled to light the candle lamp, the room was illuminated by a dim yellow light.

Walked to Feng Yi's desk and sat down, there were several pieces of rice paper in front of the desk, opened it and looked, it was densely covered with my name.

With a pain in my chest, I took out the paper in my cuff and opened it, and there was a line of elegant and unrestrained words written on it:

It's better to drink poison to quench your thirst with you.It's better to change your young life to be at ease.

Lay the paper neatly on the table, grind the ink and take a pen, and write a crooked line below:

Blame me for being dull for half my life, my eyes are foggy, and I can no longer quench my thirst with you by drinking poison.

Tears dripped on the paper, and the words were stained.

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It's the New Year again, I opened the door early in the morning, and I saw a piece of silver.There was a sparse footprint on the silvery white snow, and I suddenly remembered that Nanzhi said yesterday that she was going out to buy new year's goods. She never thought that she would go out so early.

Back in the warm room, I picked up the cotton coat and put it on. As soon as my front foot stepped out of the threshold, I stepped back again.Walking to the table, he picked up the herbal tea in the pot and poured it into the crackling brazier on the ground, a lot of white smoke came out with a "hiss".

Not long ago, I was in a hurry to go out and forgot the fire extinguisher, and almost burned my house down. Thinking about it now, I still feel a little scared.

After going out, I tucked in the cotton curtain, put my hands in my cuffs, and walked east.

The servants probably haven't woken up yet, the whole compound is unbelievably quiet.There was a faint candlelight in front of the window of the room in front of me, and I sighed, this person is really not in charge of the family and does not know the price of daily necessities.

Pushing the door open, he was wearing a thick coat and sitting on the table by the window reading a book.His thin and frail body was covered under the cotton-padded jacket, and his little face, which had been pale a few days ago, finally had a tinge of blood.

He looked up at me, gestured with his hand, and I turned around and closed the door.He tightened his clothes, and his eyes fell back to the book.

I smiled, walked over and snatched the book from his hand, flipped through a few pages at random, rubbed my temples, and returned it to his hand.He picked up the tea set on the table to make tea, was busy with the work in hand, and smiled to himself: "I didn't like to study when I was young, and your brother didn't force me. I'm already in my twenties now. I can’t even read all the characters. It’s even more troublesome for me to read such complicated ancient books.”

Feng Zishu took the freshly brewed tea from my hand, blew on the hot air, and said calmly: "I didn't like reading when I was a child, but after that happened, my body became very weak, so my brother found a lot of books to relieve my boredom. But at that time, I was still young, crying and wanting to go out to play. My brother didn’t allow it, so I gave me a copy of "Spring and Autumn" and asked me to read it in one day. If I couldn’t finish reading, I was not allowed to eat. Now that I think about it, my brother still It hurts you."

I chuckled, put down the teapot and sat on the chair, a little jokingly: "It's not that he hurts me, that's called hurting me. It made me illiterate, so it's easier for him to plot against me."

Feng Zishu smiled and said nothing.After all, Feng Yi knows who Gao cares about, we all tacitly know it.

After sitting for a while, Feng Zishu and I have known each other for many years, but the conversations are really rare, it seems that there is nothing else to talk about except Feng Yi.

It wasn't until Nan Zhi ran in happily that the deserted atmosphere was broken.

"Xiaojing, Zishu, I bought you new clothes, come and try them on." Nan Zhi nearly laughed out of his eyes, and stuffed a big red padded jacket into my arms.

The corners of my mouth twitched, and I helplessly raised my forehead: "We two big men wear this? It's not like marrying a wife and paying homage in the new year, so what are you doing with such a bright red one? Besides, didn't you order new clothes at Buzhuang a few days ago? And At the end of the year, I just finished collecting the rewards for the servants, and there is not much money in the account house, so why are you spending money indiscriminately?"

Nanzhi cast a glance at me, pointed at me and shouted: "We have opened so many cloth houses, commercial firms, and escort agencies, and you still say you have no money? This year, the harvest is in a hurry, and the field you bought has also collected a lot. For food, Qingshan went to check the accounts a few days ago, and he laughed all day long because he had a lot of money."

Facing this troublesome little ancestor, I wanted to cry without tears: "You woman without a head, I have to support a whole sect. Once Feng Yi left, I left a mess for me. Could it be that they eat and drink? Does it matter? Last year I said that the Nirvana Sect was disbanded, and you all cried and screamed, saying that you swore allegiance to the death, what should I do?"

Now that Nanzhi was silent, Feng Zishu continued from the side: "It's really not easy for Si Jing, once brother left, he thought it was perfect, but it still caused a lot of trouble for Si Jing."

I sighed, looked at the aggrieved Nan Zhi, and smiled: "Okay, I don't really blame you, don't be unhappy today on New Year's Eve. I'll go to Xiao Chenxue's for breakfast, you don't have to wait for me."

Feng Zishu nodded, Nanzhi waved sullenly.

After going out, all the servants got up at this time, those who put up couplets, those who hung lanterns, and those who cleaned the yard were all busy.But it was still cooler than in the past. After all, most of the servants had gone back for the New Year, and the ones left now were homeless.

Home?I kind of laugh when I think of that word.I really have too many families, the Xiao family, the Si family, and the Feng family.Time has passed, and now the home I want the most is no longer there.

Unknowingly, I walked under the red lantern at the door, looking at the hanging ears blown by the wind, my heart was empty.This is the second time, the second year without you, Feng Yi.

My eyes were a little blurry, and I saw a handsome man in black holding a little boy hanging a lantern, and the little boy was smiling happily.The man accidentally slipped and fell into the snow with the little boy in his arms.The little boy was frightened and cried. Instead of coaxing the boy, the man stuffed snow from the ground into the boy's clothes. The boy was angry and angry, and grabbed the snow balls from the ground and threw them at the man.The man dodged unhurriedly, with a smile in his eyes.

I was dazed, and gently stretched out my hand, wanting to touch his face.But as soon as I touched it, everything disappeared.For a moment, my heart seemed to break.

Suddenly, I remembered the sentence that Kong Jing said leisurely when I went to the temple to offer incense a few days ago: "Fate gathers and fate disappears, everything is just a mirror image, after persistence, disappointment, why should the benefactor?"

The nose is sour, yeah, why bother?How can a dead man be resurrected?

The wind is getting stronger, and snowflakes are falling again.Rubbing your eyes, but will you forget if you are not attached?

I didn't go to Xiao Chenxue's place, but went to Feng Yi's empty tomb, sat there, and said angrily to the tomb: "It's a pity, once you leave, there will be no more attractive man in the world. " Then, I said another stupid thing: "If you can survive, you can ask me to give you a baby."

Then, the tomb cracked open with a bang, and I took a step back in fright.

Then someone jumped out of the tomb, dressed in colorful clothes and with a shiny golden belt.He turned his head, his hair was as long as ink, and his demeanor was elegant and self-sufficient.

I opened my mouth wide in shock, and my fingers trembled slightly: "See...Damn it."

The man slowly came to me, a faint fragrance surrounded me, he smiled and said softly: "Xiaojing, do my new clothes look good?"

I rubbed my eyes and rushed over in disbelief.Holding that person in my arms, I felt his warm body and rubbed against him vigorously, trembling all over: "Feng...Feng Yi, you bastard, you lied to me!"

He raised the corner of his mouth, picked my chin, and printed a gentle kiss.

After the first kiss, I held Feng Yi's face and wanted to kiss again.Feng Yi smiled teasingly, and put her fingers on my lips: "Xiao Jing is really, she is already in her twenties, why does she still look like a child?"

I chuckled, and continued to hug Feng Yi and make out.After kissing and kissing, I started to get angry, Feng Yi pulled me into the tomb, I was surprised when I got inside, there is a basement here.

He threw me on the bed and untied my heavy cotton coat.

"Have you been living here for more than a year?"

"Yeah." He nodded and took off my fur coat.

"Who's on it?" I reached into his clothes and groped around.

"What do you think?" At this moment, my fur trousers had been pulled down to my knees.

Feng Yi turned me over and bit the back of my neck.Then, a finger squeezed in.

I frowned, and hummed softly.

He leaned over and licked my lips, a blush stained his face.

The second finger squeezed in again, and he panted slightly: "Xiaojing, you haven't used it here for a long time, it's so tight."

I was so weak that I couldn't even speak.Then he squeezed in a few more fingers, saw that they were almost lubricated, and then withdrew them. The next moment, a huge hard object pressed against my back and slowly squeezed in.

I hummed.

What follows is a pleasant and fragrant sex...

On the night of New Year's Eve, the servants are busy cooking dumplings.Feng Yi hugged me and patted me around in the hall, waiting for dinner.

My waist is sore, my legs are sore, my butt hurts, and I almost paralyzed on him.

Because of Feng Yi's resurrection, everyone had smiles on their faces, and finally there was a New Year's atmosphere.

As for why Feng Yi was resurrected, he explained it like this.The fire happened to make him practice the tenth form of "Phoenix Nirvana": rebirth from the ashes.

But the reason why he didn't come to us soon was that he had burned his arm by the fire at that time, and it took him more than a year to heal the scars, and he came to me when the scars healed.

I was furious after hearing this, and said angrily, "Why didn't you come back earlier, you caused us to worry for so long."

Feng Yi raised her eyebrows: "That can't be done, the scar is too ugly, what should you do if you don't like me?"

I'm at a loss for words...

Everyone happily ate dumplings, and then went back to the room to sleep.

On the big bed, Feng Yi stripped me naked again, I was so frightened that I clenched my legs and backed away repeatedly.

"You...you just passed by during the day, and you can't come again."

Feng Yi curled her lips in dissatisfaction: "Who said today that they want to give birth to me?"

I froze: "I'm a man...how can..."

He rushed over to hold me down, and smiled slyly: "Yes, Xiao Jing, you have eaten the female blood lotus, and I have eaten the male blood lotus, so you can conceive my child."

"Really?"

Feng Yi pierced, with a violent rhythm.He smiled and said, "You will know in two months."

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Two months later, in the early morning, I woke up from Feng Yi's arms in a daze. Seeing that I woke up, he reached out and pinched my swollen nipples.

For the past two months, this man has been like a beast, wanting him day and night. I disagree with him, so he said wrongly that he wanted a child.

Every time I growl in my heart: Damn it, I am a man! !

At noon, Feng Yi went out to meet friends, and I had nothing to do to eat melon seeds, when I suddenly felt a cramping pain in my abdomen, and I also felt bloated.

I was taken aback, my God!I can't really get pregnant, can I?

Hurry up and call for Hu Yilan, the genius doctor next door.

After a while, he entered the house with a medicine box.

"Hurry up, do you think I'm pregnant?" I said anxiously.

Hu Yilan was taken aback, and suddenly burst into laughter, tears streaming down his face: "Haha, what are you talking about? Pregnant? Hahaha."

I blushed and impatiently said, "My stomach hurts, take a look at what's wrong."

He suppressed his laughter, felt my pulse, and said, "Is there too much intercourse recently? You are a man after all, and that place is not designed for such things. You should be more restrained."

My face darkened, and Hu Yilan continued: "Feng Yi won't lie that you can get pregnant, right? Si Jing, do you have a head? Do you believe such lies? Hahaha."

My face became even darker, it happened that Feng Yi came back at this time, Hu Yilan saw that something was wrong, so he slipped away.

Feng Yi walked up to me, saw that my expression was not right, and asked with concern: "What's wrong with Xiaojing?"

"Feng Yi, how dare you lie to me—" I growled.

He took a step back, his face full of doubts, and suddenly he suddenly realized, and laughed while covering his belly: "I didn't expect you to believe me when you gave birth. Haha, I haven't touched you for a long time, so I will naturally eat it back. Xiaojing, you really Simple, haha."

I was so angry that I picked up the teacup and threw him, Feng Yi escaped from the door.

Pointing at him and shouting: "Feng Yi, you will sleep in the study for the next six months—"

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Regarding the matter of her pregnancy last time, Feng Yi would laugh every time she mentioned it, hugged Si Jing and said, "Baby, you are so cute."

I don't know how many years have passed, people in the Jianghu have gradually forgotten these two people.One day Feng Yi and Si Jing went out to play, under the breeze, Si Jing found that he had grown a gray hair, he pulled it out, and said to Feng Yi: "Look, I have white hair."

Feng Yi's eyes were as tender as water, she gently stroked Si Jing's face, and said softly, "Where did the time go?"

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