When Double Black Becomes Links

"You are my one-of-a-kind."

This is the first time Fujiwara Matsuzuki heard words similar to a confession from Osamu Dazai.

This person had never said the words "I like you" to her, but he used a more special and unique vocabulary to define what Fujiwara Matsuzuki meant to him.

It is undeniable that Fujiwara Matsuki's heart was thundering with joy.

She knows how hard it is for a coward to admit this specialness.Special means unwilling to lose, and irreplaceable.It takes a lot of courage just to look it in the eye, let alone admit it to someone else.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki thought: This is probably the greatest confession Dazai Osamu can make in his life.

Although he did not receive a large bouquet of roses when he was proposed, there was only a single black rose, which looked a bit shabby, but Fujiwara Matsuzuki still thought that this black rose was unparalleled in its beauty.

Because Osamu Dazai added other value to it.That kindness is more precious than countless flowers.

"This surprise was too successful." Fujiwara Matsuzuki's eyes blurred with water, "Really! Far beyond my imagination! I never thought I could hear such words from Ji you."

Transparent drops of water splashed on the lace version of roses on the chest of the dress, like morning dew dotted among the petals.

Because it was a candlelight dinner, the lights in the entire restaurant were turned off, and only the long candles on the table provided some not very clear light.This set off the scene of Fujiwara Matsuzuki crying quietly, which is hazy and moving.

Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand to caress her face, "At this time, you should laugh, not cry."

"I am tears of joy." Fujiwara Matsuki wiped away the tears from her cheeks with her hands embarrassingly, but there were still unstoppable crystal dewdrops falling from her eye sockets.

Perhaps the atmosphere was too good, Osamu Dazai naturally made a move that fit the atmosphere.He raised his body, kissed her eyelids tenderly, and then went down, bit by bit, to kiss the snowy skin with winding tear stains.

What is the taste of tears that weep with joy?

not sweet.But it doesn't have the bitterness and saltiness of physiological tears.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki was moved by this tender movement.She unconsciously stopped her tears, trembling her eyelashes slightly, feeling the kiss on her cheek that seemed infinitely cherished.

It's so gentle.

She even felt that she was loved now.

Osamu Dazai twisted off the excess flower branch with his hands, and pinned the black rose into Fujiwara Matsutsuki's coiled hair.The sharp rose thorns pricked his fingers, forcing out a few drops of bright red blood.

Seeing this, Fujiwara Matsuzuki's complexion changed drastically.

"Did the thorn go into the flesh?" Her first reaction was to take emergency measures.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki hurriedly cupped his lover's hand, raised his lips to enclose the wound.Then the tongue rolled up, and with a little force, he wanted to suck out the rose thorns that might have been stuck inside from the flesh.

Osamu Dazai twitched his sucked finger.

The inside of Fujiwara Matsuzuki's mouth was warm, giving him the illusion that his fingers were about to be burned.

"I was just stabbed and cut my finger, and I bleed a little. It's not a problem." Osamu Dazai knew that this person was concerned, but he was confused, "But the visibility brought by the candlelight is so much, and it's no wonder that Satsuki-chan didn't notice it."

It was inevitable that the newly-baked wife-to-be would not be able to step down, so Osamu Dazai took the initiative to give her a step down.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki let go of his mouth.She was silent for a while, and then she seemed to have recovered her language system, "Since you know that the thorn has not been pulled out, don't just pinch that part off with your hands. You don't hate pain the most."

She used her fingertips to wipe away the tip of her index finger, which was still stained with saliva.

Osamu Dazai felt that it should be due to the atmosphere.Otherwise, how could there be an unstoppable heat - little by little from the rubbed part to his cheeks.

He glanced at the flowers blooming in the omega's hair.

Although the black rose is called the black rose, it is actually not pure black, but reddish purple, purple blackish in color, which is similar to the color of the dress Fujiwara Matsuzuki is wearing now.

Osamu Dazai suddenly brought up an irrelevant topic, "Does Song Yue know why your dress has so many black rose design elements?"

"Because, to me, you are the incarnation of the black rose." Osamu Dazai explained his original idea of ​​​​the dress, "The black rose symbolizes beautiful and sincere feelings, and represents sincerity. One of the flower language is even more " I love you and would give everything for you."And all these qualities can be found in you. "

Before Fujiwara Matsuzuki was happy that he saw him like this, Osamu Dazai changed the subject.

"But flowers always wither—days." His face was cold, "the same is true for feelings. There is always a—days when they go bad. At that time, you can use your supernatural powers to get rid of the traces of your body and leave cleanly." , I was left to struggle alone in memory."

Dazai Osamu's eyes became dangerous and sharp, "After you get it and then lose it, how much despair should accumulate."

"But you still stretched out your hand, didn't you?" Fujiwara Matsuzuki crossed the fingers of the two of them together, and finally interlocked their fingers, "Dare to stretch out your hand after seeing so thoroughly, it just shows that you have already made up your mind , and prepared countermeasures for it.”

Fujiwara Matsuzuki leaned on his shoulder, "Although I don't think that day will come, but if this can make you feel at ease, I am willing to make a promise on this: At that time, no matter what kind of treatment I have to bear, I will not take any form resistance."

"However, I think the greater possibility is that - you will have - a black rose that never fades."

Osamu Dazai understood what she meant.Fujiwara Matsuzuki is using black roses to refer to herself, which means that her feelings will last forever.

"Let me tell you first, I never plan to have children in my life. Songyue-chan wants to repent, but it's still too late." For Osamu Dazai, children are not the crystallization of love, but the crystallization of obstructive love. Omega is born full of motherhood towards her children, after having offspring, Song Yue-chan's attention will definitely be distracted.This is intolerable to Osamu Dazai, who has tried his best to make her his own.

"Great! If Zhi doesn't want a child, we can go straight through the two-person world." Fujiwara Matsuzuki also didn't want other existences to steal her alpha's attention, so she could use her ability to erase the alpha without hesitation. Omega's instinct to breed offspring.

"Our thoughts—to eh~" Osamu Dazai was happy.

"In the future, I will use my abilities to change—to change my physique." Fujiwara Matsuzuki began to plan for the next couple's life, "This way we don't need to wear condoms when we do it."

"I like Songyue-chan's ability, it's super practical!"

#Good—a pure and unaffected Osamu Dazai#

Fujiwara Matsuzuki let go of the hands intertwined with Dazai Osamu, and changed his posture to lightly rest on the other's palm.Her catkins are white, tender and smooth, and her well-manicured nails are pink and healthy, without any traces of nail polish on them. —You can see that it is the hands of young women who do not do housework and are well maintained.

"Don't you put the ring on for me?" She urged with a smile.

Osamu Dazai took out the jewelry box that had been quietly lying in the pocket of his coat for a long time, and once again willingly knelt down on one knee in front of this woman.The jewelry box was briskly opened by the man, revealing the dazzling diamond ring inside.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki glanced at the logo printed on the inside of the jewelry box.

It turned out to be the jewelry brand that can only customize a diamond proposal ring here.She remembered that the purchase conditions were extremely strict. In addition to showing valid identification, she also had to sign a true love agreement with information about the buyer and the recipient of the diamond ring.For Chinese people who are more restrained in their feelings, the execution is somewhat public.After all, it will be recorded in the information database by the jewelry brand.

The true love ring that means "the only one in this life" - Osamu Dazai knows very well that this is just a gimmick of the merchant.Could it be that if you use up the only purchase quota you have in your life, you can't go to other jewelry stores to buy rings if you remarry?

But when buying an engagement ring, it was the first thing that popped into Osamu Dazai's mind!

"The marriage partner, I never thought it was someone other than you."

The idea that he would ever get married was pretty outlandish in itself.It can be said that if it wasn't for better binding Fujiwara Matsuki to his side, Osamu Dazai might never have thought of getting married in his life.

"So I used real and valid identification to customize this diamond ring."

Japanese people value privacy very much, especially those who work in Dazai Osamu's line of work.He could have used enough fake documents to deceive the clerk, but he didn't do it by chance, but chose the more troublesome way, and then carried out the necessary finishing touches after getting the ring in his hand.

"Although I already know the answer, this is more ceremonial." Osamu Dazai asked the question again with his face up at 45 degrees, "Song Yue-chan, will you marry me?"

"I do."—everything is too perfect.Fujiwara Matsuzuki felt that she would never forget today!She will never forget the scene of this man kneeling in front of her to propose marriage!

Osamu Dazai smiled and pushed the diamond ring into Fujiwara Matsuzuki's finger.

"The size is just right, there is no miscalculation at all." He took his lover's hand and placed it on the diamond surface-kiss.

A ring worn on the middle finger signifies engagement, while a ring worn on the ring finger signifies marriage.Fujiwara Matsuzuki looked at the sparkling diamond finger at the end of his middle finger, and suddenly couldn't wait to pick out a pair of wedding rings.

"Ji, I really want to exchange rings with you right now." Fujiwara Matsuzuki desperately wanted to lock this person with a ring, just like Osamu Dazai used a small engagement ring to lock her first.

However, an engagement ring is a token sent by the proposer to express his desire to marry someone, and generally only one is prepared.She is destined to fail to realize this wish today.

"It's only a few days away from June 6. Be patient for now." The ring is not only a bondage, but also a proof of the bond.If you want the latter, you must accept the former, but Osamu Dazai is not ready to be bound for a lifetime.

Osamu Dazai tactfully changed the subject, "I've prepared red wine, let's have a drink together to celebrate."

He poured the sober wine into glasses separately.Then he handed one of the cups to Fujiwara Matsutsuki with a hesitant expression, "Ah, so... Matsutsuki-chan hasn't drunk alcohol?"

Fujiwara Matsuzuki nodded, "Because our country has a law that prohibits underage drinking."

So she never thought about breaking the rules on her own initiative.

"Songyue-chan read the current atmosphere, it would be too disappointing if you don't drink this glass of wine." Dazai Osamu urged his lover who didn't have much resistance, "I specially picked this wine, it's not high in alcohol and mild in taste , very suitable for omega drinking. Even beginners who drink alcohol, there is a high probability that they will not get drunk if they drink properly."

He shook his red wine glass, "Look, just a few sips."

Fujiwara Matsuki was persuaded.She reached out to take it, and then clinked with Alpha who was holding another red wine glass.

Osamu Dazai started drinking years ago.And because I have to attend various social occasions from time to time, I have exercised a good drinking capacity.So after drinking this amount of red wine, his face is still fair, and the effect of drinking is not seen.

"Wine, how does it taste?" Osamu Dazai asked the omega who drank alcohol for the first time.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki frowned, thinking about suitable adjectives: "A little... sour?"

"Anyway, I don't like the taste very much." Based on the principle of not wasting, she swallowed up the rest of the wine in a sullen tone.Because there was lipstick on today, a red lip was left on the wall of the cup.

Osamu Dazai made a judgment, "Satsuki-chan doesn't drink alcohol at all."

"Maybe it's because I'm still a child?" Fujiwara Matsuzuki found that his drinking capacity was worse than expected, but after a few sips of red wine, he became a little tipsy.

Osamu Dazai touched her hot cheek with the back of his hand, "The drunk came up so soon?"

"Although I don't like the taste of wine, I like this kind of floating feeling." Fujiwara Matsuzuki put his arms around Alpha's neck, "Because I dare to do more daring things than usual."

Osamu Dazai lowered his head with a tacit understanding, and sealed it with a kiss.

The red lipstick of the man in his arms stained his lips, feeling a little sticky.The taste of lipstick and the taste of red wine mixed together, flowing between the lips and teeth of the two.

Osamu Dazai wiped the silver thread from the corner of his mouth, "Thank you for your hospitality."

His handsome face was slightly flushed, it was completely like an attitude that everyone is intoxicated without being drunk.