The figure turning away from her overlapped with a certain scene in the past, which made Fujiwara Matsuzuki's heart ache.

The too strong sense of sight made Fujiwara Matsuzuki unable to smile any more.

It always seems to be like this...

No matter how hard she tries to keep her, the important things will choose to leave her.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki was born with powerful supernatural abilities.But when she was a child, she couldn't grasp this power very well, and she would get out of control with supernatural powers from time to time, prying into things deeply buried in other people's hearts.So childhood was not happy.

To this day, as long as he closes his eyes, Fujiwara Matsuki will recall his father's embarrassment, his mother's accusations, his younger sister's complaints when he was young, and part of the whole picture of her supernatural power when he grew up. Half of the family fleeing.

The rift left in my heart at that time has not healed to this day.The slightest touch made her want to curl up into a ball and hug herself in pain.

This kind of miraculous ability not only gave Fujiwara Matsuzuki the capital to change her own destiny, but also made her lose in the family relationship that she least wanted to use external force to interfere.

It's not that there is no way to use supernatural powers to change the cognition of relatives, but Fujiwara Matsuzuki doesn't want to do it.

She yearns for real bondage.I would rather live in the cruel reality than in the beautiful and dreamy falsehood.Because of this, it is easy to be hurt by relatives.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki once regarded her half-body sister as the spiritual pillar to support her survival, and it turned out that even the half-body who was born with her in this world would not never leave her forever.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki was afraid of feeling that kind of heartbreak again, and longed for someone to become her new spiritual support.

But this position, Fujiwara Matsuzuki dare not give it to anyone easily.So she endured her loneliness and lived in this Garden of Eden.

As the secondary sexual characteristics mature, an idea gradually becomes stronger.

——Alpha has a strong desire to possess and protect her omega. If she chooses such a person as her spiritual support, does it mean that she will no longer be hurt by love?

The idea is so tempting.Unfortunately, there is a very fatal problem: Omega can only be completely marked by one alpha throughout its life.So for omega, alpha is unique.But the opposite theory does not hold.Because alpha is the one who marks the person, the glands and reproductive cavity will not be filled with a large amount of pheromone from the other party, so the sense of belonging and being possessed is not heavy.

However, the seeds that have taken root in the heart are not so easy to pull out.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki logged on to the abo knowledge network and began to search for relevant information.Finally, she found a feasible solution.

Ao with a high degree of information fit and excluded accidents (death, gland destruction, etc.) basically lived a peaceful life.The key point is that after the ao with a fitness rate of more than 85% completes the final marking, the body will automatically reject the pheromones of other ao, and only be emotional to the object that marks itself/the object that is marked by itself.It is equivalent to "locking" the pheromone itself.

Under this premise, the already infinitely complementary ao nature will make the "love enthusiasm" of the ao couple never fade.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki couldn't help but feel even more moved after watching it.

Isn't this exactly what she wants?

An alpha that won't hurt her, scare her, and completely belong to her—she's starting to look forward to it.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki originally planned to wait until the glands were fully developed before going out to solve this matter.

Alpha and omega are both rare groups.Although the number of the former is more than that of the latter, it is still not easy to find an alpha that is highly compatible with one's information level in the vast crowd.Fujiwara Matsuzuki was ready for a protracted war, but she never expected Asaka Fujiwara to give her a big surprise, bringing a magical ten-year bazooka.

Knowing who his future alpha is, Fujiwara Matsuzuki successfully skipped a series of cumbersome preparatory work, leaving only the task of investigating and attacking Osamu Dazai.

Before today, she imagined many scenes of meeting Osamu Dazai.Now this one can be said to be terrible.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki's eyes darkened, "This is difficult."

Although the contact time is not long, Fujiwara Matsuzuki can tell that Osamu Dazai is the kind of person who is very proud by nature.Such a person would not be willing to be manipulated by instinct.

Facts have also proved this.

When he couldn't bear it any longer, Osamu Dazai chose to leave her omega behind and dive into the fire alone.

Knowing that doing so would not have much effect on alleviating the physiological reaction, Osamu Dazai did it in front of her, not taking the opportunity to express his opinion to her.

How could a mentalist who had been in the port mafia for several years develop the habit of letting his prey go.Fujiwara Matsuzuki's glands are now unharmed, which only means one thing - Osamu Dazai is unwilling.

Even if making a temporary mark on Fujiwara Matsuzuki would make him feel much better, he resisted the temptation and forcibly carried it down.

not good...

Osamu Dazai resists the instinct of ao, and there is a high probability that he will also resist her omega.

He wasn't an alpha who was easy to deceive and deceive. Didn't the difficulty of the strategy increase again?

However, so many future "Fujiwara Matsuzuki" have successfully taken down the individual "Dazai Osamu", there is no reason why her younger counterpart can't do it.

Try again.really can't...

Fujiwara Matsuzuki put those negative thoughts behind her and walked forward a few steps.

The moment she moved, the surrounding plants changed.The vines were drawn and weaved across to form a simple swing, carrying Fujiwara Matsutsuki who was sitting on it to swing above the water surface of the pond.

Because of Osamu Dazai's "leap of faith" just now, the stones by the pond were wet, and the fish in the pond were frightened by him and swam away.Seeing that the living creature hadn't moved for a long time, the school of fish tentatively swam back.

The pond in Fujiwara's house was not very deep, but because the boy allowed himself to sink to the bottom, the water completely covered his mouth and nose.

Osamu Dazai lay flat on the uneven gravel quietly, facing Fujiwara Matsutsuki across the clear water.All the expressions used to camouflage were lost on the face, revealing the truest self.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki did not reach out rashly to pull people.

She was waiting—waiting for Osamu Dazai to make a statement.

There is no oxygen in the water that humans need to live.After the little stock left in the lungs is exhausted, it will usher in an extremely uncomfortable process.But Osamu Dazai did not struggle.He relaxed his limbs, allowing the suffocation to invade this body that was always suffering from various injuries.

The boy slowly closed his eyes.

Fish still swimming in the pond occasionally bump into him.

Even when the slippery fish body scratched his clothes and exposed skin, Osamu Dazai didn't react much.

He lay motionless at the bottom of the pool, with a peaceful expression like a traveler who voluntarily went to the end of his life, just wanting to sleep forever, until he returned to the place where he should go in the dark.

Fujiwara Matsuki had never seen this dying beauty before.

... She should have rescued him.But Fujiwara Matsuzuki felt that this alpha didn't want to be rescued at all.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki is a sensible coward.She does have certain expectations for this person, but if he yearns for death, she will not deliberately block it for her own selfish desires.

After all, it was the first time they met, and even though they knew he was her future alpha, they hadn't established a corresponding emotional foundation.Not to mention any reluctance at all.

Knowing that Osamu Dazai died here would bring him a lot of trouble.Knowing that after Osamu Dazai died, he may not be able to find other alphas that highly match his pheromones, Fujiwara Matsuzuki still wanted to fulfill his wish.

She gazed at this beautiful scene with admiring eyes.

The water in the pond is running water.Osamu Dazai's hair and hem will sway slightly with the water flow, coupled with his current peaceful expression and extremely outstanding appearance, the whole picture is full of a breathtaking aesthetic feeling.

If someone paints this scene truthfully with a brush, it will definitely be a treasured masterpiece.

For Osamu Dazai, the experience of entering the water was quite good.No one came to bother him, and no one came to interrupt him.He didn't hear any yelling, or see anyone in the way who jumped into the water hastily to try to get him up.

It's just that the body is a little uncomfortable...

Obviously, when he jumped into the pond, he felt a momentary coolness, but the dryness and heat in his body soon covered him, giving Osamu Dazai the illusion that the cold water was warmed by himself.

——He didn't want to go to death in such an uncomfortable state.

After making up his mind, Osamu Dazai no longer wanted to endure the feeling of being rubbed by a fish.Relying on the rich experience in entering the water accumulated all the time, he adjusted his posture with the help of buoyancy and successfully broke through the water.

The splashed water wet part of Fujiwara Matsutsuki's clothes, but Fujiwara Matsuzuki didn't care about it.

She shook her leg, thinking: that's fine.No need to find someone again.

Because he had just entered the water, Osamu Dazai's white shirt was completely soaked, and traces of bandages could be faintly seen underneath.His hair was so wet that drops of water dripped down, wet his handsome face.Only one side of the kite eye was exposed, with a lonely and indifferent expression.

It is said that "eyes are the window to the soul", this person's heart is probably barren.

Osamu Dazai came up and beat him up, "Miss is so cruel. Are you just watching me drown?"

In fact, both of them knew what was going on.

"Because you didn't make any gestures to ask for help." Fujiwara Matsuzuki blinked innocently, "As long as you show a little expression of asking for help, I will not be indifferent."

"Actions that are not based on "respecting the wishes of the parties involved" are nothing but wishful thinking to move oneself.Don't Mr. Dazai think so? " Fujiwara Songyue asked back.

Osamu Dazai heard what she meant.

He smiled, "It would be great if everyone could think like Miss."

Osamu Dazai complained childishly: "Whenever I thought I could successfully embrace death this time, there would always be annoying guys who would interrupt me. Or something unexpected would happen and cause me to die again It won't work."

Speaking of this, Osamu Dazai has a lot of complaints to say.

"It seems that halfway through the hanging, the branch in the picture suddenly broke because it couldn't bear my weight. Or the rope used for hanging was cut by a small slug that came out of nowhere, and I had nowhere to use it. Can fall."

Dots of doubt appeared in Fujiwara Matsuzuki's eyes.

Aren't slugs molluscs?What slug is so powerful that it can cut the rope?So smart, could it be that a slug has become a sperm?

But the experience was really colorful.

After listening to Osamu Dazai's description, she expressed sincerely: "That was really hard work."

Osamu Dazai tilted his head in surprise, "Miss, won't you persuade me?"

"Well... Normal people will indeed persuade you. But I won't do that." Fujiwara Matsuzuki didn't intend to wear a mask in front of the other party, and what she said was her truest thoughts, "Even if I try my best to imitate the brain circuits of normal people , Say something appropriate to the occasion, but it’s just a disguise to prevent yourself from appearing different.”

Of course she can say things like "This will cause trouble for others." "It's better not to commit suicide." "Treasure life." But what's the point of saying it?When a person really wants to escape from this world, he cannot hold back.

In other words, Osamu Dazai, who is willing to "come back" on his own initiative, no matter how weak he is, still has expectations for this world more or less deep in his heart.

that's it.

People with a will to die have no future.Those who live to die can try to embrace the future.

This may be the reason why those "Fujiwara Matsuki" in the future finally have their own "Dazai Osamu".They are keenly aware of this crucial bifurcation point, and after making efforts, they get what they want.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki looked straight into Dazai Osamu's eyes.

She said tentatively, "There's no need to do this kind of disguise in front of Mr. Dazai."

Fujiwara Matsuzuki seems to be seeking the other party's opinion, but actually has the idea of ​​inquiring about Dazai Osamu's intentions.

Osamu Dazai is like a flower surrounded by thick fog.It is difficult to see through the thick fog that is used to confuse people, and see clearly the reality under him.

Childish, mean-spirited, indifferent and world-weary, eccentric and lively... In a short period of time, he has shown many sides.Fujiwara Matsuzuki couldn't tell which were his real performances and which were the disguises he had incorporated into his instincts.

"Ah Choo!" Before Dazai could answer, he turned his head and sneezed loudly towards the surface of the water.

He dragged his hot body to soak in the pond for so long.When he came out, the cold wind blew his body wet again.The constant alternation of hot and cold is unbearable for individuals.Under the temperature difference, Osamu Dazai naturally developed some symptoms of cold.

Osamu Dazai's pheromone is tasteless.However, as the concentration of pheromone increases, the feeling given to people will also change.

In a normal state, it is like misty and hard to grasp snow, even if you hold it in your hand with all your heart, it will disappear quickly.And when he consciously releases pheromones to deter the enemy, it will give people a feeling of facing the cold.A traveler with nothing to hide is forced to be in a cold blizzard with nowhere to hide.

The coldness in the air is getting heavier and heavier.

Perhaps because of the impact on the senses, Osamu Dazai sneezed several times in succession.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki thought he had caught a cold at first.After he felt that the glands at the back of his neck were hot, and seemed to be stimulated by the alpha pheromone to enter that state again, he suddenly realized that this person's physiological reaction had not subsided.

She was almost bluffed by this alpha's attitude like a normal person.

Taking advantage of her stable control over supernatural powers, Fujiwara Matsuzuki reached out her hand to Osamu Dazai.

Her palms were facing up, as if she was waiting for something to put it on.

Dazai Ji's eyes darkened.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki was sitting on the swing at this time.

The swing landed at a position where her dangling feet could touch the water level with a little effort, and there was a height difference between Osamu Dazai and Osamu Dazai who stood up from the pond.

Dazai Osamu's head is almost at the same level as Fujiwara Matsuzuki's knees, so the action Fujiwara Matsuzuki is doing now has a visual sense of reaching out to the cat to be honest.

"Miss, what do you want to do?"

Fujiwara Matsuzuki didn't need to answer, as smart as Dazai Osamu, he made a conclusion on this matter.

"Do you want to touch me that much?"

There was a smile on his lips, but Fujiwara Matsuzuki keenly sensed the uneasy mood underneath.

Osamu Dazai's mood suddenly turned bad...

Is it because she didn't explain clearly why she made such a gesture to him hastily?

Fujiwara Matsuzuki opened his mouth.But before she could explain clearly, Osamu Dazai approached quickly with a sense of oppression.

The swing shook violently.

Because the end of the vine hanging on the swing was grabbed by the young man, Fujiwara Matsuzuki inevitably leaned a little towards his side.

Even with the backing of supernatural powers, Fujiwara Matsuki's self-help instinct still made him reflexively hold the objects beside him to stabilize his balance.

Osamu Dazai emphasized in a realistic tone: "I am an alpha~"

"—In a few minutes, it will transform into an irrational beast, a terrible alpha that swallows the lovely Miss Omega whole."

Osamu Dazai, who was obviously not tall, was looking up at people, but he exuded a strong hunter aura around him.

This is the first time that Osamu Dazai has clearly shown his dangerous side in front of her.

"Which of my actions gave the lady the illusion of being harmless?"

"Still..." Dazai Osamu's voice was soft and slow, but it couldn't hide the taste of the wind and rain in it. "Miss, you can't wait to be treated intimately by me?"

Fujiwara Matsuzuki's eyelids twitched.

Literally translated, it is basically equivalent to asking "Do you want to volunteer to me?"

What does Osamu Dazai think of people? !Is she the kind of omega who is not reserved, self-loving, and depraved? ! !

Fujiwara Matsuzuki was so angry that he slapped the alpha who spoke out of proportion on the spot.

Although Fujiwara Matsuzuki felt that he had used a lot of strength, but for a person like Osamu Dazai who was either beaten by wooden warehouses or beaten all the year round, this kind of strength was not painful at all.

After all, whichever hurts more, the eldest lady who has lived in the boudoir for a long time or the specially trained mafia, can be answered by using your brain.

"It hurts. I hate pain the most." Osamu Dazai leaned his cheek on the omega's lap.Anything dangerous or profound was slapped away by Matsuzuki Fujiwara.

"It's not that Mr. Dazai said too much."

Fujiwara Matsuzuki felt the weight of Dazai Osamu's head through several layers of luxurious kimono fabrics.

Her anger came and went quickly.Knowing that Osamu Dazai was probably faking it, but seeing someone laying on his stomach for a long time without moving, Fujiwara Matsuzuki couldn't help but his thoughts flew wildly.

"...Does it still hurt?"

The more Fujiwara Matsuzuki thought about it, the more emboldened she became.After all, the head is a relatively fragile part of the human body. Maybe she accidentally photographed a particularly painful area, which made Osamu Dazai unable to recover for a long time.

"Let me see."

She parted Osamu Dazai's hair to examine the wound.After confirming that there was no swollen bump, he rubbed the place with his hands very gently.

The kind of thing that is rooted deep in the character and can be called the essence of a person's soul seems to be captured by the black-haired, kite-eyed alpha because of this simple action.

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes and held her hand instead, "It will be a big loss if you pay too much attention to me, miss."

He seems to be admonishing, but also seems to be telling a well-known fact.

Of course she knew about this.

Fujiwara Matsuzuki ticked his little finger, "Thanks for the reminder. I will work hard to earn it back."

Alpha's eyelashes trembled when he heard the words, but he didn't make any response.

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