is like a flame

Chapter 21 Tell me, do you understand?

It rained all night, and the sun seemed to have been washed by water, and it was refreshing.When Chen Hang woke up, his whole body was like a rusty machine, and it hurt when he moved.He coughed twice and felt that his throat was hot. He didn't shout, but Shao Mingqi pinched him last night.

Someone next to him offered a glass of water at the right time, and Chen Hang took two sips, swallowing with difficulty.After drinking, he fell on the bed as if he lost his strength.

Shao Mingqi touched Chen Hang's forehead.Chen Hang looked at him, "Have a fever?"

"A little bit." Shao Mingqi said.

Chen Hang laughed at himself, "It's really getting worse."

Shao Mingqi didn't think so, he was drunk last night and kept it until the early morning, and his subordinates were also a little clueless.

There is a bruise on Chen Hang's forehead, maybe he hit it somewhere.He touched his forehead, rubbed his head again, and said weakly: "Don't pull my hair, I'm not young, I have to take good care of it, or I'll get bald easily."

Shao Mingqi ignored him and said, "Why don't you stop me?"

"I have to stop it too." Chen Hang still had amorous feelings on his face, he raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "Isn't this what you love and what I want?"

While rubbing Chen Hang's waist, Shao Mingqi said, "I really should have strangled you to death last night."

Chen Hang inhaled hissingly, it was sore and painful, it was more painful than last night.He closed his eyes wearily, and muttered, "I'll sleep a little longer."

Shao Mingqi knew that Chen Hang had a tendency to self-destruct. Pain addiction was one aspect of the matter. When insomnia was severe, he would mix high-concentration alcohol with sleeping pills.He didn't really want to die either, he just didn't care much about himself.

"I called Xiao Wen over."

Chen Hang didn't speak, wondering if he had fallen asleep.

Xiao Wen came quickly and prescribed several anti-inflammatory drugs that Chen Hang used to take.Shao Mingqi shook Chen Hang awake and fed him medicine.When Chen Hang opened his eyes, he saw Xiao Wen in a suit and leather shoes standing at the end of the bed. He moved, feeling a little itchy from the traces exposed in the air.

Chen Hang drank the medicine with Shao Mingqi's hand, and his throat didn't feel so uncomfortable anymore.He coughed twice, and said, "I can't stand seeing the two of you at the same time. In this scene, at least one of you should go out."

Shao Mingqi seemed to be smiling, he put down his water glass, got up and walked out of the room without looking at Xiao Wen.

Xiao Wen looked at Chen Hang's eyes glued to Shao Mingqi, and said with a smile: "I really think Mr. Shao is amazing, at least in such a scene, he will always have confidence."

Chen Hang ignored him, Xiao Wen approached and lifted his chin.Chen Hang hissed and gasped.Xiao Wen said: "It's okay, it's not too heavy, apply a hot towel and spray some medicine, it will be fine in a few days."

Xiao Wen glanced at him and asked, "Are there any other injuries?"

Chen Hang stretched out his hand, and there was a circle of marks on his wrist, the skin was torn, and some blood flowed.

Xiao Wen took something from the medicine box to clean and bandage him. His movements were not gentle, and Chen Hang didn't care about the pain.Xiao Wen lowered his eyes, looking very serious.

Chen Hang asked suddenly: "Why do you hate me?"

Xiao Wen paused, looked up at Chen Hang, Chen Hang also looked at him, and repeated: "Why do you hate me, what's wrong with you?"

"No." Xiao Wen said, "I don't like you because you are too flamboyant."

This is not the first time Chen Hang has heard of this kind of comment. He himself is not bad looking, with exquisite facial features.Maybe it's because he was exposed to that thing too early, he is like a peach that has been ripened, both young and ignorant and charming.

Chen Hang raised his eyebrows and smiled, "I am my own style, what's hindering you?"

Xiao Wen also imitated his tone, "I just don't like it."

Chen Hang looked at Xiao Wen jokingly, "You can't get it because you love it, and you hate it because of love? This reason is really fresh."

Xiao Wen bandaged it up, and looked at him leisurely, "Who says I can't love you, don't those lingering days between you and me count?"

Chen Hang's smile was getting colder, but Xiao Wen was happy, and he said: "Actually, I always wanted to say, you should learn from me, and see how I can get out of Mr. Shao's heart when I fall asleep."

Chen Hang's eyes turned cold, "Get out."

"Don't worry." Xiao Wen said with a smile: "Didn't you say that the reason for love to hate is new? Why do you think this reason is new? Isn't it like this between Mr. Shao and you?"

"What do you mean?"

"Don't understand?" Xiao Wen said: "For a person like you, even Shao Mingqi feels that there is no way to have you. A treasure is placed within your reach, and you are crazy about it, but he can't tell When will it leave you. Worrying about gain and loss, have you ever tasted this feeling?"

Chen Hang's eyes were condensed, Xiao Wen looked at Chen Hang, and said: "No one can bear this kind of pain for a long time, maybe when you leave him, he will still have a sense of relief when the dust has settled in his heart. Look, you still away from me."

Chen Hang didn't speak, the sun was shining outside the window, Xiao Wen carefully traced the outline of Chen Hang with the sunshine.He didn't know if Shao Mingqi chose him because he felt that the two of them had the same disease and sympathy for each other.

But as far as he himself is concerned, in every skin-to-skin contact with Chen Hang, the madness in his heart grows irresistibly.The delusion of not being able to see the sun grew wildly in Xiao Wen's heart, and flowers grew on the wasteland in an instant.

The crueler the fantasy, the more painful the reality.In order to relieve himself, Xiao Wen said the words out, and he asked Chen Hang if he resembled Shao Mingqi.Xiao Wen clearly saw the pain in Chen Hang's eyes, what kind of feeling does it feel when a stone hangs in his heart?Xiao Wen didn't know, he just felt happy.

Chen Hang should suffer for him once.

Xiao Wen left for a long time, but Chen Hang was still in a daze.Shao Mingqi knocked on the door and came in, bringing light porridge and side dishes.

"time to eat."

Chen Hang turned his eyes back to Shao Mingqi and stared at him for a long time.

It's not that Chen Hang has never experienced the feeling of worrying about gains and losses that Xiao Wen said. When he was young, Shao Mingqi was really the most amazing person in Chen Hang's bleak years.Chen Hang's gaze always falls on Shao Mingqi, accompanied by envy and admiration.Sometimes he couldn't believe that this prince-like person would be squeezed into a narrow bed with him, rubbing ears and temples, breathing intertwined.

Chen Hang's worry about gains and losses did not last long, his ability gradually revealed, even Shao Mingqi could no longer cover Chen Hang's light.Besides, Chen Hang has always been self-aware, and sometimes he swells up so much that he feels that there is no one in the world who is more suitable for Shao Mingqi than him.

Chen Hang looked at Shao Mingqi, hesitant to speak, he knew there must be surveillance in the room, and Xiao Wen's words must have been heard in Shao Mingqi's ears verbatim.

He wanted to know if what Xiao Wen said was in Shao Mingqi's mind.

Shao Mingqi looked at him, with nostalgia in his eyes, "I haven't seen your eyes like this for many years, looking at me so engrossed."

Chen Hang's eyes trembled slightly. He knew that Shao Mingqi had admitted it.Chen Hang felt a little uncomfortable, and said, "I've always looked at you like this."

Shao Mingqi obviously didn't think so, "I don't know when, but there are more and more people in your eyes, and I'm not the only one. Every time you quarrel, you try your best to defend outsiders ···”

"I'm defending myself!" Chen Hang retorted.

Shao Mingqi raised his eyebrows, and after finishing the second half of the sentence, "...you have to blame me for being moody."

Chen Hangqi's chest was heaving and heaving, and he said: "You tried everything possible to control me mentally, restrict my freedom, make me feel guilty, and make me fall into self-doubt. Do you still think it's my fault?"

"Why did I do this?" Shao Mingqi said: "Shouldn't you reflect on yourself? If you gave me enough sense of security, would I do these things?"

"You didn't tell me!" Chen Hang said: "We are the closest people, you can tell me directly!"

"We are the closest people." Shao Mingqi looked at Chen Hang coldly, "You can't even detect my emotions."

Chen Hang choked, and didn't continue arguing on this topic, but just sneered, "It's just because of this reason, these seven years, it's just because of this reason."

"Just because?" Shao Mingqi frowned, "Do you think my pain is not worth mentioning?"

"And what about my pain!"

"That's what you asked for." Shao Mingqi's gaze was like ice, "You betrayed your promise to me, as punishment, you should always remember me."

A farce ended in silence, obviously they looked the same as when Shao Mingqi first stepped into the room, but they were already exhausted and dripping with blood.

It took a long time for Chen Hang to speak, his voice was a little hoarse, "It was you who betrayed our relationship first, you don't believe in my love."

Shao Mingqi knew that Chen Hang liked him because he had a strong mentality. As Chen Hang became more and more powerful, Shao Mingqi felt that he had no halo in Chen Hang's eyes.So conflicts occurred frequently, quarreled all the time, and finally broke up.

If someone is trying to mind control you in real life, run away!run now!run now!

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