After being dressed as cannon fodder, I tear up the script

Seeing Song Jingxi alive and well, Jiang Yunsheng was the first to rush forward and hug him, "What are you dreaming about? You have slept for so long, I'm really going to be scared to death by you."

Song Jingxi opened his hands, and saw Gao She, Song Ying, Zhao Shihua, Song Chang'an, Gao She's parents standing beside the bed, and Xing Wenkang, Song Muchen, Song Yang and others standing awkwardly at the door. It took him a while to relax. come over.

Song Jingxi stretched out his hand and pinched Jiang Yunsheng's face, which was flung into his arms, and then heard Jiang Yunsheng cry out in pain.

"What are you doing, Xiaoxi, woo woo," Jiang Yunsheng cried with snot and tears, and was pinched by Song Jingxi, grinning, "It hurts."

"I'm not dreaming, am I?" Song Jingxi lowered his head and touched his slightly swollen belly, almost cried, and said to himself again, "I'm not really dreaming, am I?"

Gao She stretched out his hand and pulled Jiang Yunsheng away from Song Jingxi's side. He took Song Jingxi's hand and gently stroked his cheek, "Xiaoxi, what nightmare did you have?"

Song Jingxi raised his eyes and saw Gao She's face.

The man now looks haggard and thin, with blue stubble on his chin, and the bloodshot eyes are scary.

Gao She was so emaciated that he was not as handsome as before, Song Jingxi cried even more when he saw this, and everyone around the hospital bed panicked even more.

"It's okay, Xiaoxi, if you feel uncomfortable, the doctor will come soon, okay?"

"Gao She...well..." Song Jingxi was very strong when he was alone, but he couldn't help it when he saw so many people, and cried loudly while hugging Gao She, wishing to let go of the fright he had received in the past two days and All the grievances were vented out in one go.

"Gao She, Gao She..." He kept calling Gao She's name, wanting to prove that everything now was really not a dream.

"The doctor said that Xiaoxi should take a good rest after waking up. Everyone should go out first." Song Ying saw Gao She sitting next to Song Jingxi coaxing him. Although he felt that Gao She was really annoying, there seemed to be no other way. He's actually kind of jealous.

The first time my brother woke up, he was not the one who comforted him!

But the most important thing is that Song Jingxi can wake up, Song Ying and everyone present all agreed with the door of the ward very winkingly.

Xing Wenkang, Song Muchen and others who were still staying at the door grabbed Jiang Yunsheng who was about to leave the ward, and asked, "Is Song Jingxi alright?"

"You guys are the ones who have something to do!" Jiang Yunsheng wanted to shake off his left and right hands, but there was nothing he could do. During Song Jingxi's coma, he couldn't eat well, and his strength was gone, so he could only compromise, "Let go, I'll go out and tell you!"

"Okay, okay, don't cry," Gao She said softly, "I haven't eaten in the first place, and if I cry again, I really have no strength, and the baby in my stomach will be worried."

The man's voice seemed to have warm magic, which gradually calmed down Song Jingxi's out-of-control emotions.

He curled up his fingers holding Gao She's collar slightly, gripping his clothes tightly, as if he was afraid that he would disappear in the next moment.

Sensing the other party's uneasiness, Gao She also sat there quietly, a feeling of exhaustion and satisfaction that was lost and regained.

Gao She's heartbeat was equally strong and violent. During the few days that Song Jingxi was in a coma, he almost lost his mind.

He was too scared, afraid that Song Jingxi would really "disappear" like this.

When I came back, when I didn't deliberately find a way to come back, the surprise came quietly.

This was Song Jingxi's happiest day. He and his mother were relieved, and returned to Gao She, the baby, and everyone.

"Uncle." Song Jingxi raised his eyes to look carefully at Gao She's face, then pursed his mouth, wanting to cry or not.

"what happened?"

When Gao She gently asked this sentence, Song Jingxi couldn't help crying again, "Why are you so ugly... don't worry about me so much in the future, eat well and sleep well, you know I like you the most Face, you can't be so haggard."

Gao She didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and felt his eyes were moist.

He took off his glasses and leaned over Song Jingxi's shoulder, as if the pressure accumulated on his body for several days was finally released at this moment.

"Xiao Xi," Gao She put his fingers around the back of his neck and stroked gently, the reluctance and incredible sensitivity rarely appeared on Gao She, he sighed, then buried his head on the side of his neck, his voice carried Trembling, "My baby..."

Hearing his voice, Song Jingxi reached out to hug him sadly, and instead he whispered in Gao She's ear, telling him firmly and powerfully, "I am here, and I will never leave you again, Gao She."

"I will never leave you again."

"..."

When Gao She calmed down from the joy of regaining what was lost, Song Jingxi felt that it was slowly becoming real.

"What were you doing when I was in a coma?" Song Jingxi was a little curious, wanting to know if all the dreams she had before were real, "Did the black windbreaker you were wearing before keep whispering in my ear to let me Wake up soon?"

Gao She's hand feeding the meal seemed to be stiff for a moment, as if Song Jingxi knew about his embarrassment, and remembered that Song Jingxi said he liked his face, so he began to hold it, "How do you know?"

"How do I know?" Song Jingxi smiled, "I guess, you are still secretly crying behind my back in worry, don't you? Our uncle is really emotional... um..."

The man's face was close at hand, and the body temperature came from his lips. Song Jingxi was a little nervous, and looked at Gao She's trembling eyelashes with his eyes open.

But the man seemed to be more emotionally fluctuating than himself.

Song Jingxi reached out and gently stroked his back, trying to make him calm down a little.

Those dreams were real, and Song Jingxi knew it from Gao She.

Being ridiculed severely by Song Jingxi, Gao She was a little embarrassed. Although he didn't know how Song Jingxi knew, maybe it was because he kept whispering in his ear.

"You don't even know how scared I am." Gao She's hoarse voice was a bit forceful, he bent forward and wrapped Song Jingxi in his arms, "I almost thought I was going to..."

Gao She didn't say what happened next, but Song Jingxi might understand it.

He felt that he could understand that Gao She's worries and fears were all hidden in his unspoken words.

"Okay, am I fine? When did uncle become so fragile?"

"Yeah, I'm very fragile, so you should stay by my side in the future." Gao She raised his eyes and stared at him directly, "I shouldn't have allowed you to run around in the first place."

An extremely bad premonition suddenly rose in Song Jingxi's heart. He let go of Gao She's hand, but the man grabbed it again.

Song Jingxi patted his hand vigorously, wanting to cry but without tears, "Let go."

Seeing that the man didn't listen to her, Song Jingxi had no choice but to act like a baby again, "Honey, you hurt me, let me go."

"Did I tell you that it's dangerous outside and you can't run around?"

Seeing Gao She staring into his eyes and questioning himself, Song Jingxi immediately shifted his eyes away guiltily, "I didn't run around...and you agreed with what I told you when I went out. .”

"I know, it was my fault before. I didn't protect you well. I clearly said I couldn't let you run around, but it still hurt you."

Seeing Gao She's slightly hurt expression, Song Jingxi suddenly felt soft-hearted again, and hummed, "I don't blame you, why did you say that."

"I've thought about it during the time you were in a coma." Gao She held his hand and kissed his palm, "I think..."

Song Jingxi nodded, "Yeah."

"There are still about five months until the due date. You can stay by my side and don't run around in these five months, okay?"

Song Jingxi almost nodded again, but in the middle of nodding, he felt that something was wrong, "I don't, do you want to restrict my personal freedom again?"

Gao She raised his eyes aggrieved, and stared at him blankly, "Why would I do that, I was just too worried, Xiaoxi, I'm really scared, you clearly know it."

Song Jingxi was able to withstand Gao She's expression of grievance to himself with such a face, he almost didn't begin to firmly reject the other party's heart, and immediately surrendered, "Okay, okay, I promise you , stop looking at me like that."

Song Jingxi was observed in the hospital for a day, and went home the next day.

Song Chang'an originally wanted to hold a family banquet to celebrate Song Jingxi's discharge from the hospital, but it seemed inconvenient to think that Song Jingxi had a big belly now.

So I gave up.

During the two days when Song Jingxi was in a coma, everyone was in a low mood, and there were always a lot of low, depressive and bad things happening invisibly.

Now that Song Jingxi woke up, everyone's mood improved together.

Song Jingxi went back to the days when she stretched out her clothes for clothes and opened her mouth for food, and she was sluggish, but she learned a lot from Gao She's side, and her life was a bit degraded, but it didn't make her brain rust .

Gao She's face has also turned rosy recently, much more handsome than when Song Jingxi came back, Song Jingxi is very satisfied.

At this time, Song Jingxi couldn't help thinking of what An Xiaoxiao told herself at that time. She felt that the sentences describing Gao She in the book seemed to vaguely express that Gao She's character was very black-bellied.

Song Jingxi pondered carefully, and gave up for a while. He didn't have such profound attainments, and could analyze something from those one or two sentences of dispensable description.

"What's wrong, is there something on my face?"

Gao She put the last plate of sweet and sour short ribs on the table, and then untied his apron to hold a piece for Song Jingxi, "You still look at me? Don't you want to eat sweet and sour short ribs?"

Song Jingxi nodded, ate a piece, and blurted out without thinking, "Gao She, do you have a dark belly?"

"Cough, cough cough..." Gao She was drinking soup at that time, and when Song Jingxi asked him this question, he couldn't hold back. How could anyone ask such a question.

He took out a tissue and wiped his mouth. Seeing Song Jingxi staring at him with interest, he could only smile back, "I'm straight, you know."

Song Jingxi stared at Gao She for a few more seconds, seeing the sincerity in Gao She's eyes, he believed it again.

Sure enough, An Xiaoxiao realized that she was wrong, Gao She was just a little bit bad-tempered, he was indeed sincere, and he could testify to this.

After Song Jingxi was discharged from the hospital, people came to see him every day.

Gao She also took a few days off, so he was ready to accompany him at home. At least for these two days, he had to make sure that Song Jingxi didn't feel uncomfortable and that Song Jingxi was safe.

Today was Jiang Yunsheng's turn to visit Song Jingxi. As soon as Song Jingxi opened the door, he saw Jiang Yunsheng standing at the door carrying big and small bags. Those who didn't know thought he was here for wholesale.

"Yunsheng...?" Song Jingxi was stunned, "Why did you bring so many things here? What are these?"

"It's not for you," Jiang Yunsheng called Gao She out and moved with him, "I bought them for the children, clothes, toys, etc. I'm going to be an uncle soon, so I will Bought it in advance."

"What uncle?"

Hearing this, Jiang Yunsheng lowered his eyes to look at his stomach, with a sneer on his face, as if you still have the face to ask me.

"You didn't tell me you were pregnant, and you kept it from me. What kind of uncle are you asking me now?" Jiang Yunsheng curled his lips, "Shouldn't you call me uncle for the child you gave birth to?"

Keeping Jiang Yunsheng's own pregnancy behind the scenes, Song Jingxi really felt a little emboldened, so she didn't talk back to him, "Didn't I tell you because I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept it for a while?"

"Yes, yes, if it weren't for..." Jiang Yunsheng paused, and didn't dare to continue, the sad expression on his face was fleeting, and then he continued, "You still want to hide it from me for the rest of your life, and then say it's you and Gao An adopted child, right?"

"no……"

Song Jingxi retorted softly, he really didn't want to say that, Song Jingxi originally wanted to say that after the baby was born, if Jiang Yunsheng asked, he would joke that Gao She gave birth to someone else secretly outside.

In the end, it felt unrealistic and wiped out the idea.

But it's lucky, at least now Jiang Yunsheng knows, so he doesn't have to think about how to tell Jiang Yunsheng every day.

"I bought a lot of things, and some of them are at my house. I'll bring them to you in a few days." Jiang Yunsheng immediately disassembled one for Song Jingxi. "This is a small skirt, small shoes, small suits and leather shoes. I bought them all." Yes, whether it is a boy or a girl, we can count it steadily."

Song Jingxi himself hadn't even started preparing these yet, and he didn't expect everyone to be more concerned than himself.

Looking at those cute little things, Song Jingxi couldn't hold back, and sat in the living room with Jiang Yunsheng to frantically discuss which one was cute.

Looking at Song Jingxi who was alive and well, Gao She sat beside him, his heart that couldn't be completely let go these days finally let go a little bit.

Jiang Yunsheng stayed for lunch at noon, and during the meal, he didn't know who to send messages to, and Jiang Yunsheng was distracted from time to time with a silly smile on his face.

Song Jingxi kicked him and asked, "Why do you have such a happy face, is it because you are in love again?"

Jiang Yunsheng's face was flushed, he was stuttering and couldn't say anything, "No, I'm not in a relationship, it's Lu Yiyi. Ask me how you're doing, and I say it's fine."

"Lu Yiyi?" Song Jingxi and Gao She looked at each other, and then gossiped, "You're dating her."

"puff--"

Song Jingxi happened to be sitting opposite Jiang Yunsheng, and was sprayed all over the face by the excited Jiang Yunsheng.

Gao She frowned, and hurriedly wiped off the stains on Song Jingxi's face and clothes, "Are you all right?"

"Can't you hold your mouth?" Gao She glanced at Jiang Yunsheng with sharp eyes, making Jiang Yunsheng's heart shudder.

Song Jingxi closed her eyes tightly so she didn't see Gao She's expression, and Gao She always spoke with a faint smile when speaking to others. Song Jingxi thought that Gao She was just joking with Jiang Yunsheng, so she echoed with a smile, "His mouth Very big."

"I didn't do it on purpose, I didn't do it on purpose." Jiang Yunsheng also hurriedly wiped Song Jingxi's face, but was blocked by Gao She, his mood was even more helpless, and he couldn't express his suffering.

Gao She is too scary.

This was the last few days when Song Jingxi was in a coma, Jiang Yunsheng only had an impression of Gao She, so he was always flustered when he occasionally saw Gao She showing an impatient expression.

Gao She is such a terrifying person, why did Song Jingxi stay with him? Jiang Yunsheng sometimes wondered, Song Jingxi must have been persecuted, right?

After all, the Xing Wenkang he liked before was not a good guy, and the old guy Gao She was even worse.

"Has it splashed in your eyes?" Gao She said to Song Jingxi, "I'll take you to change into some clean clothes."

"It's okay, just wipe it off."

"No, change it and wash it off."

Song Jingxi was picked up by someone, but he couldn't hold back against Gao She, so he waved to Jiang Yunsheng helplessly in Gao She's arms, "Yunsheng, wait for me, I'll come out right away."

Watching Song Jingxi being carried away, Jiang Yunsheng sat on the table, gnawing his bones silently.

In fact, Gao She was very kind to Song Jingxi, Jiang Yunsheng thought so again.

It's just that Song Jingxi must not be able to play with Gao She. To put it bluntly, the temperament of the two of them is not evenly matched. Once Song Jingxi falls in love with him, it will be difficult for him to extricate himself.

Isn't Xing Wenkang a good example?

Just as Jiang Yunsheng was thinking, the phone in his pocket started to vibrate again. Lu Yiyi sent another day's message, and Jiang Yunsheng replied happily, unable to hold back the smile on his face.

Although he hasn't fallen in love with Lu Yiyi yet, but he... is somewhat in love.

Jiang Yunsheng waited in the living room for a long time, but he still didn't wait for Song Jingxi to come out. Seeing the time passing by, he almost finished eating all the food on the table, and Song Jingxi and Gao She didn't come out either.

"Xiao Xi!"

Jiang Yunsheng stood in the living room and shouted, but no one responded.

He walked to a place close to the room and shouted again, "What are you two doing in there?"

There was a faint sound in the room, and then Gao She's voice came out, "Xiaoxi is asleep, you go back first, and I will invite you to come over for tea some other day."

The man's voice was slightly different, and Jiang Yunsheng was not an innocent boy, it was vague, he felt as if he understood something, but he didn't want to understand it.

Song Jingxi is pregnant...?

Gao She is a beast.

Jiang Yunsheng hesitated between going and not going, but in the end sensibility overcame rationality, he had better go, lest when he heard something he shouldn't listen to, the old thief Gao She had to rush out and fight himself desperately.

"Gao She, Gao She..."

The room with the curtains drawn was dim, and the faint light could only enter through the gaps in the curtains that were not closed tightly.

The midday sun is gentle, and the light that spills into the room and the dark space create a strong sense of visual interlacing.

Song Jingxi couldn't see Gao She's face behind the light clearly. For a moment, he felt as if he was dreaming.

He was afraid that when he woke up, everything around him would change again.

He doesn't want to go back to real life, in fact, wherever is fine, but if he has to choose, Song Jingxi still wants to stay here.

He can let go of everything in reality, but he can't let go of everyone who is important to him here cleanly.

"Gao She," Song Jingxi called his name with a trembling voice, "Can you touch my face?"

Gao She leaned over to touch the man's face, his wet eyes were bright, full of ignorance and panic.

Gao She was a little distressed, he didn't know what Song Jingxi was thinking, and he couldn't properly share it for him, the fingertips stroking his cheek could only lightly touch the surface, but couldn't feel his heart.

"What's wrong? Xiaoxi, don't be afraid."

The man's voice made Song Jingxi feel at ease. He curled up on the bed and fell asleep tiredly, protecting his stomach with his hands in a defensive posture.

Gao She came out of the bathroom, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him for a long time, and saw that Song Jingxi seemed to be having some kind of dream, his consciousness was slightly dazed, and he muttered something in his mouth.

Gao She went to bed and hugged him gently from behind, Song Jingxi calmed down after struggling for a while in sleep, followed the familiar and reassuring breath, and leaned into Gao She's arms.

"Go back... go back... go..."

Gao She finally heard what he was whispering, the man's eyebrows moved slightly, and he comforted him softly, "No matter where Xiaoxi is, don't be afraid."

After Song Jingxi came back, he didn't take the initiative to ask how Feng Xiangyuan and Song Siyuan dealt with it afterwards.

He believed that even if he didn't ask, the Song family or Gao She could handle this matter well. Although it was expected, Song Jingxi still felt a little unbelievable and unbelievable when he heard the news of Feng Xiangyuan's imprisonment and Song Siyuan's death. .

In the original text, one is the protagonist and the other is the winner in life, and they all ended up as cannon fodder, which is a bit embarrassing.

Feng Xiangyuan is obviously the protagonist, but he actually became cannon fodder when he was in the position of cannon fodder. In fact, he obviously had more and better ways to choose, but now they are all ruined.

"This has nothing to do with you." Fearing that Song Jingxi would take all the faults on himself, Gao She sat aside to comfort him, "It's their own fault, and they always have to pay for doing wrong things, don't they?"

Song Jingxi nodded, "I didn't think it was my fault. Don't be afraid that I won't think about it. I'm not as good as a saint yet."

"Then what are you thinking?"

"I was thinking that anyone could become 'Song Jingxi'."

He said this ambiguously, and then smiled, "It's nothing, I just said it casually, ah...the baby seems to be kicking me..."

Gao She raised his eyebrows, leaned close to his stomach, and felt the small but obviously curved bulge lightly touch his ear.

It was the first time for Gao She to feel a strange emotion spread from his heart, and he wanted to feel it again, "Will you feel uncomfortable when he kicks you?"

"It's okay." Song Jingxi leaned on the sofa, seeing Gao She's face pressed against his belly, he reached out and rubbed Gao She's hair, "If you don't use too much force, it won't hurt."

At that time, Song Jingxi was more than six months pregnant, and everything went well during the prenatal checkup.

In another three months, they will meet the little guy in their womb. Song Jingxi doesn't think about anything now, she just wants to live every day naturally.

As the weather got warmer, the clothes on his body gradually decreased. Song Jingxi was still alive and well, and only lay there doing nothing when he was tired from playing.

One day Gao She was giving Song Jingxi a massage, when he suddenly remembered something, Gao She asked, "You were talking in your sleep, you said you want to go back or something."

Gao She asked, "What did you dream about? Where do you want to go? I can make a plan. After the baby is born, we will go on honeymoon."

Song Jingxi had a lot of places he wanted to go, but looking at Gao She's face, he pondered for a few seconds, looking extremely hesitant and distressed, as if he didn't know how to tell him this.

"what happened?"

Seeing Song Jingxi's small face wrinkled into a ball, it was the first time Gao She saw him like this.

Under Gao She's curious eyes, Song Jingxi finally said with some embarrassment, "Gao She, actually I have a secret that I didn't tell you..."

"Ok?"