After being dressed as cannon fodder, I tear up the script

"How did you come?"

I haven't met a man for a while, and at a glance, the other party described him as thin, and it can be seen at a glance that he has not been doing well recently.

Xing Wenkang paused with his fingers holding the cigarette, and in the next second, he put the cigarette into his mouth again.

"I was given a lot of wedding candies. I knew that Song Jingxi was getting married today, so I asked."

Feng Xiangyuan stood under the steps. The height difference between the two of them was too much, which made Feng Xiangyuan look even thinner.

Xing Wenkang was not very satisfied with his answer, and the sympathy he felt for him for a second or two dissipated in an instant.

He didn't even take a good look at the other person's face, he sighed, "So?"

"..."

Feng Xiangyuan was stopped by his question.

In fact, Feng Xiangyuan didn't know why he came here now, to see if it was true that Song Jingxi and Gao She got married, or to meet Xing Wenkang by chance today.

But when he really saw Xing Wenkang and saw the other party's indifferent attitude towards him, Feng Xiangyuan didn't know how to react and what to say.

He has been very exhausted recently, and his job search is still not going well. He has found several companies, but they all declined him.

Now he lives in an old, dilapidated rented house in the alley. When he went out today, he invested in the last company. If it didn’t work out, he decided to find a random restaurant and work as a waiter. After all, he had to work go down.

"I have no other intentions, just come and have a look."

Feng Xiangyuan stood there with his head down, his thin and thin body seemed to be blown by the wind at any moment.

When he bowed his head, a small part of the back of his neck was exposed, and he was skinny.

Feng Xiangyuan was already in poor health, and it seemed to have gotten worse during this period of time.

Seeing him like that, Xing Wenkang was still a little moved.

He took out the wallet from his pocket, took out a card from the wallet and handed it to him, "I don't have any money on hand recently, there is still some in this card, you can use it first."

Feng Xiangyuan looked up at the fingertips of Xing Wenkang handing him the card, and his heart skipped a beat, "I, I don't want your money, I didn't come here to ask you for money..."

Xing Wenkang is now irritable, and Feng Xiangyuan is disobedient, which makes people feel difficult.

He doesn't want to see anyone now, and he doesn't want to pay attention to anyone, but Feng Xiangyuan is still standing in front of him, like a stalking brown candy, saying some hypocritical words.

Xing Wenkang took a deep breath, shook off the soot on his fingertips, and asked him, "You are not for money, what is it for?"

"Don't you not love me? Why did you choose to try with me?" Xing Wenkang smiled, "Not for money? Do you think I should trust you? Xiang Yuan."

"You will keep the money if I give you the money. I told you to stay with me, but I decided to move out." Xing Wenkang stepped down a step and narrowed the distance between the two, "Thinking that I will keep you? You also Do you want to be like Song Jingxi, playing hard to get?"

Every word Xing Wenkang said fell in his ears very clearly, and Feng Xiangyuan didn't know how he could hear everything he said.

Although at the beginning, it was because Xing Wenkang promised himself that he would take good care of himself and help him, so he would leave school and return to China early.

But if he was only doing it for Xing Wenkang's money, how could he return to China so resolutely, and now he has ended up in such a situation, with no money to support his health, and no money to go abroad to continue his studies.

He just likes a relaxed and rich life, thinking that after following Xing Wenkang, he can get rid of those poor days.

He just moved his heart to Xing Wenkang, and moved his thoughts that he shouldn't have, so he deserved to become like this?

"I'm not like that..." he argued, "I'm not, I'm..."

"You what?" Xing Wenkang stuffed the card into his hand, impatient, "Don't say it, I don't want to see you now, if you want to break it, break it clean, take the money and go, or do you want to say you want to talk to me again?" Again?"

"So you've always thought of me that way," Feng Xiangyuan smiled wryly, the hoarseness in his eyes was almost withering, "So you've always, always thought of me like this."

"Then why did you treat me so well before? The person you always like is Song Jingxi, right? The person you always like is him. Before I came back, you were tempted by him?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Xing Wenkang frowned impatiently, "Before you came back, the only person I liked was you. After you came back, I also pretended to be you in my heart. I have been by your side to take care of you for so long , you know in your heart who the person I like is, even if you like Song Jingxi, that will come later."

"Feng Xiangyuan, are you attacking me now?"

"Suppress?" Feng Xiangyuan smiled, "How dare I, I have nothing now, what else can I use to attack you?"

The more Xing Wenkang heard him say these things, the more irritable he became. Usually he was fine, but today he was really full of anger.

"What exactly do you want to say? Xiaoxi got married today and you came here specially to tell me these nonsense things? What do you want, money or a job? As long as you ask, I will arrange it for you immediately."

"No need," Feng Xiangyuan returned the card to him, "You leave all of these to your Xiaoxi. I just regret why I let go and promised you to come back. If I could do it all over again, I would rather die abroad than me. Will, will not come back."

Feng Xiangyuan turned and left, clenching his fists hidden in his coat tightly.

If he didn't leave, he would lose control in front of Xing Wenkang.

He was about to lose his mind and destroy everything, everything.

What exactly does Xing Wenkang like about Song Jingxi?

Feng Xiangyuan didn't understand.

Everyone is pushing himself, pushing himself into a dark corner, but he has nowhere to go, nowhere to hide.

If this continues, he will die soon.

Why doesn't Xing Wenkang love himself anymore, why does Xing Wenkang treat himself like this?

Is this the way you started?

His family was poor, so he studied hard, and no one loved him, so he loved himself.

He has worked hard since he was a child, but he just wants to be protected and loved, so that he can live a life that doesn't need to be reversed.

So he chose Xing Wenkang, and he tried his best to please Xing Wenkang and stay with him.

Song Jingxi pestered Xing Wenkang shamelessly, and he also pretended to be generous and pretended that he didn't care, but why did he get such a result in the end.

It was as if he was the one who did the wrong thing from beginning to end.

That night, Lonely Moon was bleak.

The crescent moon was unbelievably sharp, and Feng Xiangyuan lay on the old bed in the alley and had a long and absurd dream.

It was obviously a dream, but it was terribly real. In the dream, I lived the life I wanted, and he and Xing Wenkang were very affectionate.

Song Jingxi wanted to harm herself, but in the end Xing Wenkang was sent to prison.

Feng Xiangyuan opened his eyes, and the cold air kept entering the house from the dilapidated room, and the thin quilt on his body couldn't resist the cold at all.

I shouldn't have ended up in this situation, everything in my dream is obviously real.

If there is no Song Jingxi, Xing Wenkang will not change his mind, he will have everything he wants, if it is not because of Song Jingxi and Xing Wenkang...

He huddled in the corner, pulled the quilt over, and wrapped himself tightly.

The land outside the window gradually became brighter, and strands of light staggered in from the unclosed window, missed Feng Xiangyuan, and fell on a position ten centimeters away from him.

Is everything fake now?So how can I go back to my dream?

His eyes froze, but a bold and terrifying thought suddenly occurred to him.

After the New Year's Eve, the young couple Gao She and Song Jingxi officially entered the cohabitation life.

Song Jingxi has a big belly, and wakes up at five o'clock in the morning every day. She can't fall asleep in bed with her eyes open, and she is very energetic.

He wanted to sleep a little longer, too lazy to move.

But when he lay down again, his back hurt again, so he wanted to go for a walk.

At the beginning, Gao She didn't know that Song Jingxi's biological clock had become like this. After a few days, he found that Song Jingxi was always tossing and turning, and he realized that the other party had started to suffer from mild insomnia.

"Baby, what's wrong?"

"I can't sleep anymore," Song Jingxi groaned on Gao She's body to express his dissatisfaction, "I want to go for a walk."

"Can't lie still?" The man stretched out his hand and gently stroked his head. He was still sleepy and closed his eyes, but the next second he hugged him and turned over from the bed. "Then let's go, are you also hungry and want to go out?" Eat or should I cook and go out?"

Song Jingxi was happy now, nodded and took Gao She's hand, "I want to eat the noodles you made."

"No problem," Gao She put on a coat, took the coat and put it on for him, and said, "Just wait for me for 10 minutes."

Song Jingxi probably won't be able to attend the next semester's class. The weather will be hot later, and her stomach will get bigger. Song Jingxi doesn't want to be watched by everyone with her big belly.

Thinking of taking a semester off first, and then skipping a level, right?

Anyway, he has learned all these things, so there should be no problem.

"After a while, we will move to the community where Song Ying lives." Gao She brought the noodles in front of Song Jingxi, and sat down opposite him. "The security of that community is higher, and it is also convenient to the hospital."

"Ah? Are you going to live with my brother?"

"No, I have an unoccupied flat there, but it's better to be closer to Song Ying, and have more people to take care of it."

"..."

rich people.

Seeing Song Jingxi lowering his head and muttering something there, Gao She asked amusedly, "What's wrong?"

"I said I also want to earn a lot of money, and then buy myself a house." Song Jingxi curled his lips. In real life, he had already bought a small house. He didn't expect to work hard to earn money to buy a house after wearing a book, but everyone has He also wants to have a house.

"Okay, let's work hard together. We Xiaoxi will definitely be able to buy a house we like through our own efforts. Even so, my money is your money."

Song Jingxi mumbled, and nodded with a smile, "By uncle's auspicious words, don't worry, if you have too much money to spend, I will definitely spend it for you, don't worry."

"Well," Gao She nodded seriously, "Then, thank you for helping me spend the money."

"You're welcome, I spend money fast and hard, so there is no money I can't spend."

Hearing this, Gao She even praised him, "Xiaoxi is really amazing."

After eating noodles, he stood at the entrance, and while Gao She was bending over to pick up his shoes, Song Jingxi climbed onto his back by grabbing his shoulders and said, "I saw someone selling candied haws at the gate of the community last time, and I want to eat them too." .”

"Where is it, go buy it right away." Gao She wrapped his arms around his legs, naturally and carefully turned him on his body, "What else do you want to eat?"

"I still want ice cream."

"This is not good, it's too cold, what if you eat it and ruin your stomach."

"Hmph, I'll just take one bite, and I'll give you the rest. Buy it." Song Jingxi lay on his shoulders, shaking her feet, "Uncle, for the cute and hardworking Xiaoxi who is still pregnant with a baby." Buy a little ice cream."

"Buy it, buy it, uncle, buy one."

Gao She couldn't be more stubborn than him, and said helplessly with a smile, "I won't be an example."