Yu Liangmu

You Qichao tightly grasped You Liangmu's shoulders, with such force that it almost crushed his nephew's bones, he asked vaguely, "You are really Ah Liang... Ah Liang, you, how long have you been back? "

You Liangmu raised his hand and wiped his tears for his uncle, "A few months... Uncle, I have been looking for you for a long time. I thought I had admitted the wrong person just now... I didn't expect it was really you."

"Oh, actually, I was also stupid on the spot. I didn't even think that you would come back. I thought you would not come back."

"I'm sorry, uncle, really, I was...really...sorry, uncle..."

"It's okay, it's okay, just come back and let me see you... It's okay, uncle misses you, it's okay..."

The long parting made the two people miss each other terribly. The two cried for more than ten minutes, as if the floodgates had burst.

When they cried so much that their voices became hoarse and their brains were deprived of oxygen, they finally separated and took a good look at each other.

Each other is the only family connection.

You Liangmu found that he missed his uncle far more than he imagined. Those emotions that he didn't dare to face and didn't want to face were not worth mentioning before the only family connection.

He had thought about how his uncle would live after he went abroad, but he never expected that his uncle would open a fortune-telling stall.

"Ah Liang, how are you doing?"

"Hey, it's okay... No, it's very good, very good."

"That's good, don't worry, uncle."

The uncle and nephew were squatting in front of the stall on the street, chatting with each other like two small town bums, until their legs were numb, and their emotions gradually calmed down a little.

"Uncle, why did you do this? Don't be bluffing, right?"

"It's a long story." You Qichao stroked the back of his head and slapped his thigh again, "But I'm not lying, I believe in these, I really believe it now."

You Liangmu looked at the emerald jade hand on You Qichao's chest, which was green and translucent, as fake as plastic, and he still had a battle between heaven and man in his heart.

You Qichao knew what he was curious about, so he only sighed slightly, "Life is hard, there is nothing to look forward to, and people are empty, so I believe in these gods and ghosts, as if they are sustenance."

"Then you don't even distinguish between Buddha and Tao, isn't this mixed up?"

You Qichao waved his hand, not caring.

"My mother..." You Liangmu paused, and felt that it was not appropriate to say this in front of You Qichao, so he changed his mouth and said, "You Shu told me that she will find someone to take care of you. Later, when she was abroad, she also said that you are doing well, you have a decent job, and your daily life is very stable..."

He had been hearing about his uncle's situation from his mother all these years, thinking that his uncle was doing a serious job and settled down in the city, but he didn't expect that You Qichao had returned to his hometown in the countryside, where he gave people a feng shui fortune-telling.

He thought it was amazing, because his uncle never believed in this before, thinking that all the strange powers and chaos were just farting.But such a person is now counting his fate, which is equivalent to someone saying that he likes to drink milk, but he is actually lactose intolerant.

You Qichao snorted, "Do you believe what she says?"

You Liangmu was stunned for a long time before he suddenly realized, and scratched his head remorsefully, "I didn't expect that she would lie to me... But I saw the photo she showed you. You are wearing work clothes, wearing a badge, and working in a factory."

You Qichao took a sunflower fan from the table behind him and said while fanning, "She didn't find me the job either!"

"what?"

"Mr. Tang found it for me."

You Liangmu was completely stunned, "What is Tang Yun doing?"

"Yeah, otherwise you thought I would be favored by You Shu?" You Qichao snorted, "It was Mr. Tang who helped me, let me work in a company that specially hires disabled people, and let me work as a small clerk. Self-reliance. I also arranged accommodation, job training for disabled people and so on.”

At that time, he refused to ask for help from that woman, so he made a living by himself, folding paper boxes and gluing plastic flowers at home, selling them for money, and almost starving to death.

One day later, Tang Yunqian found him, gave him a job where he could support himself, and changed him to a better place to live, so he finally survived.

You Liangmu never thought that Tang Yunqian would have contact with You Qichao after he left.He asked again: "Then what happened afterwards? Why didn't you do it?"

"It's a good feeling to wear a clean shirt and hang a badge around your neck, but I miss your grandma."

You Liangmu's eye sockets turned red instantly.

"Ah Liang, it's hard to live alone, especially at my age, I have experienced everything... After working as a clerk for two years, I wanted to go back to my hometown, ashes to ashes, dust to dust, in the future I will be buried here when I die. So I quit my job and came back here to live in our old house. Anyway, I didn’t pursue it, so I just lived day by day... I used to think about getting rich, but now I don’t. Don't think about it, maybe it's just... really look away."

You Liangmu didn't know what to say for a moment.

For him, such an uncle is very strange, and the changes in You Qichao are beyond his imagination, but all this seems to be the way it should be, so naturally.

"Yes..." He also sighed, "It's not bad, Uncle, as long as you live comfortably."

The wind in the country is the most bleak at this time, and the uncle and nephew said these words so calmly. They have been with each other for 20 years, and the years have passed so many years in a trance.

For a while, the clouds in the sky passed by, the grass on the edge of the field swayed gently, and the bitterness and bitterness of the past seemed not worth mentioning, as if it was just a page that flew past.

Even though it was really difficult at the time, but looking back now, it seems to be nothing more than that.

Focus on the present.

"Uncle, do you blame me?"

"Ok?"

You Liangmu choked deeply, "When I left, I didn't even say hello to you face to face, nor did I take you with me, leaving you here alone..."

"Uncle didn't blame you, on the contrary, I was relieved because of your decision."

You Qichao smiled and hugged his nephew, "You know what? When you left, I went to become a monk for a while."

"what?"

"Yes, I didn't lie to you. I really went to become a monk. At that time, I thought, people in the world can't be trusted, they will lie to me, only the Buddha can't. I didn't expect that after I went, people's temples would not Accept me, and tell me that I just went to eat and drink."

"..."

"I thought about it, too, if all the frustrated people in the world went to become monks, wouldn't the temple be full? So I practiced Buddhism at home by myself, shaved my head, stopped eating meat, ate fast and recited Buddha's name every day, and meditated in seclusion. "

"You can really make a fuss," You Liangmu thought carefully, his uncle had been too stimulated in those two years.

Now it seems that his uncle believed in this completely, he didn’t kill animals and ate vegetarian food, he was as thin as a paper man who was floating like a fairy, the kind who felt that he could take off in place by putting a bamboo dragonfly on his head.

Maybe this is also good, instead of tossing around all day like before, dreaming of those unrealistic dreams of getting rich, peacefully and quietly, trusting his gods and ghosts.

Then You Qichao said, "But now I have changed to Taoism, because I have to make ends meet."

You Liangmu: "..."

You Qichao kicked the sand and crushed stones on the ground, and said, "I've also taken it lightly these past few years. Everything is just a fleeting moment. I feel guilty about the past... Ah Liang, uncle has dragged you down for so long ,sorry."

"Oh, I—"

"Ah Liang," You Qichao said to him with all the guilt and love for his nephew over the years, "Uncle owes you, so even if you leave me alone, I don't blame you. You can do it yourself For the rest of your life, uncle doesn't want to be your burden anymore."

You Liangmu didn't like it very much, "You Qichao, you are not my burden, you are my family."

"It's a family member, but you don't have to be responsible for me. I'm just your uncle, not your father."

You Liangmu's throat choked, "You are just like my father."

He was brought up by his uncle since he was a child, and now, he can't remember much about his uncle's appearance when he was young, the hazy facial features, the faint voice...all have been forgotten with the years.

He only remembered that his uncle used to carry him up and down the mountains to play in the fields, hugging him and laughing in his arms that smelled of cheap mosquito repellent water, and stuffing sesame seeds and peanut candies into his teeth-less mouth, in order to teach him a few things. Racking my brains with a math problem...

"Ah Liang, you can do whatever you want, only care about yourself, only for yourself, and be a selfish, but happy You Liangmu." You Qichao sighed lightly, saying from the bottom of his heart, "So even if you and You Liangmu Shu go, I think you should do the same."

"She... died of cancer."

The sunflower fan in You Qichao's hand froze and didn't move for a long time. The man turned his face away and wiped his eyes. When he turned back again, You Liangmu saw that his eyeballs were dark red.

"If you die, you will die. Alas." You Qichao also loved this only sister when he was a child, but time and the world are too merciless.

"You Shu left the inheritance to me, uncle, I am rich now, and I have opened a restaurant, so I can support you... Come with me, we will have a good life in the future, uncle and nephew."

"You think what I just said is for nothing?" You Qichao knocked on You Liangmu's head, and leisurely persuaded: "I've said it all, Ah Liang, you should live on your own, live well A little bit, a little bit of happiness, don’t carry this burden of mine anymore.”

"Hey."

"Be selfish for a while, whether to me or to anyone."

You Liangmu's throat was blocked for a long time before he listened to his uncle's words and nodded, "Okay."

"By the way, how are you and Mr. Tang?"

"...Huh?" You Liangmu was shaken by his uncle's abrupt words.

"Do you two still have contact? Has he looked for you? Are you still together? Is there any possibility of development?"

You Liangmu was left speechless by his uncle's heart-pounding questioning, and whenever he talked about Tang Yungan, he felt his ears and neck burn.

He was very surprised that his uncle, who kept silent about this matter back then, would accept the fact that he was gay, and that he and Tang Yun were messing around with each other, and even with a gossip matchmaker. As if, I want to ask if the two of them are still entangled.

Seeing his embarrassed face, You Qichao said to him, "I don't know what happened between you, but I think he still has heart for you."

"I don't know," You Liangmu sighed, "Uncle, I have never understood him, let alone whether he has feelings for me now."

Recently, Tang Yunqian's attitude...

You Qichao patted him on the back and told him firmly, "It's more than just intentional, he has a deep affection for you."

"Uncle, this kind of thing... well, it's hard to say."

You Liangmu could have confirmed this point at first, but when he remembered Tang Yunqian's performance and words some time ago, he seemed to have generously let him try with Cheng Kai, and he fell into a daze and astonishment again, and was no longer sure. Tang Yun was heartbroken.

If Tang Yunqian really liked him, why would he push him to Cheng Kai.

Seeing You Liangmu's preoccupation, You Qichao grabbed his shoulders and pulled him up, "It's hard to say a few words, so let's go! Uncle will take you back to the old house and you will understand everything." gone."

"it is good."