Yu Liangmu

Seeing Tang Yunqian and Gu Zhihan talking and laughing at Yanyan like that, You Liangmu felt more and more uncomfortable, as if he wanted to force himself to swallow a rotten persimmon, and he couldn't make a sound.

Although his heart was sore and stuffy, he weighed one or two and felt that he should not show it too much.As for being jealous or something, don't do such childish behaviors, Tang Yungan will definitely be angry.

But he still couldn't hide it, the chopsticks couldn't help picking up Tang Yungan's vegetables, so he picked up more and more, almost filling Tang Yungan's bowl, like a small hill that was about to collapse, but his own bowl was full of food. It's empty.

Tang Yunqian's face was a little ugly.

"Ayu."

Gu Zhihan looked at You Liangmu with strange eyes, as if he didn't understand why this man made a fool of himself, it really disturbed him and Tang Yunqian to have a good chat.

Even Zhou Jin felt a little uncomfortable seeing it, and couldn't help persuading him, "Xiaoliangmu, you eat yours, Yungan eats his own, what kind of food did you serve him, the juice is all mixed together. "

"Hey... I'm sorry," You Liangmu stopped.

He realized that he was full of ugliness, but he couldn't correct it. There was a voice in his heart telling himself to be calm and decent, and another voice was saying——

I have never been a decent person.

He is probably a rough, uneducated, and poorly educated person, without such a good manner and demeanor, without a good voice and a good face, so he can't get Tang Yunqian's real recognition and love, even if he has It took two years.

You Liangmu once wondered impulsively whether he should rush over at this time, grabbed Gu Zhihan by the collar and said, Tang Yunqian is already surrounded by someone, it's me.

Or kindly remind Tang Yun to do it. Although, my main identity is a debtor, but I have been with you for two years, and I can be regarded as half a lover in bed. Do you want to give me some face and don't make me too sad.

However, none of the above behaviors were realized.

You Liangmu only picked his fingers and said, "Brother Gan...I'm full and a little tired..."

Anyway, he just found an excuse at random and wanted to leave as if fleeing.

"Everyone hasn't finished eating yet," Tang Yunqian asked him to sit down, hoping that he would pay attention to etiquette.

To be honest, You Liangmu felt a little wronged, but he dared not speak out.Although he was indeed embarrassed, if he showed his sadness on the spot, Tang Yunqian would also be embarrassed, and it would be very embarrassing for him to come down.

So he would rather let himself look away.

The man apologized for his impoliteness, pretended to look normal, and scratched his head, "Uh, brother... I, I'm really sleepy, I want to go back and watch TV early."

"..."

"You guys eat, have fun, ha, don't worry about me... let's go first."

You Liangmu said don't worry about him, everyone here really doesn't care about him, and none of the other three people asked him why he was still watching TV when he was sleepy.

The man lost his mind, and when he walked out of the hotel, he turned his head, but Tang Yunqian did not chase him out.

*

After leaving the hotel, You Liangmu felt relaxed all over.He looked up, looked at the dark and deserted night, and suddenly felt quite regretful that he didn't finish the meal just now.

But he really couldn't eat it anymore.

What's even more regrettable is that when he looked back at the past two years, he found that he had never entered Tang Yunqian's circle and Tang Yungan's heart at all, and everything was in vain.

You Liangmu walked about 100 meters, and suddenly heard footsteps behind him, and hurriedly ran towards him.

He looked a little lucky, and immediately turned to look, only to find that the person who came was not Tang Yunqian, but Zhou Jin.

The few expectations that remained fell through, and You Liangmu's face suddenly dimmed, like a bright light that went out in an instant.

"Brother Jin..."

Zhou Jin stood in front of him with a smile, and his tone was full of jokes, "Oh, why, seeing that it's me and not Yungan, this little face changed quickly enough."

"No, no."

"What's the matter? Brother Jin, I'm just so annoying to you?"

"No, I don't hate..."

"It's getting late, and it's not easy to take a taxi here," Zhou Jin threw the car keys in his hand, "Shall I take you back?"

"No need, I can do it by myself... You can go back and eat quickly, they are still there."

Zhou Jin was not in a hurry to go back, he put his arms around You Liangmu's shoulder, like an old friend, and said warmly: "If you don't need to send it off, then Brother Jin, I will walk with you for a while."

It was hard for You Liangmu to say no, as if he was being held hostage, Zhou Jin took him to death, and he couldn't break free even if he tried.

The night wind was a bit cool, and the camphor tree branches on the roadside were shaking. Zhou Jin talked to You Liangmu all the way, "Boy, let me tell you something, do you listen?"

"Hey..." You have already opened your mouth, can you not listen.

"A while ago, technology stocks were soaring, so I went in and out of the stock market three times and made some money. Hey, I feel that I am lucky recently. I am lucky. Hey, the God of Wealth has taken a fancy to me. .”

"Very good, congratulations..." You Liangmu echoed in a low voice.

Zhou Jin said, "So I went to Macau. It was okay at first, and I won a lot of money, but then it broke. I was greedy. I won 200 million and refused to leave. I continued to gamble, thinking that I could win more. But you Guess what?"

You Liangmu listened silently, not daring to speak, his neck was tightly circled by the other party, like an iron hoop, and he felt a dull pain.

"The result is, I didn't expect wow, I didn't expect that I not only lost the 200 million I won, but also lost 400 million more! Sigh... Although it is not a big money, I just suffocated and panicked! Later After calming down, Brother Jin and I have learned a lot, and realized a truth, boy, do you know what it is?"

Yu Liangmu shook his head.

Zhou Jin said: "The word 'greedy' is like 'poor'!"

"..."

"Be a human being, accept as soon as you see something good, don't be too greedy, or you will have to pay the price several times, and there is no place to cry!"

"..."

Zhou Jin patted You Liangmu's face a few times, very loudly, like a slap, and asked with a smile: "Xiao Liangmu, do you understand what brother means?"

You Liangmu listened, his face was burning hot, and his heart was burning hot, as if he had attended a very warning ideological education class and benefited a lot.

He was taught, nodded, and said submissively: "Hey, I understand... Brother Jin said so."

I knew this a long time ago, like a student who has previewed his homework in advance, he was not unaware of it before... the desire to stay with Tang Yunqian for a long time.

He really wanted to pay off more debts and spend more time with that man. This kind of greed was growing silently, and he was definitely not ignorant of it, but he was just letting it grow.

Thanks to Zhou Jin's personal demonstration of education, the greedy self can be enlightened. I really should be very grateful to Tang Yunqian, this good cousin.

Zhou Jin finished talking, and finally let go of You Liangmu, "Then brother will send you here, ah, no matter how far away you are, I won't be bothered to send you here, you can go back by yourself."

"Hey, good."

You Liangmu stood on the side of the road and looked back. The two of them had only walked about ten meters away, but he still bowed slightly and said several words to Zhou Jin, "Brother, thank you for your hard work."

He has always been like this, digesting other people's cold eyes is much easier than digesting food, so he is not only thin, but also very worthless.

This can be regarded as an excellent example of acquired habits overcoming innate factors. Perhaps weak but tenacious species have such talents, for example, cockroaches living in sewers.

*

That night, after You Liangmu took a bath at home, he lay alone in bed and couldn't sleep, even the soft bedside lamp felt dazzling.

He tossed and turned, and finally couldn't help calling Tang Yunqian to ask if he would be back tonight.

Tang Yunqian said on the phone that he was going to get together with his friends very late and might not come back.

You Liangmu said, oh.

The moment before he hung up the phone, he couldn't hold back, and suddenly called Tang Yunqian, and asked softly, "Hey, that... uh, compared to him, I... am I useless?" ?”

I don't know if Tang Yungan didn't hear it at the time, or if he heard it but pretended not to hear it. Anyway, there was no answer on the other end of the phone, like a sudden pause.

After half a second of silence, You Liangmu hung up the phone first.

Any answer is fine, whether it is affirmative or negative, he suddenly doesn't want to hear it.

In fact, he knew early on that he could easily find Gu Zhihan on the Internet. After all, the other party is a celebrity and very famous. It is not easy to find out about this person's information in this era of advanced Internet.

But he has never searched for it, because he is afraid that after searching, he will find that the other party is not as deficient as he imagined, but far more perfect than he imagined. This will only increase his inner panic.

After procrastinating and procrastinating, evading again and again, he finally met the real person today.

Gu Zhihan is gentle, gentle, talented, and extraordinary in conversation, as if he is unattainable, but his smile makes him feel like a spring breeze.

You Liangmu has no culture, and has run out of words. He really can't think of better words to describe his rival, because the other party has too many advantages, and it is really difficult to count them one by one.

Against this strong background, it is inevitable that he, who is heartless, has low self-esteem.And when the inferiority complex expands to a certain extent, you will deny yourself and feel that you are worthless.

But it was true, and he didn't want to hear it from Tang Yungan.

*

After that day, Tang Yunqian always ate out. It seemed that there were a lot of extra meals for no reason, and the time to go home was naturally much shorter.

In fact, whether it is for no reason, You Liangmu also knows it well.

Even if he gritted his teeth and bought high-quality scallops with the money he saved from his part-time job, he said that he spent three or four hours stewing a very good and fresh soup base, and used it to cook noodle soup at night. Tang Yungan's favorite food, Tang Yungan I can't even come back for dinner.

Including Tang Yunqian promised him that he would go back to his hometown with him to see his grandma, but he didn't do it.

According to Zhou Jin's special visit to tell him, it was because Tang Yunqian was going to travel abroad with Gu Zhihan for a few days to relax, so things that had nothing to do with others were naturally put aside.

You Liangmu couldn't bear it again, and asked Tang Yunqian on the phone, his tone was still on thin ice, "Brother Gan, Mr. Gu...does he have many things that you need to do with him?"

"Ayu..."

"You seem to be very busy these days, what are you busy with?"

"Just some chores."

"Ah, what is that? Is there anything I can do to help? If you need anything, you can call me."

"Ayu, it's none of your business. Don't worry too much."

"Hey, good."

You Liangmu understood what Tang Yunqian meant, indeed, he was meddling in his own business.

In fact, this problem is not his nature, but he is used to being an idler around Tang Yunqian, the kind who has no sense of existence, so subconsciously thinks that idlers should meddle in their own business, so he is so stupid.

But he should be more cautious, better be smarter and more interesting, and he should understand that the matter about Gu Zhihan is actually not a trivial matter at all, but a major event.

Therefore, he, an idler, should not be involved in this important matter. He has no right or qualification to intervene. Tang Yunqian can only personally handle it for Gu Zhihan.