can you let me go

"Who didn't do anything? You left him out for so many years. The child grew up and started a family. You came back and said you wanted to take care of him?"

"Oh, you are really a father. Your own child doesn't hurt yourself, it depends on others!" Zhou's mother glanced at Aunt Zou who was still holding on to Pei's father, afraid that he would get excited again.

"You can start a family again yourself, have a wife and daughter, and live a good life. Why do you have to disturb your son?" Zhou's mother had heard about these messy things in Pei Xiangli's family from Zhou Jibai, Zhou Jibai said vaguely, Zhou's mother made up a lot of her own brain emotionally.

I thought it was because I thought too much, but I didn't expect to see it today, or I thought less!

"Married? What kind of family does he have? Two men together are called married?" Father Pei frowned.

"There is a house here. There are two people in the house. The two of them like each other, and there are elders like me and his father. Why is it not called a family? Isn't this a family?" Zhou's mother retorted him.

"I've raised him for so many years, but I didn't want him to do such a shameful thing! Don't tell me those fallacies, there are no two men who start a family together!" Pei's father was troubled by Zhou's mother.

"You have been raising him for so many years? Don't you just pay? Do you think he is so shameful? Come on, give me the number, and I will return all the money you have raised him over the years. From now on, this child will belong to our family , I like him, I love him! He is my own son, I won’t bother you in the future, and you don’t need to be ashamed..." Zhou's mother took Pei Xiangli's arm: "Don't be afraid, my son. A mother is here today. No one wants to bully you!"

Pei Xiangli was trembling all over, and it was as if he had just absorbed the strength to speak from the warmth held by Zhou's mother.When he opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was very hoarse: "Dad, you said that I have been quite normal for so many years, how do you know?"

"I..." Father Pei was taken aback by Pei Xiangli's question: "You were born by me, don't I understand?"

"What do you know?" Aunt Zou couldn't listen anymore.

"You are a biological father, and I am a stepmother! Old Pei, I don't know how to talk to you for so many years. The child would rather come to me if he has something to do, and he doesn't tell you! Every time I mention it, Don’t you say boys are like this?”

"I don't know if boys are like this, and I have never given birth. But I know that my own children shouldn't be like this... Every time Xiang Qing sneezes, I have to stay at home and wonder if it's cold and I need to add clothes. Old Pei, Have you ever worried about that?"

"Are you ever worried about your child getting enough to eat and wearing warm clothes? Gao is not happy, how is he getting along with his classmates? How is his test score? Are you partial to subjects? Do you know that?" Aunt Zou seemed to hold back It was the same for a long time, and I said it all at once.As she spoke, tears fell from her eyes, and she raised her hand to wipe them away.

"I'm a stepmother, and the child doesn't even kiss me. I don't think I can reach out. Xiaoli is very good with his sister. Xiaoqing knows that her brother is unhappy, so she asked my mother what should I do? Do you know this? ?”

Father Pei was a little dazed by Aunt Zou's words. He looked down at Aunt Zou, then at Pei Xiangli, and then at Zhou Jibai and Zhou Mu who were standing beside Pei Xiangli.

What the hell is going on here?Why is everyone standing opposite him, accusing him of being wrong?

"What's so unhappy about him?" Father Pei slapped the wall on one side: "He has food and clothing, and wants to learn that shitty art, so I let him learn it, and I also went to study abroad. It's just to give him better living conditions than others, why is he dissatisfied, and wants to be so angry with me?" Father Pei let go of his clenched hand as if extremely disappointed.

Pei Xiangli bit his lower lip deadly. He felt that Father Pei seemed to have aged several years in an instant. He wanted to say something, but in the end he just stood there stiffly, motionless and silent.

What can I say?I have no way to meet his request, no way to follow his wish.

He finally uttered a sentence with difficulty: "Dad, this is my own life, my own choice, and I will bear all the consequences myself."

"You bear the fart! What can you afford? Can I just watch you go on this road? You are thinking about it now, what will you do in the future? You will never have children in your life, and you will not have a normal family What are you going to do when you are seventy or eighty?"

"At that time, once I close my eyes and tie my neck, I won't know anything. If you leave you such a worry-free thing, I won't stop until the day I die!"

Pei Xiangli tilted his head slightly, his neck stretched into a thin straight line, his eyes were closed, but his eyelashes were slowly getting wet: "I never thought about getting married, let alone having children."

Pei Xiangli tried his best to suppress the trembling in his voice: "When I was still in school, I saw other people's parents outside the school, watching their children after school. I didn't think it would be great if I could do the same... but I want to wait until I grow up, if I have a child, I will treat him like this."

"But, but when will I live... like my mother? Before she passed away, she took my hand, her skinny joints were so skinny, she told me over and over again: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my mother can't bear you either. , but there is no way, really there is no way, mother can't live."

"If I die early too, what will my child do? He will eventually grow up and learn to face all of this. But in the process, how sad should he be? From that time on, I have been right The so-called complete home in your mouth has no expectations and longings."

Father Pei's expression was stunned, as if he knew Pei Xiangli for the first time, he couldn't believe his ears...

"What kind of nonsense are you doing? Are you blaming me?" He asked back in a panic and angrily.

"Dad, I didn't blame you. I just have a different concept from yours. You think the so-called normal family is happiness, but it's not for me."

"I like him not because he is "normal", but because I feel happy and safe when I am with him. Home is a symbol, and it can be composed of various shapes, not single and rigid." Pei Xiangli sucked Sniffing: "Dad, I have my own home now. You don't have to agree with it, but I also hope you don't come to question and destroy it..."

Father Pei stared at Pei Xiangli closely, as if he didn't know his son. There seemed to be an insurmountable gap between father and son. No one could agree with the other, nor could anyone convince the other.

"If I say, you have to be with him, don't recognize me as a father in the future..."

"Are you crazy?" Aunt Zou snapped, "Don't think clearly for a while, and dare to say anything. You will be the one who will regret it then!" Cut off before something is too heavy to take back.

Zhou's mother became angry: "Is there any father like you? You threaten your child, do you think it is very powerful and majestic?"

"I don't know what you do, and I don't know how capable you are, but I know that you can only act so unconditionally in front of your own child, because you know he is your son, and the blood relationship between you two is cut off. Constantly, that's why you dare to speak like that!"

After Father Pei himself said this, he also regretted a little, but he didn't want to bow his head because of his face.

Pei Xiangli let out a breath, and his back, which had been stiff all the time, suddenly bent down as if unable to support it: "Dad, whether you recognize me or not, you are my father. I don't make choices in this kind of thing, and you don't Can't convince me."

Father Pei said that Pei Xiangli was upright since he was a child, but he didn't really feel how upright his son was until today...

"Okay, don't make trouble here. What's the use of making trouble here? Xiao Li won't go home after making trouble? Or will you make your father and son blush every time they meet in this life?" Aunt Zou asked him: "We How many years can the two live? You have to beg for nothing to separate them. You think you can’t close your eyes when they are together. Before you die, your son is still alone, and you can close your eyes? "

"I don't care if you recognize his son or not, I will." Aunt Zou and Mother Zhou looked at each other, and the two women saw the same love for the child from each other's eyes...

"Xiang Qing will always recognize her brother, and we will love each other from now on. You are an old man, go and stay by the side!" Aunt Zou shook her hand after speaking, which really shocked Father Pei.

It was the first time for Father Pei to be so angry by everyone, and he couldn't bear to stand still: "What are you talking about?" His tone was weaker.

Father Pei didn't know what to say to Pei Xiangli anymore, he still insisted on his point of view, but he knew in the current situation that what he said was no longer important.

Rather than saying that he was threatening Pei Xiangli, Father Pei also felt a little panicked. It was clear that this kid was threatening his father!Whatever I say is like a meat bun beating a dog, never returning.

That kid stuck his neck, and said one sentence from the beginning to the end: I am like this, what do I love!

"Let's go, let's leave this mess, isn't it enough? You said you came to see your son, and see what you do? Talk about it before you come, and make it right after you come. It's obvious that you He's an old man..." Aunt Zou patted him on the back a few times and led him to the door.

Father Pei didn't refute this time, he sighed for a long time, took one last look at Pei Xiangli, left without saying anything.

The moment the door closed, Zhou Jibai ignored Zhou's mother, and hugged Pei Xiangli tightly in his arms... I could feel his body shaking uncontrollably: "Shun Shun Qi, Shun Shun Qi. How can I give it to you?" Are you so angry?"

Zhou Jibai held the man in his arms and rubbed his hair: "Stop gnashing your teeth, let go, let go!" Zhou Jibai pinched the cheeks of the man, fearing that it would hurt Pei Xiangli, so he was in a hurry, jumping around like a dog .

Zhou's mother went to the kitchen to pour water, Pei Xiangli sat on the sofa, her slender fingers firmly gripped the glass, her eyes didn't know what she was looking at, and she didn't say a word.

"You tell him to be quiet, just keep your mouth shut if you don't know how to persuade others, and just stay with me!" Mother Zhou told Zhou Jibai a few words, she felt that such moments should be reserved for Pei Xiangli and Zhou Jibai. White two people.

Even if he was worried, he walked away step by step.

Zhou Jibai played with Pei Xiangli like a big doll, tidied him up properly, moved him to the bed, pulled the quilt to his belly, and folded his hands obediently on top, looking very obedient.

Zhou Jibai didn't know how to persuade him, no matter what, he was Pei Xiangli's biological father.You can't persuade him: Don't take him seriously...

Zhou Jibai sat beside him, held his hand, and counted his fingers one by one, feeling suddenly regretful in his heart.

I really wanted to tell the world about the relationship between the two, and wanted everyone, including Pei Xiangli's family, to know.

He just wanted to trap Pei Xiangli, not to give this person who always left him a way out, to force him to stay by his side...

But this was what he had thought hard at the time, and now that things really happened, Zhou Jibai still felt very distressed: Why do you have to force him?Now that people are forced to be like this, it's not like they are scratching their heads together with him...

But Zhou Jibai had to admit that in the deepest part of his mind, there was a despicable voice, excitedly saying to himself: "It's great, he finally removed the last layer of disguise in front of me..."

If he cries, I will coax him, and if he makes trouble, I will bear it.One day, he and I will come out of this matter, and then the most important position in his heart will be mine.

He can completely belong to me...

Thinking of this, Zhou Jibai couldn't bear it anymore, he leaned forward and kissed the back of his hand almost reverently, and lowered his eyelids to hide his greedy and joyful eyes...

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