It is the true ending that both the author and the female supporting role are happy

The eldest prince born out of Empress Pei, Yu Wenxun, who is ten years old this year, has returned from his vacation at the Noble Academy of Magic.

In the royal family, the emperor will let each prince and princess learn some basic courses in the palace according to their talents, such as a brief history of the elemental continent, a simple magic system of the elemental continent, weapon classification and simple usage methods of the elemental continent, contracts The methods of Eudemons, etc., are almost all theoretical classes.But sometimes the emperor would send magic instructors from different elemental systems to teach them some simple magic operations, such as how to skillfully control various elements, the theory of mutual generation and mutual restraint of various elements, and how to mobilize and condense water elements to extinguish fire.When they were five to eight years old, they were arranged to study at the Noble Academy of Magic, and the number of practical classes they took increased greatly.

And Yu Wenxun is the oldest among the princes and princesses, and the first to study at the Noble Magic Academy. So far, the other princes and princesses are all under the age and have not yet reached the age of entry.

What Yu Wenxun awakened was the four elements of light, thunder, fire, and wood. He is considered to be the most talented among the princes and princesses, and he is also highly valued by the emperor.Therefore, on the day when others first entered the imperial city during the holiday, it was early autumn and the weather was cool. The emperor sent a crowd of horses and chariots to welcome Yu Wenxun's return. The special honor of the eldest son.

Through years of study, Yu Wenxun has broken through the light magic to the middle-level and low-level, and the thunder-type magic and the wood-type magic have also been practiced to the low-level high-level and low-level middle-level respectively, but the fire magic is always difficult to practice. , even a simple flame can't be controlled proficiently, and he has tried and failed repeatedly, so far he is still wandering in the low-level and low-level, and there is no sign of promotion at all.

At the very beginning, Yu Wenxun was always unable to concentrate, unable to concentrate and feel his weak connection with the fire element, and this rarely happened when he practiced the other three elements.He felt that the traces of fire elements were scattered around him and moved slowly, but he couldn't condense them with his mind. What others took half a month to complete, he insisted on using it for a month, while his talents in the other three departments Very high, and the speed of mastering the essentials is much faster than others.It was not easy for Yu Wenxun to condense a flame above his fingertips, but he missed and burned his hand, screaming in pain.Another time, Yu Wenxun's flame accidentally shot out and burned a hundred-year-old tree in the college. It also caused the instructor of that class to be punished by the dean.

Sure enough, the two children of Yuwengan and Empress Pei did not have the talent to use the fire element, Yuwengan himself did not awaken the fire element, and Pei Ying's fire element talent was average.If I have to use a metaphor, it’s like a very short person and a person who is taller among short people and shorter among tall people get married and give birth to a person who is neither tall nor short. It's just a matter of genetics.That's why Yu Wenxun and Yu Wenxuan burned the memorial and the ancient tree.

Hehe, they are really brothers and sisters.

And a few days before Yu Wenxun arrived in the palace, the palace was even more lively, decorated with lanterns and festoons as if it was Chinese New Year.Because Yu Wenqian missed his eldest son who had stayed in the academy for two consecutive years to "cultivate hard" and did not return home. It can be said that the father and son reunited after a long absence, and both of them showed their joy when they saw their relatives.The emperor was happy, and he could talk about everything, so at the suggestion of Empress Pei, he held a banquet in the palace for three days, and invited all dignitaries, such as concubines, princes, princesses, high-level officials of the Temple of Light, ministers and their orders. Ma'am, the city lords and county lords who work in Gyeonggi, even the court ladies and eunuchs can participate or receive rewards. The purpose is to clean up the eldest prince, get everyone's blessings, and get rid of the dust and dust he has been contaminated in the past few years.

As for Yu Wenxun's studies in the Magic Academy in the past two years, whether he really practiced hard, no one would mention these disappointing things on such a festive day.

However, no matter how big the ostentation is, it has nothing to do with Yu Wenrui, because who would bring a fool and trash to such a grand welcome ceremony?Wouldn't it be obvious to slap the royal family in the face by leading the fool over to show outsiders?But Yu Wenrui has really suffered these few days, because the maids and eunuchs in Lanzhi Palace heard that there are free delicacies to taste, and there are countless rewards waiting for them, so maybe they will never be able to catch up with the heaven once in a lifetime. It was a good thing to drop the pie, everyone rushed to the banquet after hearing about it, and no one paid any attention to Yu Wenrui.

Even Yu Wenrui knew about the big banquet in the palace. At first she was very happy, thinking it was a good opportunity to sneak into the side courtyard, and was planning how to jump out of the window when no one was paying attention. The nanny who delivered meals to Rui, and the maid Zhao Cui who took care of Yu Wenrui's personal hygiene, all disappeared overnight.The side hall of Lanzhi Palace was as deserted as a morgue, coupled with the howling autumn wind, it was eerie and desolate.

Yu Wenrui, who is used to the life of opening his mouth for clothes and hands for food, felt deep resentment after being starved for a morning and a noon.In the past, when the nanny brought her food, although she thought she was a fool and a waste, and didn't know anything, so she deliberately withheld her food, and the food that was fed to her in front of her was often a mess, obviously eating white rice. At that time, the rice grains were still covered with the smell of gravy, and even a layer of golden oily flowers could be seen, but there was no piece of meat in the bowl, what else could it be if it was swallowed by the mother?

Although Yu Wenrui often has a face that has remained unchanged for thousands of years, she often thinks that she has lived a new life, and she is no longer the same Yang Rui as before, and the darkness in the real world has passed away from her life .This life is full of infinite possibilities, so she must do whatever she wants, live a wonderful life, and most importantly, she must get Nan Rongyue.

It can be said that her expectations for the future and Nan Rongyue have always been her inexhaustible motivation to work hard.Ever since her body and mind completely integrated into this world and became Yu Wenrui, she has suffered a lot, such as being resented by Concubine Lan Gui, hated by Yu Wengan, bullied by Nanny and Zhao Cui, and even ridiculed by everyone. Hurt, used to it, and numb.

But she often thinks this way: Is it really good to blindly numb yourself in the heart?Are you really indifferent to these things?How is this different from the life I lived in my previous life?The same misfortune, the same negative emotions.

Contradictions and entanglements in my heart, but I choose to forcefully suppress my grief, just because I am used to it.

Habits are terrible things, they will subtly change you and make you not like yourself.

Resentment?Maybe, but this is her own novel world, the characters in it are just like that, it is impossible to reverse the character of the characters in it all at once, it is impossible for a person who hates you to be overwhelmed by your one or two words I like you, but I can only change the things that can be changed, and I have to take it step by step, there is no rush.

But what kind of feelings those people have for Yu Wenrui, Yu Wenrui really doesn't care, she is just an egoist, and only cares about her own interests and the people she cares about from the beginning to the end, what she resents may be It's just because Mammy skipping her meals will cause her malnutrition, or Zhao Cui took advantage of her inability to vent her anger on her. Any behavior that may cause others to be hurt, harm others, and benefit oneself, as long as it is an individual, it will be different. unsatisfied.

And Yu Wenrui sometimes does things that harm others and benefit herself, but when others deal with her in the same way, she will also resent and retaliate.

She didn't care, but at the same time she cared a lot.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, in reality, there are many people like her who stand on the moral high ground and accuse others while doing the same despicable things.And Yu Wenrui is just an ordinary person after all. We can neither say that her actions are wrong, nor agree with her actions because she is the protagonist, and think that everything she does is right.Because there is no such thing as right and wrong in the world, and what is right and wrong has always been what human beings think; just like there is no text in the world, in order for most people in a group to reach a broad consensus, it is easier to understand a certain Some things, only the emergence of words.

In Mr. Lu Xun's "Hometown", there is a sentence at the end: "I think: hope is neither existent nor non-existent. This is just like the road on the ground; in fact, there is no road on the ground, and there are more people walking. became the way."

This is human beings, with consciousness and emotion, complicated and contradictory, stumbling forward on the road of pursuing truth, goodness and beauty.

In the final analysis, it is just a matter of personal "choice", just like being in a multi-dimensional maze, there are many roads, and many different results can be achieved, such as A, B, C, D, etc. In the process of each result, there will be many different forks. For example, you have a fork on the road leading to A, but you finally lead to the end of B because you chose another intersection. Because many choices come together to form your entire life path, leading you to different results in the end.

And Yu Wenrui also has a path of her own choice. She doesn't ask others to support her ideas and practices. She just wants to live a better life for herself in the future and live a more arbitrary life.

Nanrongyue is the pillar in her heart. Everything she has done from the beginning, including what is planned, has been implemented, and what will be implemented in the future, is to get Nanrongyue and enter Nanrongyue. Yue's heart, and then took possession of her fiercely.And the first thing to do-to live, to do everything possible, at any cost.

Without Nan Rongyue's future, she might be able to live, but hope is gone, only her lonely shadow is left, and nothing else matters, life will only be monotonous and unchanging, unless she can find another person worthy of sustenance. She is a person with all emotions, but is it possible? There is only one Nan Rongyue in "The Continent of Elements", which is unique, and it is impossible for her to go to other novels to find another Nan Rongyue, the chance is too small.Without Nan Rongyue's future, she would rather destroy it, because living alone is too boring.

So Yu Wenrui, who had been starved all day, planned to jump out of the window to find food when he was not prepared, in order to make himself live better, so as not to starve to death or suffer from malnutrition. Anyway, the banquet would not end until three days later.

The author has something to say: I used to read some psychological knowledge here and there, and wrote a few paragraphs out of my feelings. This is the solution that the author would think of when he was frustrated. Self-examination, looking for what you think is a "rationalized" explanation, in fact, deep down, you are very concerned about other people's opinions, which is a manifestation of oversensitivity and lack of self-confidence.But I set Yu Wenrui to be self-confident. I don’t care much about other people’s opinions, and I care more about my own reality. This is also the requirement of the current "me" for the future "me".

#VALUE! The author is still a student, and he is shallow and ignorant if he has not experienced things in society. He has not been baptized by the real world of an adult (with independent financial ability and can support himself.) in the true sense, so I have been thinking For example, if you want to be a happy pig or a painful Socrates, it’s better to be troubled by your thinking, or because you don’t know anything, so you will never experience any pain and troubles.It is said that busy adults don’t think about these things. For example, the author asked many adults, “Busy at work, no time, tired at home, wash and sleep.” One answer, unless you are engaged in cultural work such as communication, literature, history, and philosophy After all, it is difficult for ordinary people to reach the top of the pyramid in the five levels of Maslow's five levels, but it is not absolute. His theory still has many controversies.

It's like, the author saw a sentence said by Mr. Franklin on Weibo the day before yesterday: Some people die at the age of 25 and are only buried at the age of 75.

But I always feel that thinking consciousness represents the highest level of evolution among species. If humans do not evolve thinking today, other species will evolve as well. This is also the result of "selection" by nature.Regarding the issue of "choice", the author accidentally read it in a book a month ago, and I was very impressed. It was associated with Darwin's theory of biological evolution and some existential philosophy. Recently, I have been thinking about "is it self-conscious Self-choice determines our life, or fate determines our choice" This question is just an impromptu expression.

Are there any higher-level species outside the real world we live in?Are we also characters in a game or a novel?Are we "chosen"?After all, it seems to be a weakened issue of subjective idealism and objective idealism. Personally, I am more inclined to "our own choices determine the future".

Because human beings will be confused about the unpredictability of the future and what the ultimate end of this world is, and because of the fear of thinking carefully, they subconsciously choose an answer that is more beneficial to themselves.The same is true for the author himself. Although my reason tells me that many things are "unknowable" so far, I would rather choose the answer "we choose our own future" and comfort myself in my heart.But in fact, what is the truth?

Who knows, it can only be explored by future humans themselves. (Don’t ignore me, I just read a lot of science fiction books with infinite flow and doomsday themes. Many authors with similar themes use extreme reductio absurdum when writing articles. For example, Mr. Lu Xun and Mr. Liu Cixin have read a few of their articles , can make readers have a strong sense of vigilance and shocking visual impact. I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I have to look up information about things I don’t understand, such as Schrödinger’s cat, equation collapse, superstring theory, multidimensional space... …However, except for a few concepts that I can barely understand about quantum physics, with my IQ and education, it is like reading a book from heaven. In the end, I am even more confused than when I didn’t check the information.)

I feel that since I wrote this novel, I have been assimilated by Yu Wenrui unconsciously. I always pretend to be X and die, and it has become a daily routine. You ignore me. I am only occasionally narcissistic, and occasionally Long Ao It is quite serious and realistic at other times. (In fact, someone is already terminally ill...)

But being able to think is a good thing. I am very glad that I still have such a little IQ. I cherish everything I have now, live for myself and the people I care about, and work hard for the ideals in my heart.

This just represents my personal thoughts, all idealistic or materialistic judges, don't scold me, I am very cowardly, and I choose to be unknowable and Huxley haha.

I feel that this article is moving more and more towards mysticism, but the deadly author is still discussing psychology, biology, philosophy and physics at the bottom of the article?So the author once again used a cheap tone to sell the cuteness of the text in "The Author Has Something to Say", and succeeded in pretending to be X. (Actually, I don’t know anything, because I don’t have a comprehensive understanding of many things, I only know the superficial, and I like to pretend to be so haha.)

You are right, I am talking nonsense every day, and I have broken through the sky and there is no cure. This chapter was saved a week ago, and all the nonsense has been arranged early...