The male god was tricked by me again today

After a day of tossing about the absolute couple game, Yui Mitsui slept soundly at night, but had a nightmare instead.

In the dream, although she and Atobe were still in love, due to various reasons, they eventually parted ways.

The dream was so real, so real that she could feel the hug when Atobe finally separated from her, which was cold without warmth.

She woke up from the dream, clutching her chest and gasping for breath.Atobe next to him was still fast asleep.The curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows were not drawn, and the moonlight shone on his face, clearly reflecting his handsome face.

Because he hasn't had a good rest for a long time, the skin around his eyes is darker, the bridge of his nose is straight, his lips are a bit dry, and there is very light stubble on his chin.

She stretched out her hand and touched his lips lightly. Although this part of the skin lacked moisture, it was still tender and soft.

It's hard to imagine that a person like him would choose to be with him.

Yui Mitsui didn't think he was that bad, but there was still a long way to go before being a good match for Atobe.

It has been more than three months since we met.If there were not so many complicated accidents, I am afraid they are just strangers.

Life is full of surprises and surprises.

During this period of time, she has been brainwashed too much by the Atobu, whether it is sweet talk or education criticism, she always feels that as long as two people have feelings and care about each other, they can really stay together forever.But in that dream, there was no longer anyone blocking them, and there were no longer any external factors that went against their wishes, but they still reached the point of breaking up.

People always look for problems from so many things that they often forget that they themselves are the biggest problem.

From my own problems...

——Sure enough, I don’t want to be separated from the trace part.

Yui Mitsui hugged Atobe tightly, not paying attention, the strength was a bit strong, he strangled Atobe too tightly, I don't know which organ in his body was strangled, Atobe was choked, coughed violently, and then slowly opened his eyes He opened his sleepy eyes.

"Can't sleep yet?" Atobe asked her, and naturally put his hand around her waist, looked out the window, it was still dark, and muttered, "It's still early, sleep a little longer, good boy."

He closed his eyes, groped for her face, and placed a kiss between her brows.

Mitsui Yui got some comfort from this moist kiss, and fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, the sun was already rising outside.

There was nothing beside her, she was alone on the bed, and Atobe had already left first.A small handwritten note was left on the bed, pressed under the water glass.

[Sorry, I still have work, and I will come back to have dinner with you in the evening. 】

Yui Mitsui was silent for a moment, and put the small note into his wallet...Fool, what are you saying sorry for? It should be me who should say sorry for taking up your time.

She rolled over and got out of bed, and went to the kitchen to see what to eat. There was already a delivered lunch on the dining table, and when she opened the refrigerator, it was also filled with fresh food.The meaning is very clear, if you want to cook by yourself or have it delivered directly, it's OK, Atobe has already arranged everything for her.

She didn't cook, so she opened the insulated box and started to eat the delivered lunch. While eating, she opened the class schedule in her mobile phone to watch the afternoon class.

There are no classes, but she decides to go to school anyway.

I asked for two days off, and I still have to deal with some things, which have nothing to do with schoolwork, because it is a major I am interested in, and her subjects are all completed beyond the schedule.

The wind at the end of summer made her soft. She got out of the driver's car and walked slowly towards the campus.

Students holding books walked past her on the boulevard, and from time to time someone seemed to recognize her and cast complicated glances or good-natured smiles at her.

Now there are fewer and fewer news about her on the Internet, whether it is good or bad, the heat has cooled down, but Atobe, almost every two days will have a headline related to him.

There are people who pay attention to his company, his works, and even various gossips, which are the most popular and widely discussed.

Yui Mitsui simply stopped paying attention, the more he watched, the less calm he became.Either he is angry at other people's evaluation of him, or he will start to doubt the authenticity of the news—even though he knows it is false, he still can't help guessing.

"Professor Yichuan."

Mitsui Yui knocked on the door of Yichuan Minying's office, and a kind voice came from inside: "Come in."

She pushed open the door and walked in.

The office was still a mess, with all kinds of books spread all over the floor, and she couldn't even get her feet down.Yichuan Minying looked up from the pile of waste paper on the desk: "What's the matter?"

Mitsui Yui pushed aside a few books, cleared a path, walked to him, and handed over his own experiment report.

"This is my experiment report, please guide me." Mitsui Yui was a little embarrassed after finishing speaking, wondering if Maskawa Minying was so informal in private, whether she would treat her experiment report as waste paper.

"Leave it alone." Yichuan Minying took her experiment report, put it aside casually, and continued to draw the pattern in her hand.

After drawing for 5 minutes, he found Yui Mitsui standing still, so he asked again, "Do you have anything else to do?"

"Professor Yichuan, I will give you a new answer to what you said last time."

Yichuan Minying put down her pen, and couldn't help being a little puzzled: "Didn't you already refuse?"

"Yes, I didn't think carefully enough at that time." Yui Mitsui bowed and said slowly, "I want to go to the United States for further study."

Maskawa Minying was silent for a long time. During the time of his silence, Mitsui Yui kept bending her waist with a humble attitude.

After a long time, he said: "You are a very interesting student, but not the best student I have ever seen. You are very talented, but you are extremely easily disturbed by external things, and your mind is always restless."

"Sorry, Professor, I—"

"Mitsui, you have to know that human energy is extremely limited. If you always disperse your energy, you won't be able to go too far in your physics field."

"I have hated English all my life. Except for the award-winning speech abroad, I hardly ever go abroad. But you are different from me. You can go out. You can go and see the outside world. You have a chance. "

"When you look up at the starry sky and indulge in it, you will definitely find a way to communicate with the stars."

"Compared with the entire starry sky universe, personal troubles are too small. Mitsui, you should understand."

Maskawa Minying's voice was steady, and he spoke unhurriedly, while Mitsui Yui listened carefully.

"This spot was previously reserved for you, but you didn't want it, it has already been given to someone else."

Hearing this, Yui Mitsui's eyes trembled slightly, Minying Masukawa continued: "I want to know why you suddenly changed your mind again."

...for what reason?

Mitsui Yui didn't say a word.

She knew why.

In the past two days, she calmed down and took a careful inventory. Since she and Atobe knew each other, she figured it out quickly because it didn't take long.

Their happiest time was the days before she decided to change majors. Although they even experienced life-and-death crises several times because of bad luck from all sides, they were really happy at that time.Later, Atobe experienced a facial paralysis incident, and he began to doubt his life, worrying about gains and losses all day long.Later, seeing his success in his career, she began to worry about gains and losses, and even wanted to give up physics to study design.

This state of "worrying about gains and losses" has been staged on them twice in turn. It cannot be attributed to external forces at all, but to blame their own hearts, which are not strong enough.A little twists and turns will startle a wave.

In front of ideals, people should be absolutely focused and loyal.As Yi Chuan Minying said, a person's energy is extremely limited, once dispersed, it is difficult for her to go too far, and she will become a mediocre person.If she gives up her ideals and fails to become a good person, she will get farther and farther away from Atobe.

Even if he never leaves, she will divide the levels and distances with him from the bottom of her heart.

"Tell me, why did you suddenly change your mind again?"

Mitsui Yui opened his mouth and said with difficulty: "I want...to become a better person."

Yichuan Minying sighed softly, and asked back: "Don't you want to be a better person before?"

"……I'm very sorry."

Yichuan Minying looked at her, this female student who he thought was extremely talented, had a lot of gossip, and he also browsed some by accident.But she is indeed a prodigy in physics, he rarely meets such a talented student, and with the recommendation of his friend Akiko Atobe, he also thinks that she is a good seed, and he should focus more on his studies.

"We spend our whole lives getting rid of other people's prejudices and achieving ourselves in our hearts." Yichuan Minying paused and said, "You have to understand one thing, opportunities are sometimes more important than talents. Only Talent, if you don’t seize the opportunity, you won’t go far.”

"……I see."

Seeing that the beating was almost done, Yichuan Minying cleared his throat and said, "Okay, there are no public-funded quotas, and there are still self-funded recommended quotas. Go home and work hard."

Mitsui suddenly raised his head when he heard the words: "Professor——"

"Mitsui, don't let me down, let alone yourself."

"Yes!"

Atobu Mansion.

Atobe Hidego looked at Yui Mitsui with a complicated expression.

He was surprised that this junior, who had always regarded him as a tiger, would take the initiative to come to him.

Nothing else but money.The purpose is to study abroad.

——Why don't you ask that boy Jingwu for money?

——Aren't you reluctant to leave him?Why do you suddenly want to study abroad?

——Could it be that you are planning something else?

Hidego Atobe, who had broken his legs twice at the hands of the Mitsui brothers and sisters, had a lot of thoughts in his heart, but his face was calm: "I refuse."

Mitsui Yui was not surprised at all, and said lightly: "I want to talk to you, grandpa."

This "Grandpa" made him lose his temper in an instant.

"You said."

"I used to rely on Jing Wu very much, and I felt very safe with him. But now I find that the deeper sense of security should not come from others, but from self-affirmation and satisfaction."

"I don't have design or financial talent, I can't be his right-hand man, and I don't want to affect him and take up his time because of various trivial matters-don't get me wrong, I don't want to give up on him, I will never give up on him …I just want to be as good as he is.”

Mitsui Shou returned to the national basketball team,

Sakuragi Hanamichi was taken to the NBA by Rukawa Kaede,

Seiichi Yukimura went to France to pursue tennis,

Yukimura Hana became a girl idol without giving up her studies.

Keigo Atobe also fulfilled his dream of becoming a designer after inheriting the family business.

Everyone, every road is extremely difficult, but precisely because it is their own choice, there is no complaint or regret.

She can no longer complain about herself, can no longer be confused and waste time.

She wanted to be like them, to be as good as them.

She wants to go further, for longer.

The author has something to say

It’s been a long time, so I’m sorry first, but I don’t know what to do when it’s close to the end. The original plot was completely overturned after writing Yukimura Fanwai (Xingmura Fanwai, click into the column to see [Comprehensive] The male god was cheated by me again After thinking about it, I think it is more important for her to find what she wants to do. Only by becoming an excellent person and loving herself can she be loved by others.It's not good to quarrel and reconcile every day because of some trivial matters. While you are young, you should spend more energy on your ideals.