After dressing like a fool, I'll be fine with the villain

Gu Guannan was stunned, and asked uncertainly, "A date?"

Shen Zhibei nodded, and repeated with a smile: "A date!"

"..." Gu Guannan observed his expression for a while, before hesitatingly asked, "Are you not angry anymore?"

Shen Zhibei tilted his head and asked in confusion, "When did I get angry?"

Gu Guannan was a little confused about his attitude, and did not dare to answer casually.

It was the first time for Shen Zhibei to see such an expression of anxiety and cautious probing on his face, and the last bit of anger in his heart completely dissipated, he poked his cheek lightly, deliberately put on a serious expression and said : "Let's not take this as an example, do you hear me?"

Gu Guannan stared at him fixedly, and for a moment, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly.

"Ah."

Shen Zhibei smiled slightly, walked behind him and pushed him forward.

Gu Guannan leaned on the back of the chair, his posture was a little lazy, he looked around casually, and asked aloud: "Where are you going?"

Shen Zhibei actually didn't have a specific plan, so he looked around.They are now standing in the center of a commercial plaza, surrounded by large shopping malls and chain stores.

Shen Zhibei looked around, and finally fixed his gaze on a movie poster in a movie theater. After thinking about it, he leaned into Gu Guannan's ear and asked him, "Do you want to go to the movies?"

"The movie..." Gu Guannan had obviously seen it, he paused for a few seconds before humming lightly, and said softly, "You can watch it if you want."

Shen Zhibei didn't really want to go to the cinema, but he just remembered the last time he went to the cinema with Gu Guannan.At that time, the two of them hadn't met their eyes yet, and going to the cinema together was more like a companion, so he wondered if they would feel different if they went to the movies again at this time.It just so happened that there was a movie theater nearby, so I simply spent the afternoon watching movies.

Because it was the weekend, there were a lot of people who came to the movie theater. Since Shen Zhibei and the others did it on a temporary basis, they naturally didn't book tickets in advance. They originally wanted to follow the crowd and pick the most popular movie to watch. The shows are full, and those who have vacant seats have to wait at least an hour.There are still shows for the unpopular ones, but they still have to wait for about half an hour.

Shen Zhibei read the plot synopsis of several movies that are currently being screened, and found that none of the popular movies were his favorite genre, but a low-budget unpopular movie was quite to his liking, and the number of episodes was also suitable.Gu Guannan doesn't like watching movies very much, and he doesn't have any so-called preferences. It doesn't make any difference to him what kind of movies, so in this respect, Shen Zhibei can do whatever he wants.

After buying the tickets, there is still half an hour before the opening of the movie.Shen Zhibei took the ticket from the conductor, put it in the pocket of his coat, and bought a bucket of popcorn and two glasses of Coke like last time, and handed it to Gu Guannan

Gu Guannan hesitated for a moment, and then he borrowed his hand, holding a cup of Coke in one hand and a piece of popcorn in his arms.

At this time, there was a movie about to start, and there were more people in the movie theater. It was probably because Gu Guannan's wheelchair was so eye-catching, and those who passed by them would subconsciously look down at him.

Shen Zhibei was a little worried, and quickly pushed him to the corner of the rest area, but the sight of those people was almost never broken along the way, and later even the staff of the movie theater came to ask if they needed help.

Shen Zhibei was a little embarrassed, and waved his hands again and again to say that he didn't need it.After driving the staff away, he carefully looked at Gu Guannan's expression, but saw that although his expression was a bit ugly, he was obviously not as excited as last time.

He felt relieved, put the Coke into the straw and took a sip, then handed it to Gu Guannan's mouth, and asked him with a smile: "Drink?"

Gu Guannan usually likes to drink more, and he doesn't like this kind of sweet, greasy and carbonated drinks very much, but he reluctantly took a sip under Shen Zhibei's expectant gaze.

The coke was so full of breath that Gu Guannan felt his nose sore, his brows furrowed unconsciously, and he swallowed the liquid in his mouth while holding his breath.

Shen Zhibei thought his expression was too funny, holding a Coke and laughing until his eyes were crooked.

Gu Guannan simply handed him his own cup, Shen Zhibei didn't refuse, took it and put it on his right hand.

Gu Guannan was a little puzzled, and asked him, "Why do you like this kind of thing?"

Shen Zhibei took another sip, and said with a smile: "I'm tired of drinking red wine and champagne, sometimes it's good to change the taste."

Gu Guannan frowned, and asked with something in his words: "If you're tired of drinking, change the taste?"

"Otherwise." Shen Zhibei pretended not to hear what he meant, "Whether it's the food or the drink you like, there will always be a day when you get bored after a long time, and it's impossible to keep the original freshness all the time."

Gu Guannan frowned a little deeper: "Then how long is your freshness? One day? One month? Or one year?"

"It depends on what it is." Shen Zhibei said unhurriedly, "For example, if I eat a dish I like every day, I may get tired of eating it in a week, but if it is an item, the situation will be more .”

Gu Guannan said, "Tell me specifically."

The movie hadn't started yet, and he was idle, so Shen Zhibei told him carefully.

"When I was three years old, my family bought me a baby car. I liked it very much. I drove my car to play in the yard every day. But when I was four years old, I couldn't sit in it because I was too tall. I went to the warehouse to pile up ashes. When I was five years old, my mother bought me a set of aircraft carrier models, and I liked it very much. I threw it aside. And after school..."

"It can be seen that your freshness period is very short," Gu Guannan interrupted him, his face was a little cold, and his tone was mocking, "No matter how much you like, does it only have a one-year lifespan with you?"

Shen Zhibei didn't deny it, and said distressedly: "My family also said that my interests come and go quickly, and the biggest shortcoming is that I don't have a long relationship. This is just the opposite of yours."

If it is said that he is not in love too much, then in Shen Zhibei's opinion, Gu Guannan is in love too much.Originally, being in love is not a bad thing, but Gu Guannan was in love for too long. The dark experience in his youth made him feel more and more unable to let go of his dead mother, so he could never really get over the grief of losing his mother, nor could he really get out of that period of pain experience.

Sometimes Shen Zhibei would think that if he could apply his "transferring love" ability to Gu Guannan, would he be happier.

Gu Guannan didn't know what he was thinking, he only heard the words "not long love".He sneered and mocked coldly: "How long are you going to play this time? A year? Or half a month? Will you push it away when you get tired of playing?"

Shen Zhibei sighed in his heart, but he guessed his reaction when he chose to say this, so he wasn't too surprised.He asked softly, "Do you have no confidence in me or in yourself?"

Gu Guannan glanced at him, although he didn't speak, his expression had already given the answer.

Shen Zhibei smiled indifferently, then suddenly changed the subject, and said to him: "The longest thing I have insisted on in my life is probably to be alive. Although there was a brief interruption in the middle, fortunately it continued. "

Gu Guannan's face was sullen and he didn't say a word.

Shen Zhibei rested his chin on his left hand, and went on to say: "I used to think that if a person can persist in one thing in his life from birth to death, it is already very remarkable, because the thing that most people can persist in their whole life is to live. , and even some people can’t even persist in this matter. But now, besides persisting in living, I want to add one more thing.”

Gu Guannan looked humble, and looked at him silently.

Shen Zhibei also looked into his eyes, speaking slowly but clearly: "I still want to be with you all the time."

He paused at this point, not missing Gu Guannan's trembling fingertips on the armrest, and then continued, "It was too late when I met you. What do you think?"

Gu Guannan's indifferent eyes fluctuated slightly following his words, but the indifference returned in just a second.

He lowered his eyes and looked at the glass table in front of him, and said in a flat and unwavering voice: "Gu Zhixing also said this to us, and then I had a brother who is one year younger than me."

The smile on Shen Zhibei's face disappeared, replaced by distress.

He seldom loves someone sincerely, but for Gu Guannan, he always loves him uncontrollably. He knows that he is very powerful, but he always subconsciously wants to protect him behind him.

Gu Guannan's attitude was as expected.

Gu Guannan told him a long time ago that this person might never be a qualified lover.Because of his parents, he is full of pessimistic views on love and marriage, and he also paranoidly believes that he does not need love, and he does not deserve love.

Shen Zhibei knew all this a long time ago, and even had a deep understanding of this point when he was with him day and night.

Gu Guannan is indeed not a qualified lover as he himself said, he is sensitive and suspicious, and never tells others his truest emotions, even if that person is someone he likes.His character is also doomed that even if he meets someone he likes, he will not take the initiative to attack. He is so passive, pretending, and then pushes people further and further away with a cold face.

Shen Zhibei used to dislike him for his awkward personality, and even gloated and slandered him in the future. If he fell in love in the future, he would either piss off his partner or suffocate him to death.

But then he became the man he had laughed at.After struggling and retreating, he finally fell uncontrollably. He knew that the other party was not a satisfactory lover but still rushed forward without hesitation.

There had never been words like liking or love between them, but Shen Zhibei knew clearly that he really liked Gu Guannan, so much that he could even tolerate his irritating awkwardness unconditionally.

Shen Zhibei tapped with four fingers on the table, attracting Gu Guannan's attention, and changed the subject again: "During the days when I was unconscious in a car accident, I had a dream, do you know what it was?"

Gu Guannan naturally didn't know, so he didn't cooperate with the answer.

Shen Zhibei began to talk about it to himself: "I dreamed that I returned to the original world and saw my family and friends. They were very worried about me. My life has returned to the original state, and there are people who love me. I have parents and close friends. Obviously, this is my life that has lasted for more than 20 years. I should be very adaptable, but I was not happy at all during those few days. I feel that my soul is still light and has not fallen back. Ground. When my friend came to see me later, I told him all this in a dreamlike tone, and he made me sober up, saying that this is my world, but the only thought in my mind at that time was that there was no Gu Guannan here. "

There were noisy people's voices around, Shen Zhibei's voice was very soft, a little distracted by the cluttered environment, but Gu Guannan felt that at this moment, the time and space around him stood still, and the noise seemed to be paused , only heard Shen Zhibei's voice, and the "Gu Guannan" that was called out word by word.

"I said that I chose to stay in this world because of you. I didn't lie to you." Shen Zhibei paused at this point, looked at Gu Guannan who was a little absent-minded, smiled, and asked in a low voice, "Gu Guannan, there is a saying I never told you, but just because I didn't say it doesn't mean I didn't. Do you feel it?"

My heart and love.

Do you feel it...

This sentence was like a switch, Gu Guannan felt like his heart was being tapped lightly, and then the heart beat suddenly, followed by a regular and orderly rhythm, from the beginning of the boom—— —Boom—the extremely fast frequency that hardly stopped afterwards.

The heart that had been silent for many years seemed to wake up at this moment, beating more vividly than ever.Even his chest felt slightly hot.

He couldn't describe what kind of mood this was, but his heart seemed to be telling him - this was happiness.

Shen Zhibei has been observing his expression, watching the chill in his eyes dissipate little by little, and his expression is becoming softer and softer, finally frozen in a gentle smile that he has never seen before.

So he also raised the corners of his mouth, with a gentle smile in his eyes, but his tone was full of seriousness: "So, Gu Guannan, you can try to trust me a little more. I don't think there is anyone in this world who is better than me. I like you more."

The author has something to say:

The window paper was finally pierced!In the past, it was considered ambiguous at best, but in the future it will be the object of honesty.Everyone should know what it means to be in a relationship [rubbing hands]

In addition, my original setting is that in the early relationship, Shen Zhibei is dominant, he is more active, and belongs to the favored attack.After that is mutual favor.The tag of the article was selected from the beginning as strong, so Shen Zhibei can’t be defined as a general type of shou in other aspects except body position. He and Gu Guannan belong to the same strength in all aspects, and they are just 0 for love.Everyone should have seen the label before entering the pit, right? You don’t want to dislike my boss Shen after seeing this, right? Hahahaha