The person who is secretly in love turns into a cat and touches porcelain

"I saw it. He killed his cat. My cousin is a liar and wants to wrong me."

"How can you just watch your father die?"

"You threatened us with a knife, and your thoughts are vicious. Maybe you are responsible for your father's death..."

Cen Libai slept very restlessly, his brows were furrowed, the past events played back over and over again in his dreams, he felt that the long-forgotten past was clearly reappearing in front of his eyes.

Cen Libai walked through a group of people, trying to escape from this suffocating city as he did before, but on the same road, he walked to the bus stop where the end was not what he expected, and he returned to a place that was not his home, the beginning of the nightmare.

The father's scolding, the mother's lamentation, and the brothers brazenly fabricating lies under the connivance of the elders.

Cold violence, indifference and rumors entangled him all the time, and they kept repeating. Cen Libai couldn't get out of the predicament, covered in cold sweat, looked at the people around him with a gloomy expression, and confronted them, his gaze became colder and colder.

Suddenly, a furry paw stuck to his face, and it slapped him several times, like an earthquake, the world spun in front of his eyes, and all the annoying people disappeared in an instant.

Cen Libai woke up, his face was chilly, he touched it, and sure enough, there was a fat paw still on his face.

"I'm awake, there's no need to take pictures."

Xiaoguai rubbed his head against his neck, as if to comfort him, don't be afraid, with it around, all the villains will be driven away by it.

Cen Libai hugged the kitten in his arms and rubbed its hairy head with his chin. It had been a long time since he had a dream about the past, and what happened in the small town seemed like a lifetime ago.

"Little boy, do you want to hear about my childhood?" Cen Libai rubbed its head.

He clearly knew that there was a person in his arms, but when he saw the furry appearance, he always subconsciously ignored it.

Cen Libai curled his lower lip, pretending that he didn't know that cats are people. Isn't it normal for him to put down his face, uncover the scars and talk about the past when facing a cat who has never understood anything?

Cen Libai touched the orange color on Xiaoguai's forehead with his index finger, and said in a low voice, "If you don't want to hear it, you can get under the covers."

The kitten hugged Cen Libai's neck tightly with its two legs, and the fluffy fluff rubbed him a little itchy, making him feel regretful.

If Xu Yuan heard about his past, would he be like those people...

This thought disappeared completely when Cen Libai looked at the kitten, his dark eyes were extremely clear, whether it was a cat or a human, their eyes were very clean.

How could he speculate on Xu Yuan with such dirty thoughts.

He won't.

Xiao Guai gave him two headbutts, her white and orange ear tips trembling, urging him to speak quickly.

Cen Libai put it on his chest, pointed at its nose and teased, "An impatient kitten can't eat hot tofu."

Xu Yuan stepped on it with a serious face, thinking, but he ate tofu, it was very elastic, softer than his paw pads——

Cen Libai flicked its forehead, and said softly: "Little rascal."

Xiaoguai poked at the protrusion, and Cen Libo's expression froze. Seeing the kitten opened its three-petal mouth, he was about to approach that point, and pushed its cat's head away.

"Do you think you are still a little milk cat?" Cen Libai said helplessly.

Xiao Guai nodded the cat's head, very shameless, relying on the fact that the people in front of him can't do anything about him, so he has nothing to fear.

Cen Libo was amused by its arrogant appearance, "Even if you are a milk cat, I don't have milk for you."

Xiaoguai stretched out the sinful pink meat pads, one claw at a time, and meowed while pressing, as if to say, why not, don't they have two water holes?

Cen Libo pushed the fat cat away and let it lie on the bed side by side with him, looking at the ceiling as white as cat hair, he was speechless for a while.

All his sad emotions were gone, and he was swept away by this cat.

The messy things in the past didn't seem to be a big deal, nothing more important than what kind of cat food is more popular with Xiaoguai.

Cen Libai laid his head on his arms and lay down for a while: "Are you still listening?"

Xiaoguai pushed Cen Libai: "Meow."

Cen Libai took out one hand, squeezed Xiao Guai's paw pad, and slowly told him about the past, just for the fun of it.

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Cen Libai remembers things early, and he still has a vague impression of what happened when he was three years old. Those two years passed very ordinary, precious and ordinary. Since then, bad things have happened one after another. He wondered if he was really like them What I said was a dead star.

It will be a terrible thing for children in a large family if they do not handle their relationship with each other well.

The indifference of his grandparents, the neglect of his father but his filial piety, his internal toughness and his external weakness have created an awkward position for Cen Libo at home, and he chooses to be patient.

Until the death of a cat, Cen Libo picked up a kitten on the side of the road, took it home to raise, and gave him a share of his own food. Apart from his parents, this kitten was his most important and only playmate .

Cen Libo couldn't understand why those people hurt a kitten. It was the first time he hit someone since he was a child, but he was pressured by his parents to go to his cousin's house to apologize.

This was just the beginning. After Cen Libai went to school, the people around him shunned him and isolated him. Only after an accident did he realize that they were saying that he was a devil and killed the cat he raised with his own hands.

Cen Libo explained that no one believed him, as if they all saw that he did it, so they believed it.

When I told my family members, I only got one sentence, that he did not do well, he was just a wild cat, and he actually beat his own brother.

Cen Libai faced rumors and cold violence at school, but when he returned home, he faced real violence. His alcoholic father beat and kicked him, and beat him with wooden sticks and iron rods, treating him like an unconscious puppet.

Two years may not be long or short, but to Cen Libai when he was young, it was like a dark cage. With his weakness, he couldn't break free, and could only spend every day mechanically and walking dead.

If he has been living like that, it will be difficult for Cen Libo to guarantee what kind of person he will grow up to be. Maybe he will be a social scum, or he will become a person who swallows his anger and does nothing. Grandma gave him a hand and took him to study beside him. .

Cen Libai has finally arrived in a normal environment, and his cousin who is kind to others helps him quickly integrate into the new school life.

It's a pity that the good times didn't last long. His mother brought his father's promise to take him back, but his grandmother refused. Cen Libai didn't want to embarrass his grandmother, so he followed him back. After two or three days of kindness, he regained his ferocious true colors.

But people will grow up, Cen Libai took out a knife to restore peace in the family, the surface peace is also a kind of peace.

The death of his father was like a drop of water falling into oil, and the dark side made a comeback. Not only did he face the cold violence of his peers, but his older relatives also got involved and intensified their efforts to seize property.

Compared to outsiders, Cen Libai's mother's attitude made him feel the most uncomfortable. She thought it was all his fault. She watched her father die and acted too calmly and cold-blooded. But when he found out, his father's heartbeat had stopped.

His mother didn't listen to his explanation, and even ignored him after remarriage, thinking that he killed his father.

Cen Libai didn't have any nostalgia for this place. He took the money that his grandmother secretly gave him when he returned home, and left the town with his bag on his back, giving up his studies and going out to work.

After Cen Libai finished speaking, he smiled. He was in his early twenties, and it seemed a little too early to start recalling the past.

In his life, the age of 14 was a watershed, and it has been smooth since then.

Cen Libo paused, and heard sobbing, but he couldn't hear it unless he listened carefully. He looked to the side, and saw that the kitten was crying, covering its mouth with its fat paws, and whimpering.

Cen Libai's heart was soft and distressed, the hair on Xiaoguai's face was wet with tears, she looked very pitiful, as if someone had bullied her severely.

He sat up, hugged the kitten and coaxed softly: "Good boy, don't cry."

"Meow, hiccup." Xiaoguai hugged Cen Libai's arm, wiping away tears.

Cen Libo carried it out, carefully wiped his tears with a tissue, and found that he couldn't stop it. He didn't believe in the rumor that cats are made of water at that moment. If he kept crying, his house would be flooded.

Cen Libai followed the fur on its back, and said helplessly: "I don't care how long it's been, why are you sad, a kitten?"

It's about to fall off the horse, idiot Yuanyuan, the kitten can't understand what he said, let alone cry for him, Cen Libai was stunned for a moment, the tails of his eyes raised, and he burst out into a bright smile.

Someone will cry for him.

Cen Libai gave the kitten a big hug, and the tails of his eyes were slightly moist.

"Do not cry."

"Meow meow!" You control me!

Xu Yuan buried his head in Cen Libai's arms and rubbed, it was so embarrassing, he threw him home.

Cen Libo carried the little sticky bag to get snacks, unpacked a bag and shook it in front of its nose: "Baby stop crying, eat cat sticks."

Xu Yuan couldn't resist the temptation, he ate and thought, tears flowed harder, how can you call a cat baby, you haven't called me yet.

Why are you crying more and more hard, your voice is going to be hoarse, and if you keep crying, you will turn into a smoky kitten tomorrow, isn't one enough?Cen Libai rubbed the cat's head in thought.

Before Cen Libai could figure out a way, the little boy who was eating the cat strips in his hand stopped crying by himself.

Cen Libo looked at it with wet eyes and messed up hair on its face, like a little soaked chicken, he poked it twice with a smile, and was slapped away by the vicious kitten.

Knowing that he was in a mess, the kitten turned around and faced him with its buttocks. Its short tail swayed from side to side, as if it knew where the person behind it was standing. It wrapped around his wrist and tightened its strength, as if declaring its sovereignty.

He's mine, even where I can't see him, he's mine too.

Cen Libai smiled, looking at the sunlight outside the window, it was bright and warm, just like Xu Yuan.

The nightmare will not kill him, but will only push him to a better place, and there will never be a worse living environment than before, let alone he has a home. ?