16 years

Liu Ruosong rarely loses control.

This is due to his mild temper, mature age, and richer experience than his peers.

But Liu Ruosong himself knew that when he pressed Colonel Fu on the door of the dormitory and kissed him, the emotional control he was so proud of had clearly reached the verge of losing control.

Fu Yan leaned against the door of the dormitory, his shoulder blades hurt a little from Liu Ruosong's bump, but he didn't say anything, he held Liu Ruosong's wrist, and wrapped his other hand around his waist, in case Liu Ruosong couldn't hold on balance.

Liu Ruosong kissed him almost eagerly, and he pressed Fu Yan against the hard door panel, showing a rare bit of aggressiveness, as if he wanted to trap him in his arms.

Fu Yan's dormitory is exactly the same as in his previous life. When he stepped in, it was as if he hadn't done it all over again.

He and Fu Yan have met and separated here countless times, venting their longing and love during the brief reunion, and then swallowing each other's anxiety and bitterness.

This closed dormitory is like an extended endpoint, Liu Ruosong stood here waiting for him countless times, but the last time, Fu Yan did not come back.

Liu Ruosong survived the ecstasy of being lost and found again, and before he could thank God for his mercy, he was forced to face another kind of change.

He had a hard time convincing himself that he didn't care.

"I don't know..." Liu Ruosong finally panted and let go of Fu Yan. He touched his forehead, his eyes were a little loose, and his voice almost whispered: "I don't know if my decision is right."

Fu Yan hugged his waist silently.

"I may be a little nervous." Liu Ruosong said in a low voice, "But I just a few days ago... I still have a little nervousness, and I can't react."

He was a little incoherent, Fu Yan hummed in a low voice, indicating that he understood.

"I don't mean anything else." Liu Ruosong said, "I just... just feel that this matter is not sure."

"I have always promised you to be careful and take care of yourself. This is my promise to you." Fu Yan said, "This promise is still valid now."

Liu Ruosong kept a little distance from him, as if he didn't understand why he suddenly mentioned this.

"But if fate puts a special case on my head, I can't escape." Fu Yan said: "No matter what is ahead, I have to go, because it is my responsibility."

Fu Yan's tone was firm, but the temperature in his palm was very warm. Liu Ruosong subconsciously held his arm, and his little finger touched the medical tape on his hand.

"I know this sentence is not good, and you don't like it. But Ruosong, now that things have come to this point, if it is really inevitable, then sacrificing one person to save a group is actually a good deal." Fu Yan said.

"I know." Liu Ruosong said.

"Not only the people, but you are also in this world." Fu Yan touched his face and whispered: "So I also want it to return to normal, so that you can travel happily and eat what you want things, take pictures of what you want."

"...So if it is really necessary, burning the soul is not a bad idea."

Liu Ruosong looked at him, and he realized that Fu Yan actually knew everything in his heart, understood everything.

He doesn't need to tell him the risks and crises by himself, he has already thought about these many times and made a firm decision.

It was difficult for Liu Ruosong to describe his current mood.

On the one hand, he feels uneasy and painful, but on the other hand, it is difficult to restrain his heartbeat and appreciation.

"I know who you are from the day I chose you." Liu Ruosong seemed to want to say something more, but he opened his mouth, and his chest heaved violently for a moment, so the remaining thousand words were hidden in each other's eyes. in the eyes.

"I love you." Liu Ruosong said.

As soon as Liu Ruosong finished speaking, he suddenly grabbed Fu Yan by the collar.

Fu Yan didn't expect him to get into trouble suddenly, he leaned forward slightly, took a staggered step forward, and threw Liu Ruosong on the shoe cabinet not far from the door.

"Let's do it." Liu Ruosong said viciously.

Fu Yan suddenly lowered her head and kissed him.

Liu Ruosong was very cooperative, he kissed Fu Yan almost eagerly, his subordinates quickly took off each other's coats, and stumbled into the room following Fu Yan's footsteps.

Liu Ruosong lived in this room for three years in his last life, and he could live normally in this room with his eyes closed. He fumbled behind Fu Yan with one hand, and slapped the wall with the other. Turn on the light at the entrance.

"Go to the bedroom." Fu Yan said.

"No, just stay here." Liu Ruosong seemed very stubborn.

Liu Ruosong was surprisingly active today, he cooperated very well, usually when he couldn't bear it, he would take the initiative to control the rhythm, but today he didn't stop no matter what, he just bit his lip and endured it, as if he was dying for love With all the ruthlessness, five fingers left a few sweaty water marks on the smooth wooden counter in the entrance.

"you……"

Fu Yan felt sorry for him, touched the sweat on his forehead, and was interrupted by Liu Ruosong as soon as he opened his mouth.

"Don't talk." Liu Ruosong gritted his teeth and said, "Quickly move."

Fu Yan: "..."

Apparently, no matter what the situation, when you meet a man who respects his partner, this kind of topic is too sensitive.

So Colonel Fu shut up obediently, and "respected" his partner's opinion very seriously, diligently, conscientiously, as if he was performing a high-level task.

The one-hour reporting time was apparently forgotten by the two of them, and Colonel Fu made an exception for Liu Ruosong again.When the communicator rang, Liu Ruosong stretched his arms from the bed with great difficulty, fished for the communicator on the floor, and pressed the hang up button.

Immediately afterwards, Fu Yan grabbed his hand from behind.

Colonel Fu's physical strength obviously cannot be questioned. Liu Ruosong's eyelashes were covered with a layer of sweat, and he couldn't speak for a moment. He trembled heavily, his body arched backward, and hit Fu Yan's arms.

"I love you too." Fu Yan breathed lightly when he spoke, and he pressed against Liu Ruosong's ear, like a lover's whisper, or an oath: "No matter how many lifetimes, I will only love you .”

"You are my backing, the world I want to protect." Fu Yan said, "Believe me, as long as I am here, you can sleep well every day."

Liu Ruosong always knew that he and Fu Yan were completely different people.

Only half of Fu Yan's heart belongs to him, and the other half belongs to faith and responsibility. If personal relationship and righteousness conflict, he will most likely choose the latter.

But Liu Ruosong was not angry about it. On the contrary, he was always willing to accommodate Fu Yan's almost stubborn spirit of martyrdom.

Liu Ruosong went up and down the mountains and rivers, and saw the stars and rivers in no man's land, and was dubbed by the insiders as a "wild romanticist who broke free from the shackles" - he had this preference in his bones, he admired Fu Yan, loved him, Colonel Fu's almost "ruthless" self-sacrifice is also one of the sources of his personal charm in a sense.

Liu Ruosong never wanted to see Fu Yan going through fire and water, hovering around the line of life and death, but he couldn't deny that when this happened, he would still be attracted to Fu Yan inevitably.

His love was catalyzed by pain, and instead of being extinguished, it bloomed even more beautiful flowers.

Fu Yan's communicator rang three times that day, and by the time he went back to report, another two and a half hours had passed before the scheduled time.

Seeing that his nose was not a nose and his eyes were not eyes, Zhao Jincheng snorted strangely, but he didn't say anything.

On the day Fu Yan officially started the "cooperation" experiment, the first echelon sent by Zhao Jincheng to find the "petri dish" also returned.

They walked a long circle along the northwest border, wishing they could dig three feet into the ground, but found nothing for the time being except for two elite scouts.

"No. [-]'s hair is all gray, but it's useless. Now I just hope there is news from the second and third teams." Liu Ruosong said: "Professor Yang once suspected that the so-called petri dish was a person. If it is true, Not to mention two months, even two years will be difficult to find out."

"It is impossible for a petri dish to hide in the city by itself. There are always other researchers, medical equipment, research environment and other things around it." Fu Yan said: "If Fang Sining said, it is a living virus repository. There should also be necessary conditions of detention—otherwise there would have been chaos.”

"That's right." Liu Ruosong said as he pulled the instrument beside the bed, and tied the detection belt of the detection data to Fu Yan's left wrist.

"... Is it tight?"

Fu Yan tried to move around a bit, but said it was okay.

The deepest isolation room on the top floor of the laboratory was converted by Zhao Jincheng into Fu Yan's "ward". A few personal items were added in bits and pieces.

Liu Ruosong walked around and knew that Fu Yan was not planning to stay for a short time.

But thanks to his work experience in his previous life, Liu Ruosong joined Fang Sining's research team without any obstacles in this life.Fang Sining didn't make things difficult for him because of his relationship with Fu Yan, instead he gave him the green light and handed over all the close work to him.

Blood pressure, blood oxygen, ECG monitoring, Fu Yan was a little uncomfortable with these messy equipment, subconsciously twisted his wrist.

"Uncomfortable?" Liu Ruosong asked.

"No." Fu Yan said, "How long will it take?"

"Let's start with a week." Liu Ruosong adjusted him, and said with a smile: "Thanks to the advancement of modern medicine, ten years ago, these devices had to be connected to wires, and you could only lie on the bed after installing them." I can’t go anywhere—it’s not like I can move around freely now.”

Liu Ruosong said to help Fu Yan pull up his clothes, he bent slightly, and helped him fasten the button to one below the collarbone, blocking the monitoring patch under the clothes.

"Fang Sining said that starting tomorrow, we will officially enter the experimental process." Liu Ruosong said, "Go to bed early tonight, and I will come up to accompany you when I take over the shift."

"Hmm..." Fu Yan suddenly remembered something, and asked in a low voice, "Last time, who was in charge here?"

There are surveillance cameras everywhere in the laboratory building, so Fu Yan asked very tactfully.

"Speaking of which, I almost forgot to tell you before." Liu Ruosong bent down while straightening his collar, leaned close to his ear and whispered, "Professor Yang also died of infection in his previous life. It was taken over by another medical expert. When I first came back, I wanted to say that, from this point of view, only the things that have been affected will change—as for some things that have no intuitive impact, they will still go to the same ending.”