16 years

If he changed his previous life, Fu Yan thought he would not be able to do such a thing.

After dying once, the originally distant "farewell" seemed to suddenly become something tangible and tangible. Fu Yan didn't know what the future of this life would be like, but if everything would still slide uncontrollably into the abyss, what could he do? The only way to leave more good memories for Liu Ruosong in the limited time.

Colonel Fu, who regards the four characters "strict military discipline" as one of the principles of life, finally has selfishness at this moment, not for himself, but for the person he likes.

It's quite fresh, Fu Yan thought, the few times in his life that he didn't obey the rules were all contributed to the same person.

Liu Ruosong obviously thought the same way. There was no playback function on the action recorder. Liu Ruosong took a few random photos without thinking about the effect, so he stuffed the thing back into Fu Yan's coat pocket.

"So easy to talk today?" Liu Ruosong said with a smile, "Why didn't you say anything about the code of conduct?"

Fu Yan wiped the sweat off his forehead with his palm, and said, "Because you want to shoot."

"Look at you, you can do it but you can't talk." Liu Ruosong teased him: "I'll teach you, you should say that because you like me so much, you can't help it."

Fu Yan repeated what he said almost without hesitation.

He was frank and frank, but Liu Ruosong felt that the old man's face was hard to bear, so he scratched his face embarrassingly, and complained: "...you are too cooperative."

"The truth." Fu Yan said.

After Fu Yan finished speaking, he paused, he seemed to have misunderstood something, he only felt that Liu Ruosong liked to hear such nasty words, so he still felt that it was not enough, he stumbled and tried to squeeze out a few more sincere words from his stomach.

"I...well, I only like you." Fu Yan said solemnly as if he had sworn an oath: "So if you have something you like, I will do my best."

He spoke very hard, and it seemed that he was already trying to be "gentle", but Liu Ruosong was rolling with laughter, and when he got up, he held his face with both hands, and his eyes narrowed with laughter.

"Cute." Liu Ruosong laughed out of breath, "Why are you so cute?"

Fu Yan didn't feel anything about it, and even thought that he might be a beauty in the eye of a beholder.

But due to the basic principles of dating, Colonel Fu didn't have the nerve to say this to spoil the scenery.

Liu Ruosong himself didn't think he had much filter for Fu Yan. Liu Ruosong, a well-known outdoor photographer, always uses words like "romantic" and "passionate" in the subtitles of column interviews in magazines. Will go home to buy ribs of wood lumps, and once they are paired, they will take on the whole youth.

To be honest, even some of Liu Ruosong's friends who were familiar with the inside story couldn't understand it, as if they couldn't imagine how the two of them lived in such a lukewarm way.

Only Liu Ruosong knew that he just liked Fu Yan's clumsy appearance.

Colonel Fu, who has excellent abilities outside, relaxes as soon as he enters the house, and becomes clumsy and simple when facing him.Even if I heard some love tips from somewhere, I always experimented in a mess and left a lot of fun.

But Liu Ruosong likes this - he is not good at it, but he is willing to try it for himself, even if he tries to get a lot of feathers in the end, it is a little secret unique to the two of them.For Liu Ruosong, the privacy of this kind of love is more reassuring than "romantic passion" or "soul mate".

even……

Liu Ruosong pursed his lips, feeling like laughing.

He even thought that he could sort out the ugliness of Colonel Fu in this life and bind them into a book, and then laugh at him when the two of them were gray-haired.

It's too bad, Liu Ruosong said with contempt: If this continues, he may develop strange hobbies.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt it was amused, he pursed his lips and wanted to laugh, but insisted on keeping a straight face, trying to put on a serious expression, looked at Fu Yan affectionately, and touched his face.

"Hey, I think I have the potential to become black." Liu Ruosong said, "The more I think about it, the more cute you become. Maybe one day I will lock you up at home and not let you go out."

Fu Yan: "..."

That might be a bit difficult, Colonel Fu thought inexplicably, how hard you have to use to hold me.

However, it was obviously not Fu Yan's character to tear things down on the spot, so he looked at Liu Ruosong helplessly for a while, and then he compromised.

"Okay." Fu Yan said: "When I retire, I will be your assistant. I will go wherever you go."

"It's so expensive." Liu Ruosong said pretendingly, "I can't afford it."

Fu Yan finally went on the road for a short moment, and said, "I can post backwards."

Liu Ruosong was so amused by him that he always wanted to laugh, half-kneeling on the ground, leaned over and kissed him, and said in a low voice, "Keep your voice down, if someone finds out that I am an assistant in the workplace, my reputation will be ruined."

Fu Yan propped his hands behind his back, supported the weight of his whole body to let him kiss, finally licked the water stains on the corners of his lips, and hummed softly.

Liu Ruosong simply half-kneeled on both sides of his body, bent slightly to get close to him, and stretched out his hand to smooth out a little wrinkle on his chest.

"When you were at Yang Fan's house, you told He Feng to cherish yourself." The smile on Liu Ruosong's face faded a little, showing a bit of seriousness: "I want to say this to you too... all of you You are a person who cares about you, and you should think about us more when you encounter problems."

What he said was just a common instruction in troubled times, but Fu Yan was a person who had "died" once. Hearing him say this, it was inevitable that he felt a little unclear in his heart.

Fu Yan has always known that Liu Ruosong is a person who is easily satisfied.

I have a special job, it's extremely dangerous, and I get together less and leave more, but Liu Ruosong has never complained in these years, it seems that for him, seeing each other a few times is enough.

Fu Yan used to feel indebted, and always thought that after he would retire to the second line, he would spend more time with him to make up for the shortfall of these years.Who knew that when the accident happened, let alone retiring, he even explained "in the future".

Colonel Fu has been upright and upright all his life, and he has done his duty for the country and the people. The only thing he feels is sorry for Xiaojia.

"Understood." Fu Yan said, "Don't worry."

"Okay, it's not like we're going to die." Liu Ruosong said lightly, "Just to remind you."

Fu Yan would not back down or even give up just because of the danger ahead, and even if it was really necessary, it would not be impossible to sacrifice his life for the country - this is what both of them knew and did not say.

They all agree with each other on this topic, but no one will really come up with it in detail.

In the final analysis, this is not an easy consensus. Although it will not cause differences, it will make people feel bad after all.

"Exactly, there is something, I want to ask your opinion." Fu Yan said suddenly.

"What?" Liu Ruosong asked.

"I want to take you on a mission together." Fu Yan said: "After returning to the base, I want to report to the higher authorities and apply for you to be a non-staff member, and come with me when performing short-term and less dangerous missions. "

Fu Yan bit the accent on the two preconditions, and then added: "I will protect you."

However, Liu Ruosong was already stunned.

He didn't pay attention to the whole second half of Fu Yan's sentence for a while, and only heard the first sentence.

"...You want to bring me with you?" Liu Ruosong asked tentatively.

"Well." Fu Yan said: "I've considered it. You have experience in outdoor photography, and you won't be slowed down after a short training. I can apply for you as an accompanying person, responsible for recording data and mission conditions... The base is short of manpower. should agree."

I don't want to leave you where I can't see anymore, Fu Yan thought.

He didn't say this sentence, but it has been lingering in his mind for a long time.He admitted that the reason why he brought Liu Ruosong to study the base was not only that Fang Sining was worried, but also partly selfish.

In his previous life, he left Liu Ruosong at the base to protect him, to prevent him from being displaced, and to prevent him from being frightened.

He wanted to take responsibility and protect a small family by himself, but when Fu Yan came back from his previous life and separated from Liu Ruosong in City S, he suddenly thought that Liu Ruosong was left alone in the base in his previous life. How did he feel when he was waiting aimlessly for him to go back, and in the end he only waited for an official document of his death in the line of duty.

Because of too much understanding, this has become a problem that cannot be considered carefully.

From then on, Fu Yan had a little more selfishness in his heart, but it was not until Liu Ruosong's hesitant "exhortation" just now that Fu Yan made a thorough decision.

"After going back, there should be short-distance missions, and the round trip may only take a few days." Fu Yan said: "Or to search for supplies, this kind of danger is not very big, we can also be divided into two teams like now—— Say yes, I will not assign you any work like a striker. If you need to clear the field, I or He Feng will do it. I will keep you in my sight, I will protect you, but you have to help me busy."

Liu Ruosong seemed to be in a daze, he listened to him finish the "field precautions" in a daze, and then pinched the back of his hand.

Immediately afterwards, he frowned in pain, but the smile on his face spread like watermarks, and the corners of his mouth could not be suppressed.

"Okay, okay." Liu Ruosong's eyes were bent down, his smile couldn't be suppressed, and he solemnly promised: "I promise to follow the instructions and never leave the team to act alone... Is this okay, captain?"

It was the first time for Liu Ruosong to call him this title. These two words twirled on the tip of his tongue, and for no reason he felt a little novel sweetness.

Fu Yan was still thinking about asking for his permission, but he didn't expect him to be so happy, and he was a little surprised.

"...So happy?" Fu Yan said.

"To be honest, a little bit." Liu Ruosong said, "I thought you would let me stay in the base."

Indeed, Fu Yan thought, that's what he did in his previous life.

But Liu Ruosong's abnormal happiness made Fu Yan a little concerned, he pursed his lips, and couldn't help asking: "Don't you like staying in the base?"

"No, but in comparison, staying with you is happier." Liu Ruosong said truthfully, "Although it's a bit dangerous, I feel at ease anyway."

Liu Ruosong thought for a while, and added: "But it's all right, if you want me to stay in the base, I agree."

"Why?" Fu Yan asked.

"You've already gone to the front line, so I might want to make you worry?" Liu Ruosong clicked his tongue, squinted his eyes and pointed at him with his finger, jokingly said, "I don't have the consciousness of a military wife at all."

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Small information that can be released today: I will also write about Xiao Liu's previous life, and I will have it when Xiao Liu restarts XD