16 years

Chapter 44 "I don't help my relatives."

Shao Xuefan's video is not long, including the previous "true confession", it is actually only more than six minutes in total.

After the video is played, the core project files in the hard disk are gradually refreshed on the screen one by one.Liu Ruosong glanced at it, and found that the document was quite large, and probably covered a wide range of things.

Shao Xuefan's documents were recorded in a tricky and weird way. If Fang Sining, a well-informed person, was not present, he might not know where to start to decode it.

The next job is not for the special operations team to intervene. After Shao Qiu left, Fang Sining was obviously in a daze, but in the end he didn't chase after him to explain. Instead, he sat down silently and began to sort out the huge information base by category. .

Fu Yan didn't intend to stay and monitor him, and made a gesture of "Temporarily resting" to signal everyone to disband first.

As for Shao Qiu, he didn't go very far.

The momentary loss of control just now was more like some kind of outburst. After the outburst, he himself felt extremely exhausted from the inside out.

Throwing pots and bowls like a rebellious underage boy is obviously embarrassing, but Shao Qiu really can't control himself, even he doesn't understand why when Shao Xuefan and Fang Sining are involved, he always seems to be out of his wits. Can do things out of control.

It's fine that he can't control his emotions, but now he kicks the table and slams the door to show his face to everyone in the room. People who are running to three are not enough to make people laugh.

Shao Qiu sighed deeply, he buried his face in his palms, he also felt that it was outrageous.

Obviously, whether it is to colleagues, comrades-in-arms, or even "another victim" like his mother, he can look away calmly, and really thinks that there is no need to care about it from the bottom of his heart.But when he met Fang Sining and Shao Xuefan himself, he was like a balloon filled with water, which exploded at the first touch.

——Every time it is very disgraceful, it is too low.

Shao Qiu sighed, his heart sank heavily, he laughed self-deprecatingly, and shook his head.

On the tall laboratory building, Fu Yan and Liu Ruosong stood by the window in the corridor, looked out for a long while with their heads down, neither of them spoke.

The laboratory building has its own fresh air system, combined with the central air conditioner, which makes the temperature in the corridor a bit low.Fu Yan looked out the window for a while, then walked silently to the other side of Liu Ruosong and stood still, blocking the nearest air-conditioning vent for him.

Liu Ruosong smiled, moved two steps to the side, walked to Fu Yan's original position, and exchanged "viewing positions" with him.

At the entrance of the laboratory building, Shao Qiu was sitting on the steps with his legs propped up. He Tang had just come down the stairs. At this time, he was half squatting and half kneeling in front of Shao Qiu. Qiu, it looks like it has turned into a lame "magic".

Shao Qiu reached out and touched He Tang's face, then shook his head, obviously not coaxed well.

Major He slumped for a moment, but quickly regained his strength, fumbled in his trouser pocket for a long time, looked around mysteriously, finally took out half a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, and gave one to Shao Qiu.

Liu Ruosong who was standing in the remote "watching seat" burst out laughing.

"He Tang...is quite well protected by her brother." Liu Ruosong said with a smile, "He has a pure heart."

For a moment, Fu Yan didn't know why he suddenly said such a sentence, and hummed suspiciously.

"Except for He Tang, no one bothered Deputy Shao's team." Liu Ruosong said.

"Let him think about it for himself. Many things cannot be solved by others." Fu Yan said calmly: "Anyway, Shao Xuefan is dead, dust returns to dust, and when he reacts, this tone should disappear .”

Liu Ruosong laughed again, he simply turned his back, leaned his back on the window sill, crossed his arms, and looked at Fu Yan with a smile.

"I understand. The action team has been passed down in one continuous line, and they are all like you, the captain, with a bit of a stick." Liu Ruosong said.

Fu Yan was genuinely puzzled for a moment, not understanding how this topic would touch him.

Liu Ruosong glanced sideways out of the window, and He Tang had already sat beside Shao Qiu, wearing a coat, and "cheers" to him with cigarettes instead of wine glasses.

"There are some things that are confusing to the authorities but clear to the bystanders." Liu Ruosong said, "Tell me, why did the deputy team react so strongly?"

"He doesn't like Shao Xuefan, the grievances are already deep." Fu Yan said: "But he is a little impulsive today, he is not usually like this - I don't know what happened today."

Liu Ruosong bent one leg and stepped on the steel frame of the wall behind him, looked at Fu Yan with a smile on his face for a while, and suddenly mentioned something that was impossible to deal with.

"Do you remember that seven years ago, you were on a mission and accidentally injured after entering the drug dealer's lair." Liu Ruosong said, "I had a fight with you in the ward after I came back."

In fact, the quarrel was too prettified, Liu Ruosong thought, that time it was simply his unilateral unreasonable trouble, pointing at Fu Yan's nose and scolding for 10 minutes, in the end Fu Yan didn't do much, and scolded his own eye circles red.

"I remember." Fu Yan said.

That mission was an accident. When Fu Yan entered the field, the underground base where the drug dealers were hiding was almost emptied. He was the last echelon to help carry out the cleaning mission. Unexpectedly, the ship capsized in the gutter and was killed by a researcher hiding in the corner of the laboratory. Sneak attack with a needle, and push a tube of medicine that I don't know what it is.

In the hometown of drug dealers, it is not uncommon for any evil medicine to appear. Liu Ruosong was young at the time, and when he rushed to the hospital, he was so angry that he almost tore down the door of Fu Yan's ward.

Fortunately, it was later found out that it was not an addictive drug, so the matter was left alone.

It was the first time in Fu Yan's life that he saw Liu Ruosong's red face. Fu Yan didn't care about it at the time, but within a few days, Liu Ruosong came to apologize to him solemnly, saying that he was afraid of the queen mother at that time, maybe it was fear. That's why it turned into anger.

"Actually, I know that you did nothing wrong. Defending your home and country, charging into battle, this is your ideal—very lofty, and I have always been very proud of you." Liu Ruosong said: "I quarreled because I was really afraid. , I later apologized because my sanity has returned.”

"People will subconsciously have higher demands on those close to them." Liu Ruosong pointed out: "This is because they have higher 'expectations' on those close to them."

"If Fang Sining is not his best friend, then his behavior will not cause any harm to Shao Qiu, let alone talk of betrayal. Similarly, would you have hatred like 'why does he ignore me' to a stranger?" Liu Ruosong Said: "The vice team is also the same. The reason why he hates it is nothing more than the fact that he has bet on these two people before. So the more expectations, the more painful it will be for him when expectations fail."

"I agree." Fu Yan said.

Liu Ruosong turned his head and looked out the window, his eyes fell on Shao Qiu's back for a long time, and there was a bit of embarrassment hidden in his eyes.

"The reason why he reacted so badly was because the deputy team's wound was not on his body." Liu Ruosong said: "His wound was on that sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy many years ago—his wound has been hurting, But he can see but not touch, so of course he can't use adult methods to heal the wound. Every time he touches the pain, of course he will become that rebellious boy who can only be helpless and furious."

After Liu Ruosong finished speaking, he also felt that this description was not very good, so he smiled and made a stop gesture, and said, "You must not tell the deputy team."

"I won't say it." Fu Yan said, "Actually, think about it carefully...what you said makes sense."

"I even think that Fang Sining can touch him so easily now because the deputy team's 'expectation' is still there, but he himself doesn't know it." Liu Ruosong said: "And Shao Xuefan is dead, so he ran out at this time. Tell him that Shao Xuefan actually has him in his heart and misses him, what do you make him think?"

Fu Yan didn't answer hastily.

Liu Ruosong's posture was relaxed, his expression was peaceful, and he spoke in a gentle and soft tone. Fu Yan was looking at him, and a picture popped up in his mind for no reason—he always felt that Liu Ruosong was explaining the truth now. A mess of twine.

Liu Ruosong has traveled far and wide, and has traveled the borders of life and death no less than him, and has met even more people than Fu Yan.He has more insights into life and the future, and Fu Yan thinks that he can't dissect this complicated and chaotic emotions bit by bit like him.

"He won't be happy, this is cutting his second wound." Liu Ruosong's tone was very firm: "No matter what Shao Xuefan thinks, the deputy team won't believe it—because once he believes, Then his hatred and hostility in the past years have become a joke, not to mention that Shao Xuefan is dead now, how do you let him face irreparable regrets."

Fu Yan obviously listened to his words, and his eyes fell out of the window.On the steps, Shao Qiu and He Tang had finished their cigarettes, He Tang seemed to say something to him, Shao Qiu shook his head, and reached out to take He Tang's chocolate bar.

"I heard from Fang Sining about the sister of the deputy team. How should I put it, I don't agree with his style of handling things, but I can probably guess his mentality." Liu Ruosong said: "For a scientific research madman like Shao Xuefan , if it can be exchanged for the progress of mankind, he will not care about self-sacrifice. Just like the researcher who can't find a sample, so he uses his own child to test the drug, for Shao Xuefan, the sacrifice of "sister" has a higher meaning Yes—although from an emotional point of view, this kind of sacrifice is not moral, but this kind of thing cannot be judged from a single point of view. For the deputy team, Shao Xuefan is so ruthless that even his daughter's corpse Scientists who let it go, but if he really succeeds in his research, then for other drug beneficiaries, maybe Shao Xuefan will be a national hero instead."

"You seem to be very objective in your evaluation of Shao Xuefan," Fu Yan said.

"I can only be objective." Liu Ruosong said with a smile: "Anyway, I can't be more rational than emotional like him, otherwise I wouldn't go to take pictures."

The corners of Fu Yan's lips curled up, as if he was smiling.

"However, let's talk about these things. The deputy team's affairs are up to him, and the onlookers should not judge them." Liu Ruosong said: "People are suffering from others, and it is too arrogant to intervene rashly."

"I know." Fu Yan naturally understood that he was not talking about himself, nodded upon hearing the words, and said, "Don't worry, I will remind He Feng. He knows it well, so He Tang won't say anything."

"Actually, you guys are comrades-in-arms of the deputy team. It's normal for you to subconsciously stand by him when something happens." Liu Ruosong said seriously, "It's nothing. There is no right or wrong."

"What about you?" Fu Yan asked, "What do you think?"

"Me? I'm an ordinary person." Liu Ruosong smiled and said, "I'll help my relatives or not, I'll love whoever you want."

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