16 years

Shao Qiu's dormitory is as simple as his own temperament.

Apart from the fixed configuration, Shaoqiu's dormitory doesn't have much personal decoration, and it's no different from the officer's dormitory for the general public at first glance.

After being separated for so many years, Fang Sining no longer knows how to intervene in Shao Qiu's private life. Rather than saying that he came to pack Shao Qiu's personal belongings, it is better to say that Liu Ruosong found a fair reason for him to come to know Shao Qiu.

He Tang gave Fang Sining a long look. After she sent Fang Sining to the door, she excused that she had something to deal with, so she stayed at the door of the dormitory. While reading the communication, she looked at Fang Sining from the corner of her eye to make sure he didn't get any illegal items.

Fang Sining stood at a loss in the living room for a while, then as if remembering something, he turned around and opened the wardrobe in the room.

It is obvious that military uniforms can no longer be worn, but fortunately Shao Qiu has a lot of regular uniforms, Fang Sining randomly picked out a few soft and comfortable ones and folded them together, put them on the sofa, and waited for a while to take them away together.

The furniture in the room is simple and neatly arranged. Fang Sining looked around and found no trace of private life.

This place is like the standard rooms in all model dormitories. Fang Sining has worked hard for a long time, but he couldn't imagine Shao Qiu's appearance in these years of separation from this modest place.

After being separated for many years, Fang Sining didn't realize until this moment that if Shao Qiu wasn't around to respond to his feelings, then he would know almost nothing about Shao Qiu.

He didn't know how Shao Qiu lived and trained in the army; he also didn't know how he entered the flying team, and how many life and death dangers he had experienced over the years.

Since the reunion until now, it seems that he has been stubbornly wanting to regain the youthful friendship with Shao Qiu, but he has never seriously looked at him now.

Fang Sining's whole body was shaken by this recognition, and a sour feeling welled up belatedly in his heart, which came for no reason and was unstoppable.

He took a deep breath, and his whole body fell into a kind of chaotic helplessness. His eyes were patrolling left and right, desperately trying to find a place for himself.

Judging from the situation inside the house, Shao Qiu left in a hurry the last time he left the military area.

He kept the house clean and tidy, but he didn't even have time to close the bedroom door, he just closed it hastily.Fang Sining's eyes fell on the gap in the door, and he couldn't help but move his feet and walked over.

He Tang spotted his movements from the corner of his eye, and hesitated for a moment, wondering if he should be prevented from entering Shao Qiu's private domain.

But before she could think of one, two, three, Fang Sining had already pushed open the door and walked into the bedroom.

He Tang: "..."

Forget it, He Tang thought, anyway, Shao Qiu's bedroom has no guns, guns, or planes, let him see.

Compared with the living room, the situation in the bedroom is not bad.The quilt was folded very neatly, Fang Sining looked around, and found that only the drawer of the bedside table beside the bed seemed to have been dragged by someone, the drawer was not completely stuffed into the cabinet, and there was a gap exposed a little crookedly.

Fang Sining walked over and opened the drawer with all his strength.

There is nothing special in the drawer, only personal items such as mobile phones and watches.Shao Qiu seems to be a nostalgic person, and he didn't throw away some supplies for models that have been clearly eliminated, and put them in the drawer.

Fang Sining rummaged for a while, and found the watch he had given to Shao Qiu.

Fang Sining was silent for a while, unable to tell what mood he was in.He put the things in his hand back into the drawer properly, and was about to close the door, but accidentally rubbed against the cardboard under the drawer.

The cardboard was crude and light, I don't know where Shao Qiu tore it off, it was just placed under the drawer carelessly, and it was not fixed properly, it would crooked if rubbed against it.

Fang Sining subconsciously wanted to help him organize his things, but when he reached out to touch it, he found an envelope hidden under the cardboard.

The envelope looked old, I don't know how long it had been left here by Shao Qiu, the envelope was white and faded, and there were burrs on the edges.

The envelope is very thin, but a slight thickness can still be seen, indicating that there must be something inside, not an empty envelope.

Fang Sining's eyes fell on the envelope. While he felt that he shouldn't be prying into Shao Qiu's privacy, he couldn't help but feel that this letter might be for him.

This idea came in an inexplicable way, but it was not abrupt. Fang Sining was sure that he felt vaguely familiar with this letter, but he couldn't remember where he had seen it for a while.

He hesitated for a long time, and finally couldn't hold back his hand, and pulled the letter out of the drawer.

Because it had been well placed under heavy objects, the letter had been pressed very flat. Fang Sining carefully tore off the glue, and pulled out a thin piece of paper from inside.

The piece of paper was light and fragile, and it was folded into three folds. Fang Sining carefully unfolded the paper along the creases, and was stunned after just looking at it.

—This is not a letter.

This is an enlisted emergency contact notice.

After joining the army, in order to ensure emergency contact under special circumstances without accidents, recruits are asked to fill in an emergency contact form by themselves.Just like Fu Yan's list has been Liu Ruosong since the day he joined the army, this document probably symbolizes the person who is most qualified to know the situation in the applicant's mind besides blood relatives.

And in Shao Qiu's signature, Fang Sining was written.

The date in the lower right corner of the notice stays on the day before they broke up unhappy, and the ink written in the pen on it has faded and turned into a somewhat blurred gray mark.

But Fang Sining can still see Shao Qiu's excitement when he filled out this form from the above-he almost wrote the wrong time and year, so the number at the end of the year has a very poor trace of depiction, as if he had twisted it from a wrong stroke. It's the same as coming over.

This time hit Fang Sining through a long river of time, drawing a clear outline from his dusty memory.

The freeze-frame picture that was buried deep in the memory was erased by someone. On that hot afternoon, the sunlight penetrated into this frame, forming a dazzling golden frame around what Shao Qiu was holding.

So he wanted to tell me this at that time, Fang Sining thought.

It's just that Shao Qiu didn't have time to say it.

At that time, Shao Qiu had not long joined the army, and he eagerly wanted to bring this list to Fang Sining to talk about it, but before he could speak, he was interrupted by another "bolt from the blue".

So anger flooded all emotions in an instant, like a tsunami, destroying all Shao Qiu's expectations and trust.

But after that, Fang Sining thought.

According to Shao Qiu's temper, he should have turned around and tore up the list at that time, and broke up with him ever since.But why did he keep this for so many years.

The fact that this list remained in Shao Qiu's hands meant that he still didn't hand it in in the end.

But Shao Qiu still kept this, as if he kept some inexplicable thoughts.

What does an "emergency contact" that will never appear again represent, Fang Sining thought, is it a failed invitation, a secret expectation, or a symbol of betrayal.

Or something else, something he didn't understand.

Fang Sining suddenly felt that he seemed to have missed something unintentionally - something obvious, important, and obvious.

Fang Sining really wanted to find out, his instinct drove him to find a definite answer in all this mist and veil, so that he could truly understand where those inexplicable emotions came and went.

But it is a pity that such a thing has been lost in the long river of time now, and after years of scouring, it can no longer be found.

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During the Chinese New Year, the relatives have been linked together, and the update is back to normal, but because I accidentally burned my right hand and it is still not healed, so the number of words in the last few chapters may be a little lower than before, everyone forgive me~