16 years

Fu Yan sometimes feels that Liu Ruosong is as his name suggests, usually gentle and talkative, but once he is pushed into a desperate situation, he will reveal a bit of a soldier's shadow from his bones, and become unambiguous.

Without saying a word, he arranged the "future" of the two of them, without giving Fu Yan a chance to intervene.

But he is not decisive enough, because obviously... There is a simpler and more "short-term pain" method, but he just refuses to do it.

When going out on missions, people around him will automatically leave the team after being infected. How can Liu Ruosong be like this, who insists on watching those close to him become "monsters".

To die is to die, and the despair with no end in sight is more painful.

"Don't talk about it." Liu Ruosong seemed to see Fu Yan's hesitation. He fiddled with the gun, ejected and returned the magazine, and said in a muffled voice, "I won't give up until I see the end."

If he doesn't really see Fu Yan lose his mind and turn into a monster, he will always have a little bit of luck in his heart—what if, what if there is really a "chosen son" in this world who can ignore the infection of the zombie virus .

There are outrageous and anti-scientific things like restarting, maybe there is a miracle in him.

Liu Ruosong tried his best to shake the obvious infection symptoms around Fu Yan's wound out of his mind. He stubbornly rubbed the gun in his hand, as if angry, waiting for a very slim hope.

In this complex emotion, Liu Ruosong could clearly sense that there was a vague territory in his heart that was giving birth to rotten shoots.

The sense of powerlessness fooled by fate became the foundation of that soil, Liu Ruosong's eyelashes drooped, and he felt that something in the dark was pushing Fu Yan to slide into the abyss.

Why should it be him, Liu Ruosong thought.

It seems that all the "coincidences" and "miracles" in the world have come true for Fu Yan, but none of them can really make him "survive from a desperate situation". walk.

He has a bug like "rebirth", and can die more times than anyone else.

The index finger of Liu Ruosong's right hand curled up unconsciously. He remembered the B-92 medicine, which was in the car he brought back now. He knew that it was really useful for suppressing the zombie virus, but only Fu Yan couldn't do it. use.

"It just so happened", "It just so happened", no matter how unlucky Fu Yan was, it all happened to him.

Liu Ruosong's fingers brushed against the cold trigger, unconsciously curling the corners of his lips, showing a sneer.

Fu Yan couldn't help sighing.

He was not cautious enough, Fu Yan thought, next time, he should be more cautious.

Next time... This idea appeared in Fu Yan's mind again, and this time he had to face the word directly.

If there is a next time, Fu Yan thought, what should he do.

He wasn't sure when he would look back, just like the first three months he had missed when he reopened his eyes from death this time, he didn't know what point in time fate would project him at the next start, Everything he faced was too late.

He wanted to sort out all the possibilities as much as possible during the "buffer period" before death, but the business in his mind had only started, and he couldn't continue.

Liu Ruosong was still sitting not far from him, and from the corner of his vision, he could see that the other party had been fiddling with the gun, the magazine was ejected and pushed in by him, and the sound of the cold metal impact of the gun almost formed a regularity.

In the cold and sharp voice, Liu Ruosong's restless heart was revealed.

"Ruosong." Fu Yan suddenly called him, "Would you like to chat?"

Liu Ruosong recovered from his muddy daze, he turned his head to look at Fu Yan, those rotten branches and buds that were about to move seemed to be afraid of something, they were pulled back from his heart in an instant, and disappeared without a trace.

"What are you talking about?" Liu Ruosong asked.

"Actually, I don't know either." Fu Yan smiled wryly: "I just want to talk to you—actually, I want to hug you, but it's not safe."

At this point, Colonel Fu still hadn't learned how to speak sweet words, as if there was nothing nutritious left in his belly except the last words he couldn't say.

But Liu Ruosong was amused by him for some reason, his brows and eyes stretched, showing a very light smile, it didn't look like he was very relaxed, but he seemed even more sad.

Fu Yan didn't expect that it would be counterproductive at the beginning, so he hesitated, not knowing whether he should continue or not.

He coughed dryly, and touched the remaining half-pack of cigarettes from his side as if to cover up, wanting to take one out of it, and calm down before talking.

"Let's play a game." Liu Ruosong put the gun in his hand, clapped his hands at him, and said, "Give me the smoke."

Fu Yan obediently put back the half-smoked cigarette, and then threw the cigarette case to him through the air.

Liu Ruosong lowered his head and counted, and found that there was still more than half of the pack of cigarettes left, so he poured out all the cigarettes inside, turned around and fiddled with something, then turned around, and showed Fu Yan with two fists .

Fu Yan froze for a moment, remembering this "game".

In fact, this cannot be called a "game". The origin of this small interaction is long-standing, dating back to Colonel Fu's youthful and frivolous rebellious period.

He and Liu Ruosong grew up together, living in the compound of the military region as neighbors, growing up together, and the relationship deteriorated unexpectedly, but it was logical.

When they hooked up the label of "puppy love" to confirm their relationship, Fu Yan hadn't graduated from high school yet.

The two of them talked about their underground relationship in silence for a while. Liu Ruosong had already thought about it, and thought that they were still young anyway, so they could boil the parents in warm water first, slowly add some firewood and light the fire, and wait until both of them graduated from college. Once you have the ability to be independent, tell your family.

But who knew that Colonel Fu showed a kind of reluctance to listen to others at a young age. He ended his college entrance examination and came out to his family without even discussing it with Liu Ruosong.

He had a showdown, and he was afraid of recruiting Liu Ruosong, so he played tricks and insisted that he had led him into trouble.

Grandpa Fu is an old-fashioned old man with a very decent style. His personal concept is still stuck 60 years ago. He believes in the simple physics education method. on the marble coffee table in his house.

Grandpa Fu was old and strong, and he was merciless when he stepped down. The ambulance came at that time.

Liu Ruosong didn't know about this, because he didn't see Fu Yan for several days later, and after inquiring, he found out that his grandfather had kicked two ribs and sent him to the hospital.

At that time, the grandparents of the Fu family were competing with each other. Grandpa Fu didn't allow anyone to see him, so he hired two guards to guard Fu Yan like a thief. head away.

That night, Fu Yan was lying on the bed counting his drip when he heard a few rattling sounds outside the window. He listened carefully and found that it was a Morse code.

"Can you open the window—"

Fu Yan: "..."

"It's not locked." Fu Yan said.

So in the next second, Liu Ruosong pushed open the window from the outside, and rolled in from the outside.

Fu Yan sucked his breath into his chest, almost choking himself to death.

"Fortunately, it's the third floor." Liu Ruosong closed the window with his backhand, and touched the bedside like a thief to give him comfort: "It's okay, there are air-conditioning units outside, and you can climb up when you step on it. It's much easier to climb than the big wall of our school. .”

Fu Yan: "..."

Liu Ruosong squatted by the bed and complained to him, wanting to say why he was so reckless and didn't discuss it in advance, but when he looked up and met Fu Yan's eyes, he froze and couldn't say anything.

"You..." In the end, he could only sigh, and whispered, "Forget about being stubborn."

"Yeah." At that time, Colonel Fu hadn't cultivated into a steel and iron frame. Compared with the adult version, he was softer and more honest, and he would complain in a low voice: "It hurts to death."

At that time, he had already completed his application for the military academy, and he was due for a second examination in two months. He did not dare to abuse painkillers, so he had to wear a fixed bandage to resist.

In the darkness of night, Liu Ruosong sat on the cold tiles of the hospital, touched his body for a long time, and secretly found out a box of "contraband".

"I came here by smuggling." The young good student seemed hesitant: "But I haven't decided whether to give it to you, and it's not good for the wound recovery..."

He felt sorry for Fu Yan, and instinctively felt that smoking was not a good habit. He tossed back and forth between reason and emotion, and finally chose a compromise.

"Let's play a game." Liu Ruosong said, "I'll give you the right guess."

"I guess—" Fu Yan adjusted his stiff sitting posture just now, leaned back on the cave wall, bent one leg to support his injured forearm, narrowed his eyes slightly, and observed Liu Ruosong's expression, Said: "Three?"

Liu Ruosong rolled his eyes.

"Two." Fu Yan said firmly.

"Which one is more?" Liu Ruosong shook his left and right hands.

Fu Yan smiled and said, "As much is cheating."

Liu Ruosong was not surprised, he could guess that they didn't play this game many times, the first time was cigarettes, the second time was sugar, and the last time was pineapple sundae exchange coupons - no matter whether he would ignore the rules and cheat , Fu Yan can guess right every time.

He smiled, opened his palms, and two cigarettes lay in his palms, one on the left and one on the right.

Liu Ruo let go and threw one of them to Fu Yan.

Two beams of jumping flames burst out one after the other, and Liu Ruosong took a deep breath of the cigarette.

"How hanging." Liu Ruosong said suddenly, "If grandpa had tried harder at that time, or if those two bones were really broken, you would be unemployed now, you know?"

"I thought the old man would whip me with a belt, but who knew he would kick me with his feet." Fu Yan laughed sullenly, with a bit of stinginess in his tone: "But it's okay, I can take the army test."

Liu Ruosong laughed angrily at him, and said in his heart that you have arranged your own future well.

"Are you saying that you were too anxious at the time?" Liu Ruosong scolded him in a low voice: "Why, you just graduated from high school at that time."

"I thought I was an adult at the time, and I didn't want you to be wronged—" Fu Yan didn't know what to think, and his tone paused, and when he spoke again, there was a bit of depression in it: "But now... it seems to be always Let you be wronged."

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I have consulted my cousin in the air force about the matter of the entrance examination. Brother Fu is not in the way of going to the military school. First, there is no fracture. Second, the recovery period during the training is more than a year, so there is no bug~ It’s ok watch with confidence