wildfire in the heart

After leaving the hospital and bidding farewell to the mother’s family, it was past ten o’clock at night when You Yu and I drove home. As soon as we entered the door, You Yu turned around and hugged me tightly, without speaking. The shock was not small, and the motherhood in her body seemed to be activated.

I didn't know how to comfort her, so I just hugged her back tightly, and we just stood at the entrance for a long time.

At night, she lay quietly in my arms, and I asked her softly, "Honey, do you really want a baby?"

"Well, I kind of want it. But not really. If it was you and my baby, I would want it very much, but if it's not, I don't want it that much."

We usually rarely talk about this topic, and even if we talk about it, it is mostly in passing, and today we don't plan to talk about it in depth.

After chatting for a few words, You Yu's voice became sleepy.

I plucked the hair next to her ear: "Honey, get sleepy, go to sleep."

"OK, good night."

"Good night." I pressed a kiss on her forehead in the dark, and we fell asleep hugging each other.

On Saturday morning, You Yu was packing her suitcase at home. She was going on a business trip, this time to take a domestic delegation to country C.

Seeing her busily packing things back and forth in each room, I felt a hundred reluctance in my heart, but I know that leading the group is very important to her. This is the company's assessment of her. Whether it is good or not has a lot to do with it.

During this trip to country C, You Yu spent half a month there, and I made phone calls and video calls with her every day due to jet lag.

On Wednesday night, I called Youyu on time, and the video was connected. After a long day of waiting, I could finally see her face again. Her face was a little red, which may be because of the sun. Come up and ask me: "Zhizhi, guess who I met in country C this time?"

I thought for a while, we didn't seem to have any mutual friends in country C, so I said, "I can't guess."

"It's Li Shu, I saw Li Shu."

After hearing this, my heart tightened and I asked, "Is Li Shu okay?"

"Not very good." There was a sigh in You Yu's voice.

Although I somewhat expected it, I still couldn't help but sympathize with Li Shu. I asked You Yu, "How did you meet?"

"Actually, it didn't happen by accident. She sent someone to find me and took me to the nursing home where she lived."

"Then how did she find you?"

"Li Shu said that she has been paying attention to my movements," You Yu said, "Some of my information can be found online, and the company's official website also has photos and information about me leading the group."

Hearing her say that, I felt a little worried and unhappy, but after thinking about it, Li Shu didn't have much sustenance for the rest of his life, and it was reasonable for her to pay attention to You Yu.

"Then is she planning to stay in country C in the future?" I asked.

"She mentioned that she wanted to return to China, but her physical condition might not allow it. She asked me if I would like to spend more time with her in Country C, and she also said that she would give me part of the inheritance."

"Then what did you say?"

"I told her that I don't need it." You Yu's answer was within my expectations, and I completely believed in You Yu in this regard, and You Yu continued, "She told me to meet with her lawyer before leaving country C. , Said that there are some things in the future that her lawyer needs to contact me."

I know that Li Shu probably wants to arrange the funeral, although I don't want Li Shu to have too much relationship with Youyu, but at present, it seems that Li Shu does not intend to withdraw from our lives completely, and I naturally do not. Too stingy with a terminally ill person.

During the period when You Yu was away, I spent most of my time in the company, and most of the time I went home to sleep and rest. Without You Yu at home, I would rather use work to fill the void in my heart.

Recently, the company is talking about a new project. The partner is a company that sells cosmetics. In the small gift bags for female passengers, we will always provide some new products in different ways.The person who brokered the project said that the other party was willing to give a very favorable price, but he wanted me to negotiate in person.

It is said that the person who wants to talk to me about the project this time is the boss of the company himself. The secretary of the boss said that the boss is very busy and only has time after ten o'clock in the evening that day. She gave me an address for me to find her by myself.

The meeting place was a high-end club. After I went in, I found the designated private room.

Knocking on the door and entering, after seeing the person standing up in front of me, I somehow felt familiar.

"Miss An, hello, I'm Zhao Yushu." She held out her hand to me.

I shook her back and asked, "Miss Chao, have we met somewhere?"

"Yes, in Shu Ci's studio. I heard from Ms. Shu that you are college classmates."

I sat down with her at the same time, and I said, "That's right, I didn't expect such a coincidence that we could cooperate."

"Yes. By the way, Miss An, what would you like to drink?" Zhao Yushu's posture was stretched, steady and dignified, which reminded me of the back view I saw in Shu Ci's studio.

"Mineral water is fine, I will drive later." I looked at the various drinks on the table.

Zhao Yushu gracefully put the mineral water in front of me. Although she is a married woman, she does not show her age at all. It seems that her life is pampered and well-maintained.

She smiled at me and said, "I usually don't talk about business by myself. I only came out when I saw Miss An."

I thought maybe it was because of Shu Ci's face that she was willing to come in person, so I said, "It's my honor."

We had a rough talk about our intention to cooperate. Neither of us had any problems. I was drinking mineral water all the time. When I was about to leave, I realized that Chao Yushu had already finished the bottle of red wine in front of me.

I asked her, "Miss Chao, how do you go back?"

Zhao Yushu was [-]% drunk, and her tone seemed a little relaxed. She was no longer as gentle and solemn as when they first met. She said, "I don't want to go back."

I was a little surprised, so I asked her: "Miss Chao has a driver, do you want to contact me? Or can I call a car for you?"

"Miss An, sit with me again, I have something to say." Seeing that I had already stood up, she raised her head and looked up at me, without any intention of getting up.

I had no choice but to sit down again: "You say."

"Miss An, do you know what it's like to be a vase?"

I thought to myself, the vase she was referring to might be herself.

"After my husband married me home, he was still gluey for the first two years, and then he put me at home as a vase. He didn't care about me at all except for giving me money."

I can imagine her current life situation, but these are the results of her own choices. If she wants to jump out of the current life mode, it is not impossible. After all, she has nothing but the lack of her husband's love lack.

Seeing that I didn't speak, she went on to say: "I used the money he gave me to start a company so that I could pass the time. He didn't object to me starting a company, but he asked me to hire only female employees."

I'm really not interested in Chao Yushu's private affairs. I listened to her silently, but she burst into tears afterward. The extraordinary temperament of female stars in their heyday.It's a pity that she, who was once brilliant, is now trapped in the life she created and cannot extricate herself.

If she chooses to come back, how many people in this world will remember her and recognize her, a new generation replaces the old, the new laughs at the old and cries, there may not be too many opportunities left for her.

Chao Yushu was tired from crying, so she stopped her tears, stood up staggeringly and said, "Miss An, I'm sorry, I made a fool of myself in front of you, I wonder if it's convenient for you to send me off?"

I looked at the time and said, "Okay."

In the dark of night, I followed the direction Chao Yushu pointed to, and I sent her to the gate of a residential area. She greeted the guard and directed me to drive directly to her downstairs. I looked at the residential area, and I always felt that I seem to have been here.

After getting out of the car, she couldn't stand still. She asked me to help her upstairs. When she got to her door, she took out the key and opened the door: "This is my own apartment. There is no one in it. Please help me in."

I helped her into the room, she turned on the light, I helped her stumbled into the living room, when I put her on the sofa, she grabbed me, I couldn't stand still, and jumped on her, Her wine-scented red lips brushed my cheek.

Shocked, I quickly stood up and said, "Miss Chao, you should rest now. I'm leaving. We'll make an appointment to sign the project contract."

She called me: "Miss An."

I didn't answer, went straight out the door and helped her lock the door.

The contract was successfully signed, Chao Yushu returned to normal, and she didn't contact me again. I think she probably didn't want her gaffe to be remembered, so I forgot what happened that night .

A few days later, Youyu came back from a business trip, and I went to the airport to pick her up.

She looks very good, with the joy of reunion after a long absence on her face. After staying abroad for half a month, she seems to have detached from the domestic environment.

Along the way, You Yu excitedly talked about all kinds of interesting things about leading the group in country C. Obviously, she has not returned to the domestic mode.

After talking about it, she asked me: "I know, is the company going well?"

I smiled and said: "The company is going well, but I miss you very much."

"I miss you very much too." While waiting for the traffic light, You Yu suddenly came to me, put his arms around my neck, and kissed me loudly on the cheek.

This guy, after going out for a few days, his feelings suddenly became unrestrained.

Naturally, I am very useful. Of course, the more such good things, the better.