That 1 his waist protruded

14

I think I might have been fooled by Tang Hongxi.

I am very interested in my friends, and I have never been possessive of any friends.Even if I accepted a girl's pursuit in the third year of high school, I still think she is dispensable, and it doesn't matter if she comes to play with me or not.

Frankly speaking, at that time, the buddies who played well basically had girlfriends, and they always showed off.It happened that the girl was chasing me. Her family was in a good condition and she had a lot of money. She was willing to spend money on me just to make me happy.

To put it bluntly, I am also a bastard, and I accepted that girl just for the inexplicable "show off capital".To say how much I like it, I don't feel it.Possessiveness is also non-existent.I'm more relaxed when she doesn't come to play with me.

I've only been so worried about Xiaoyi.

Men like men, I never thought about it before I came into contact with Xiaoyi.After getting in touch with Xiaoyi, he also felt that this was his freedom, so he didn't think much about it.I just feel sorry for this kid.

Xiaoyi is two years younger than me. The 19-year-old boy was not in the famine era, but he was starving and skinny. I felt sad.Originally, he was taken care of as a younger brother, but he took care of him just by taking care of him.

There's even a "he's my little boy" kind of feeling.

The moment this idea came to me, I had the illusion of being slapped in the head.

I carefully recalled the words of the third child, and he intentionally avoided the possibility of "I like Xiaoyi" both inside and outside the words.But deliberately bypassing it is sometimes equivalent to emphasizing it.The third child is very thoughtful, usually he can't figure out what medicine he bought in the gourd, but this time he understands very well——

Unless I figured it out myself, he wouldn't point a word there.

15

After thinking about it, I still asked Tang Hongxi: "I think I may have fallen in love with Xiaoyi."

Of course not face to face, I always feel a bit embarrassed to talk about relationship issues with my brothers face to face.

Tang Hongxi replied quickly: "Don't ask me if I am, I don't know."

"What?"

Tang Hongxi completed the words: "Whether you are gay or double, or whether you like Xiaoyi, don't ask me if I am. And don't ask me if I think Xiaoyi will like you."

"Then I ask myself?"

Tang Hongxi: "As long as you know."

"I've always treated him as my younger brother, and it's always a bit awkward to suddenly realize that I might like him."

"It's as if my kindness to him has become premeditated."

Tang Hongxi: "You may have the brain of a 16-year-old girl. When you think, bubbles in the shape of hearts will float out."

I……

Well, I know he thinks I'm hypocritical.I'm not nervous.

"What should I do if I want to chase Xiaoyi?"

Tang Hongxi: "Aren't you doing enough? Taking care of food and sleeping with you, inseparable 24 hours a day, caring for you like a big baby. What else do you want to do?"

I was speechless.

Tang Hongxi usually fights with Qian Yi, and I seldom face him directly.Why do I have the illusion that the third child is going crazy?

No way, the third child has always had a good temper and is very patient.

Tang Hongxi: "Just continue to be patient, caring and gentle. If Xiaoyi also likes you, you should be able to feel it."

It should be my illusion, the third child is still very patient.

Tang Hongxi: "We all know about his illness, and he needs someone to take care of him now. You are like sending charcoal in a timely manner to him, and he must be grateful to you. As for whether it can cause love, it depends on fate."

I hesitated: "I have a feeling of repaying favors, which is not very good."

Tang Hongxi: "Don't worry, Xiaoyi is an adult now. He knows it well and can tell the difference between gratitude and love."

"Then you can help me find out?"

Tang Hongxi: "I will tell you that I have long felt that Xiaoyi is greedy for your body?"

Again I am speechless.

16

Probably because of separation, people can see themselves more clearly.He had just boarded the train home, and his mind was full of petty thoughts.

He still gets sick from time to time, and I don't know if he can do it alone at home. I always feel uneasy, and it's too late in case of danger.Moreover, this child is clumsy, takes a long time to clean, and can't cook, which makes people worry to death.

After I left, wouldn't he stay at home without going out?

After a while, the Chinese New Year will be coming, anyway, it is always not good for him to celebrate the New Year alone.

I don't know what to say, I just feel that when other people's families are family reunions, Xiaoyi is alone in his grandparents' old house, thinking of the dead relatives, how sad it is.

When I think about it this way, I feel very uncomfortable in my heart.If possible, I even want to stay and spend the New Year with Xiaoyi so that he won't be alone.

There is only one day on New Year's Eve, and only one on the first day of the new year, and the winter vacation is so long, Xiaoyi is at home alone, alas.Although you can't stay, it should be possible to come back early.

17

When I knew that Xiaoyi was celebrating the New Year at someone else's house, I felt very complicated.

A person in his hometown, even if he has no reliable relatives, can have a friend more or less.It is a good thing for Xiaoyi to have trustworthy people around her to take care of her. I feel uncomfortable is my problem.

I admit I'm a little jealous.

Jealous of the people who are around him, who see him every day when I'm not around.

Realizing the source of this emotion didn't make me feel better, but this jealousy was fermented with time, and it became more and more violent.It seems that as long as I stop, my mind will think of Xiaoyi uncontrollably.

This is what it feels like to love someone.I opened the chat and complained to Tang Hongxi.

Tang Hongxi: "If you really can't do it, just confess to Xiaoyi."

"It's a confession." I corrected him.

Tang Hongxi: "In short, that's what happened."

"I want to prepare and confess to Xiaoyi later."

Tang Hongxi: "I wish you success."

I have a feeling that Tang Hongxi doesn't seem to want to talk to me, maybe he has a lot of things to do at home, so he doesn't have time to type more.

I hesitated for a long time, and before I could figure out what to talk to Xiaoyi, my mother called me to help in the kitchen.Of course, I pulled my younger brother together, under the banner of "don't always play with your phone and come out for activities".

The younger brother can also work, but after 10 minutes, he was kicked out of the kitchen by his mother for "moving too slowly and looking anxious".

I froze for a moment, as if I had said the same thing.

Terrible.

Sure enough, the younger brother can be bullied, but the sweetheart should be used to it.

Go back and make a video with Xiaoyi later.Even if you don't say anything, just look at him.

Of course, before going out from the kitchen, I did not forget to take out my mobile phone and take a picture of my results and send them to Xiaoyi. Unsurprisingly, I got compliments like "It feels so good".

In the camera, Xiaoyi is not thin, and after growing flesh on her face, she looks a little more childish, even a little sweet.It seems that Xiaoyi's friend took good care of him.

Thinking about it this way makes me feel a little sour.