That 1 his waist protruded

26

Yan Chaoling's answer paused, and the two stepped into the dormitory building.

"Well, it's really embarrassing to say it." Yan Chaoling scratched his head, said a few words, and made a long story short, "At that time, a good friend fell in love with me, and he showed affection to me at every turn. I happened to be chased by a girl, and that girl He is also good-looking, with a considerate attitude, and always buys me things, and other students also booed after seeing him, and then agreed to look around."

"Girls are cute." I asked.

"That's it?" Yan Chaoling sighed, "Actually, the nature is closer to children's playfulness. I'm not very used to getting along with girls, and I don't know what girls think."

I sighed, "Oh, women are so difficult."

Yan Chaoling laughed, "Why are you just joining in the fun?"

"Cooperate with you."

Cooperating with my speed, he walked upstairs slowly and pushed open the unlocked dormitory door.The other two were there, they just said hello and didn't say much.

After washing up and going to bed, I picked up my mobile phone and chatted with Tang Hongxi privately: "Can we chat?"

Tang Hongxi returned quickly without even looking at me. "What do you want to say?"

I was also in a hurry to go to the doctor. After I started the conversation, I paused and took a little time to organize my words: "Last time you said that Yan Chaoling took good care of me like this. I have time to observe him."

Tang Hongxi: "Yes."

I stopped again.After a while, maybe Tang Hongxi realized that his reaction was too cold, and sent another sentence: "So you have decided to like him now?"

"But he's straight."

"I am from the perspective of sexual orientation fluidity."

"What's that?" I was dumbfounded. I always felt that Tang Hongxi was going to start teaching me science, but I was still quite curious.

"That is, a person's sexual orientation is not fixed and immutable, but changes with time and the environment."

"Isn't this a break?"

"Bending the bend was originally a false proposition."

I tucked my head into the comforter and rubbed my head against the pillow.I'd actually rather bang on the wall to express the extent of the headache.

Tang Hongxi's words are always a little unclear when he is not angry with others.I can't keep up with his rhythm very well - this may be because I don't read much.If it was Ayu, he should be able to understand everything.

Tang Hongxi was not without curiosity, and finally asked, "What do you want to consult with me?"

His words defined the communication between us, and I suddenly let go.

"Qian Yi told me that Yan Chaoling had a girlfriend. I asked Yan Chaoling today, and what he meant was that he doesn't really like girls that much. So I think"

My hands trembled, and I didn't finish typing the last sentence I sent.

Tang Hongxi didn't ask any further questions, probably because I tacitly left half a sentence for him to understand.

Tang Hongxi: "I think you still need to be patient. After all, you are out of the closet. No matter how careless Yan Chaoling is, he will have the perception that you are a man who likes men. If he likes you, he will think of this aspect sooner or later. Enlightened."

I thought about it and agreed with his statement.But does this mean that I have to continue in this state of reading as patient waiting and writing as worrying?

The phone was thrown aside, I didn't answer, and no news came in again.Things I couldn't figure out were stuck in my mind, and I fell asleep after being stuck for a while.

27

It was four o'clock in the morning when I woke up, the curtains were drawn, and it was pitch black.Only in the corridor is the bright green light of the emergency exit indicator light shining through the glass above the door.

Unspeakable fear swayed in his mind.

I may have woken up from fright, or I may have woken up in a panic.

My heart is beating so fast, I always feel like it is about to jump out of my chest.I put my hands on my ribs, it hurts so much I want to stick my fingers in it, it hurts like I'm dying.

A great sense of fear of unknown origin hangs over.I sat up wrapped in the quilt, leaning against the wall.The dormitory was not very quiet, and there was an occasional small snoring in the breathing of the roommates.But the sweet dreams belong to others, and I can only experience the fear that no one can understand in another panic attack.

I sniffed, tried hard to control my shortness of breath, and stared blankly, with tears streaming down my face.I waited for the time of this attack to pass, but my breathing continued to grow faster and harder.

The person on the opposite bed moved.Soon, Yan Chaoling sat up: "Don't you want to sleep?"

I suddenly felt aggrieved, that is, the kind of grievance that a child can get up by himself if he falls down, but will cry if someone around him cares about him.

Yan Chaoling thought for a while, got up and got out of bed, and came to my side again.This time, he saw my state clearly.

"Xiao Yi, what's the matter?" He touched my face, "It's a bit cold, is it cold?"

The weather has turned cooler recently, but it doesn't feel too cold yet.It's just that Yan Chaoling doesn't wear pajamas when he sleeps, and only has a pair of panties all over his body.He came over to my bed just like that, and I cried so hard that I didn't forget to shake off the quilt and wrap him in.

The single quilt is too small, and it is very difficult to use right now.

My mind was very chaotic, and my thoughts were jumping very fast, but I didn't want to talk.I paused for a while before I managed to squeeze out four words: "Panic attack."

Yan Chaoling probably doesn't understand this concept, and I don't want to explain it further.

To my surprise, he hugged me and coaxed me in a very soft voice: "Lie down, I will accompany you."

If you lie down, the quilt is barely enough.I was hugged face to face by him, and I followed his will and wrapped my hands and feet around him wantonly.The warm flesh of a young boy is very cute.It may not be good to think so, but the fear seems to have receded with this trace of desire.

"Xiao Yi, your heart beats so fast." He said, hugging my waist tightly, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here, I'll accompany you."

Perhaps Yan Chaoling knew what it meant to have a panic attack.

After a while, it may be a few minutes, or it may be more than ten minutes, I survived this attack, and my whole body was a little bit exhausted.

Yan Chaoling hugged me and didn't let go, he could feel my heartbeat gradually stabilized.He stroked my back along the spine, and said coaxingly, "It's still early, sleep as long as you can. I'll just stay here with you, it's okay."

I looked up at him, my lips brushed against his chin accidentally, and my face became hot.Yan Chaoling didn't seem to notice it, or maybe he didn't take it seriously. He stroked my hair and comforted me: "It's okay, everything will be fine."

I picked up bits and pieces from my memory and remembered what Tang Hongxi had said last time that Yan Chaoling had done his homework for my illness.Probably his homework was used this time.

I still didn't feel like talking, so I closed my eyes and pretended to rub against his chest unintentionally.The tight muscles and warm skin of young boys are wonderful.

I wanted to touch it, but in the end I controlled myself and fell asleep in the regret of not being able to touch it.