That 1 his waist protruded

49

"Actually, I've heard the story a lot, and when I recall it, it seems to be related to me." Su Hefeng said with emotion. "So when I met you, I felt very familiar."

Of course, there is still one thing I can't figure out, "You have been covering your vest for so long, and I can't guess such a tortuous relationship. Why do you want to talk about it all of a sudden?"

Su Hefeng sighed, "Actually, I've wanted to say it for a long time, but I just haven't had a suitable opportunity. I can't really wait for you to guess."

"Although there is nothing bloody, but it is very unexpected." I thought about it, and felt that I should explain it before Su Hefeng's brain circuit ran into the unknown: "Actually, there is a problem with your perspective. I don't feel so sad, more It’s not like you took the script of the protagonist of the abuse novel as you said.”

"For me, it's like many people's first love that died without a medical condition. Although it's a pity, it's not that long. I believe Edward will continue to pursue the life he wants in a life without me. He is a good man. Man, but a miss is a miss. Reunion is just a lucky few."

What's more, it may not be lucky.I fell in love with Edward many years ago, mostly because of his tenderness and understanding.In this regard, it is somewhat similar to Ayu, but not quite the same.

At that time, he was indeed an excellent man in all aspects, and his ability to become friends with Su Hefeng also proved this point.But that doesn't mean I feel like he hasn't changed over the years.

It's not that there are examples of Ayu and Zhang Qiushu before, so I will be optimistic about getting back together with my former lover.Adults don't have that much innocence.

In most cases, if you can divide once, you can divide again. It is not so much a reunion as a broken mirror, but a repeat of the same mistakes.

"So I think the problem is, you read too many messy novels." I concluded.

Su Hefeng got up and tried to look at me with wide eyes: "In fact, it was just curiosity that prompted me to look at other people's imaginary homosexuality."

"The results of it?"

"Humanity's imagination is really rich." Su Hefeng sighed, "What really made me understand that love has nothing to do with gender is that some people are clearly writing about the love between two men, but when they write it, it feels like two haggling over each other. Bitter woman is the feeling of a fake lady in the middle of society who cares about face."

"Of course I say this not because I have any prejudice against women. Most of the women I know are lovely, but when a female author writes about men and men falling in love, there is a sense of hatred for women. Alas, it is too difficult anyway. "

I wiped my face, tried my best to control my expression, and asked as calmly as possible: "Isn't it that you read too many messy novels? What kind of curiosity-seeking mentality do you have in reading it?"

Su Hefeng thought for a while: "Be curious. This is a kind of spiritual stimulation of curiosity hunting, just like happy teenagers who don't understand adults peeking at pornographic films."

"Listen to what terrible things you have said."

"Oh, I started to dislike me when I was just married, how can I live this life." Su Hefeng seemed to have got a new script, and started a performance full of voice and emotion.

Excuse me, is it domestic violence if I hit him now?

50

"I don't think you have been beaten by society."

Su Hefeng continued his performance: "Beating is kissing, scolding is love, Deng Deng, you don't have to take pity on me just because I am a delicate flower."

"Forget it, I want to kick you out of bed even more now."

Su Hefeng was quiet for two seconds, then leaned over and hugged me in his arms.I kicked his calf: "Stop acting?"

Su Hefeng responded obediently: "It's late at night, go to sleep."

I poked him twice casually, and asked him, "Do you really want to spend the rest of your life together?"

Su Hefeng responded with a muffled voice, "Or is Deng Deng ready to repent?"

"Actually, I have never believed in the promise of the future."

"Did Edward promise you the future?" Su Hefeng's mind suddenly turned, trying to explain my cold nature engraved in my genes as being hurt.

But it is not, it has little to do with life experience, it is probably inherited.If it is related to any experience, it is also from family education.

It can be said that I can choose my own life in my own way, regardless of what my parents said, "There must be a child to take care of you when you die", and ignore what they say because I don't get married and let them be talked about by relatives behind their backs. It all comes from them His indifference and coldness.Anyway, everyone is in the same boat.

"It's not because of him. I'm born like this. I don't overly optimistically speculate on the development of things, I don't naively believe in fate, I don't hesitate to speculate on others with the greatest malice, and I don't believe in promises about the future."

Su Hefeng was silent for three seconds before he said slowly, "I didn't believe it either."

"Don't say you suddenly believed me after you met me." Listening to him now, I can't help but think of the bloody follow-up.

"Of course not." Su Hefeng laughed, "But I really thought about this sentence just now, you really understand me."

"I think my brain in the same space suddenly captured your brainwaves."

"Have a heart?"

"No, mental pollution."

51

Su Hefeng tried to accuse me with his eyes, I chose to get up and turn off the lights, and solve this problem by not being able to see clearly in the dark.

Su Hefeng became serious.Perhaps it was because the dark night can tolerate all existences that cannot be seen, he said slowly: "Deng Deng, if the oath cannot guarantee that we will stay together forever, I don't mind adding something else. We can sign an agreement and make a promise to each other. Requirements. You can go for notarization and become the guardian of the other party. You can make the main property of both parties become joint property.”

"The greater the price of breaking up, the more I will cherish this relationship and this relationship. This is something I learned at home. Of course, I was going to bring these things up later..."

I was a little surprised, as surprised to see the cunning but still childish fox in a fairy tale turned into a DC universe villain.

I lay back on the bed and sighed after a while, "I think your words are better than 'whether in good times or bad, rich or poor, healthy or sick, happy or sad, I will always be by your side' More sincerity."

"I envied Zhang Qiushu because he has Ayu."

I asked him, "Are you trying to say that you're not envious now?"

"Now I think you are also envious, envious of them. It is an almost naive mutual trust. I even think their relationship includes a sense of morality." Su Hefeng's voice was a little low, as if he was feeling emotional.

"You and I don't have such a sense of morality, so when we give our feelings, we are like blind men crossing the river by feeling the stones. We can only test each other a little bit. When I see you, I know that you and I are the same kind of people. "

But I still want to complain about him: "I feel that in terms of Chengfu Shen, I still feel ashamed."