Prime Minister, he just refuses to usurp the throne

Xie Anshuang woke up from the long dream, and when he opened his eyes, he saw that he was in a strange room.

It seemed to be nighttime at this time, with some candlelight faintly scattered in the room, and the surroundings were very quiet.

This is where?

Xie Anshuang was still immersed in that overly real dream, and his mind couldn't turn around for a while.

Suppressing the pain from the wound, he slowly got up and looked around.

It was a clean and tidy room, except that there was no one there.

Unexplained loneliness suddenly hit Xie Anshuang, and his mind once again recalled the two words Yuan Gui had said to him countless times.

He is just a little bitch that no one likes, no one wants, he is destined to be abandoned and hated by everyone.

Just like... the previous life.

Xie Anshuang struggled to get out of the bed, and when he stood up, his legs were weak and he almost fell to the ground again. Fortunately, he supported the edge of the bed and barely managed to maintain his standing, but the wound on his hand was pulled, and there were bursts of stinging pain.

But these stinging pains were not as good as when Yuan Gui beat him with a whip when he was young.

He calmed down by the bed, gathered up some strength, and walked out of the room step by step.

He didn't know where he was, everything was completely strange around him, no one, no sound.

He didn't know where he was going, but he always felt that the room was too stuffy, so he wanted to come out to get some air.

Xie Anshuang stood at the door and lingered for a long time.

To the right is a corridor covered with lanterns, and the bright warm light connects to another small courtyard.To the left is a dark, dark corner of weeds in troubled times.

Subconsciously, he could guess that looking all the way to the right, he would definitely see Xing Wenshu, who was as dazzling as ever under the light.

But in the end, he still walked to the left, looking at a cluster of small flowers that seemed to have withered in the dark corner, his eyes gradually dimmed.

He found a place next to Xiao Hua, regardless of whether it was dirty or not, he sat down against the cold corner and curled himself up into a ball.

The wounds on his body are not yet fully healed, and he is wearing a simple and elegant white clothes from nowhere, and after some movements, there are bloodstains faintly oozing out of the clothes.He himself didn't seem to realize it, desperately trying to hide himself in this dark little corner.

When Xing Wenshu came in from the corridor with the wound medicine in hand, His Majesty, who had been guarding him for four days, finally woke up and huddled alone in the darkest corner of the courtyard.

Joyful future did not have time to rise, and the heart twitched again, with a dull pain.

He temporarily put the wound medicine at the door, and walked to Xie Anshuang step by step.

When Xie Anshuang heard the sound, he raised his head to look where the sound came from, and saw that Xing Wenshu was still standing in the light, looking at him with more worry.

For some reason, the last time he saw Xing Wenshu before stepping into the fire scene in his previous life suddenly popped up in his mind.

At that time, Xing Wenshu seemed to have the same worried expression, but Xie Anshuang only felt that it was his last scene before usurping the throne.

He stared at Xing Wenshu for a long time, then suddenly said, "Xing Wenshu."

Xu Shi was in a coma for four days, his voice was so hoarse that Xing Wenshu could barely hear what he was saying.

He suppressed the soreness in his heart, squatted down, looked at Xie Anshuang in front of him, and replied as softly as possible: "I am here."

Xie An's eyes were calm, like a pool of lifeless stagnant water, and he continued with a hoarse voice: "I had a long dream. In the dream, you were always indifferent to me, and at the end of the dream, it was the person from Chang'an Hall. A big fire."

When Xing Wenshu heard this, a flash of astonishment flashed in his eyes.

Xie Anshuang's expression remained unchanged, and he said flatly: "You also remember this dream, don't you?"

He used a declarative tone.

He already knew that that overly real dream was actually something he had actually experienced in his previous life.

After being engulfed by the fire in his last life, he opened his eyes and found that he was back to the time when he had just ordered Xing Wenshu to come back within seven days.

His ridiculous life started all over again.

After waking up, Xie Anshuang didn't want to accept this reality, so she went to sit in the imperial garden for a long time.

It was cold winter at that time, and he was used to wearing less clothes, so he had a high fever after returning home.

Maybe it was because his unwillingness to accept the rebirth was too strong, and he completely forgot about the rebirth after waking up with a high fever.

But now, taking advantage of the poisoning three months ago and the arrow that Xing Wenshu blocked for him this time, all his loose memories have come back.

He was reborn, but Xing Wenshu's performance in this life was too different from his previous life, so there was only one possibility - Xing Wenshu was also reborn, and he remembered everything.

Xing Wenshu met his calm gaze and nodded lightly: "Yes. Then, do you want to know the follow-up of that dream after the fire?"

Xie Anshuang didn't answer, but still just looked at him.

However, Xing Wenshu understood what he meant from his gaze, stood up from the last corner of light in the yard, walked to Xie Anshuang's side, and sat down with him in the large shadow.

This was also the first time that he didn't try to pull Xie Anshuang from the dark corner to the light, but chose to accompany him, sitting side by side in the shadows.

After learning that Xie Anshuang had left the capital with the army three months ago, Xing Wenshu immediately went to find Ye Zihe and confessed everything he knew to Ye Zihe.

Out of guilt for the fourth prince, Xie Anshuang has always been the most trustworthy person is Ye Zihe and Ye Ziqin.After Xing Wenshu confessed, Ye Zihe finally revealed what he had known about Xie Anshuang all along.

For example, Yuan Gui has always been mentally suppressing Xie Anshuang, for example, Xie Anshuang always believes that he is a sinner, and for example, he always feels that he should be abandoned by everyone.

No matter how much Ye Zihe, Ye Ziqin and Ye Ru showed concern for him, he insisted that he would not be liked by anyone.

It was only at this time that Xing Wenshu knew that Xie Anshuang's knot was not about the murder of the prince, the first emperor, but about Yuan Gui's suppression and restraint of his spirit, and his low self-esteem that had been carved into his bones.

Reminiscent of Xie An's performance when he was poisoned before, it also made Xing Wenshu more and more sure that he was also reborn, but for some reason he forgot about his previous life.

And for these reasons, it is very likely that Xie Anshuang thought that he in his previous life abandoned him because of the throne in the end.

He didn't want to experience the feeling of being abandoned again, so he chose to forget.

His little majesty is longing for love.

It's just that being suppressed for a long time made him fall into a whirlpool of inferiority complex, and he only dared to hide in the most inconspicuous and darkest places, but he didn't dare to really ask for any extravagant love.

So when he said "like" to his little majesty, the first thing he got was his strong resistance.

People who have lived in the dark for a long time will only feel dazzling when the light suddenly shines on.

So this time, Xing Wenshu chose to stand by Xie Anshuang's side, staying with him in the environment he was most familiar with.

It was also the first time that Xie Anshuang stood side by side with Xing Wenshu under such circumstances. After hesitating for a while, he shrank away from Xing Wenshu's side, as if he wanted to get close to the faint fragrance lingering around him.

Xing Wenshu smiled, avoiding his wound and gently hugged him, and started talking about the topic he just raised: "After the fire in the Chang'an Palace, I was ushered into the throne by the person who started the turmoil. The day was also set for Mid-Autumn Festival by them."

Xie Anshuang's body stiffened for a moment.

He still remembers the day when his birthday banquet is held every year during the Mid-Autumn Festival.His real birthday is August [-]th, but he has never celebrated his birthday, so he doesn't care much about it. After he became the throne, he directly chose a close Mid-Autumn Festival.

On the first emperor's birthday banquet, the new emperor's coronation ceremony was held. If that life continues, it will definitely become a joke in the history books.

Xie An lowered his eyelashes, his thoughts were hidden in the darkness.

But at this time, he felt the force on his shoulders increase slightly, and Xing Wenshu said with emotion: "But I was not happy that day."

Xie An looked in his direction with both side eyes, and saw a bitter smile on his lips, and continued to say, recalling: "After the banquet that day, I sneaked out of the bedroom, and brought your favorite wine, and The birthday gift I originally wanted to give you went to the lotus pond in the Royal Garden. That was the place where I first met Your Majesty in my memory.

"I burned the birthday gift I prepared for His Majesty to His Majesty, and I also toasted His Majesty with a glass of wine. I only hope that Your Majesty will be a happy and comfortable child in the next life."

Free and happy, these four simple words hit the most secret thoughts in Xie Anshuang's heart.

He couldn't help feeling sour, and said in a hoarse voice: "Before I died in my previous life, I was thinking that if there was an afterlife, I really wanted to know what it would be like to be cherished by others. But when I opened my eyes, I returned to Once upon a time."

The past that was still hated by everyone.

"I really don't want...to be abandoned again..."

He wanted to shrink himself into a ball again, but at this moment he felt the warmth of his palm.

"Your Majesty has never been abandoned."

Xing Wenshu held his hand lightly, with a gentle and firm voice, "As I have said to His Majesty time and time again, no matter before or now, I have never had any interest in the throne. All I care about is always It's just my little Majesty."

Xie Anshuang raised his eyes to look at him, his eye sockets were already slightly red, but he didn't know how to react when he heard his words.

Xing Wenshu rubbed his head pityingly, and continued: "I didn't know about the forced coup in my previous life. When I heard the report, I had just completed the summer lotus pond map that was originally planned to be presented to His Majesty, so I rushed in without even thinking about it." I went to the palace, but it turned out to be a step too late.

"And not long after that, I was also poisoned and murdered because of my negligence. When I woke up, I found that I had returned to the day when I was recalled to Beijing by His Majesty. After I was reborn, I also did some research on the past life. It can basically be guessed that the one who really instigated the forced palace in the previous life, and the one who poisoned me in the end, were all from the Empress Dowager Yuangui's side."

Xie Anshuang was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect such a situation in her previous life.

But if you think about it carefully, it is not impossible.

In the previous life, because Xing Wenshu didn't want to come to the palace, Xie Anshuang met officials a lot more often in order to ensure that he could participate more in government affairs. It is estimated that this behavior aroused Yuan Gui's suspicion.

Xie Anshuang listened silently, but her eyes were filled with confusion.

He is used to being the object of being hated and abandoned for a long time. Even if this is the treasure he once dreamed of, he still can't digest Xing Wenshu's liking for him.

How could someone like him be liked?

Xing Wenshu saw that he was at a loss, and the soreness in his heart was even worse, he leaned sideways and gently embraced him in his arms, and said softly: "It doesn't matter if your majesty doesn't believe it yet, as long as your majesty gives me time, I will tell your majesty slowly , you are also deeply loved. You will always be my most cherished little majesty."

"I love you more than anything."

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Happy Lantern Festival! (Confident version)

The heart knot is not over, but sweetly begins ww

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Thanks to [Qianzi Anying] and [Shanyou Fusu] for mine mua!

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