Seeing that the east wind returns, the struggle for teaching is the most complicated

Staying there, but wanting to go out, what urgent things do you want to say? "

Cao Jinxiu could hear it clearly from the porch, and was so depressed that she almost wanted to turn back and say something to her: "You can only rely on the old to sell the old, you have lived your whole life, what do you know?" room to go.Laying on the bed after grooming carelessly, thinking over Cihang's words over and over again, it suddenly occurred to him: Cihang said "at least one year, at most two years", could it be that he was talking about the life expectancy of his aunt?Even I can see that my aunt's spirit this year is no better than last year, who knows how long she can last?If the aunt is gone, even if brother Qi doesn't "resolve" with her, his mother will still have to!The whole He family already disliked her, but she was charged with another crime against Nightmare Town just now. If Zong Chuheng wanted to kick her out, no one would speak up for her!

So, he is almost at the end of the road?

Cao Jinxiu broke out in a cold sweat, and the more she thought about her future, the more hopeless she felt.If she hadn't been unable to let go of He Hongwen, she wouldn't have offended Zong Chuheng; if she hadn't offended Zong Chuheng, then at least she would have died of her own death and buried in peace with her temperament.But myself...why did I like He Hongwen so much then? !What's so good about him?Is it worth it for me to come to this point for him?

She suddenly felt that her thoughts on He Hongwen back then were ridiculously ridiculous.He was indeed kind-hearted, but too good-hearted to hurt anyone, so he hurt everyone.

She's ridiculous, she thought she was going to be the winner.But in fact, the real winner is Sheng Minglan who flitted away.He Hongwen even blamed Sheng Minglan's inappropriateness on her!As everyone knows, the reason why Sheng Minglan doesn't marry you is because she has seen through who you are, He Hongwen!

Cao Jinxiu really wanted to laugh three times, but she couldn't.At least one year, as many as two years, I will step into a desperate situation.Even if He Hongwen can still think about the old relationship... Forget it, what kind of relationship do I have with him?The person next to his pillow has never seen how much he loves him.

But in the end, the only person I can rely on is this unreliable person, right?

When Cao Jinxiu was thinking about something, He Hongwen was scolding Chu Heng: "Why didn't you tell me about Jin'er?"

Chu Heng looked at him unexpectedly: "What's the matter with her?"

He Hongwen stomped his feet and said, "You're still pretending to be confused! She actually wanted to use sorcery to harm Qi'er? I only found out after listening to a private discussion today. Why didn't you even tell me such a thing?"

Chu Heng said: "So it's this one. I've been punished and punished. What else do I need to tell you?"

Seeing her disapproving expression, He Hongwen said angrily, "What do you think this is? Disgust is one of the ten evils, and it is unforgivable! You can reprimand and fine a few taels of silver, and that's it?"

Chu Heng said indifferently: "If you can't see it, just go to the Yamen and sue her, and take it to kill her. As long as you can pass the old lady's test, don't ask me."

Seeing her still like this, He Hongwen couldn't help being annoyed: "I'm telling you something serious, what do you mean?"

Chu Heng became impatient: "What's the matter? Qi'er is not critically ill, and Cao Jinxiu refuses to admit it. What else can I do other than reprimand and fine her for a few months? What she did before is worse. Don’t you all end up like this? Let me yell at the old lady and you, and then she won’t be able to beat or kill you. Once or twice, three or five times, you Do you think I have an addiction?" As he said that, he became angry, and threw the comb, "If you can't do what you want, you can't stop it, it's really hard for Jun's housewife, so it's better for Imperial Physician He to hire another wise man."

He Hongwen looked at her blankly.He understood that she was estranged from him, from the moment he promised his mother to bring Cao Jinxiu back.The person is still the same person, and the smile is still the same, but the person's heart has left him, and the smile has become a polite perfunctory.In fact, he was very sad, he didn't want to do this, he wanted to tell her that he didn't want to take Cao Jinxiu back either, but he couldn't be so cruel that his mother couldn't rest in peace.But every time she just started talking, she interrupted and said: "My husband is a filial son, how can I not understand that?" Then she diverted the conversation.

Is it true that filial sons are destined to treat their wives badly?he does not know.All he knew was that she didn't care about his mistreatment now.He will take the initiative to accompany the child now, because only when he teaches Brother Qi to recite the soup song and holds Brother Hu to chase catkins, her smile comes from the heart.What little affection she had left for the family was in the two children.He asked her if she wanted to have another daughter. It was originally a whisper in the boudoir, but she replied sternly: "Two have already been harmed, and I don't want to harm the third. If the husband wants to have another child, it doesn't matter who it is. I will give birth to you in the house, I have no objection."

She really would not object, because at that time he was already a passerby to her.

Today, when he heard the little servant talking about Cao Jinxiu, he was both shocked and angry. What was shocking was that Cao Jinxiu had resorted to all means to this extent, and what was angry was that Chu Heng had never even discussed such a matter with him.He wanted to tell her to send Cao Jinxiu far away to live in the Zhuangzi under his name, but at this moment he understood that she would not be interested in his proposal, because even if she was sent to Tianya, sooner or later her mother would return. I will pick her up, she doesn't want to bother anymore.

"I was in a hurry, it's my fault." Chu Heng apologized.But he understood that she just didn't want to get angry with him.

"It's my fault." He said, "I made you and Qi'er Hu'er suffer." He also thought it was ridiculous, he had said this hundreds of times, but nothing changed.

"Where is it?" Chu Heng smiled softly and helped him change his coat, as if he had no grievances, "If it weren't for the husband's hard work, our mother and son would not be able to get enough food and clothing. Now we are full of food and fat, Gao Tanghua House, isn’t it the power of a husband?”

He couldn't go on, and she obviously didn't want to go on.When he got married, didn't he want to treat each other like a guest and have children?Now he has it.

25

Although Mother He didn't like Cao Jinyun very much, she couldn't stand Cao Jinyun's frequent visits, and Mother He couldn't do anything to keep the door closed, so she could only watch the two sisters go to the room to get together, chatting with Nanny Yun "I want to come and sit down if I have nothing to do. I don't know what has attracted Jin'er's thoughts."

Although He's mother is honest and foolish, this encounter is predictable like a god.Cao Jinyun saw that Cao Jinxiu's complexion was gloomy and her actions were lazy, so she dismissed the servant girl and said, "My sister has to make up her mind. It's not a long-term solution to blame others or resign yourself to fate."

Cao Jinxiu cried and said: "What long-term plan? If you die earlier, it will last forever if you leave a good look! You have seen what my aunt looks like now, as long as she is gone, if I don't bite my teeth and go with her, I have to be rubbed by that woman all the time, and I can't even say where to bury it! Cousin can at best keep me alive, and let the rest be left alone."

Cao Jinyun moved closer to Cao Jinxiu, and said in a low voice, "Has my sister ever thought about remarrying?"

Cao Jinxiu was taken aback, and even forgot to cry: "Are you talking crazy? I have a husband now!"

Cao Jinyun waved his hand, "What's that? It's a matter of a piece of paper. Anyone in the house can go out, let alone a concubine." After a pause, he said, "If my sister is doing well, I wouldn't dare to think about it when lightning strikes me; But now my sister is not living comfortably! The wife is so jealous, the man is unlucky, and the younger sister has nowhere to go, so how can I live in another place instead of suffering with a bag of tears in my eyes like this!"

Cao Jinxiu blushed, "How can this happen! How can I... how can I do such a thing?"

Cao Jinyun snorted, "Sister is really—people like you and me, is there anyone in this life who will set up a chastity memorial archway?"

Cao Jinxiu opened his mouth a few times, but no sound came out.That's right, no matter how pure and self-respecting I am, I don't bother to stand shoulder to shoulder with a woman like Cao Jinyun who has been in three dynasties, but in the eyes of the He family, and in the eyes of the world, I have long since lost my chastity.Ever since he entered the He family, he had already lost his integrity. Even if He Hongwen died and became a widow until the end of his life, he would never be able to gain the reputation of a "christian woman".Thinking of this, I couldn't help being depressed, and tears fell down.

Cao Jinyun sighed, took out the silk to help her wipe away tears, and continued to say in a low voice: "Now there is a good marriage. My lord's cousin, surnamed He, is the same age as our lord, only a few months behind. He is also from a merchant family , the foundation is still above our Luo family, but he lost his parents since he was a child, and grew up with his uncle and aunt. His family's property was originally helped by my father-in-law, and he returned it to him after he got married. Because of this affection Now, he is like our master’s brother. His grandmother’s surname is Mo, and she gave birth to a son and a daughter. Unfortunately, she has been paralyzed in bed for two or three years. Zhang Luo wanted to give him another second room. Although it is a concubine, it is the main room when entering the door, and the etiquette is the same as that of the main room! His family is rich, but the family is lower, and he feels wronged by his sister."

Cao Jinxiu was confused by her words.Over the past few years, her thoughts on He Hongwen have faded away; although her thoughts on Zong Chuling are still there, she knows that it is just a bubble, especially since he finally had a son last year, and she is happy for him, but it is inevitable Sad—she can't even dream.The person my sister mentioned is of course not as good as Zong Chulu, but if her family wealth is as good as that of the Luo family, that would be rare... Although she thought so in her heart, her face was still stern, but the tears stopped flowing. Cai said: "such a person, what kind of woman do you want, how can you accept the most suitable person?"

Cao Jinyun shook his head and said: "I've been thinking about this at home for the past few days. The more I think about it, the more I feel that it's my sister's fate. When Mr. He married grandma, it was our wife who made the decision. Grandma is not bad, but it's a pity that the husband and wife bad temper