Mozun's white moonlight is actually me

Chu Mu grabbed Qi Wan's wrist, pressed her against the wall forcefully, and chased after her with forceful and domineering kisses.

Qi Wan was dazed by Chu Mu's deep and ruthless kiss. He was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt a dull pain on his lips, and then a bloody smell permeated between their lips and teeth.

Qi Wan raised her hand and wiped her lips with her fingertips, and as expected, she saw a smear of bright red, and then realized that Chu Mu had bitten his lips.The smear of red hurt Qi Wan's eyes, and he was furious for a moment, exhausted all his strength, and suddenly threw Chu Mu off his body.

Qi Wan gasped for breath, glared at Chu Mu and said sharply, "Stay away from me!"

Chu Mu's eyes were already red, and seeing Qi Wan's fair face was pinched with red marks, it was like waking up from a dream, he let go of the shackles on Qi Wan, backed away a little, but took a step forward uneasy, The hand that wanted to touch the other party stretched out halfway, and stopped in mid-air hesitantly.

Qi Wan looked at the obsession and possessiveness in Chu Mu's eyes that had not had time to recede, and suddenly felt at this moment that she had never really understood the person in front of her.The memory of the previous life is no longer available, he only knows that he loved Chu Mu desperately at that time, but the two of them were still yin and yang in the end.

But, why did they separate?Just because of the war?When he was reborn, almost all his knowledge of the past came from Chu Mu's telling, but every time the other party mentioned the past, he always talked about him, and was on the verge of collapse time and time again.

Qi Wan stared at Chu Mu's handsome face, feeling annoyed, but more puzzled and puzzled.After living a new life, he couldn't help but fell in love with the person in front of him again. He loved the handsome and tall figure of the other person, the intimate and defenseless smile when he acted coquettishly, and the warm and strong embrace of the other person... He likes everything about Chu Mu, but until now, Qi Wan has to admit in her heart that Chu Mu seems to have really hidden something from herself, and what she is hiding is something crucial.

Thinking of this, Qi Wan felt a sudden astringency and pain in his heart. He didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't want to think about it. Chu Mu might, might really have deceived him.

Chu Mu stared blankly at Qi Wan for a moment, and the madness in his eyes finally receded. He saw the corners of Qi Wan's eyes were red, and the corners of his mouth were covered with blood. Wiping away the streak of blood with her fingertips, she trembled incoherently: "Brother Mingyue, I'm sorry, I... it's all my fault, I shouldn't, I shouldn't... Did I hurt you, I..."

Qi Wan looked at Chu Mu's remorseful appearance, although she was still very angry in her heart, she couldn't help but soften her heart a little.He couldn't see Chu Mu being unhappy the most, he just wanted to give him everything, and would do everything for him, but if the other party touched his bottom line of principles, he...

Qi Wan took a deep breath, suppressed the confusion and anxiety in her heart, and gently broke free from Chu Mu's embrace, raised her head and looked into the eyes of the person, and said seriously: "A Yan, I only ask you once, and you answer me truthfully. You... Is there anything you haven't told me? Is there something you're keeping from me?"

After hearing this, Chu Mu's face turned pale in an instant.All the pretense and lies seemed to fall apart in an instant. He looked at Qi Wan with flickering eyes, and said hoarsely, "Brother...why would you ask such a question?"

Seeing Chu Mu's reaction like this, Qi Wan's heart became clearer. He tried his best to suppress the anger and disappointment in his heart, and his voice trembled: "A Yan, I am a person who died once. When I wake up in this life, No one recognizes me, no one remembers me. I was originally helpless and had nothing in this world, but you told me that we are husband and wife, and I also... I really regard you as my husband, I regard you as the only love in my heart. I have no reservations about you, but I can see that you are always afraid, always hesitant, and you have something in your heart that you dare not tell me. "

Speaking of this, Qi Wan only felt that her heart was sore and swollen, as if it was about to be burst by all kinds of complicated emotions, she couldn't help but her eyes were red: "A Yan, you are the same Let me tell. Whatever it is, let's face it together, okay? I'm right here, by your side. Whatever it is, tell me."

Before Qi Wan finished speaking, he felt a strong attack, and by the time he realized it, he had already been hugged tightly by Chu Mu.Chu Mu wrapped his arms around his shoulders and neck, pressed his face against the side of his neck, and almost hugged him until his joints creaked.

Chu Mu's embrace is so familiar and warm, Qi Wan's whole body hurts from being hugged by the other party, but his heart becomes more and more sore, because at this moment, he truly and sadly realizes that no matter what Chu Mu says at this time, he may accept it. .He loves the person in front of him so much, and misses the other person's embrace too much. The moment he embraces the other person, he feels that the original high-hanging heart has finally fallen back into his belly, and he even wants to put aside those troublesome trivial matters. I just wish that time would stop at this moment.

While thinking wildly, Qi Wan was surprised to find that the skirt of her neck was wet a lot.Only then did he suddenly realize that Chu Mu was actually crying.

This kind of cognition made Qi Wan's heart flutter for a moment. He was originally determined to ask the truth, but at this moment his heart was shaken.

Chu Mu rested his chin on Qi Wan's shoulder, trembling, and cried: "Brother Ziqing, I'm so scared, I'm afraid I'll lose you, I'm too scared... I lost you once, it was me It's all my fault for not protecting you well, I don't want to, I don't want to..."

When Chu Mu heard Qi Wan calling his husband, and hearing the other party's sincere confession, his mood almost collapsed in an instant.During the thousands of years of losing Qi Wan, he was so helpless and so scared, but no matter how much he cried or begged, he could not change the cruel ending between the two of them.

Qi Wan lives a new life, and still loves him as before, has no reservations about him, and gives everything to him. All this is like an absurd dream that can never be realized, and Chu Mu is unwilling to wake up no matter what. Come.He didn't even dare to think about how this dream would fall apart if he told the truth back then.

He is willing to do whatever it takes, just to keep his dream alive.The truth of that year, he only hoped to bury it forever.Other things, all those who hinder him and Qi Wan, and those who threaten and harm Qi Wan, he will eliminate them one by one.

The words "Brother Ziqing" were like a small cluster of sparks that ignited the wick, and suddenly lit up a corner of Qi Wan's dusty memory.In a daze, he seemed to see a few distant and blurred pictures. In the picture, he and Chu Mu were hugging together in a deep cave. Chu Mu kissed him while crying, and called him brother Ziqing over and over again.

This is... a memory from a previous life?

For some reason, Qi Wan's heart suddenly ached as if being torn apart.This "Brother Ziqing" was more real than all the names Chu Mu had called before, as if it was conveyed from the past to the future through a distant time and space, which made his heart sore.

In a daze, Chu Mu finally calmed down a little. He raised his head from Qi Wan's shoulders, and looked at Qi Wan sincerely with a pair of bottomless black eyes, which were still full of unfinished tears. It looks pitiful and innocent.

He flapped a pair of thick eyelashes like a frightened butterfly, and whispered uneasy and helpless: "Brother Mingyue, how could I lie to you? I'm just, just too afraid to lose you. In the last life, the last life, We haven't been able to live together well, so, so in this life, I don't want to care about those other things anymore, I just want to stay with you well. But you always have to care about the overall situation and worry about you Brother Feilan, I, I'm too angry to..."

Speaking of this, Chu Mu took Qi Wan's hand and kissed her knuckles, palm, and even wrist over and over again, kissing the red mark he pressed just now, and said distressedly: "I'm sorry, Brother Mingyue, Does it hurt?"

Qi Wan was a little blushed by Chu Mu's frank and obsessed attitude, she pulled her hand back in a panic, lowered her head and whispered: "It doesn't hurt. I'm fine." At the same time, he finally realized belatedly After realizing it, Chu Mu was so angry and tough just because he was jealous of Luo Xuan?However, there still seems to be something wrong...

While hesitating, Chu Mu wrapped his arms around Qi Wan's waist, carried him to the table and sat down.He leaned over and squeezed into Qi Wan's legs, kissed Qi Wan's cheek and ear pinna devoutly and without desire, and said in a hoarse voice: "Brother Mingyue, I am alive only when we are together. Let me take it, you can't do anything, you know? There are other people, you don't have to care about them, you just need to look at me. "

Qi Wan pursed her lips, held Chu Mu's hand behind her back, thought for a while, and said: "A Yan, I know you are worried about me and don't want me to have trouble. Let's go to Fengqing Country to have a look, go Confirm...confirm the safety of the two of them, okay? As for the matter of Gu worms, we will decide whether to go to the underground palace after we meet them and discuss it, okay?"

After hearing this, Chu Mu's face was gloomy for a moment, and just as he was about to speak, Qi Wan whispered again: "A Yan, you know me. If I don't go, I will definitely have trouble sleeping and eating. Let's not mention Feilan ...No, Luo Xuan, just take it as a visit to see how your brother is doing, it's better that way. And..." Qi Wan touched the tip of her nose, and added softly: "If you really don't want to, I will always There is a way to go."

Chu Mu held the hand on Qi Wan's waist and exerted a little force. Out of the corner of his vision, he glanced at the slender hairband thrown by the table, then at the pillar beside the couch, and made quick calculations in his mind, almost Put your thoughts into action.

But he also thought of Qi Wangang's stubborn temperament, seeing the other party blinking his eyes at the moment, letting go of his pride, and discussing with him softly, he suppressed that impulse in an instant.

He stared at Qi Wan for a long time, finally sighed, and made a rare compromise: "Once you encounter danger, don't be reckless, come back with me immediately, and don't take any risks."

Hearing this, Qi Wan held Chu Mu's hand and finally smiled.

Chu Mu pulled Qi Wan into his arms, and gently rested his chin on the top of Qi Wan's head.Qi Wan sat on the table and raised her arms to hug Chu Mu's waist.

Chu Mu stroked Qi Wan's hair, feeling more and more anxious.For some reason, he always had a faint premonition that once they left this land, they would never come back again.

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