Difficult to return

After watching the movie, Xiaofeng said please have dinner, Song Shuhua was in a hurry to go home, and only made an appointment for the next time.

He was in a good mood. According to the man, Xiaofeng was willing to pay back the money, which meant that he really regarded him as a friend.After this level of "test", the relationship between the two seems to be a little closer.

He went home with the food he was going to eat at night, thinking all the way if his husband asked, how would he explain what he did today in a seamless manner.I typed the manuscript at the door, but when I opened the door, I missed it because my husband was not in the living room.When he turned to the kitchen, he found that her husband had put on an apron and was working around the pot.

Song Shuhua was really taken aback. After so many years of marriage, it was the first time he saw Lu Mingchen cooking.

No matter in his own home or back to Song's house, Lu Mingchen is a character who never works in the kitchen.In his own home, Song Shuhua took the initiative to take care of all the housework and took good care of him.Going to Song's house, I can't wait to find a niche for him to worship, why let him do housework.

Is this really hungry?Song Shuhua felt a little guilty because he came back too late.

"There is food under the coffee table, you go to fill your stomach first, I will come."

"Well, I'm back." Lu Mingchen dealt with it casually, busy pouring oil into the pot.

"Give it to me, keep it simple tonight, and it will be eaten soon."

The oil was already hot, and Lu Mingchen poured a bowl of chopped ingredients into the pot with a "sizzling" sound, which made him jump back a step in fright, and put the lid of the pot in front of him as a shield.

Immediately remembering that Song Shuhua was at the side, he felt a little embarrassed after knowing it, turned his head and pushed the person away: "I make noodles with mixed sauce."

"Can you make mixed sauce noodles?"

"I can't learn."

"What are you learning this for?"

"...Make noodles to eat." He turned off the fire and continued to drive people out, guilty of disgusting Song Shuhua, "You are in the way here."

Song Shuhua glanced at the messy cooking table.

Lu Mingchen hugged his arm and helped him turn around: "I'll clean up later, you go out first, just wait to eat."

Song Shuhua was pushed out of the door, followed by the kitchen door being pulled shut.He stood at the door in a daze for a while, wondering what happened to her husband today, how he seemed to be a different person.

After a while, two plates of noodles came to the table, served on a bone china plate, poured with sauce, garnished with a few green vegetables, and the appearance was not bad.

Lu Mingchen signaled that Song Shuhua tasted it first. The noodles were cooked for too long, and the fried sauce was slightly salty, but it was the first time it was made like this, and it was considered a pass.

"How about it?"

"Not bad, try it yourself."

Lu Mingchen took a bite, immediately frowned, and looked at his husband apologetically: "It's too salty."

"It's not bad to make it like this for the first time, let's make do with it tonight." Song Shuhua said, carrying two bowls to the kitchen, "Add some noodle soup to make it less salty."

The manuscript that Song Shuhua had made all the way was useless, and her husband didn't ask him what he did when he went out in the afternoon all night.

After dinner, Lu Mingchen said to clean up the kitchen and let him take a shower.After he finished washing up, Lu Mingchen had already prepared red wine and snacks, and invited him to watch a movie together.

"what are you looking?"

""Titanic", I haven't watched the whole movie yet."

"Haven't you seen this?" Song Shuhua was slightly surprised.

My husband doesn't like to watch romance movies, but he knows it, but this kind of world-class famous classic movie, it is impossible for him not to watch it in its entirety.

"you saw it?"

"Of course I've seen it." Not only have I seen it, I've watched it many times, and it's one of his favorite classic movies.

"Does it look good?"

"nice."

"Then watch it again with me?"

Song Shuhua had no choice but to sit on it, and the two leaned side by side on the sofa, close but not very close.

At the beginning of the movie, familiar music, plot and mood, good movies are like this, no matter how many times you watch it, you will not feel bored.At the beginning, Song Shuhua was distracted to pay attention to her husband's reaction. Seeing him drinking wine from time to time, he seemed a little absent-minded, and he didn't understand why he suddenly started watching genres he didn't like before, including "A Chinese Journey to the West" during the day.Watching and watching, Song Shuhua went in again by himself, joyful and sad with the protagonist.

In the movie, the ship crashed into an iceberg, and he was stuck inside.Watching Jack encourage Rose on the floating board still makes my nose sore.Knowing that Jack would die in the end and Rose was rescued, but seeing the face slowly sinking in the sea, he still couldn't stop the tears from flowing down his face.

Suddenly a pair of warm palms held his face, her husband's face was very close, and a pair of eyes fixed on his face, the eyes were extraordinarily soft.

"I'm crying."

Song Shuhua was so embarrassed, he quickly turned his face away, and wiped his eyes carelessly with a piece of paper.

For Lu Mingchen, even though it was for this reason, it was the first time he saw her husband cry in front of him, and his heart suddenly felt sour.

"Why is she so cute, like a child."

This made Song Shuhua even more embarrassed. He suppressed the emotions just now and said bluntly, "Go on and watch the movie."

Lu Mingchen didn't speak any more. About 2 minutes later, Rose was just rescued, when the TV screen suddenly went black.This was the only light source in the room at this time, but it suddenly disappeared, and the eyes were completely dark.

"Why did you turn off the TV, it's not over yet..."

There was no response from the husband, but the hands that had just cupped his face were cupped up again, followed by her husband's breath, lips and soft tongue.

Her husband kissed his cheeks, then his eyes, drying away the remaining tears, and then he held him in his arms and kissed his mouth.

In the darkness, Song Shuhua stared wide-eyed. Before he could react, he had already been tasted inside and out by his husband.

When he reacted, he was about to push her husband away, but the other party let him go first.Then he soared into the air and was picked up from the sofa by her husband.Song Shuhua exclaimed: "You...let me down."

The husband's breath came closer, with a rare coquettish soft voice: "Ah Hua, I want you..."

Hearing this, Song Shuhua's heart constricted, he became more and more nervous, his throat tightened, and he didn't know how to answer.

Lu Mingchen carried the man to the bedroom in the dark, and put him on the bed.The room was pitch black, even the curtains were drawn.There seems to be nothing in the world except darkness, only Lu Mingchen and his voice: "...is it okay?"

May I?May I?

Song Shuhua really wanted to say no, he was so nervous that he wanted to curl up, hide everything in the darkness, and even melt himself into the darkness, he clamored in his heart not to touch me.

But he couldn't refuse, he had no position to say no, he could only comfort himself, as usual, he passed it.He thought desperately, this is his punishment, the price for his freedom by relying on others.

After waiting for a while, seeing that he did not refuse, Lu Mingchen thought it was tacit consent.The husband is always like this, only on the stage of QUEEN is he not ashamed to express himself.He's quite used to it.

A warm hand touched his chest, and the buttons were unbuttoned.The familiar feeling made Song Shuhua feel extremely uncomfortable today.

Lu Mingchen thought that his husband was shivering slightly because of the cold, so he covered him under the quilt after taking off his clothes.

In the past, the torment that could be endured once passed, but for some reason it was especially unbearable today. When her husband hugged him under the quilt, he almost couldn't control the urge to run away.

Even in the dark, he closed his eyes tightly.With his eyes closed, he can try to divert his attention by thinking about other things as usual, making the process as blurred as possible.

His thoughts turned around with high tension, and finally fixed on that person.Will he and his lover do this kind of thing too?Sure, anyone can do it, and most people like and enjoy the process.The man was a normal man, and he must have enjoyed such intimate hugs and kisses with his lover.

He said his lover is transgender, so when they do these things, does his lover wear men's clothes or women's clothes?If it's an MTF, then like Xiaofeng, he must prefer to wear women's clothing.Then what kind of women's clothing will his lover wear, a gorgeous and thick evening dress, or a sexy and light nightdress?

The person above was only a blurry shadow, no matter how hard Song Shuhua tried to imagine his appearance, he could only imagine a vague silhouette of a man.But the transgender person below him is clearer, sometimes it is Xiaofeng, sometimes it is Xiaole... After rotating all the cross-dressing performers in QUEEN, it finally becomes himself.

It wasn't him, it wasn't him, it was Tita, to be precise.

Tita is wearing bright and moving makeup, red lips, black eyebrows, crystal tears, wearing a sexy and gorgeous white lace dress, lying on a bed of roses, under the soft light, surrounded by a pair of gentle hands Unbuttoning the skirt, being touched and embraced by those hands, he bloomed like a flower.

His mind was dizzy and dizzy, Song Shuhua's will gradually lost, and above him was also a blurred silhouette of a man, as if he could no longer tell who was who.Then don't make a distinction, don't look at it again, close your eyes again, and immerse yourself in a deeper dream.

Lu Mingchen felt that her husband seemed to have a little different reaction today, and he seemed to be enjoying it, giving him some physical responses.This feeling made him excited instantly, and he hugged her husband even more tightly.

After the end, Song Shuhua didn't go into the bathroom right away, but seemed to be still immersed in the love just now, with his chest heaving and breathing low.Lu Mingchen hugged him, and asked gently: "Do you want me to take you to wash?"

The panting stopped, as if even the breathing was stagnant.Dreams will eventually be shattered, and the only inescapable thing is reality.

"Ahua?"

"No, don't turn on the light."

After saying this, as usual, he immediately got into the bathroom.Song Shuhua hugged his knees tightly in the shower head, letting the water flow freely on his head and face.

Just now he imagined his husband to be another man, which made him extremely ashamed and ashamed.What made him even more painful was that he seemed to be becoming more and more unacceptable to her husband's closeness.

He knew that some things had clearly gotten out of control, and even though he was struggling, he was still powerless.When I decided not to contact the other party that night but replied to him, I couldn't do it.

Feeling out of control starts earlier than you realize it, similar to cancer.