Difficult to return

The heater in the car was fully turned on, and the neck wrapped in a scarf was slightly sweating.Lu Mingchen concentrated on driving, while Song Shuhua rested his elbows on the edge of the car window and propped his chin to look out the window. The two usually had nothing to say.

Maybe it's because he no longer has any dark secrets and is determined not to betray his family anymore, today's silence makes Lu Mingchen feel comfortable.The warm wind blew out, reminding him of the coal stove used by his grandma’s house for heating in winter when he was a child. The pot of water on it kept humming, white mist and heat came out together, and the whole house was warmed up.

The silent husband seemed to have a kind of warmth that he didn't have on weekdays.

"Ah Hua, we have been married for seven years..."

Hearing this, Song Shuhua turned his head, looked at Lu Mingchen in surprise, and waited for his next words.

"Are you satisfied with our life all these years?"

Song Shuhua blinked, a little flustered by this nonsensical question: "Satisfied, what's the matter, Mingchen?"

Lu Mingchen raised the corner of his mouth, smiled and stretched out his hand to touch Song Shuhua's face: "It's nothing, if I'm not doing well enough, you have to tell me."

"No, you're fine."

"That's good."

When he got home, Lu Mingchen put the pile of packing bags in the entrance.Song Shuhua hung his coat on the hanger and was about to tidy up, but was suddenly hugged by the other party from behind.

Lu Mingchen whispered in his ear, "I'll pack it up tomorrow, let's look at the anniversary gifts first..."

He was startled, Lu Mingchen's breath went straight into his ears, itching so much that his hairs almost stood on end.At this time, I looked down and saw two diamond earrings lying in the palm of my waist.

"...Do you like it?" Lu Mingchen asked again.

Out of love, the man suddenly bit his earlobe, replaced his fingers with the tip of his tongue, and rubbed the meat ball against his teeth.

Song Shuhua's scalp was a little tight, and he tilted his head to hide: "...well, I like..."

"I see you have pierced ears, shall I put them on for you?"

"...I can't wear it...the ear piercing I did not know when I was a child, the inside has healed...I like the gift very much, let me put it away first."

He took the earrings from Lu Mingchen, but the other party didn't let him go, he hugged him up and walked a few steps to the sofa in the living room, threw him into the soft sofa, the man pulled off his tie, and Press up and kiss passionately.The hot and humid breath spread across his face like an open net, covering his breath.

Lu Mingchen was very agitated, he was out of control and out of order.

Song Shuhua was forced to accept such an exchange of lips and tongues, clearly feeling his infinitely expanding lust, which made him afraid, and made him subconsciously want to avoid it.

"...Ming, Mingchen, let me take a bath first..."

Lu Mingchen gasped and said in a hoarse voice, "No need to wash." He pressed the man's wrists on top of his head with one hand, and started to untie his belt with the other hand.

"...Dirty, I want to take a shower first..."

The belt buckle was undone with a click, and Song Shuhua couldn't bear it anymore and began to push the man on him back with his hands.

Lu Mingchen was stunned for a moment, then looked up at the man's flushed face, he became sober in an instant, and got off him.

Song Shuhua ran into the bathroom with his trousers in his hands, closed the door, and propped himself up on the sink for a while before he recovered from his rapid heartbeat.After he reacted, he realized that the jewelry box containing the earrings had turned his palms red.

After Song Shuhua finished washing, Lu Mingchen went again, and when he returned to the room, the boiling water in his heart had cooled down to lukewarm.

Stylized foreplay, Song Shuhua asked to turn off the lights at the last step.

The darkness shrouded it, and the skin under the palm seemed to gradually lose its temperature.In the quiet night, Lu Mingchen could only see a swaying shadow.The needs of the body are still there, but I am already bored and tired of this repetitive mechanical action.

In order to end as soon as possible, he had no choice but to recall some details of his love with Li Yue, imagining how the other party tried his best to please him. He wanted to replace that face with his husband's, but after trying, he found that he couldn't do it.

He couldn't imagine her husband's vagabond and seductive appearance.

The faces of all his lovers appeared chaotically in his mind, and quickly blurred at the same time. With the accumulation of pleasure, the hole in his heart gradually became bigger, until it was filled with darkness at the last moment.

The moment the light came on, Song Shuhua pulled off the quilt and wrapped himself up, including his head.

After Lu Mingchen got out of bed, he stretched out an arm and grabbed the scattered pajamas into the quilt.After getting dressed indiscriminately under the quilt, he was about to get out of bed again, but Lu Mingchen grabbed his wrist.

"Mingchen, I'll go wash up first..." He looked at Lu Mingchen with a bewildered and helpless look, the sudden turning on of the light just now had already made him flustered enough.

Lu Mingchen was very displeased, but he couldn't bear to see her husband's expression like this, so he relaxed his hands and tried his best to speak softly: "It's not that dirty, you sit down first."

Song Shuhua sat lightly by the bed, not daring to sit still. He lowered his head, as if waiting for a trial.

"Ah Hua, we are all men, so I'll just say it straight. Are you unwilling to do the following one, or are you unwilling to do this kind of thing?"

After so many years, Lu Mingchen finally revealed this matter.But after waiting for a while, Song Shuhua pursed his lips and remained silent.

Lu Mingchen rubbed his face: "If you don't want to be below, we don't necessarily have to be in the top and bottom. There are many ways to get pleasure, and you can definitely find one that you can accept. How about we try using our mouths next time? ?”

The man seemed to be frightened by such a bold proposal, his face flushed, and he opened his mouth in a low voice: "I am not unwilling... Down below..."

"Then you just don't want to do it?"

Lu Mingchen's heart sank: "Why?"

"..."

"Frigid?"

"..."

"I'll make an appointment with a doctor for you..."

Before the words finished, Song Shuhua rarely interrupted him, and replied coldly: "I won't go to see a doctor."

"It's nothing..." Seeing his face, Lu Mingchen suddenly couldn't utter words of persuasion.

The face that was flushed just now had faded away, and it was as white as a piece of newly opened printing paper. The man just repeated his request in a dull and low voice: "I'm not sick, so I don't need to go to the doctor."

"..." Lu Mingchen had no choice but to change his words, "Then don't go. You go take a shower, and go to sleep after washing."

Early the next morning, Lu Mingchen ate steaming seafood porridge, steamed dumplings, fried buns and other small pastries before going to the company.

He gets up at seven o'clock every day, takes a shower, cleans up, and leaves for the company on time at seven forty.Song Shuhua was usually still sleeping at this time, and he never asked her husband to cook him breakfast.

He didn't know what time Song Shuhua got up, nor did he know how long it took him to make these things.The other party put the second bowl of porridge in his hand and asked, "Are you used to it?"

"Ah."

After getting an affirmative answer, Song Shuhua seemed to breathe a sigh of relief: "From now on, eat breakfast at home, it's not healthy to eat out all the time."

Lu Mingchen looked at her husband's gentle and considerate expression, and nodded slowly.When I put another spoonful of porridge into my mouth, I suddenly couldn't swallow it.

This was Song Shuhua's compensation for his "dereliction of duty" last night.

Seeing his relaxed expression, Lu Mingchen thought he was ridiculously naive.If this is also considered compensation, if he really needs his compensation, what position does he put himself in?

"Eat well, you put away the bowl."

Song Shuhua was ignorant, quickly cleared the table, followed up and told me tirelessly: "Drive slowly on the road, and call me if you want to eat at night..." Lu Mingchen put on his shoes, and took a scarf to put on for him. "It's cooling outside..."

Lu Mingchen reached out to catch the scarf before wrapping it around his neck, and wrapped it around twice casually, a little impatiently: "I'm not a child, don't always be so wordy."

The man shut his mouth in embarrassment.

It was a quarter of an hour late to go out today, Lu Mingchen increased the speed of the car.After the car turned onto the main road, it happened to encounter the morning rush hour, and there was a traffic jam between stops and stops.The camel hair scarf was soft and warm, but at the moment he was covered with sweat, making him a little breathless, so he simply took it off and threw it on the back seat.

Passing by the neighborhood near the company, he slowed down and drove around the neighborhood.

It's been half a month since he broke up with Li Yueti when he came here last time, I don't know if the child is gone.With that in mind, he had already arrived at the door of the apartment.

If Li Yue was still there, they would most likely have a quarrel, sleep again, and then get back together.However, this kind of reconciliation means that he has to give in and accept Li Yue's next challenge to try to destroy his family.Can he really accept such a thing as a lover making trouble in front of her husband?The conclusion is still no.

Of course he imagined his husband finding out he was cheating.According to his understanding, Song Shuhua could not do anything earth-shattering, not even making a scene, but he would inevitably get hurt.Lu Mingchen naturally has the capital to be unscrupulous. The reason why he didn't do this is that he spent some time hiding all this. He thought it was out of respect for his partner.

This is a contradiction, and he hasn't figured out how to deal with it yet, but there are often no answers to many things when he doesn't put himself in the situation. Lu Mingchen opened the door of the apartment.

There was a faint smell of dust, the house was quiet, Li Yue had already moved out.

Lu Mingchen walked into the room.Life itself tends to prepare suitable answers, and this is.

The house was in a mess, and the ground was full of rubbish.He picked up the photo frame on the ground, the glass surface was broken, and the boy's smile on his cheek also became fragmented.After stepping on the wreckage left by the cohabitation life for half a year, Lu Mingchen walked towards the bedroom.

The sheets were covered with footprints, some clothes were scattered in front of the wardrobe and bedside table, and all kinds of sex toys.Lu Mingchen found a bag, and threw the tails and ears, collars and handcuffs of various animals into the bag one by one, including the broken photo frame.

He went downstairs with a bag of things, stuffed it into the trash can at the door before leaving the community, and called the property management to ask them to find someone to clean up the house.