Difficult to return

That night Lu Mingchen suffered from insomnia.Lying on the bed, he tossed and turned, carefully recalling the details of his husband's life with him, as if he wanted to distinguish which were real and which were performances from those cares and cares.

He really wanted to ask her husband if he still loved him after all these years.

He couldn't ask, but he stubbornly believed that if a person was willing to live with him and take care of him every day, even if it was full of lies and deceit, he would at least have a little love.

Like he also has lies and cheats, but he never doubts that he has feelings for her husband.But now when he thinks that he still loves Song Shuhua like that, Lu Mingchen's heart aches like it's about to burst.

"Mingchen, can't you sleep?"

His frequent turning over woke up her husband.Song Shuhua's sleepy voice sounded behind him, and then he rustled the remote control to turn on the light: "Did you just catch a cold on the balcony, I'll get you some medicine..."

"No." Lu Mingchen held down her husband's hand and didn't let him turn on the light. He didn't want anyone to see him on the verge of collapse, "It's okay, you sleep on your own."

Song Shuhua calmed down, and he became sober again. After a while, he said again: "Is there a problem at work?" back, hugged him from behind, and comforted him in a low voice, "The boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, so don't put too much pressure on yourself."

Lu Mingchen turned over suddenly, and because of Song Shuhua's approach, the two faced each other and approached each other.Song Shuhua seemed to want to step back, but Lu Mingchen grabbed his arm.

Song Shuhua was in his arms, but he had never felt so far away before, and Lu Mingchen didn't even know how far he was away from him.

"Ah Hua..." His voice was trembling.

"What's the matter... um..."

Cold lips suddenly blocked Song Shuhua's mouth, his teeth and tongue brutally ravaged his tongue, his breath was suppressed by hotter breath, Lu Mingchen's kiss came quickly and rudely.

He rolled over on top of her husband. At this moment, he needed to claim, to possess, to prove that he still had it like never before.

Regardless of her husband's weak resistance, he forcibly opened her husband.He quickly proved that her husband didn't have sex with other men, at least not tonight.

Pleasure is like a side effect of deep pain.

He thought of her husband's appearance on the stage, with his bare back and long legs, all in white, like an enchanting elf.And his explicit libretto - sleeping with someone for the first time, having sex with someone for the first time, and no more choices for the first time...

Is this about their marriage?He is Song Shuhua's first man who has no choice, and the only love he has no choice.

When thinking this way, tears rolled down from the corners of Lu Mingchen's eyes.In the dark, he felt that he was a mean and pathetic joke.

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City A is a northern city, and it is unbearably hot in summer.The employee dormitories in the factory area are not equipped with air-conditioning. In summer, especially those employees with families, they would rather spend some money and rent a room outside.

Lu Mingchen was alone, so he still lived in the dormitory because he found it troublesome.

At night, he was woken up by the sound of his roommate grinding his teeth and the sound of the electric fan turning. After that, he was too tired to fall asleep, so he took a towel and prepared to take a cold shower again.

As he approached the bathroom, he heard the sound of water coming from inside.He thought that there might be someone like him who came to take a shower in the middle of the night, but the strange thing was that there was no light inside.

The white moonlight shone through the corridor windows, and in the middle of the night, the whole building seemed a bit empty due to the large number of people who had moved out.Lu Mingchen slowed down, feeling more and more strange.

Others might back off when encountering this kind of situation, but he wanted to see what was going on, so he went up in a hurry, pushed open the bathroom door with a "crash", and shouted, "Who's there?"

"Ah..." There was only a short exclamation, and then the voice tremblingly asked, "...Lu, Manager Lu?"

"Song Shuhua? Why are you here, and you haven't turned on the light?" As he spoke, he had already put his hand on the light switch.

The other party seemed to have predicted his action, and hurriedly begged: "Don't, don't turn on the light... I didn't do anything, just take a shower, and the water in my community is cut off... Don't turn on the light, I'm almost done. "

Lu Mingchen withdrew his hand, and after the misunderstanding was resolved, he also carried the towel and walked inside.

"Why did you come to take a shower in the middle of the night?"

"I thought there was no one in the bathroom at this hour."

The bathroom is open, and there is only a one-meter-wide partition between the two spaces, which can only block the torso from the waist to the thigh.Seeing Lu Mingchen standing next to him and starting to take off his clothes, Song Shuhua subconsciously asked, "What are you doing?"

"Huh? I took a cold shower and woke up sweaty. What?"

"……nothing."

Lu Mingchen glanced at the people next door, and under the dim moonlight, he saw Song Shuhua turned sideways, hooked his neck, and turned his back to him.Lu Mingchen immediately understood why he wasn't allowed to turn on the light, and then his heart beat faster and faster, he also became awkward, and then turned his body sideways.

The two were speechless for a while, and another cluster of water splashed down.Under the cover of the water curtain, Lu Mingchen couldn't help but tilt his head, his eyes passed over the low railing, and stayed on the thin but graceful back.

The water flow is like a palm, wrapping the soft and warm skin, and then sliding down, leaving a drop of water.The fine water droplets scattered on the back reflect the dark moonlight, like a handful of stars scattered on the ridge.

Lu Mingchen turned the cold water to the maximum, and the powerful cold water whipped him like a whip. Instead of cooling him down, it made the flame in his heart burn hotter and hotter.The corner of his eyes stuck to the other's bare back, and he couldn't move away.The night and the sound of water covered up all the subtle movements, Song Shuhua didn't notice it, but Lu Mingchen felt like a shameful pervert.

The sound of water next door stopped, and Song Shuhua rustled his clothes: "Manager Lu, I'm leaving first, do you want me to turn on the light for you?"

"No. I'm fine too, just wait."

Song Shuhua was confused, and stood at the door waiting with the toiletries in the small bucket.Lu Mingchen quickly put on his T-shirt and shorts, caught up with Song Shuhua, and walked out together with him.

"where are you going?"

"Don't go anywhere, can't sleep, walk downstairs....Are you going home?"

"Ah."

"I'll take you back."

The community is next to the factory, and it takes 10 minutes to walk there.He didn't know why Lu Mingchen sent him, but he didn't refuse either.

There were no stars at night in the outskirts of the city, but this night the moon was round and bright, illuminating the driveway completely white, and the shadows of the trees on both sides of the road were thick.The slippers of the two "da da da" rose and fell rhythmically, Lu Mingchen was at a later position, Song Shuhua looked down at the road, and he looked at the other's bent neck.

He didn't think about what to say or what to do, so he just kept up, so he didn't have anything to say.

Song Shuhua is a person who is easily nervous and embarrassed, so he couldn't bear such silence, so he took the initiative to speak: "Manager Lu, thank you for this time."

He was referring to being transferred to Lu Mingchen's team, who taught him a lot and often took him to the workshop to familiarize himself with the equipment.He never met workers who deliberately made fun of him or played tricks on him, and his father became more and more satisfied with him.

"Huh?" Lu Mingchen seemed to be distracted, and when he recovered, he said, "Don't call me Manager Lu in private."

I don't know if it's his delusion, and I don't know when Song Shuhua respected him more, but less of the casualness and intimacy that he was familiar with back then.

"Then call you Brother Lu in private."

The night is as cool as water, and the boundary of this land has reached the outskirts, with insects chirping in the grass nearby, and frogs in the rusty lake in the distance.After leaving the factory area, I turned into the residential area. The greening of the area is well done, and even the air is cooler.

Suddenly, a black shadow sprang out from the grass, passed through the instep of Song Shuhua who was walking in front, and then got into the grass on the other side.

"What..." The suddenly frightened man raised his voice, almost jumped up, and then his legs fought, and he was about to fall.

Fortunately, Lu Mingchen's eyes were quick and his hands were quick. He grabbed Song Shuhua from behind who was falling forward, and put his other hand on his armpit, so he stood still.

"It's okay, it's a wild cat." The perpetrator seemed to be cooperating, and "meowed" in the distance.

"Scare me." Song Shuhua subconsciously wanted to touch his chest with a beating heart, only to realize that he was carrying the bucket in his left hand, while his right hand had been held in Lu Mingchen's hand since just now, and he did not let go.

He subconsciously struggled twice, Lu Mingchen clenched his fingers stubbornly, and did not intend to let go, and explained calmly: "There are a lot of wild cats here, including the factory area, and the cafeteria has a low roof. It is said that there are wild cats every night." Wild cats fighting on it."

"..."

"Do you like cats?"

"It's okay, it's okay." He didn't know what Lu Mingchen meant, he only knew that the other's fingers got into his fingers, and they held each other's fingers intertwined.

"What about other small animals, do you like them?"

"Lu, Brother Lu..." Song Shuhua's palms were sweaty and greasy, and the heat was transferred from his palms to his body, and he felt his back start to sweat.

"I quite like dogs. I hope to have a big yard and raise two large dogs when I retire..."

"……I have arrived."

In front of you is Unit [-] of Building No. [-], and Song Shuhua has indeed arrived.It was too fast, Lu Mingchen wished he could go on this road, just holding his hand like this, and standing at such a close distance from him.But at this time, he had to let go.

Perhaps it was because taking a shower together amplified the impulse he could have restrained originally, or perhaps it was the darkness that enveloped him that gave him courage, Lu Mingchen suddenly dragged Song Shuhua into the grass by the roadside, and under the shade of the trees, he cupped his face and kissed him go up.

Song Shuhua was so surprised that he didn't have time to react, so he was driven straight in by Lu Mingchen.

The plastic bucket fell, and the things scattered all over the floor.When he reacted, his whole body was like a pot of boiling water, gurgling and steaming, his heart was in his throat, and he pushed Lu Mingchen hard in a panic.

The other party didn't bother, and let go immediately.

Under the shadow of the tree, the two stood facing each other.Song Shuhua was so ashamed and annoyed that he couldn't speak.Lu Mingchen was fairly calm, three parts excited and three parts sweet, and the remaining four parts apologetic.

"Shuhua, I'm sorry."

Song Shuhua covered his mouth, completely confused: "You...you..."

"I will take responsibility for you." After saying this, Lu Mingchen ran away.

After thinking about it all night, before the energy disappeared, he ran to the boss's office the next morning and handed in a letter of resignation to Song Guoqiang.

Song Guoqiang was at a loss and flustered by the sudden resignation of a subordinate who had been cultivating hard and had always been valued.

"Why do you want to resign all of a sudden? Xiao Lu, do you have any requirements? Just ask, it's easy to discuss."

"I don't ask for anything, just that I am in love with your son."

Regardless of the boss's staring eyes, he continued, "I don't want to cause trouble to you and Song Shuhua, so I'd better resign. Mr. Song, I'm really ashamed of your cultivation over the past few years, I'm sorry."

He was not sure if Song Guoqiang knew his son's orientation, but he knew that without Song Guoqiang's approval, Song Shuhua would not dare to fall in love with him.After thinking about it all night, under impulse, he used himself as a bargaining chip and directly studded.