[Sword Three] I am fortunate to meet you in this life

"Go somewhere with me."

"where to?"

"Where you like."

System prompt: You are heading to Suyue Qingqiu.

Opening his eyes again, Lin Liang found that they were in a body of water, with a lotus lantern under their feet, spreading forward one by one, surrounded by white and pink lotus flowers, forming a "lotus road" .She looked up again, her eyes were dark blue, the cool moon was hanging high in the sky, the night breeze was blowing, the mist was hazy, like a dream.

"This is different from [Suyue Qingqiu] in my impression..."

"There will be no surprises, let's move forward." He answered her, and led her on the "Lotus Road".

"Huh...will it sink?" Lin Liang thought that the lotus lantern under her feet was fixed, and stepped on it, only to find that it was sinking along with the trend. She was so frightened that she quickly grabbed his hand.

"Silly, water has buoyancy." He held her hand tightly and held her waist to help her maintain balance.

"I know, but in the game, characters can walk on water, so..."

"It's not human."

"...Hmm." Lin Liang sighed in her heart—the word she used was "role", and he answered "person"...Thinking about it carefully, it has a lot of meaning.His expression was naturally calm, but she was uneasy because of this, and even his expression was a little more melancholy.

Feng Qiye looked at her out of the corner of his eye, and saw that she lowered her head, her brows were slightly wrinkled, and she was probably thinking wildly again.He didn't make a sound, just led her forward.

The journey was neither long nor short, they walked at a leisurely pace, Lin Liang's uneasy heart gradually calmed down.Stepping on the ground, she felt a sense of unreality in her heart. She looked back and saw that the road was covered with flowers.But my heart thinks of a line of lyrics inappropriately - the road is covered with flowers when it comes, and it is barren when it goes.

"What's wrong?" He asked aside.

"No, it's beautiful." She withdrew her eyes and smiled at him, but her eyes only briefly collided with him and looked away.

He reached out and touched her cheek, and only said, "Look carefully later."

"it is good."

Feng Qiye pushed open the wooden door of the small courtyard and led her along the way.

Lin Liang glanced quickly, and saw elaborate arrangements everywhere in the courtyard.In her impression, Su Yue Qingqiu was beautiful, but not as beautiful as this.

He led her all the way to the round platform, which was surrounded by wooden frames covered with paintings.

As soon as Lin Liang saw the person in the painting, he let go of his hand, walked over, and then looked back at him with incredulous eyes, pointing at himself with his index finger, "Me in reality?"

"Ah."

She didn't speak, but just looked at him, frowning, eyes slightly narrowed, and lips slightly pursed. She couldn't tell what this expression meant to express.

"It's surprising." She turned her head to look at the paintings again, looking at one after another, squatting down, bending over, or stepping on her feet... It seemed like she was visiting a museum, but in this museum, there were only paintings, and the people in the paintings were all the same. It was her, including her real appearance and her current appearance, her well-behaved and glamorous coexistence in his eyes.

Lin Liang crouched in front of a painting and didn't move.

Feng Qiye knelt down beside her and asked her, "Do you like it?"

The scene in the painting is her university dormitory, the sun slantly shines on the floor behind her, she sits at the desk, props her chin with her hand, tilts her head slightly, and smiles with crooked eyebrows.

"How... did you do it?" she asked softly.

"Looking at you through other people's eyes."

She turned her head to look at him, with tears welling up in her eyes, "What... mean...?"

He reached out and wiped her tears, "How can you cry so much?"

"I……"

"As I said before, when you are online and playing games, I will occasionally look at you from the sidelines. I don't look at you through the screen with my own eyes, but from the eyes of others. If they have you in their eyes, I can see you." your turn."

It was so sad to hear, and the tears in her eyes couldn't stop falling.

"Scared?" he asked.

"No, I'm not, I'm... surprised, very... I don't think I'm worth it... I mean nothing, I..."

"Can't accept it?" He finished it for her.

She didn't respond, she lowered her eyes, her expression was heavy instead of joyful.

He looked at her, "You said that you can't fully trust me in a short time."

She didn't answer, and let out a slight sob.

"So, at present, you won't listen to what I say, and you won't believe it, will you?"

His tone was still calm, but the implication in his words made her tremble with fear.She knew that it was her overly sensitive and paranoid personality that was killing his enthusiasm and patience for her again and again, but she couldn't help it.If even the heart is lost, there is really no cure.

"I also said that I am very boring. It is easy to be moved, but difficult to be forced." Lin Liang wiped his eyes with his right hand, covered his mouth again, stood up, took a few steps back, and opened the gap between him and him. distance.In her eyes, he was already blurry.

She tried her best to restrain her emotions, and when she opened her mouth, "I..." With a deep cry, she couldn't say a word at all.She was very anxious, and tears fell, while he stood quietly opposite, looking at her without saying a word.

"I don't know, you, why can't you understand... Feelings can't save everything, and no one can save anyone." She said intermittently, "Let's put it this way, I realized a long time ago that 'excellence is a burden' , I have to endure a lot of human affairs, and I have to live in the eyes of others. I can't accept it. I just want to hide in a corner and enjoy myself. So these years I have lived as a passerby, a stupid X. In response to the phrase "ugly people do more mischief ', I have low self-esteem and arrogance. There are many problems in being a human being. Many people can't understand and accept it. I don't want to force others to understand and accept me. There are many principled things that cannot be changed just because others don't like them. I have tried , I can't do it. Then I thought that I would hate each other and not hurt each other... Then, I thought, maybe there is really no one who can see through me and accept me."

"It was difficult to accept this before, but now it doesn't matter. I am more afraid of the burden that comes with it than the aura of 'excellence'. I like excellent people and want to meet the right person, but I think it is better not to meet Yes. Because I will be very sad, and I regret that I didn’t work hard to be a good person since I was a child. For example... now.”

"I think fate really made a big joke for me, let me meet you in this situation. In fact, I don't know you, I don't understand you... I really can't completely trust you, based on my company I don’t even believe in myself. You have so many choices, I can’t understand, why would you choose me?”

"However, I seem to be able to think of it... It's the weird 'obsession' you said before. You said that you had no choice at the beginning. Yes, it is this kind of abnormal 'obsession' formed by accidents. ’, not liking, not love, you’re fine, you’re cool, you’re stuck, you…”

"Finished?"

When she saw him walking towards her, she backed away.He took one step forward, and she took two steps back, replaying the scene that first happened at the old trestle.Only this time, there was a railing behind her, and he trapped her between himself and the railing.

"Go away..." she told him.

He lowered his head to kiss her eyes, and her hands were on his chest, but she didn't have the strength to push him away.

"Why...you insist on forcing me...I don't want to..."

"You can't explain everything on your own." He replied to her, "You have to be brave, sober, and live happily, which doesn't conflict with accepting me."

This really corresponds to the sentence that a smart rabbit will always be eaten by a wolf that is smarter than it, because wolves can "read minds".Her psychological defense was useless in front of him.

"I do not think so……"

"Why do you obey the destiny when there is no human affairs?" He stared into her eyes and asked her word by word.

"I tried my best, but..."

"This time it's me. You haven't tried your best, but just rejected me blindly."

"I don't want to repeat the same mistakes..."

"You promised to give us a chance."

"Why are you so annoying? I said, I want to go back! I want to be myself! I really don't want to accept myself, but I can only accept myself. I don't want to live like someone else! I don't want to listen to you in this situation These!"

"What do you hope it will be?" he pressed.

"My world, myself." She said these seven words with calm despair, "Why can't you (save me some face)..."

"it is good."

She looked up at him suddenly, and saw that there was a bewitching look in his eyes, "What did you say...?"

"Do you think that I tried every means just to send you back?"

"You mean, you thought about returning to my world with me?"

"I haven't thought about it, but I'm doing it."

"Are you... crazy?"

"Maybe."

She couldn't think, couldn't speak, all she knew was that a small flame called "Hope" was ignited in her heart, and it would be extinguished as soon as it was blown out, but... it was enough.Is she still naive?

"Don't lie to me..." She hugged his waist tightly, buried her head in his neck, her voice trembling.

"You can try to trust me," he replied.

But she said: "Even if you lied to me... I will admit it." She agrees with that sentence: I don't care about forever, I only care about what I once had.In special circumstances, even if the promise may not be fulfilled in the end, but this second is true, she will accept it and be satisfied.

The golden-yellow painting boat was rippling leisurely on the water, the bright moonlight was shining on the two people on the painting boat, Feng Qiye sat leaning against the table, Lin Liang sat on his lap, hugged him, put his chin on his shoulder, Close your eyes.

"What are you thinking about?"

"No." She denied, rubbing his cheek like a lazy cat, "It's rare...don't want to think about anything..."

"Really? Didn't want to draw it?"

"No, okay!" She opened her eyes, straightened her upper body, looked into his smiling eyes, and determined to defend herself, "I know it's ridiculous for me to take out a pen and paper every time it's critical, but I just Thinking about it, maybe I can’t keep anything, I can only hug a bunch of dead things, such as photos, such as scrolls.”

"I know."

"You don't necessarily know." Lin Liang shook his head, "I'm just a salted fish. I tried to turn over many times, and finally found that after turning over, I was still a salted fish. I didn't bother to do unnecessary struggles, and just entertained myself. Suddenly an 'adventure' fell from the sky, and this adventure is not a bonus of millions, but a real person, I can't calm down."

"Unfortunately?"

"Well...Let's put it this way, if it's in my world, I hope I won a few million, not..."

"Is that so..."

"I'm talking about 'My World', don't you... Is this condition very important? Because I know that there won't be people like you there, and it will be harder for me to accept it than it is now..."

"I see."

Lin Liang looked at him suspiciously, Feng Qiye raised his eyebrows, "What's wrong?"

"You're so good at playing dumb..."

"Is there?" He showed a subtle smile.

"...Actually, I can think of many things, and most of you can think of them. But you will decide according to the situation, such as whether to dismantle it, or whether to use it flexibly to become a 'pit'... It's just thinking about it every time. It's... um."

He held the back of her head, rubbed his lips against hers repeatedly, and his tongue slipped into her mouth through the gap, mixing with hers.

Lin Liang raised her head, her face was flushed, her hands hugged his neck, her fingers were entangled nervously, her heart was pounding.what to do?He was so attractive to her.

"Then guess what my indescribable thoughts are now? If you guess wrong, you will be rewarded, and if you guess right, you will be punished." He seduced her.

"... Can the same trick trick me twice?"

"How do you know if you don't try?"

Lin Liang gently tapped his chest with his index finger, "Wake up, I have to go through every word you said several times in my mind before I can rest assured."

"So cautious?"

"Of course... ah..." She trembled sensitively, the base of her ear being teased by the tip of his tongue conveyed an unbearable stimulation to her.

"...I want to return it!"

"Return...?" He raised her chin and made her look at him. "Well, you have to give me a title, and we'll talk about other things."

"...What kind of line is this...I don't listen to it, but give me back my cold, stupid, cute and gentle big cat!" She pulled his hand down.

"Didn't you think 'Brother Meow marry me' the first time you saw me?"

"...No, how do you know everything?"

"I've been observing you for so long, can you hide your thoughts?"

"……I am angry."

"OK, I'm talking nonsense." The ferocious Miao brother accepted it as soon as he saw it, and immediately lowered his posture, "Come on, let's review a piece of news together——[You Liang Mingyue]: QAQ, I am surrounded by my trumpets!! I will never delete or recreate my account casually anymore!! I am no longer an idiot!! Marry Feng Qiye!!”

"How dare you say that! I was laughed crazy by a group of people! There are still people chatting with me and saying congratulations!" She patted him on the shoulder angrily.

"Then fulfill them and fulfill us." He replied calmly.

"Could you... be in a hurry?"

"Well, you still have time to prepare mentally, but the ending is already doomed."

"It may be who is mentally prepared." She retorted.

"is it?"

"I looked at those paintings just now... I thought to myself: He is obviously a handsome and charming person, how can his aesthetics be so crooked... So you'd better..."

"To shut up."

"Okay...it's nothing but what you want..." Lin Liang accused him vaguely.

"I won't have anything until we have something," he replied.

She blushed even more and didn't respond.

"Isn't there a saying that beauty is in the eye of the beholder?" He asked back.

"But your filters are a bit heavy..." Lin Liang retorted timidly, and then took the initiative to change the subject, "Anyway, I hope that when I go back, I can take them all away."

"And me?"

"...the legs are growing on your body."

"My heart is with you."

Damn, how can you be so flirtatious?How can I bear it?Lin Liang was wailing inwardly.

"Why did you name it 'Youliang Mingyue'?" He asked again.

"Just thinking about it, that 'ming' was originally 'name', the name of the name, a typo, the original meaning is: there is a cool thing called the moon..."

"That's right, just right." He retorted.

"Why?" She wondered.

"There is Liang Mingyue, you are Mingyue, an existence that I could only hope for."

"I... can't afford it..."

"I don't want to change your mind, and you have to respect mine."

"Hmm..." She nodded, "So...thank you for the good match, okay? I'm very lucky, very lucky." Her lips pressed against his forehead.

"You kissed wrong."

"...Why are you doing this?"

"Ok?"

"..."

"You have suspected me for so long, and you just sent me away like this... um."

The author has something to say: This article seems to be a depressing essay in a light vest. I also want to cry, but I can't write purely sweet/abuse essays, I like to mix sorrow and joy.

I don't want to write articles about people like Lin Liang again.

PS. "When you come, the road is covered with flowers, but when you go, it is barren" - "Water Moon", a song from "Water Moon Cave Sky" or "Legend of the Mirror"