I'm entering the giant bubble

Jake was playing with his toy gorilla again, fiddling with the orangutan's arms, a small smile on his face.

At this moment, his father pushed open his door. He was so frightened that he forgot to hide his toys, and stared blankly at his father walking in.

"Jike," his father called him.

Jike looked at his tall father, and hesitantly responded.

"Did you study hard today?" Dad asked.

He nodded obediently.

"You're a candidate for a soldier, don't let me down." Father walked in, his face was hard to see with the back of the light before, and only now did he show his real expression.

Father's face was gloomy.

Jike subconsciously hid the toy backwards.

"Jike, you are not young anymore, don't let me see you playing with toys next time." Father yelled loudly. "It's time for training now, go out and train for me!"

Jike arranged the toys and left the house quickly. When he was walking outside, he saw other people's children happily playing with their parents. He couldn't move anymore and stayed there for a long time.

Why, he thought, did his father never play with him?But he was too young to understand these questions.

When he arrived at the training ground alone, there were already many children training. They were accompanied by their parents. Those parents stood in the shed, looking in the direction of the training ground worriedly.

Jake thought in his heart, it doesn't matter, my father also came to see me, but because I behaved so badly that time, he didn't come again.

He cheered himself up and stood on the training ground.

But after a long time, until Jike became the most powerful kid on the training ground, his father never came to see him again, but kept telling him how glorious the past history of the Aldia people was. He said that Aldia Humans are not descendants of demons at all, it is the Marais who stole the power that belongs to Aldia.

Jike is not interested in these, but he already knows how to make his father happy, so he echoed his father.

Whenever this time, my father seemed very happy.

Later, Jick, who was already a teenager, fell in love with baseball. When he was secretly practicing baseball skills alone, someone who appeared suddenly caught his ball. what name?"

This was the first time someone was willing to play with him, and he happily responded: "Jike Yeager!"

"Jike, you are very talented, you must be very suitable as a pitcher." The man's voice was gentle, and Jike stopped his movements and looked at him blankly, his blue eyes flickering slightly.

Later, Jake knew that the man's name was Kuvasha, and he began to teach him how to pitch from then on.

Compared with his father's strictness to him, Kuvasha is very gentle. He will play baseball with Jick, touch Jick's head to show encouragement, and teach Jick a lot of things he doesn't know.

Jike likes Kuwasha very much, and when he is with Kuwasha, his heart is always very peaceful, which is a feeling he never had when he was with his father.

The days were supposed to be peaceful like this, until one day, when Jike came out of training, he heard a voice from the room: Marais was investigating the reactionaries in Aldia recently, and the next target was Grisha Yeager.

is his father.

Back home, Jake and his father had their first big quarrel.

He persuaded his father not to take such risks again, but his father angrily thought that he had betrayed Aldia, and his heart was toward Marais.

Persuading Jike to no avail went to Kuvasha to find a solution, but Kuvasha told him: Report your father so that you and other family members can survive.

The setting sun shone in Kuvasha's pupils, and there seemed to be a flash of blood in his eyes.

Jike knew about Kuvasha's past. Kuvasha had forged his identity to marry a Marai and had a child. But after the Marai learned of Kuvasha's true identity, he resolutely chose to take the child with him. to die.

Jake doesn't understand why Kuwasha's wife is doing this any more than he doesn't seem to understand now what Kuwasha is telling him to do.

When Marais officers and soldiers captured Jake's parents, his father turned his head and looked at him, his eyes still full of fear and disbelief.

Jike stood where he was, his expression was blank, without any fluctuations, and Kuvasha touched his head beside him, comforting him: "Your parents are very selfish, they don't love you at all."

Jake wanted to refute in his heart, but he couldn't say anything.He still wanted to cry, he felt like his heart was torn apart by his father's look, but there were no tears in his eyes.

He just watched his parents go away in silence.

Jike has no father and mother ever since.

Afterwards, he became an honorary Marai because of his meritorious service in reporting, and successfully became a candidate for a warrior. He also knew Kuvasha's true identity: the owner of the Beast Giant, and he chose Jike as his successor.

After eating Kuwasha to gain his giant powers, Jake had a terrible thought in mind.

He thought, it would be good if all Eldia were not born, so that they would not use this world to atone for their sins.

He has lived with the idea ever since.

Later, Jake learned that his father was not dead, and passed on the power of the attacking titan and the progenitor titan to his half-brother: Alan Yeager.

He knew his chance had come.

This crazy, great ambition can finally be realized, and he has always believed that if there is anyone in this world who can understand him, it must be his younger brother, because they are all pathetic children living under the brainwashing of their father .

But he was wrong.

The moment he saw Allen's memory, he knew he was dead wrong.

Father loved Alan.

This was a possibility that he had never thought about, and never dared to believe.

Father loved Ellen!

He is like a calm and reliable father all over the world, he will play around with Allen, give Allen affirmation, and has never told Allen about Aldia.

Alan also has a mother who loves her. She said that she hopes that Alan will be an ordinary person in the future, and it would be nice to grow up ordinary.

When seeing these, Jike almost felt ashamed, he thought sadly: Ordinary people!Ordinary people!My father would actually approve of such a statement from ordinary people!

He thought of his parents' expectations for him since he was a child, and the way his father looked at him when he couldn't accept his incompetence. He was almost crushed by such eyes!

In the end, he could only shout angrily: "Ymir, I order you to deprive all Eldians of their reproductive capacity!"

But Ymir didn't respond to him.

For the first time, the girl who had been enslaved for 2000 years and lived to the will of King Fritz did not obey his orders.

The power of the coordinates in front of him was so shining, and he finally understood that he had become his former father, the father who had been trying to impose his will on others.

it is ridiculous.

Jake heard Alan call him brother, and then he died peacefully.

At the last second of consciousness, he thought, in fact, he was not mistaken, the only person in this world who could understand him was his half-brother: Alan Yeager.

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The author has something to say: This episode is poorly written, and it doesn't express the feeling I want.

The character of Jike is very complicated. I think it is difficult to portray him, so let's leave it like this for now.