I'm entering the giant bubble

Ruoerman had read the story of Erwin's past in his father's diary.

Regarding the three walls to protect human beings, everyone has been educated since childhood: in order to escape the pursuit of giants, human beings built a city wall a hundred years ago, and thrived inside the wall, but human beings at that time did not leave any records of history. Record.

Erwin had always had doubts about this when he was a child, and his father happened to be a teacher.

One day, Erwin raised his hand in class and asked his father: Teacher, how did you come to the conclusion that there are no humans outside the wall?

His father didn't answer his questions in class, but he talked to him about his conjectures when he got home.

Erwin's father said that there are many contradictions and doubts in the history books of the king's government, so he guessed that the king tampered with the memory of the humans who fled into the city wall 107 years ago for the convenience of ruling.

The young Erwin didn't know what this conjecture meant, nor did he understand why his father didn't answer him directly in class, but just quietly told him this conjecture at home.

The simple Erwin told his classmates about this conjecture, and the classmates told other classmates, and the conjecture spread like this.

Not long after that, Erwin's father died far away, and Erwin never saw him again.

At that time, Erwin didn't know that his father's death was not an accident.

The young Erwin joined the training corps, and he found that the soldiers here were different from what he had imagined. They trained desperately to master the skills of killing giants, just to stay away from the wall and enter the upper class.

After he joined the Survey Corps, the current head of the Corps at that time was very high-spirited and determined to investigate the secrets of the giants. However, under his command, the Survey Corps suffered heavy casualties, and many people were confused: What is the point of them doing this?

Erwin also saw the mother of the dead soldier with tears in her eyes, asking the head of the survey corps: "Is my son's death meaningful?"

The leader at the time was speechless.

Then Erwin thought about the problems that had plagued him and his father's conjectures when he was a child.

His father's conjecture has been rooted in Erwin's mind for many years, and it has gradually become a reality in his heart. His mission in life is to verify this conjecture!

This is the question Erwin has been obsessed with, and the answer to this question is his lifelong dream. He has been constantly moving forward and striving for this, only to get an answer one day.

"Erwin is so determined, yes, I'm starting to hope too, that what we believe in must have something to do with it.

Mankind must have a bright future. "

This is what my father recorded in his diary.

After listening to the story, Levi said: "I always thought that Erwin was only for human beings. It turns out that he also has his own selfishness."

Levi laughed, and then fell silent again.

After Ruoerman finished telling this story, she felt that she seemed to understand Erwin a little bit.

She goes to visit a wounded Erwin.

Then I was surprised to find that this always resolute head of the survey corps was unshaven at this time, with heavy dark circles on his face, and he looked haggard, but this kind of disorder made him look a few years younger.

Perhaps the severe pain of the broken arm prevented him from sleeping well at all.Ruoerman guessed.

For Captain Erwin, she has always been respectful and afraid, and it is rare to see him not being as meticulous as usual, with a little surprise on his face.

"Uncle Erwin, I'm here to see you!"

Ruoerman didn't visit her regiment leader as a subordinate, but visited her uncle as a niece.

Erwin nodded, saw the wound on her left hand, and asked, "Is your left hand okay?"

"I'm visiting you now, Uncle Erwin." Ruoerman yelled, "I should be the one asking Uncle! How are you feeling now?"

"It's recovering well." Erwin said, and then asked again: "So, can I ask how your left hand is now?"

"Yeah, my left hand has also recovered well, and there will be no sequelae." Ruoerman gestured to his left hand, and then sat down obediently. "Uncle Erwin, you know all about yesterday's news, right?"

Erwin saw that her left hand moved freely, so he didn't ask any more questions. He nodded, with a relaxed expression on his face: "We have taken another big step away from the truth." After he was silent for a while, he asked again: "What if?" Erman, have you ever thought about transferring to the garrison regiment?"

"I've never thought of this before. I'm so young now, and I can still stay in the Survey Corps for a long time!" Ruoerman shook his head.

Erwin thought of the girl he saw for the first time in the underground street. She was small and had the same green eyes as Jess. When he looked up at him, Erwin thought, she looks just like Jess The imaginary girl is exactly the same.

Jace had been an aristocrat, but unlike any aristocrat Erwin had seen before, he was neither obsessed with power nor material.

He pays attention to feelings.

It may have been Jess's whim to join the Survey Corps at the beginning, but after he entered the front line, he was really dedicating his life to mankind and dedicating everything to it, even losing his life.

"You are excellent, I think Jess will be pleased to see you now." Erwin said.

Ruoerman lowered her head when she heard this, and said in a low voice, "No, I'm not good at all, otherwise you don't have to..."

Erwin called her name tolerantly. He looked more like a reliable elder than the ruthless leader of the survey corps: "Ruoerman, you don't have to blame yourself for this." He said Said. "When faced with the unknown, it is always difficult for us to make correct judgments. I used to be frustrated by it. I always asked myself, are the decisions you made really correct? But so far, No one has yet answered my question."

"The role that human power can play in this world always seems to be very small. We know nothing about giants, so we have been struggling for this, bleeding for it, and dedicating for it. However, even if it is as strong as Levi, it can change There are too few things.”

"Therefore, it has never been the strength of our strength that has supported us to the present, but our inner belief." Erwin looked at Ruoerman, his eyes were still as inclusive and profound as when they first met. "Levi has a heart that will never be shaken. He will suffer because of the choice, but he will never be shaken."

"Ruoerman, you also have such a heart."

Ruoerman's eyes widened, don't, don't, she can't afford such a compliment.

"You may not realize it yourself, but it is this kind of heart that makes you fearless. I know that after the sacrifice of your companion, you also felt very painful, but you have never been shaken by it." El Wen went on, with a look of reminiscence on his face. "The Survey Corps has been active outside the wall all year round. I have seen many soldiers collapse. They often ask a question: What is the point of our doing this? Not only ask others, but also ask themselves."

"I can't answer when I was young, but I have never been confused, because I have been looking for this meaning all my life." Erwin smiled: "Then Ruoerman, you have been in the Survey Corps all these years, and I rarely see you sad. , are you also looking for this meaning?"

No, I'm not that noble.Ruoerman thought, she was just completing the task of the system, and more, it was because of Levi...

So Ruoerman shook her head honestly: "Uncle Erwin, you think too highly of me. I didn't think too much about it. In fact, I just..." She hesitated for a while, and finally said: "I just want to be with Livi It's just beside me..."

What Ruoerman didn't say was that she had already regarded the land where she was born and raised her as her homeland during the journey with Levi, and she was willing to dedicate everything to this land.

However, she couldn't say this in front of Erwin, and she wanted Erwin not to have such high expectations of her, because she also has her own selfish side.

Erwin is clearly surprised by the answer, but quickly asks, "Did Levi bring you back this time by himself?"

"Yes." Ruoerman immediately whispered.

Erwin realized something from her expression. It is estimated that he just got the news, which made him take a big step towards the giant's secret. He seemed in a good mood at this moment: "Ruoerman, do you know , Your father once said a word to me, which left a deep impression on me."

"Ah, what is it?" Ruoerman was curious.

"For the survey corps, which lives and dies at night and in the morning, carpe diem is our creed." Erwin continued.

Ruoerman didn't understand what Erwin wanted to express at first, but after she figured it out, her whole face turned red.

Ruoerman has long passed her age, but the expression on her face is still very lively, reminiscent of flowers that are just in bloom and romantic in color. Anyone who sees her will be attracted to her involuntarily.

She still looks like the little girl who never tires, never cares, and makes you want to give her the best in the world.