I'm entering the giant bubble

By candlelight, Ruoerman opened his father's diary again.

The handwriting on the title page of "Genesis should be generous, donate your heart" is still visible, and you can get a glimpse of the sharpness behind the person who wrote this line.

This diary can be said to record many major events in Jess' life.For example, the first page of the diary describes the encounter between Jess and Joan.

"I met a beautiful girl in the pasture.

She has long golden hair that glistens in the sun.When she looked at me, the color in her eyes was bluer than the sky.

The first time I saw her, I knew that I fell in love with this girl. "

What a beautiful encounter!

When Ruoerman read it for the first time, he sketched that moving scene in his mind.

"Then I learned the girl's name: Joan.

Facing her, I was always very reckless, like a young boy who didn't know the rules, which made me often regret that the gentleman's etiquette I learned since childhood was all gone in front of her.

God, this is too bad. "

This passage made Ruoerman laugh, and she could almost imagine her father's awkwardness when he first faced his mother.

Turning over a few more pages, the diary recorded again: "Today is a very good day, I am with Joan. Thank you for not despising my clumsy tongue.

There are too many young men chasing Joan, and I don't know what Joan is interested in me.

Joan is a very gentle girl, not only has gentleness, it can be said that she is the best girl in the world.

I swear I will treat her well. "

Jess later wrote: "Joan and I got married at the beginning of spring.

At this moment I can declare that I am the happiest man in the world. "

The diary also records Ruoerman's birth.

"In the winter, when Joan and I had a lovely daughter, I could say loudly: I am the happiest father in the world.

Her hair has inherited Joan's golden color. It is conceivable that she will be a girl as beautiful as Joan in the future, and her eyes will be like mine, the green color of the forest. I hope she can have a heart as deep as the forest.

Joan and I gave her a beautiful name: Ruoerman, which means gold in the forest. "

Regarding the death of his mother, there is no detailed record in the diary, and he can only vaguely know from a few words that his mother died because of the persecution of the Gendarmerie. After that, his father chose to join the Investigation Corps.

Ruoerman guessed that his father could not let go of his mother's death all his life, so he refused to write about it in his diary.

What is clear now is that Jess always believed that Ruoerman also died in that massacre, and he resolutely joined the Survey Corps after he had nothing to worry about.

"I have stayed in Wangcheng for many years. If I hadn't gone outside the wall, I might not have understood that the situation of human beings is still so severe.

I can't even see the future of humanity. "

"The off-wall investigations time and time again found nothing. The companions around me died one after another, and new companions came in one after another. Is it really meaningful for us to do this?

I miss Joan. If she was here, she must know the answer to this question. After all, she is such a smart woman. Of course, I think Ruoerman would know too, after all, she is so like her mother. "

"Erwin is so determined, yes, I'm starting to hope too, that what we believe in must have something to do with it.

Mankind must have a bright future. "

The last page of the diary reads: "After Erwin came back, he told me that Ruoerman's whereabouts were found in Wangcheng. I couldn't believe it when I heard the news. Just go back to Wangcheng.

I miss her so much, she must look just like her mother, with blond hair that shone in the sun, and a pretty face with green eyes.

How has she been all these years?Remember me and Joan?Any resentment for leaving her behind?

Just thinking about her brings me to tears.

I look forward to meeting her, she must be a kind girl.

My Ruoerman, when Dad sees you, he will give you the best in the world. "

Whenever she saw this sentence, Ruoerman would feel so sad that she couldn't help herself. She had no impression of her parents in this world at all, but she could always feel the deep and heavy love of her parents.

After writing the last diary entry, Jace died outside the wall.

After all, he never got to see his daughter again.