One of thirty, when I woke up, I was three

Walking on the icy railing in the wet and cold temperature on the rooftop at midnight, the weather in the capital city has not been good these days, and the pattering rain fell on Lin Youyou's face.

Standing on the edge of the railing and looking downstairs, the vehicles and pedestrians seem small.The height of the sixth floor is not too high. Lin You quickly climbed up the fence, stepped on it with one leg, and then stood up with his whole body.

Those who came back late downstairs found Lin Youyou who was crumbling on the roof, and shouted, don't be impulsive!

The loud shout woke up the residents who had turned off the lights on the floor, and they turned on the lights one after another. They wanted to see the people on the balcony, but the sharp-eyed people caught sight of Lin Youyou who was standing unsteadily on the roof, and shouted at her. Waving his hand: "Little girl, you are still young, what's the matter, sit down and talk to uncle, uncle will definitely help you!"

There were many discussions, some persuading her not to commit suicide, and some focusing on Lin Youyou in the phone camera.

Lin Youyou stared lifelessly at the people below, took a step back and went back. Taking advantage of the darkness, she quickly ran downstairs and hid in the room. In the silent room, she looked in horror at the two people who appeared around her. Someone exactly like her.

A loafer sat on the coffee table with his legs crossed, playing with the rubber band around his wrist, and stood condescendingly in front of Lin Youyou, as if looking at an ant: "Jump, why don't you dare to jump? Prove it to them." No wonder you can never earn what you want."

The other one is not as irritable as she is, but instead looks gloating, with bitterness on her face, and sarcastically said: "The person you trust is Xu Huanshan's ex-wife, who do you trust so you can't trust her? Do you think she What is the reason for being nice to you? It’s just that your connections have helped her in her career. Have you read the information? Every word is clearly written. She is just pitying you, not just taking advantage of you. I have never thought of you in my heart, never before, and never in the future!"

"No, no, she likes me, she won't, she has me in her heart..." Lin Youyou's expression and tone gradually lost vitality, and a very faint starlight shone in his dim eyes.

Shishi took out a newly bought cheap cigarette case and lighter from her coat pocket, put her trembling hands in her mouth, put her hands together around her mouth and lit it, the choking smell made her cough repeatedly, and finally she just knelt on the floor and retched in disgust .

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Diagnosis of schizophrenia.

This is what she found out from the drawer of Gu Jia's desk. After pressing down a thick stack of documents, the stack of documents is the more detailed cause and effect of her parents' death. There is also a USB flash drive. As for what is inside , Lin Youyou knew it without thinking.

Gu Jia went out for a while, and when she opened the door, she saw Lin Youyou sitting on her chair with the two reports in her hands. In an instant, her heart felt as if cold water had been poured on her, her head and feet felt cold, and she was too calm At this moment, his mind was running slowly, and he looked at Lin Youyou, whose eyes had no light, speechless.

The overly complicated truth swallowed her reason, and a kind of despair on the verge of death permeated the air. Lin Youyou looked up at her blankly, and even questioned her so that she couldn't speak.

Opened his mouth and said without emotion: "Remember what you said that you would hide the truth? Then why did you let me know, let me see, schizophrenia? I am actually mentally ill? I shouldn't have stayed Here, I should go to a psychiatric hospital, Gu Jia, look, it says that my dad is also mentally ill?"

Lin Youyou's eyes were rekindled, he strode across the scattered papers on the ground, pointed to the content on it, and read it to her word by word: "Lin Cheng, professor of Chinese Department of University B, suffers from schizophrenia, Killed his wife Jiang Wanshu on May 2020, 5, and then committed suicide by swallowing a large amount of sleeping pills. The only daughter Lin Youyou jumped from the sixth floor and suffered from schizophrenia. It’s hereditary! With so many truths in front of me, I just remembered that the house in Haidian was left by my mother and Han Zizhou’s father when they were together, and my mother’s lover is actually Han Zizhou’s father?! No wonder he treats me so well, no wonder he rejects me, it's because his father and my mother are together? You are all using me! Han Zizhou used me to climb up to the position of the young master of the Han family, and you use me to expand your business circle Kansai used me to see my second personality, what right does she have to touch her? Those two bouquets of red roses clearly forced my second personality to come out! You are all not qualified to point and point at me, none of you !"

Gu Jia looked at her in pain and kept shaking her head. There was pleading in her black eyes, and she wanted to grab Lin Youyou's trembling hand, but she pushed it away with distrust on her face: "Don't let me go!" Touch me, I think you are disgusting! You are obviously with Xu Huanshan again, why do you tease me again and again? Why do you give me hope again and again and push me into the abyss yourself? Is it in your eyes, My feelings are cheap, even worse than a stray dog? They can at least wag their tails and have food, and even be taken home by well-meaning people to take good care of them! As for me, am I only worthy of being used? You never No one wants to take me home, never! You all don't want me! No matter how much I beg for mercy and please you, you all just treat me like a stray dog ​​who comes and goes when called dog!"

"Listen to my explanation, okay?" Gu Jia was at a loss, and hugged Lin Youyou tightly, but she couldn't listen to it when she went crazy, and bit her shoulder, and the strong smell of blood spread in her mouth , There are no more tears in the scarlet eyes, like a withered rose, extremely decadent.

"I admit that I monitored you at the beginning, but then I really didn't have any more. I just went to the imperial capital to discuss business. I never used you to achieve what I wanted. I treat you well just because I want to treat you well." Hello, there is no adulteration, not because of Ziyan, not because of pity for you." The pain in Gu Jia's shoulders is not as severe as the pain in her heart, how can someone who shouted that she liked her and fell into the same place with her yesterday, how can she deny it? What about her?It was fine yesterday, why did it change today?

Lin Youyou pushed her away with jealousy, and said in a hoarse voice: "I don't believe you anymore, I don't believe you anymore, it's useless, Gu Jia..."

"Then you beat me to calm down, okay?" Gu Jia was like a beggar, holding her tightly clenched hand and putting it on her face, pleading: "Even if you don't forgive me, vent your anger and beat this one up." Big bastard, okay?"

"Gu Jia, we all let each other go..."

"I'm tired."

Lin Youyou shook off her hand in a disgruntled manner, and opened the office door without thinking.

It was misty and rainy, and the magic city was shrouded in a thin layer of light gray rain and fog after five o'clock in the evening. When the green light came on, Lin Youyou was about to cross the road to the opposite side.

"Lin Youyou!" Gu Jia called her from behind, she walked a few steps, and was about to leave, she stepped forward to hold her back, and wanted to tell her everything.

Lin Youyi was startled, paused, stopped on the side of the road, and continued walking forward.At this time, it was dark in one place, the street lights were on the other side obliquely, and a speeding black car had no time to brake. , desperately honking the horn.

Just for a moment, Lin Youyou watched the car coming towards her at high speed, but her footsteps were heavy, her brain didn't even have time to react, and her body was knocked into the air. At that moment, she felt her body was more relaxed than ever before, her consciousness was lax, and her whole body was in a state of relaxation. The blood was hot, and then the blood in the throat gushed out like a fountain, on the forehead, in the body, and slowly flowed on the wet ground.

Only then did she feel pain all over her body. She could clearly feel that the back of her head was broken. She couldn't hear anything. All that was left was the pain in her whole body. She turned her head with difficulty, and the person who was usually calm and reserved ran over in panic. .

Lin Youyou could clearly feel the people around her screaming non-stop. The sharp voice made her feel very uncomfortable. There was the sound of cars, people pointing and pointing, and her own weak breathing. The pain also made the vision more blurred.

It was a familiar picture, as if at a certain moment, people were pointing at her like this.

She was very sleepy, she closed her eyes heavily, she didn't want to care about anything, she just wanted to lie quietly, she was the only one left in the whole world.

Gu Jia lost control of her emotions. She called an ambulance with red eyes, knelt on the ground, on a large pool of blood, pressed her face tightly to Lin Youyou's, and murmured her name over and over again.

why?Obviously it won't be like this, she hasn't told Lin Youyou how much she likes her...

"Lin Youyou... Yes... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, can you take a look at me? Lin Youyou... don't sleep, okay?"

Lin Youyou opened his eyes with difficulty, and Gu Jia's voice was obviously crying.Cold tears dripped down her face, mixed with her thick and warm blood and flowed into her neck. The crying woman tremblingly stretched out her right hand to wipe away Gu Jia's tears , but before touching Gu Jia's wet face, he passed out straight away.

"The patient has lost too much blood and needs an emergency blood transfusion."

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"The patient's awareness of survival is very weak now, so increase the voltage."

Lin Youyou stared drowsily at the operating table in front of her, the orange light stared straight into her eyes, her mind went blank, she could only breathe weakly: "Gu Jia... Gu Jia... it hurts... so good cold……"

"Drip—" The electrocardiogram in the ups and downs gradually became straight...

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"No, the patient's heartbeat has stopped... Hurry up and notify the family members and sign the critical illness notice."

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"Impossible, impossible, doctor, please save her, save her..." Gu Jia's eyes were red, and her bloody hand tightly held the doctor's hand. Begging the doctor: "It's impossible for her to leave, she won't leave..."

Impossible, Lin Youyou hasn't forgiven her yet, how could she just leave?Will not!

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The author has something to say:

Author: In short, after repairing it seven times, I gave up.

Lin Youyou: There is no other way.

Gu Jia nodded.