One of thirty, when I woke up, I was three

Gu Ziyan ran over with the phone in his arms, his big eyes were very bright, he took Lin Youyou's hand, and shouted happily: "Yes, Dad said that he is with Mom now, and Dad said he would chase Mom back of!"

For a moment, Lin Youyou seemed to be deaf, and his mind was full of the sentence that Xu Huanshan and Gu Jia were together, she was not in a meeting.Lin Youyou took a deep breath, not only did he not suppress the pressure, but even his eyes became moist.

"Yes, what's the matter with you?" Gu Ziyan was smiling, but suddenly collapsed, and looked at Lin Youyou worriedly: "Yes, are you unhappy? I will come to play with you often in the future, Dad When you come back, I won't forget you."

Gu Ziyan's voice was soft and waxy, holding her hand with his little hand, it was very soft, his nose was sore, and his eye sockets became more wet, he squatted down and hugged Gu Ziyan, his soft and ethereal words rang out in the quiet room.

"Yanyan, then it's settled, you will find me to play in the future."

Leaning against the cold wall, with a small expectation, he called Gu Jia, thinking that he could calmly say, I want to leave.

Unexpectedly, the moment Gu Jia answered the phone, Lin Youyou tightly covered his mouth, suppressed the crying that was about to come out, and the gentle breathing sound came from the other end of the phone. After waiting for a while, Gu Jia glanced at it and thought Xu Huanshan, who wanted to listen to them, stood up and walked to the toilet.

Within 2 minutes, the phone was on the phone, and no one spoke first. Lin Youyou blinked his wet eyes, and finally calmed down, as if the emotion of being greatly wronged by the sky broke out completely at the moment he said it.

"Gu Jia..."

"Why are you crying? Did Ziyan get mad at you for being naughty?" Gu Jia squeezed the phone tightly, her voice a little anxious.

Lin Youwang looked at the empty wall where there seemed to be some important hanging paintings, and he used a lot of courage to speak as calmly as possible, so as not to let Gu Jia notice it: "No, I just, just want to ask When will you finish the meeting?"

The other side was silent for three or four seconds. Lin Youyou even guessed what Gu Jia would say next. After confirming his guess, Lin Youyou said goodbye to Gu Jia slowly.

Hugging Gu Ziyan, looking at the happy family photos on the table, her heart turned cold a little bit, and the suffocation hit again, she sat there stiffly, without saying a word for a long time, just staring at Xu Huanshan put his arms around Gu Jia's arm, and looked at the camera with Gu Jia and Gu Ziyan with a smile on his face.

Yes, for a whole ten years, from college to graduation to starting a business and getting married, with words, how could it be so easy to let go of this relationship.Gu Ziyan flipped through the photo album, and happily pointed to the photo of Gu Jia hugging Gu Ziyan, while Xu Huanshan looked at their photo tenderly. The background was blue fireworks in the playground. For a split second, Lin Youyou's mind suddenly ached. After a while, it seemed that I was also a protagonist in this photo.

"Yes, yes, what is this? It's for Gu...it's for mother!" Gu Ziyan didn't notice that something was wrong with Lin Youyou, so he turned to the middle and found a blue letter in it, dated July 2008. Someone accidentally opened the well-preserved letter. After many years, only the letter paper was yellowish, and the style was still the most popular at that time.

——Gu Jia, the weather is very good today, and the fireworks display was a success!The big boss gave me extra wages, can I invite you to Blues for a coffee?It is a two-seat seat by the window facing the fifth sycamore tree.

The ordinary chat made Lin Youyou's heart sore. It turned out that the blues was the cafe they had been to. No wonder Gu Jia sat there for a long time. If he guessed right, Gu Jia was in a daze. Looking at the tree, is he missing Xu Huanshan?

She thought that Gu Jia was willing to accompany her to the imperial capital because she had some place in her heart, but she didn't expect that from the beginning to the end, she didn't have any place, and she said she didn't have pity on herself, big liar!

Lin Youyou held back the tears that were about to fall, and then read the following content.

——I am highly respected by the boss now, and I will definitely put on a fireworks show for you in the future, and I will put two very large letters of GJ on the sky at that time.

Lin Youyou was even more suffocated watching it. Xu Huanshan set off the fireworks show in the playground for Gu Jia, right?She can't compare to Xu Huanshan in talent, and she can't compare to Xu Huanshan in romance. In the end, even the self-righteous and fearless gender was completely lost to Xu Huanshan. Lin Youyou wanted to laugh, but found that the letter paper was his own tears. He laughed and cried.

Gu Ziyan panicked all of a sudden, hugged Lin Youyou who was crying with his small body, and comforted Lin Youyou with a childlike voice like a little adult: "Yes, you don't cry, don't cry, you cry, you can say something." It's sad, and mom will be sad too."

"Your mother won't be sad..." Lin Youyou wiped the tears on the letter paper repeatedly, and when he found that he wiped more and more tears, he covered his face and cried as if giving up.

How can she accept that Gu Jia still loves Xu Huanshan? She thinks she has a chance. As long as there is enough time, one day, Gu Jia will have her place in Gu Jia's eyes, and she will be moved by her every frown and smile. Emotions, she thought it was just a dream.

There is one person in Lin lying in a daze on his side. The brand-new guitar that he has played and still has is quietly leaning against the corner. He played it a few days ago, but now he feels out of breath. In a letter, the date marked is June 6st, and the number engraved on the guitar is also June 1st. Everything is correct. This guitar belongs to Xu Huanshan. The guitar that she has played more than ten times is unexpectedly Is it Xu Huanshan's?Did Gu Jia think of Xu Huanshan when she looked at her?Did she think of herself as Xu Huanshan?

His eyes shifted to the guitar standing in the corner, he hesitated for a few seconds, and walked towards it slowly.

Holding the head of the piano with one hand, he played and sang softly with tears in his eyes.

whatever you want

你 说 的 我 愿意 去

The melody of the little train swinging

都 可以 是 真 的

你 说 的 我 会 相信

因为 我 完全 信任 你

……

As if possessed by an inexplicable obsession, Lin Youyou played more and more vigorously, but Lin Youyou became more and more energetic until one of the strings broke and his thumb was bleeding, the dazzling color Lin Youyou was a little tired, and looked at the pattering rain outside the window absently, and called Gu Jia again.

Her voice was as low as deathly silence: "Mr. Gu, are you still in the meeting?"

Gu Jia booed at the assistant, and then began to speak: "It's over, I'm in the company now, I have an hour to go back, what do you want for dinner?"

There was a helpless wry smile on the corner of Lin Youyou's mouth. She had already cleaned up the room, as if she wanted to erase all the traces of her past existence. She was wiping the bedside table when she found something blocked the drawer and was about to reopen it. When sorting it out, Lin Youyou's face completely lost the smile, staring at the clear investigation report, his home address, traces of his life in Shanghai a month ago, and even what is the point of a certain day? How much money was spent on the takeaway was reflected in Lin Youyou's eyes.

"Mr. Gu, I want to ask you a question." Lin Youyou's eyes dimmed, and the more he looked at it, the colder his heart became. The latest record is that the day before he lost his memory, he bought chocolates for Gu Ziyan, and he was captured by an old man. A slap, a sneak shot of throwing a stack of money on her face, and herself fainting in the rain while Gu Jia's company was in the background, she suddenly felt that she fell in love with Gu Jia, isn't it a great irony, no wonder she He will take care of himself in person, clearly monitoring himself.

The other party's voice was still so gentle. Lin Youyou closed his eyes, closed the investigation report, and asked with a suppressed voice: "Gu Jia, does it feel good to play with me in your hands? From the beginning you appeared in the ward , everything is in your hands, little by little, I don't want to escape, even have contact information for people related to my family, some of which I don't know, Mr. Gu is worthy of being Mr. Gu, as always His supernatural powers are vast!"

Her tone was full of great sarcasm, and she questioned the silent Gu Jia one after another. Even if Gu Jia refuted a little, the investigation report was just an accident. It was just a coincidence that she would not blame Gu Jia at all, she still believed her Yes, but now, why doesn't she even say a word?

"Gu Jia, don't you even want to refute? You can even lie to me, saying that these are all deceiving me! You are not really investigating me! You are not guarding me! Tell me ! Gu Jia..." Lin Youyou had a nervous breakdown, clutching the investigation report tightly in his hands with protruding veins, and said word by word through gritted teeth. After a great gasp, Lin Youyou let go of the things in his hands and continued Said: "Did you never trust me? Look, you don't even want to say it. You are clearly with Xu Huanshan, but you still lie to me that you are in a meeting? Are you afraid that I will disturb you?" Get back together? Are you afraid that I will disturb your reunion? Or, are you afraid that I will affect the life of your family? Since I appeared, you should think so? Gu Jia, I am tired."

"I won't bother you anymore, and I won't bother you anymore. Yanyan is taking a nap now, and my voice didn't wake him up. Come here now. I'll leave when you arrive." Lin Youyou blinked With dry eyes, he stood up unsteadily, smoothed the investigation report on the ground and stuffed it back into the drawer.

After a long silence, Gu Jia slowly said: "You are right, I have nothing to deny, but—"

"I didn't want to be with Xu Huanshan. I lied to you because I was afraid you would think too much. He was with him before, just talking about unimportant things. Now, I'm really in the company."

Lin Youyou smiled palely: "Do you think it's still necessary?"