One of thirty, when I woke up, I was three

Gu Jia took out another decadent rose from the bouquet of red roses. The barbs on the dark green branches were trimmed very smoothly, and asked intentionally or unintentionally: "Don't you like red roses?"

"It's okay." Lin Youyou was in Gu Jia's words, and grabbed the decaying petals on it: "Couldn't Han Zizhou's flowers be given to women, right? They were sent to me before they were sent out? Mr. Gu, this Why are the petals so pale?"

Gu Jia didn't wait for Lin Youyou to take a closer look at the petals, and directly took the petals from Lin Youyou's palm and crushed them, and lowered her eyelids, the complexity in her eyes was fleeting: "It's a normal phenomenon, let's order first, at least the car will drive past." Another twenty and ten minutes."

The menu on the tablet is dazzling, but why are they all light dishes?After turning over two or three pages, it was all there, not to mention stir-fried, spicy, Lin Youyou pouted, and returned the tablet to Gu Jia: "I can eat anything, you should have some."

In fact, she is not interested in any of them. She wants to eat roadside stalls. The more waste oil is in the food, the more she likes it. Of course, she also knows that this is impossible. If she dares to eat, Gu Jia dares to interrupt her legs.

A faint sound of "um" sounded softly in the car, and the corner of the bodyguard sitting in the co-pilot twitched. The big boss really acted like in the TV series, pretending to give others the right to choose, but the final decision is still in his own hands .

In a private room, Lin Youyou ate food in silence. There were eight small dishes in total. The portion of each dish was very small, but it was enough for two people.Each dish is filled with orange shredded carrots, which is a quarter of a dish. Does Lin You care about so many details? The light and beautiful color combination makes Lin Youyou feel happy good.

Why didn't she see so many side dishes with carrots when she looked at the menu?

Does Gu Jia like to eat carrots?

It was an excuse to accompany the client to dinner. She thought it was a large-scale reception, thinking that her bad street style would be out of place in a high-end reception. After waiting for a private restaurant, she realized that the client was referring to she.

As for where Gu Jia went, she didn't know.

After the food was served, Gu Jia answered the phone and came out. Now 10 minutes have passed, and no one has come yet. Lin Youyou burped after eating and drinking, and considered whether to go to Gu Jia or not. This dish is going to wilt.

Lin Youyou was looking for Gu Jia in the luxuriously decorated corridor, and faintly heard a slightly low-pitched angry voice from the sink in front of him. After listening carefully, it seemed to be Gu Jia's voice. Lin Youyou frowned, who Have the ability to make Gu Jia angry?

He walked up silently, and the words inside became more and more clear.

"Do you really think it's for her... You have to wait until something happens to make you satisfied, don't you? Take one step at a time... Impossible, don't try any more, she is not a fool..."

Lin Youyou leaned against the door of the bathroom, the scattered hair covered Lin Youyou's expression at the moment, adding a bit of gloom, Shui Ling's big eyes didn't know what was thinking, looking at the oil painting "Drowning" hanging opposite, There is only a simple painting of a struggling fish below the sea level, the fish’s eyes are slightly wide open, as if asking for help, like the layout of the art museum, the author’s name and the title of the work are pasted on the lower right corner of the square oil painting, The introduction is only a short sentence.

Later, the stars in its eyes gradually lost their light.

Lin Youyou's throat was blocked and she couldn't breathe. The closer the footsteps came, the more she couldn't move. The icy chill flowed around, and the coldness that had eroded into her bones spread bit by bit, like a painting on a painting. The fish, strangling Lin Youyou's throat with a strong suffocating feeling, in the depths of shattered memory, someone once did this.

She fell into a long and suffocating darkness, and went retrograde in the piercing sea, until a pair of redemptive hands grabbed her tightly and forcefully pulled her out of the abyss. The muddy world before Lin Youyou's eyes slowly opened up. At the edge of the light, it was Gu Jia's worried expression. She didn't know when she had burst into tears, and she didn't know when she ran into Gu Jia's arms. She only knew that the warmth on Gu Jia's body at this time made her The cold blood revived again, Gu Jia didn't speak, but patted her on the back lightly, her sighs faintly falling in Lin Youyou's ears.

Gu Jia chewed and ate the food slowly, with a dignified and elegant posture, which was different from Lin Youyou's eating. Lin Youyou just stuffed something into his mouth as soon as he had it, and the most important thing was to wipe it away.

"Go back to the hotel first, and sign tomorrow." Gu Jia's soft voice reached her eardrums, Lin Youyou sniffed, looked up at Gu Jia with red eyes, and shook his head.

It seems that it is common to cry in front of Gu Jia. Gu Jia's tissues seem to be a constant item. No matter where she is, she can magically find a pack of tissues to wipe tears for a crybaby.

"Is it better now?" Gu Jia asked her: "In the future, my call time will be shorter, up to 10 minutes."

Lin Youyou looked at her, did Gu Jia indulge herself too much, her eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and the next second, the dry tissue was gently applied to her face, in front of her was the magnified Gu Jia, with soft eyes Looking at himself, the brown and black pupils reflected his little embarrassed self.

Crying so ugly.

This is the first thing Lin Youyou noticed, and the second point is——

What was captured was the pity in Gu Jia's eyes.

It's pity.

Lin Youyou didn't know what she was missing. She wanted Gu Jia to see something else, as long as it wasn't pity, anything else was fine. Lin Youyou had seen too much in such eyes. Here, in a flashing picture, everyone surrounded her tightly, like she was trapped in a small fish tank, and their pitiful eyes pierced through the thin glass, piercing straight into the forest. There is a heart that is gradually decaying, like a bright red rose, but its growth cycle is short-lived.

"Mr. Gu, can you please don't pity me..." Lin Youyou was too sad. In Gu Jia's eyes, is she a clown?When you are in a good mood, give a few more coins as a reward: "Really don't pity me, can you treat me like other people, please...why is everyone like this, so is Xixi, and so is Zizhou ...Mr. Gu, can you hate me for a while? Don't treat me like this..."

What if you don't want me anymore?

No one in this world will want me anymore, and everyone is unwilling to want her. They will only look at her with pity, and point their big hand at themselves: Look, I have lost my memory, how pitiful, fortunately, I only lost my memory for two years. Memory, as a normal adult, if it is lost for four to five years, six or seven years, like a child, wouldn't her cousin die from exhaustion?

It was the second time since she woke up that Lin Youyou felt the uncomfortable feeling of crying out of breath and holding her voice. The first time was when she was squatting in the railway station of Shanghai, and the heavy rain hit her. When she was on her body, when she couldn't find a home, and now is the second time, when Gu Jia looked at her like this, she felt unbearable grievances.

"I didn't pity you." Gu Jia was helpless, and she wiped more and more tears, so she could only go forward and hug Lin Youyou, who was immersed in her own world: "I pity everyone, but I won't pity you. If you have memory, I would choose to hate you, but you don't, so I don't need to put hatred on you."

"Lin Youyou, I swear."

The sound is sonorous and powerful.

At that moment, Lin Youyou really believed in Gu Jia completely.

Later, Lin Youyou stood on the roof thinking about this passage, if she hadn't chosen to put 100% trust in Gu Jia at that time, how good it would be?

In a well-known law firm in the imperial capital, Lin Youyou shook his pen and signed his name.

Lin was written stroke by stroke, as if to pierce the thin A4 paper, and the next two were passed by very quickly.

Lawyer Chen solemnly handed the signed document to Lin Youyou, who was in a trance: "Miss Lin, condolences will follow, and people always look forward. These are two houses under the names of Professor Lin and Teacher Jiang." , take a look, there is something wrong, there are a few bank cards in it too, all of them are handed over to you, if you have any questions, you can come to me, Professor Lin and Teacher Jiang are two people I respect very much Teacher, Miss Lin was the one they couldn't let go of before they were alive, and you must live a good life for them."

Lin Youyou took the things in the file bag: "Please, thank you."

Leaving the office in a daze, the most troublesome and least willing thing to face ended so easily. The scorching sun made Lin Youyou a little dizzy, and Gu Jia held up a parasol to support Lin Youyou in time.

In the leather file bag, two red real estate certificates were quietly placed, and five or six bank cards lay interlaced at the bottom of the file bag. Lin Youyou took out one of them, which was a bit worn out and had dent marks from cutting. bank card, suddenly laughed.

"My university tuition was paid by me, and I earned it by helping people make up lessons..." Lin Youyou touched the bank card and recalled: "When I received the admission letter, my mother threw it on the ground and cut it. The quality of the card issued by the school is surprisingly good, although the edge is a bit burred, but fortunately it is still usable, and I can still pay the tuition.”

"Then your admission letter..."

"My dad tore it up." Lin Youyou smiled softly: "But it's useless, and it can be mended. I went to school in September anyway, and I went alone. Am I brave, Mr. Gu?"

Gu Jia's eyes were soft and sincere: "Be brave."

"But I cried at night, and I didn't seem to be very brave. I asked Du Niang if it would be too cowardly to cry like this. Du Niang said, this is normal and I am homesick, but I don't seem to be homesick. , I thought about it all night, and I stopped crying, and I never cried again."

"But when I woke up again, I cried more times than I put together before. Mr. Gu, am I too useless?" Lin Youyou asked cautiously.

"No, you can cry as much as you want in front of me."

"really?"

"Just don't rub your tears on my clothes."

"You! Mr. Gu, do you have to ruin the atmosphere like this? I'm holding back my tears!" Lin Youyou choked up for a moment, and when he heard Gu Jia's very puzzled words, the tears disappeared.

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The author has something to say:

Try hard to clear Lin Youyouzhong.

Lin Youyou: Are you sure?Do you have to make your family unhappy and your wife and children separated?

Author: Isn't this clearing the way for you to come out of the closet in the future?Now is the time to gain sympathy, the more miserable you are, the more people like it (no)

Lin Youyou: yue~ No need, hum.