I was rescued by my roommate after wearing a book

"Hmm..." Su Yuan was almost out of breath.

Shen Rui reluctantly let him go.

The animal world is still playing, but the two seem to have never heard of it, and can only feel each other's existence.

Shen Rui's breathing has not yet calmed down, she lowered her head and asked softly, "Yuan Yuan, what are you afraid of?"

Su Yuan rolled his eyes, and his hands were still around the other's neck.

Looking at each other, the love and tolerance in Shen Rui's eyes are clearly visible.

【What am I afraid of?Am I... scared? 】

【...Yeah, I'm afraid. 】

[I am afraid that this big dream will eventually wake up, and I look around and I am still alone. 】

【I was afraid that I fell in love with you, but I was finally defeated by the illness】

【I'm afraid to leave you alone in this world, miss me every day but never see me again】

【I'm afraid that one day you'll have an accident, so I'll leave first】

【I... I'm so scared, I don't know what I'm afraid of, it seems like I'm not afraid of anything, and it seems like I'm afraid of everything...】

Shen Rui heard the other party's voice getting more and more flustered, and his body trembled slightly, so he could only interrupt his thoughts, "Yuan Yuan, look at me."

Su Yuan gradually calmed down, silently watching Shen Rui.

"Yuan Yuan, I'm actually very scared too. I'm afraid that one day you won't love me anymore and want to leave me..."

Shen Rui originally wanted to comfort the other party, but was startled by the possibility he described, his heart seemed to be clenched tightly, and there was a trace of scarlet in the corners of his eyes.

The members of the Shen family may be lovers in nature. The men of the Shen family have never left their partner for more than three days, and even on business trips they would carry them away with them in their pockets.

So when Shen Rui was very young, every time his father went on a business trip, his mother would disappear.Grandpa and grandma coaxed and coaxed, and he gradually got used to it when he grew up.

"There won't be such a day." Su Yuan kissed the eyes of the people around him, and said like an oath, "I will always love you and will never leave you." [Rui Rui, don't cry. 】

The voice is gentle.

But it was like when the new universe was born tens of thousands of years ago, that little dust exploded suddenly, shaking everything in the world.

After receiving this promise, Shen Rui seemed to break free from the boundless swamp, climbed to the side of the moon flower, guarded it carefully day and night, and finally hoped for the flower to bloom.

His heart seems to have a home, this kind of peace has never been seen before.

If Su Yuan is with him every day in the future, that's all he can ask for in his life.

"Me too, I love you forever and will never leave you." Shen Rui left a devout kiss on Su Yuan's forehead, and said in a low voice, "With Yuan Yuan's words, I am not afraid anymore. "

The days passed peacefully.

Su Yuan likes this kind of calm days the most, with Shen Rui always by his side, he hasn't been sick for a long time.

This day is a philosophy class, and there are four big classes in a row.

Teacher Yang tapped the desk with a pen, "Students, pay attention, look up at the screen, and listen to me."

"I believe everyone has heard about the tradition of our major. Let's all think about which practical project to choose as the topic. Note, this score accounts for 60.00% of the total score of this course."

"Especially for the students who didn't show up for class roll call, your usual scores will not pass, so - please be sure to pay attention to this practical activity."

There were wailings from the audience.

In philosophy class, few people really take it seriously, and there are countless people who skip class, and the teacher can catch a few at random.

"Isn't that right? Just give it a failing grade? Teacher Yang, don't be so cruel, please, my child."

"That's right, Teacher Yang, please give me another chance, the children want to be human again"

"Don't, the credits of this course are super high, and it's still a compulsory course for our philosophy major. If you can't pass it, you're finished."

The voice of pleading in the classroom is endless.

Teacher Yang took a sip of wolfberry tea calmly, and then slowly put the thermos cup on the desk.

"Don't plead with me, it's useless. I explained the rules clearly in the first class. Some students insist on committing crimes against the wind, and the teacher can't help it."

There was a few seconds of silence under the podium.

Suddenly, a dissatisfied question came from the corner of the classroom.

"The teacher is eccentric. Some people come here whenever they want. The teacher never calls them by name, and they usually get full marks in class. Is it too much for us to only ask for a passing grade?"

Su Yuan was also drinking wolfberry water, and he couldn't help choking when someone suddenly mentioned it in a roundabout way.

"Cough...cough...cough..."

Yu Jiaxiang quickly patted him on the back, "Su Yuan? Are you okay?"

Su Yuan coughed until the corners of his eyes were filled with tears. He couldn't speak for a while, so he could only wave his hands to show that he was fine.

Teacher Yang glared at the man, "This is the decision of the school leadership. If you have any objections, you can go to the principal and ask me if I am playing for personal gain."

Yu Jiaxiang immediately stood up, turned around and said loudly to the man, "Wu Wenhan, are you interested? I want to blame others for skipping class..."

Before he finished speaking, Su Yuan grabbed his hand.

"Thank you, Yu Jiaxiang, I will come by myself."

After Su Yuan finished speaking, he stood up and turned to face all the students.

For a while, the classroom was so quiet that only the tiny sound of the projector running could be heard.

"Student Wu, I admit that I have received preferential treatment from the school, but you chose to skip class, which has nothing to do with me."

Su Yuan's voice was not loud, but clearly recognizable.

After coughing up water, her complexion was slightly red, but her delicate face was calm and calm, and there was no sign of shortness of breath.

Wu Wenhan stood up abruptly, "What classmate Wu? Su Yuan, don't you even remember my name?"

The focus is completely skewed.

Su Yuan wanted to remind the other party, but he really didn't know Wu's full name, so he could only keep silent.

Wu Wenhan became even more angry, his neck turned red.

"Wu Wenhan, you're enough—" A beautiful girl with a melon-shaped face stood up with an angry look on her face.

"It's all my fault. It's all right. It's my fault for pestering you to skip class and go out to play. Can you stop throwing fire at others?"

"Who doesn't know that Su Yuan was specially approved by the principal, and that's in exchange for suffering. Why are you jealous?!"

"Our breakup has nothing to do with others. If you don't look for the reason from yourself, you will know that you are blaming others. I am so glad that we broke up early!!"

Teacher Yang is like one head and two big ones, and a good class has become a scene of couples complaining.

"Quiet, sit down quickly, get out of class will be over soon, do you still listen to the practical project?"

No one answered, and it was rare for the students to be able to lick Su Yuan openly, so they didn't care about the couple quarreling and the teacher persuading them.

But Su Yuan listened, so he turned around obediently, bowed slightly apologetically, "Mr. Yang, I'm sorry to disturb your class."

"Okay, okay, it's okay, it's okay, let's all sit down, ah."

The fire in Teacher Yang's heart immediately disappeared a lot.

There are still good students who respect their teachers.

The headmaster really had sharp eyesight, and he didn't love this child in vain.

As soon as Su Yuan sat down, the attention of other students returned to the class.

Wu Wenhan was cast a blank stare by his ex-girlfriend, and sat down sullenly.

"We have many options for extracurricular practice. Students should know, what is the significance of our study of philosophy?"

"Is it to pursue the meaning of life, or to explore the direction of human thinking in the future? Or just to understand oneself."

"Choose a point you are interested in, and then follow its footsteps. To find it is to find the meaning of your own existence."

"Perhaps ten or twenty years from now, many of the students present here will not be developing in the field of philosophy, so this practical course may be your only chance to explore yourself."

"Please think carefully, and send your decision to my email in a week. Alright, that's all for today's class, get out of class is over—"

Su Yuan sat on the spot thoughtfully.

Have you found the meaning of your existence?

He is indeed at a loss.

In the previous life, she jumped into the deep sea and died without a sound. She should have slept forever, but she opened her eyes and woke up in another person.

So why did he come?

In order to advance the original plot, become Bai Yueguang who died early, so as to complete the male and female protagonists in the book?

It does not seem.

The hero and heroine broke up, and the hero even entered the detention center, but the heroine didn't seem willing to turn back at all.

But the world is still running, so the hero and heroine are not the center of the world.

It can't always be God's pity.

The gods are high above, how can they care about the life and death of mortals.

When Su Yuan was watching the kite on the grass, he didn't care whether he would step on the ants under his feet.

The dimensions of life are different. Ants can't see the whole picture of people clearly, and they don't know that their doom is due to the accidental passing of another creature.

……

Su Yuan's thoughts spread far away at once, until the WeChat rang.

It was a message from Shen Rui.

【What fruit do you want to eat after a meal?Carambola or Tangerine? 】

Su Yuan thought for a while, and returned carambola.

Seeing that the time has passed 10 minutes, I usually have already arrived at the dormitory, so I hurriedly left the classroom.

Research Hall, 1212.

Su Yuan: "I'm back." [Sorry, I'm late. 】

"Wash your hands and eat." Shen Rui helped him take off his coat and hung it up beside him.

When he was about to finish eating, Shen Rui asked casually, "How was today's class?"

The campus is not big, but it is really small.

The quarrel in Su Yuan's class had spread throughout the school, so he naturally saw it too.

Su Yuan: "...It's okay." [It's not very good either. 】

Shen Rui's chopsticks stopped in mid-air, and then slowly retracted them.

"Yuan Yuan, if you are unhappy, tell me, okay? Holding it in your heart is not good for your illness. I would love to hear your troubles."

"If I have something to worry about, Yuan Yuan will also be willing to listen to me, right?"

He can't let Su Yuan always say nothing. Although he can hear the other party's voice, the meaning of the depression patient's willingness to speak out is completely different.

Once you take this step, the future will be much smoother.

Although the trick of vomiting bitter water is old, it is very effective.

If you are unhappy, talk to him more, and you will develop a habit over time.

If these are not enough for Su Yuan to express his inner fear, that's okay, Shen Rui can still give him enough love and companionship for a lifetime.

After a while, Su Yuan nodded, "Okay."

The author has something to say:

Ben Gu: It’s really fun to vomit bitterness, but you can’t vomit too much, the trash can can’t stand it Hhhhhhhhh

I was choking on my breath, but after I spit it out, hehehe