Professor Baiqihehe chases his wife crematorium

Yue Zheng appeared to be okay on the surface, but his heart was already in a mess. He didn't dare to mention Yin Lou when he entered the door, for fear that Zhou Ziying would pick up a knife and someone would chop him up immediately.

After all, a society ruled by law.

When sleeping at night, Yue Zheng stared at the roof and couldn't sleep, thinking that he was really unlucky to meet Yin Lou in his life, as long as he met him, nothing good would happen.

He only hoped that there would be a period of free time for him to completely forget about Yin Lou, why this little brat just can't understand human speech.

The feelings for him are all true, what are you talking about, if he is sincere, the sun will come out to the west.

After that day, Yin Lou didn't show up for a week. Yue Zheng thought he had fully realized it, and he was in a good mood. When he got off work, a colleague asked him to have sex at night, and Yue Zheng agreed without even thinking about it.

Just in time to celebrate.

There are not many other things in a small northern city like theirs. There must be a lot of barbecues, and the prices are not too expensive. A poor and lower-middle peasant like him can still afford to consume one meal a month.

"How about Brother Yue, I said this newly opened restaurant is delicious, and the oysters are perfect, right?"

Yue Zheng took a sip of beer and laughed: "You have vision, or you settle the bill too, I'll call you brother!"

Xiao Zhang waved his hands again and again: "You will always be my brother Yue, brother, cousin, uncle, brother!"

A group of people laughed: "Oh, I hate you! Hahahaha!"

Yue Zheng was thinking about what to bring to Yue Xiaoqing later, the girl likes to eat mutton, but this mutton skewer is really mediocre...

Just thinking about it, Xiao Zhang suddenly pushed him and called out in a low voice: "Brother Yue, your friend?"

Yue Zheng was taken aback, looked up, followed his line of sight, and was facing a familiar handsome face.

Yin Lou was dressed in a low-key gray suit, with glasses on the bridge of his nose, with an elegant temperament and a gentle smile. Standing here with his back straight, he raised the profile of this small broken barbecue stall, sitting with them on plastic stools with their legs crossed Compared with the old men on the Internet, it is like a drop of clear water falling into the mud.

Seeing Yue Zheng's gaze, Yin Lou immediately showed a friendly and familiar smile, walked over to him and said, "Brother Yue, long time no see."

Just as Yue Zheng was about to have a seizure, Yin Lou looked around and said with a smile, "You are friends of Brother Yue, right? Hello, my name is Yin Lou, and I'm a teacher at K University."

"K is big!"

"My heavenly university teacher?"

"Hello."

"Brother Yue, your friend looks really talented!"

Yue Zheng's "why the hell are you here" choked back fiercely, his face flushed red.

Yin Lou walked over as if he had a close relationship with him, Xiao Zhang immediately pulled out a stool for him, and wiped his clothes with embarrassment: "Sit."

Yin Lou smiled and said, "Thank you."

Then he sat down next to Yue Zheng.

Yue Zheng took a deep breath, suppressed the fire, and asked him as calmly as possible: "Why are you here?"

Yin Lou locked his eyes on him, as if he was afraid that he would run away in the next second, and said in a low voice: "The school has a meeting. I passed by and saw you."

What a damn fate, Yue Zheng never wants to come to this unlucky barbecue stall again.

He wanted to find an excuse to let Yin Lou go, but Yin Lou seemed to have seen what he was thinking, and chatted directly with his group of careless friends. Zhang, after a few words, Xiao Zhang and the others called him brothers and sisters.

Yue Zheng was annoyed seeing that.

"It turned out that Professor Yin was the one who introduced Yue Xiaoqing's supplementary tutor!"

Yin Lou smiled low-key: "Brother Zhang can just call me Xiao Yin."

Xiao Zhang hurriedly said: "That won't work, we are just a rough person, how can we call it that."

Those with children at home tentatively asked: "Professor Yin, do you still know any teachers? Well, my children can't speak English..."

Yue Zheng thought to himself that he wished he could stay two miles away from you, and give you——

"Yes, Brother Li, do you want to find an English teacher?"

Yue Zheng: ... Fuck.

Yue Zheng listened to them discussing about the make-up teacher, his head was buzzing, and he could only pour wine bottle by bottle into his mouth.

When the fourth bottle was filled, Yin Lou pressed his hand under the table, and looked at him with concern: "Brother Yue, you have a bad stomach, drink slowly and eat more."

Yue Zheng was taken aback for a moment, and had an idea.

Lao Li said to Yin Lou: "Thank you, Professor Yin, it's too troublesome, and I will treat you to a meal when you are free some other day."

Yin Lou waved his hand: "Brother Yue's friends are my friends, Brother Li, you are welcome, I—"

"Ouch—" Yue Zheng suddenly pressed his shoulder, turning his head to vomit.

Yin Lou instantly became nervous, put his arms around him, and asked eagerly, "Brother Yue, why—"

"Toilet—vomit—vomit—"

Yin Lou didn't care about talking to this group of people, he helped Yue Zheng to go to the bathroom, everything was normal as soon as Yue Zheng went out, grabbed his hand, and rushed straight into an empty alley at the corner outside the store.

After entering, Yue Zheng let go of him, picked up his collar, and asked, "What the hell are you trying to do?!"

Yin Lou gently held his hand, with deep affection in his eyes, and said softly; "Brother Yue, I was just passing by and saw you, I know you are still angry with me, but I miss you so much, I can't help it , I want to come and see you...but I'm too greedy, I don't want to leave after seeing you, even if I just sit with you for a while and listen to your voice, I..."

"Don't fucking fart!" Yue Zheng let go of him.But from the barbecue stand, he could tell that Yin Lou had lost weight, which was obvious. Before that, his face was particularly good-looking, and he looked good even when he was thin, but he was a little more sickly and haggard.

Fuck, what does it matter if this idiot is skinny or not, besides, if he is skinny, he is not skinny, maybe he lost weight by himself and then came here to show his pity to him!

Yin Lou looked at him, couldn't help approaching him, and said earnestly: "Brother Yue, I know you are very angry with me, and you want me to die, but I really know that I was wrong, I miss you very much, I miss you It's crazy to think about it, even if I stay in the same space with you and breathe the same air, I want to be next to you..."

Yue Zheng doesn't want to hear him say these useless words, what he is most upset about now is Yin Lou's sweet talk.

"If you want to breathe the same air as me, get out of your house and breathe, it's all on the earth, it's all a fucking air! Get out of here, I don't want to see you again."

"However, I promised to help Li Ge's children find a tutor."

Yue Zheng came up quickly, turned around and stared at him: "Did you fucking trick me again? You want to trap me to death again, right? It's not Xiao Yinzi, you fucking want to fuck someone you As for what? I've tried my best! If you don't have sex, will you be able to suffocate to death or will you be able to fuck?"

Yin Lou shook his head and said in a low voice: "Brother Yue, I just want to help you friend, I want to stay with you for a while, I don't want to disappear from your world..."

He looked at Yue Zheng's face, his eyes were red, and his voice trembled slightly: "I, I've had a bad time recently... I can't sleep, I've been having nightmares, in the dream you said you would never forgive me in this life , I woke up in fright, I dare not sleep again, I am afraid that you really don't want to see me again..."

Hearing his words, Yue Zheng felt a twinge of pain in his heart, after all, he was someone he loved with all his heart and soul, and he had given so much affection in the past, and now Yin Lou came to beg him with a distressed look...

Yue Zheng looked at him, the soreness in his heart only lasted for a second, and the next moment he couldn't help scolding himself for being shameless.

He, Yin Lou, couldn't sleep, so he came over to cry with him. Who did he cry to when Yue Zheng knelt in the snow, turned over the ring, and slapped himself in the house?

Yue Zheng looked at him now as if he was watching an actor, not only did he have no sympathy, but he also wanted to laugh.His tone was quite calm: "Yin Lou, shake your university professor's head to see how many moral standards are still in it. If you don't have enough, just read more books to make up. Don't be as fucking as me who didn't graduate from high school."

Yin Lou froze for a moment, and hurriedly said: "Brother Yue, I really have no morals, and I don't know what morality is. I just know that I can't live without you, and I want to get you back. I'm serious. If, if you accept I can't be what I am now, you teach me, you teach me, I will definitely learn! No one taught me how to get along with people seriously before, if you teach me, I will definitely learn."

Yue Zheng was indifferent.

When he was used to trap him before, he acted like a social flower, talking nonsense when he saw people, talking nonsense to others, now he is talking nonsense with him here.

Yue Zheng said: "Don't pretend to be pitiful to me. You used this trick before and it worked because I was blind and liked you and got used to you. Now this trick doesn't work. Why didn't anyone teach you? It's so pitiful, why did your parents drag you out of the cracks in the rocks and throw them back to let you grow up by yourself? It's really rare."

Yue Zheng left after speaking.

Yin Lou ran over to grab his arm, but he threw it away, stopped a taxi, and pointed at him, "Don't follow, or I will walk over your head."

Yin Lou stood there in a daze, his eyes fixed on the car until it disappeared at the end of the road.

Yue Zheng's words still echoed in his mind, "Your parents dragged you out of the cracks in the rocks and threw you back to let you grow up by yourself?".

Yin Lou gritted his teeth, and couldn't help laughing at himself. How much he wished this sentence was true.

Yin Lou closed his eyes, but countless pictures of Zhang Yuezheng pointing at him and telling him to roll flashed in his mind. He opened it quickly, his heart beating faster, and he was at a loss for what to do with the flustered feeling.

A gust of cold wind blew by, and he was frozen in place, unable to move...

Yin Lou returned home in a daze, the cold wind pierced through the thin suit, and his body had already become icy cold.

He closed the door, took off his clothes one by one, and went into the bathroom.

The house without the lights on is like an indifferent black hole, which can swallow up the last bit of warmth left in his heart.

The water gradually covered his body, but he couldn't feel the short-lived relaxation in the past, only oppression and suffocation remained in the small space.

The world seems to have become an endless darkness, shrinking and shrinking, and Yuezheng is the only light in the darkness, he struggles in the darkness, and the years silently invade his mind, until one day, He met Yue Zheng.

He ran with all his strength and stretched out his hand desperately, but he still couldn't catch the light.

For a moment, his world was dark.

He gritted his teeth and ran wildly along the road in his memory, trying to return to a clean place, but he couldn't get there no matter what.

The world is dirty, only Yuezheng is clean.After losing Yuezheng, Yin Lou felt that he was also dirty and couldn't wash himself clean.

No matter how long you wash it, it will still be dirty. There is no place to clean it.

Yin Lou closed his eyes slowly, and slowly slid into the bathtub. He could feel the cold water submerging his Adam's apple, freezing his heartbeat...but it could no longer bring him relaxation, no matter how long he was soaked in the water, he would still be dirty.

During those dark days, when he had nowhere to escape, he hid in the bathroom and escaped unharmed. Since then, the bathroom has become the only place where he can feel clean.

But not now.

He misses Yue Zheng very much now, misses the small and simple home that can bring him the greatest sense of security, misses the smart and sensible Yue Xiaoqing, and misses the days when he and Yue Zheng get along day and night.

But now he has nothing but memories.

He didn't lie, he really couldn't sleep and didn't dare to sleep, the nightmare made him nowhere to escape, the memory of being with Yuezheng every night was like an illusion, the memory was refurbished, and he was cut and torn apart, Repeat, repeat over and over again...

"Brother Yue..."

The muffled voice was drowned in the water, leaving behind a string of tiny bubbles, fragile and brittle.

He shouldn't have said those words that day, he cared about him far more than he imagined, he regretted it, he wanted to go back, he wanted to go back to "home".

Yin Lou sank deeper and deeper, deeper and deeper, the feeling of suffocation made him relax, he felt that he could wash himself off immediately, and he could return to that time immediately, immediately.

With a "snap", the bathroom light was turned on, and Jiang Tinghao pulled him out of the water, his face turned pale with fright: "Fuck | Your mother's Yin Lou! You are dying! Can you die before you die?" Breathe out buddy, if I come a little later, your body will be cold!"

Yin Lou leaned against the edge of the bathtub, with his neck raised, his pale body could clearly see the blue blood vessels, he squinted slightly, looked at the dazzling light, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't touch me."

"If I don't touch you, you'll die!" Jiang Tinghao's face was sloppy, and he was very grateful for his decision to come to find Yin Lou today when he has nothing to do.

He sat on the edge of the bathtub, lit a cigarette for himself to calm the shock, his hands were trembling, he took a deep breath before he felt relieved, tilted his head and asked, "How did you become this virtuous? After taking a bath for more than ten years, you still feel like you're still alive." You can drown yourself suddenly, you can do it! If Master Jiang dies one day, you must be frightened!"

Yin Lou showed no expression, and after a while, he said slowly, "He doesn't want me anymore."

Jiang Tinghao was taken aback for a moment: "Who? Why don't you want me?"

Yin Lou didn't speak, but only had an expression of "I'm already a dead person".

Jiang Tinghao suddenly understood, and couldn't help but said: "Isn't it right for people not to want you? Beautiful and domineering big girl."

Yin Lou didn't hate him for the first time.

Jiang Tinghao comforted again: "Anyway, you don't like him very much. Now that you know this time, you can still touch someone, so let's try more. People in the venue will come over and touch your fingers one by one. Maybe someday you will be able to touch him." If we meet someone we can touch, we can just wrap it up."

Yin Lou still didn't speak.

Jiang Tinghao understood that this was the prodigal son who turned his back and was rejected by others, and he was making trouble here, love is so cruel.

But he can't just ignore it. Master Yin looks at Fengxie, but this time it's his first love. To put it mildly, first love is always green and sad.

"If you really like it, you can get it back, we—"

Yin Lou suddenly spoke out, his voice was hoarse and flat, revealing quiet despair: "I can't sleep, I dream when I sleep, and there is no him in the dream."

Jiang Tinghao looked at him suddenly, his pupils constricted: "Dreaming again?"

Yin Lou looked at the marble pattern on the wall, but his eyes were out of focus, and he just repeated: "It can't be washed, it can't be washed."

Jiang Tinghao stood up, walked around in circles with a frown, and asked him, "Has the surname Li been here?"

"Resigned."

Jiang Tinghao scolded him: "You want to die and jump off the building!"

He said it harshly, but he also knew that it was useless for anyone to come when Yin Lou was most ill. After all, he had that kind of experience... If it was him, he would wish to find someone to hypnotize him forever, but Yin Lou even tried hypnosis. But it's useless...

He took a deep breath and asked, "Then what are you going to do now, in your current state, let me tell you, if you don't have any confidence, I will definitely not let you go out."

"You can't beat me."

Jiang Tinghao: "...fuck."

He changed the subject: "What is your plan for your brother Yue? Did you suddenly realize that you also have a heart and love, and then change your past, or something? Is it possible that you can evolve from a beast if you chase him back? Are grown-ups out of this nasty virtue?"

Yin Lou frowned slightly, and muttered the words in his second sentence: "...love? Is there really such a thing? I haven't seen it before. No... Yes, Brother Yue loved me... Yes... I Haven't seen it before..."

Jiang Tinghao saw that his state was not much different from that of a demon, but he was not a doctor, and he couldn't judge whether it was caused by a combination of illness and broken love, or the combination of broken love, or both. He could only say: "Even I think that good brother of yours still likes you very much. In your current state, based on my experience in Ten Thousand Flowers, I also like your good brother. Of course, I am not sure if you like him purely or because you can only touch him. Not bad."

Yin Lou whispered, "I don't know."

He doesn't know what liking is and what love is. He just thinks these things are just excuses made up by the world to deceive fools, and then use this to hit others mercilessly. It's so easy to smash a person, but it's just a lie about feelings .

After that day, he didn't believe in anything, he wouldn't be so stupid as to let himself be passive again, so he didn't believe it anymore, he didn't want to know, he didn't want to know, he didn't think there was any... But he hurt Yuezheng, a person who really loved him ...

Jiang Tinghao sighed. After all, it was his brother. He couldn't bear to see Yin Lou trample himself into such a virtue. After thinking about it, he still felt that the problem was with his good brother, so he said, "It's better to lie in the water and drown now." To kill yourself, it’s better to clean up and go there, crying bitterly, kneeling down and begging him to give you a chance. I’m not a doctor, and your matter can’t be solved by taking medicine. You should come out first and reflect on yourself.”

"Dude, I've found true love recently and I'm about to settle down. I'll give you some advice when I find a way out."

Yin Lou's eyes sparkled again, he was not interested in Jiang Tinghao's true love, but he was right, he should go to Yue Zheng.

He doesn't know what liking is, he needs to confirm his feelings, but no matter what the result is, he will not give up Yuezheng.

He wants to find him, at least not let Yue Zheng really forget him, then he will have no chance at all.