Yue Zheng never thought that he was a coward, he has been doing things right all his life, and he has nothing to be afraid of.But when Yin Lou asked him to "go out and talk" with an indifferent attitude, he got scared.

This is actually a nightmare, Yue Zheng thought about it, his eyes fell on Yin Lou holding his hand, he can still remember how warm these hands used to be, they were always clasped with his fingers, and the owner of the hand often said to him "Brother Yue, let's live a lifetime."

Maybe after going out of this door, the dream will wake up, and Xiao Yin will come back.

Like a walking dead, Yue Zheng followed Yin Lou out numbly.

Yin Lou closed the door, led him all the way downstairs, found his car, sent him to the passenger seat, and put on his seat belt thoughtfully.

He said, "Brother Yue, let's talk at home."

go home……

Yuezheng's brain was cold and his thoughts were frozen. It is said that people will subconsciously escape when they experience grief beyond their tolerance. He doesn't know if this is true, but he doesn't even know how he returned home. At that time, he was already standing in the living room of his home.

Yin Lou helped him take off his delivery clothes, then took off his own coat, and hung them together behind the door, as if they were familiar with their own home, and it seemed as if nothing had happened just now. Home.

After he finished all this, he looked at Yue Zheng, the curvature of his lips hurt his eyes. "Brother Yue, calm down first, let's talk."

Yue Zheng took a deep breath, the place where the trachea connected to the throat was dry and dull, but the pain also woke him up, making him realize very clearly that these are all real, all real.

Yin Lou came over to hold his hand, the touch hurt Yue Zheng, he flung it away, grabbed Yin Lou's collar, wishing he could kill him, and asked through gritted teeth: "Yin Lou! What else do you want to talk about! Say that kind of thing, do that kind of thing, what the hell do you have to talk to me about!"

Yin Lou gently grasped Yue Zheng's hand, patted it, and said with a smile: "Those are just jokes on occasion, brother Yue, don't worry about it, how could I hand you over to someone else."

There was a "hum" in Yuezheng's head, as if he didn't recognize the person in front of him, the moisture in his eyes made him hold back, and he squeezed out every word from his throat: "The relationship between us, you said... joke?"

Yin Lou also seemed to realize that Yue Zheng couldn't calm down like this, so he comforted him softly: "I'm sorry, Brother Yue, I can explain, you let go first, I'm a little out of breath."

Yue Zheng looked at his hand with bulging veins, and really wanted to strangle him right away, but he still didn't finish his question, he wanted to ask clearly, what was their relationship during this period of time!

He let go of his hand, his eyes were red, he stared at Yin Lou, and asked tremblingly, "You, why did you approach me in the first place?"

Yin Lou pinched the red spot on his neck, and instead of answering his question, he laughed and said, "Brother Yue, that's you. If anyone else dares to do this, it's already cold."

Yue Zheng yelled: "I'm fucking asking why you approached Lao Tzu in the first place!"

He doesn't want to listen to him talking nonsense, he is a mess now, he is a mess, he is afraid that in the next second he can't help crying in front of this little bastard, Yin Lou, he is Yue Zheng, he can't be so worthless!

Yin Lou seemed to be disturbed by him, and frowned slightly. During this period of time, he was coaxed by Yue Zheng to focus on his heart, and he was used to being treated as a baby. Now facing Yue Zheng's questioning, he suddenly lost his sweet words patience.

He said lightly: "Because you look very suitable to me, and it happens that I can touch you again."

After finishing speaking, he laughed and looked at Yue Zheng with frivolous eyes: "Aren't you the same? Brother Yue, we are no different."

Yue Zheng was gasping for breath, his voice hoarse: "You fucking fart! I, I want to live with you! I fucking want to live with you!"

Yin Lou shook his head, and glanced at him helplessly, with a hint of sarcasm in his smile, he said: "If I didn't have this face, money, and nothing, my dear Brother Yue, would you still be willing to be with me?" Am I living?"

Yue Zheng felt that he was hallucinating, otherwise why would he be able to hear such heartless words from Yin Lou's mouth.

In his Yin Lou's eyes, Yue Zheng just wanted someone to be good-looking, and if he had money, he could go over there and beg for someone to live?

He is so hurtful.

"Have you always thought so?"

Yin Lou straightened his collar and shook his head: "Actually, I don't care about this." He smiled, his eyes were calm, "Brother Yue, to be honest, I like the feeling of living with you, it makes me very relaxed, if you don't bump into me today Come to me, and maybe I'll spend a long time with you, a very happy time."

Yue Zheng was so angry that he couldn't speak.

Yin Lou sincerely stretched out his hand and invited: "Brother Yue, I know you are still angry with me, but we still get along very well, don't we? Although you have many shortcomings, I still think you are very Well, after getting along for so long, I have really moved a little bit of my heart for you. If you don't mind, we can continue—”

Yue Zheng stared at him, his lips trembled, and his voice was extremely hoarse: "I can't wait to cut off my heart, liver and lungs and hold them in front of you, but I'm afraid you will dislike them... You told me how sincere you were, who the hell do you think you are! Your sincerity is nothing! Yin! Lou!!!"

At the end of the conversation, Yue Zheng couldn't bear it anymore, raised his fist and slammed it at Yin Lou, he thought that Yin Lou would not hide if he had a little shame and remorse, but Yin Lou really didn't dodge, he grabbed it hard Yue Zheng frowned and said: "Brother Yue, if you have something to say, you can't beat me."

Yue Zheng's eyes were about to burst, he raised his other fist, and threw it at him without hesitation: "I'm going to die today! I'll fucking kill you, a heartless bastard!!!"

"pat".

The sound of something falling on the ground was not loud, it was insignificant compared to Yue Zheng's roar, but he still heard it, his movements froze, he lowered his head, and the moment he saw the ring box, he seemed to see his heart falling on the ground, being caught Yin Lou stepped on it and crushed it.

It hurts.

Yin Lou looked at the ring box, was also taken aback for a moment, and asked, "What is this?"

Yue Zheng withdrew his hand, squatted down in despair, picked up the ring box, and wiped it carefully.

Yin Lou squatted beside him, watched his movements, pondered for a while, and said, "Brother Yue, have you gone to buy a ring today?"

Yue Zheng's movements paused, and suddenly he felt a pain in his face, the ring in his hand seemed to be on fire, it was so hot that he could hardly hold it.

He heard himself say hoarsely, "Ah, you didn't mean you wanted it."

Yin Lou's eyes lit up, and the corners of his lips curled up in satisfaction, as if he was sure that the man in front of him loved him so much.

He said sincerely: "Brother Yue, you love me very much, and I have feelings for you too. We are already adults, so why care about these details, I can only have you, my body will never cheat, and you only love I am alone, we can continue to live together as before. If you like, I can buy you a better ring, hundreds of thousands, millions, or even tens of millions, as long as you like, I can give you you."

Hearing Yin Lou's words, Yue Zheng suddenly wanted to laugh, his eyes were blurred, his hand holding the ring was shaking unbearably, but his heart suddenly became clear.

Yin Lou has never loved him, not even liked him, the two of them get along, from the very beginning, it is Yin Lou's deliberate plan for only one reason - to get more and more conquered by falling in love with him.

Because he can't touch others, touching others is disgusting.Only he Yuezheng, who has suffered eight lifetimes of blood misfortune, was chosen by him!

"Brother Yue, I'll give you time to think about it, you—"

"roll."

Yin Lou was stunned and looked at him with disbelief in his eyes: "What did you say?"

Yue Zheng opened the ring box, when Yin Lou saw the two cheap but shiny platinum rings inside, his eyes trembled, and a strange emotion suddenly surged in his heart.

Yue Zheng didn't look at him, and stood up slowly with his back arched, as if this would relieve the severe pain in his heart, he walked to the window, pulled it away abruptly, and threw it out.

Yin Lou shrank his pupils, ran over and grabbed his hand, and unconsciously shouted: "Brother Yue!"

Yue Zheng turned his head, his eyes were red, tears were struggling in his eyes, but they never flowed down. He pointed to the door and repeated: "Get lost."

Yin Lou withdrew his hand and looked straight into Yue Zheng's eyes, trying to see his own shadow from inside again, but only saw a piece of hopeless nothingness, he was a little strangely panicked, but he just said: "Brother Yue, I hope you I can consider it for Xiaoqing, if she—"

"You fucking have the face to mention Xiaoqing!!!" Yuezheng couldn't hold back any longer, grabbed his collar and screamed in despair: "You are here, the most sorry is her!!!"

Yuezheng didn't know how to explain to Xiaoqing that Brother Yin, whom she adored and relied on the most, was actually lying to her. He was kind to her just to make it easier for her to have sex with her brother.

She's just a 12-year-old kid!How can you accept such a dirty reality!

Yin Lou raised his hand, stopped the topic, and said in a deep voice, "Brother Yue, you need to calm down, we can talk about any problems."

Yue Zheng let go of him, the veins on his neck popped up, but he turned his head, not wanting to see him again, growled: "Get out!"

Yin Lou paused, and slowly backed away, but his eyes were still locked on him, on the home he had stayed in for half a year, and finally he couldn't help but said: "Brother Yue, I know you are very angry now, but I still I hope you can seriously consider my words, and I will wait for your news."

Yue Zheng turned his head, picked up the water glass on the table and slammed it at him: "Get out of here! Can't you understand human words! I'll tell you to get out of here! Get out!!!"

The water glass hit Yin Lou heavily on the shoulder, causing him to groan, but this time he didn't feel any displeasure, he just took a deep look at Yue Zheng, turned and left.

The sound of closing the door was very clear, Yue Zheng felt that the door was directly closed in his heart, locking him firmly.

He squatted down slowly, hugging his head, recalling all the past with Yin Lou, recalling Yin Lou's smile, Yin Lou's words, Yin Lou's thoughtfulness and care... He felt that all of this was terrible.

He Yuezheng was played by others, by a rich second generation, and foolishly said that he has a wife, and he can live a good life with his wife... What face does he have to go to his relatives and friends? The friend explained that everything he thought he had was ruined, everything was ruined.

Yue Zheng breathed heavily, his lungs seemed to be frozen by the north wind blowing in through the window, unable to provide a trace of oxygen, he couldn't breathe, like a lost dog, leaning against the wall and begging for air with its mouth open.

Yuezheng felt suffocated by the anger and sadness of being deceived, he finally cried out of nowhere, he had never hated himself like this before, this worthless wretch could not be Yuezheng.

He raised his fist and hit himself fiercely, the pain quickly numb, he opened his mouth and started to curse, scolding himself for being stupid, scolding himself for being blind, scolding Yin Lou for not being human, scolding Yin Lou for being heartless and a beast, scolding him for taking so long Paying, scolding Yuelao, scolding everything that can be scolded... It seems that this way you don't have to bear the pain of being deceived, betrayed, and torn up.

He cried for a long time until his hands and feet were numb. He suddenly thought of something and stood up staggeringly. His calf immediately tingled unbearably. He knelt down in embarrassment. door, rush downstairs desperately.

It didn't know when it snowed outside, and there was a thick layer of snow on the ground, except for scattered footprints, there was no trace of other traces.

Yue Zheng was dumbfounded, but soon came to his senses again, lay down on a snow field and frantically scraped the snow with his hands.

No.No.No.No.

Today's weather forecast is heavy snow and cool down, Yue Zheng is wearing only a thin sweater, in the wind and snow of minus [-] degrees, he kneels on the snow and desperately looks for his ring.

That's Xiaoqing's tuition fee!He threw away Xiaoqing's tuition fees!

Yue Zheng's eyes were blurred, his hands were already red from the cold, but he couldn't feel any pain, his face was full of tears, frozen by the north wind, and melted away by new hot tears, he kept repeating in his mouth: "Xiaoqing, I'm sorry. , Xiaoqing, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Time passed by, Yue Zheng couldn't feel the existence of the hand, and he still didn't find the ring.

He sat downstairs in the empty neighborhood, his eyes were filled with silver, and there was nothing else, just like him, there was nothing left.

Neighbor Aunt Wang saw a man sitting in the snow from a long distance away, and thought he was mentally ill, but after a closer look, she found that it was Yue Zheng, and hurried over to help him.

"Oh, what's wrong with Xiaoyue? It's so cold, get up quickly, what should you do if you catch a cold in such a cold dress?"

Yue Zheng got up staggeringly, and said numbly, "It's okay, Aunt Wang, I just... lost something."

Aunt Wang looked at the snowy land that had been messed up by him, and asked, "What's missing? Auntie, look for it for you. Your uncle is also at home. I'll call him—"

"I can't find it," Yue Zheng pressed his heart suddenly, helplessness and fragility flashed in his eyes, and repeated tremblingly: "I can't find it..."

Aunt Wang supported him. Seeing his appearance, she also became anxious: "What is it? Is it particularly valuable? Let's call the police, and don't let anyone steal it."

Yue Zheng laughed suddenly, the tears in his eyes could no longer hold back and flowed down, he heard himself say: "It's not expensive, it's not worth it, it's not expensive..."

Aunt Wang said: "Then don't look for it, tell me about your child, you are usually quite good, why are you so careless about your body, go, Auntie will help you home."

Aunt Wang helped Yue Zheng to his house in a daze. After opening the door and entering the house, Aunt Wang said that she had something to call her. Her old man was at home during the day, and Yue Zheng nodded, but he didn't even hear what she said clearly.

Yue Zheng curled up on the bed stiffly, without changing his shoes, the snow on his body melted, and his clothes were soaked.

He suddenly remembered that this dress was also bought by Yin Lou.

He sat up, took off his clothes ferociously, threw them to the ground, panted heavily, and stared, he didn't know who he was staring at, who he could stare at.It seemed that the whole world didn't need to be responsible for his blindness. He was just cheated by a bastard who had no conscience and no liking, so it was not worth mentioning.

He felt suffocated for a while, it hurts, his whole body hurts, he can't bear the pain, he needs to yell, yell, he wants to say something, find someone to talk to, right now, immediately, find someone to talk to.

Yue Zheng picked up the phone, hesitated for a long time, and dialed Zhou Ziying's number.

Uncontrollably recalling in his mind that he boasted with Zhou Ziying that he had found a partner, Yin Lou is a professor, and he is very kind. His life is complete...

Now this phone call seems to be silently mocking him, Yue Zheng, your life is really a failure, in fact you have nothing.

He wanted to put down his phone, but the other side was already connected.

Zhou Ziying's beaming voice came over: "Hello? What's the matter, Zhengzi?"

Just as Yue Zheng was about to speak, he suddenly heard booing and applause from the opposite side, he paused, tried to pull his voice out of despair, and asked as usual: "What are you doing, my shadow?"

Zhou Ziying should be in a particularly good mood. He didn't notice something wrong with his voice, and said with a smile, "My parents' wedding anniversary, two old things insisted on coming to the hotel to celebrate, will you come?"

wedding anniversary……

Yue Zheng was stunned for a while, then smiled wryly and said, "Fuck me! I just want to tell you... buy me a drink when you have time."

Zhou Ziying teased him: "Didn't your family control you and not let you drink, are you going against it?"

"Against what?" Yuezheng looked at the ceiling and said in a low voice, "...it didn't go right."

"Okay, you are busy over there, chat when you have time, I have an urgent order here."

"Okay, time to chat."

Yue Zheng hung up the phone, and just lay on the bed blankly, as if he was dead, he didn't even have the strength to move a finger.

The door rang suddenly, and he raised his head numbly, and saw the little girl covered in snowflakes at a glance, the precarious string in his heart was pulled full in an instant, and it broke completely with a "crack".

He opened his mouth, but only breathed out: "Xiao, Xiaoqing..."

Yue Xiaoqing was frightened by her brother's state, she was stunned for a long time before she ran over, hugged him, and cried: "Brother, what's wrong with you? Brother? What happened? Brother, don't scare me." Fear……"

Yue Zheng looked at the thin child in his arms, and felt that he was not a good person, so he trusted Yin Lou so easily, and lost both money and people. Until now, you still let Xiao Qing worry about you.

Yuezheng couldn't bear it any longer, hugged her tightly, cried and said, "I'm sorry for you, Xiaoqing, I'm sorry for you, I'm nothing...how could I forget to pick you up from school..."

Yue Xiaoqing didn't know what was wrong with her brother, she didn't care about herself, she cried and wiped away Yue Zheng's tears, her eyes were red: "Brother, I can go home by myself, don't cry, brother, I grow up, I will They can all go home by themselves.”

Yue Zheng closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and slowly put his head on her shoulder, sobbing.

Yue Xiaoqing hugged her brother, just like Yue Zheng coaxed her when she was a child, gently stroking Yue Zheng's back, her movements were jerky, her embrace was thin and small, but the strength it brought was enough to give Yue Zheng's heart full of holes. Helpful warmth.

Yuezheng spent 10 minutes explaining to her that Brother Yin would never come again, because Brother Yin didn't like her brother, and she couldn't listen to the reason, but Yuezheng loved her forever and would always be with her...

Yue Xiaoqing kept listening silently, and finally cried and said that she didn't want Brother Yin anymore, she only wanted Brother Yin, and Brother Yin was a bad person.

Yue Zheng looked at the snow outside the window, and hugged Yue Xiaoqing's arm tightly. This is his motivation to live. He wants to live well, for Xiaoqing alone...

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