Rebirth White Moonlight Fall in Love with Me

, The raindrops splashed on the ground were quite deafening, and the arc of the landing was blown obliquely by the wind. Just standing at the company's gate was covered in rain.

Cheng Jingze lifted the umbrella, perhaps because it hadn't been used for too long, and it was difficult to open due to the accumulated dust. After some effort, he found that two of the umbrella's frames were broken, probably because of debris piled up in the office.

Every time he took a step, the accumulated water on the ground was trampled into ripples, making wavy circles behind him, and the water splashed into the leather shoes, and the coolness penetrated from the feet to the whole body, which was uncomfortable, so he walked to the parking lot faster.

The location of the parking lot was in the back, and there was more water accumulated on the ground. When the security guard saw him coming, he hurried up to greet him with his water shoes, "Mr. Cheng, give me the key, and I will help you get the car out."

Cheng Jingze frowned slightly when he saw that he was soaked without an umbrella, "Forget it, you should get off work early."

"No, I'm from the south. It often rains in my hometown, and sometimes I like to get in some rain." The security guard stopped his way, dripping water from his wet face, and said with a smile, "I'll drive out for Mr. Cheng, wait a minute." I'll get into the driver's seat and I'll take a cardboard pad to keep Mr. Cheng's car from getting wet."

Cheng Jingze saw that his eyes were red, so he handed him the car keys, and when the security guard drove over, he handed the umbrella to the security guard, "Help me get it."

The security guard got out of the car and took the umbrella for him. Cheng Jingze got into the car and closed the window, and said softly, "Remember to take a hot shower after the rain."

The security guard was slightly taken aback, then smiled wryly and said nothing.Watching him leave.

Cheng Jingze had just driven for a while, and there was a traffic jam at the traffic light, and there were horns everywhere, which made people feel agitated. He took out a cigarette in the car cabinet and lit it, opened the window to let the smoke out, but caught it in his finger Between the seams, I don't smoke.It smells a little reassuring.But he still doesn't like the smell of cigarettes very much, and he is not addicted to cigarettes, so that he was not tortured by smoking addiction during the month he was locked up in Ji Huai's house.

Because of the power outage, the city is dark tonight and the stars are bright.

It was an opportunity to see the night scene. When he poked his head out, the rain had stopped, but unfortunately the clouds had not cleared away, only half of the crescent moon and a few lone stars were exposed, but they were bright enough for his eyes.

The phone rang, and the caller was an unfamiliar number. He stared at the number for a while, thinking about it, and then remembered.

It's Lu Yang.

He remembered the fact that Lu Yang didn't come to rescue him last time, and a trace of disappointment flashed in his heart, as if a long-awaited thing suddenly failed. He had briefly looked forward to a bright future with Lu Yang, and he believed that Lu Yang would not do the same never thought about.He didn't understand what happened, and he didn't take the initiative to ask Lu Yang. He knew that something important happened to Lu Yang and he couldn't get away.It is inevitable to be a little disappointed.If he had to choose again, at least he would not choose Lu Yang again.

He picked it up, Hei Suosuo looked at the beating numbers of the traffic lights not far away, and stuck the phone to the earphone, "Hello."

"It's me." He could hear the voice on the other end was a little hoarse, coughed, and was silent for a second or two before Cheng Jingze responded, so he added: "I'm Lu Yang, are you... all right?"

"I've already come out." Cheng Jingze raised his hand and took a breath of the cigarette. The white mist shrouded his face unclearly, and his hazy eyes were a little lazy. The smoke penetrated into his lungs, and he let out a long sigh. , asked nonchalantly: "What's wrong?"

"It's fine." Lu Yang heaved a sigh of relief, his tone was usually gentle and elegant, and hesitantly asked with a man's unique magnetism: "Where are you?"

"Just going back to the hotel."

The intersection jumped to a green light, the car in front moved only a short step, and the car behind honked its horn twice in anger. The sharp sound aggravated Cheng Jingze's agitation. He stuck the cigarette out of the car window and hit the end of the cigarette with his knuckles. , The car behind was blown by the wind after falling soot.

Cheng Jingze hasn't found a house yet, and originally wanted to find a five-star hotel closest to the company, but he was a little worried about Xiao Jun.He has heard many people say that people who suffer from depression may not look very different in front of others, but once they are free and locked in a room, staying alone in an empty space, it is like having countless pairs of claws pinching their throats, making them unable to breathe , psychological pain is the most difficult to cure.He was afraid that Xiao Jun would not be able to get away from Bai Ning's influence. After all, Xiao Jun's concentration when he fell in love was beyond the reach of ordinary people. It would be bloody to peel a heart full of it alive. For two years, he thought Xiao Jun had left Out.Who would have thought that Bai Ning would turn back and do such nasty things later, he could see Xiao Jun's pain.So he rented the hotel closest to Xiao Jun's house.

Lu Yang was taken aback when he heard the words, "You..."

"I said I would divorce him." Cheng Jingze interrupted him with a firm tone, "But you don't seem to believe me."

Lu Yang was silent for a few seconds, hung up the phone, and sent him an address, "Let's meet and talk."

Cheng Jingze was about to refuse, but found out that the location was the Silver Fox Bar, which was only 20 meters away from the car window.

Instead of being stuck in traffic for a long time here, it is better to catch up with old friends.

He turned on the turn signal, pulled over the car, and walked down.

Tuesday is a working day, and there are not many people in the Silver Fox Bar, some of them are idle young masters, or a few college students who are just fledgling and want to see the scene.

Cheng Jingze still had some rain in his shoes, and when he got out of the car, he was blown by the wind, and his whole body was chilled.

In this weather, it will snow in a few days.

When he opened the door, he saw Lu Yang and Jian Pei sitting at the bar drinking. Cheng Jingze really didn't expect that Jian Pei was a social butterfly. There were only a few friends around him, and he didn't expect that Jian Pei knew [-]% to [-]%.

Jian Pei is two years older again, but the eyebrows are still so mature and masculine, wearing the pair of silver chain glasses when they first met.Lu Yang is in his early thirties, but he looks like a guy in his early twenties. As soon as he opens his mouth, he can feel the steady temperament of a man, unlike the youthful ignorance of young people. This feeling is fascinating and reassuring .

Cheng Jingze tightened his clothes, walked behind the two of them, put one arm on one shoulder, "Hey!"

"Jingze?" Lu Yang turned his head and smiled, "Naughty."

Jian Pei raised her eyebrows imperceptibly, raised her goblet, "Sit, please."

"No way." Cheng Jingze sat between the two of them and asked the bartender to bring him a glass of warm water. Originally he wanted to order Bloody Mary, but he stopped drinking when he came in the car. He took a sip of the warm water and dropped it on his body Then he smiled and said: "Last time I asked you to invite me, but this time of course I have to invite you."

"Okay, Mr. Cheng." Jian Pei smiled and touched his glass with a wine glass.

Cheng Jingze smiled, turned to Lu Yang, patted him on the shoulder, looked at his expression and couldn't help jokingly said: "What's the matter, it looks a little emo?"

Lu Yang was stunned for a moment, "...what film?"

Jian Pei laughed, "I've been surfing the Internet a lot lately, and I know all the hot words on the Internet in [-]."

"I've been quite free recently." Cheng Jingze raised his chin towards Lu Yang, "What's wrong with you? You look a little unhappy."

Lu Yang moved his Adam's apple, took a sip of his wine and said, "It's fine."

"The more you say it's okay, the more it is." Cheng Jingze stared into his eyes, unable to see any clues, so he turned to Jian Pei, "What's the matter with him?"

Jian Pei shook his head helplessly, shrugged and said, "Ask him."

"Ah?" Cheng Jingze frowned, "What's the matter?"

"Last time... I'm sorry." Lu Yang said suddenly.

"Oh, it's all over." Cheng Jingze was full of suspicion, "You asked me to come and talk about this?"

Lu Yang raised his head, pursed his lips as if making up his mind, his deep eyes showed some enthusiasm, and he twitched the corner of his mouth awkwardly: "I'm going back to country H."

"And then?" Cheng Jingze asked.

"I shouldn't take you away."

"That's it." Cheng Jingze nodded with a smile, and snorted, "I thought there was something fucking wrong, that's all, I thought about leaving with you, but now I don't plan to leave with you."

After a pause, he asked again, "But what are you going back for?"

He remembered that Lu Yang planned to develop in City A this year, so that he could get all the business there, and the project shareholders would also move here. Basically, he would go back again, that is, go home for reunion dinners during the holidays, but It's still far away from the Chinese New Year, so why did you suddenly change your mind?

Lu Yang lowered his eyes, and his usual deep voice became hoarse and trembling: "My cousin was in a car accident, and he is already...vegetative..."

Cheng Jingze let out an "Ah", he really didn't know how to comfort others, he probably understood this feeling, if Lu Yang doesn't go back now, it means that he may never see his cousin for the last time, but his career finally expanded to City A, now returning to country H, without him, the project here will definitely fall short.

He finally asked the bartender to make him a Bloody Mary, "Drink with you."

After drinking a glass of wine, Lu Yang came back to his senses, told him not to drive after drinking, remember to call a valet driver, his formerly sharp eyes were a little slack after drinking, but his tone was still steady, and he walked without staggering. After I drink too much, I also know how to deal with the aftermath.Cheng Jingze heard him answer the phone call from the project partner in a steady tone. He could hardly tell that he was drunk halfway through, and he uttered every sentence clearly and logically. It was enough for Lu Yang to be able to do this in his work. How much he loves his own career, and now it is a bit painful for him to give up his career.

Jian Pei and Cheng Jingze didn't speak, they didn't have the same experience, what they had was only sympathy, silently refilling the wine for him, and ended up drinking themselves too.

In the middle of the night, Lu Yang called his assistant to pick him up and reminded Cheng Jingze not to drink and drive. Jian Pei was dragged back to the lounge by the bartender, leaving Cheng Jingze alone. Go to the road.

It was raining outside, Cheng Jingze didn't have an umbrella, and there was a convenience store next door, he was walking in the rain, this time without Jian Pei walking with him, his light khaki windbreaker was soaked into brown, I don't know how long he walked, he wanted to keep walking , at least walk out of the end, but he clearly knows that the earth is round and has no end at all.The rain crawled from his forehead to his eyelashes and dripped into his eyes. Cheng Jingze's eyes became blurred. He suddenly remembered the Japanese book he read at Ji Huai's house. What did the first sentence mean?

Maybe it was because he drank too much, his mind was not clear, and he forgot that his mobile phone could translate directly. He wanted to go to the bookstore to buy a Japanese interpretation book, so he suddenly had a goal, and he had the confidence to move forward.

He forgot that it was three o'clock in the morning.

Under the cloud cover, except for the special generator in the bar, other parts of city A have been cut off, and there are no street lights. Fortunately, this is a bar street, and there are faint neon lights to illuminate his way forward. The figure is drawn in front of my eyes.

Cheng Jingze suddenly couldn't tell whether he was a person or a shadow, as if he was about to fall into it and turn into a black mass.

He walked for a long time, until the rain stopped, but the wind didn't stop, messing with the ends of his hair, like the swaying of the thoughts that had been emptied.

About five kilometers, he walked for an hour and a half.

No bookstore was found.

Find a mental health center with the lights on.

He still remembered that on the first day after his rebirth, he and Xiao Jun were drinking at the Silver Fox Bar, and Xiao Jun had joked about sending him to a mental health center.

Five kilometers, he said silently in his heart, it was really neither far nor near, and it just took all the strength of his feet.

Obviously he wanted to find a bookstore, and only by finding a Japanese interpretation book could he get the meaning of the first sentence of the Japanese book, the sentence he had a strong premonition that might herald his future.

But why stop at a mental health center?

He heard the rumbling sound of the engine, as well as strange groans. In this night, only the sound of wind and fallen leaves were moving, and there were no pedestrians around. He should have felt gloomy, but Cheng Jingze felt an inexplicable joy.

The stubborn nature was completely burnt out by the spirits. The 1.8-meter wall of the mental hospital seemed to be specially built for him. It's so smooth, it can't be seen that it is the behavior of a drunk person.

Cheng Jingze didn't realize his morbidity, he had inexplicable thoughts, he felt that this was his destiny, he should be mentally ill.

He should have died long ago, this must be a dream.

Walk in there, that's where the mentally ill belong.

He stepped in, and the security guard at the gate was dozing off.

He opened the door, and the nurse on duty was brushing Tao Bao, which coincided with Double Eleven, a shopping carnival.

The lights flickered on and off, and it looked like it hadn't been repaired for a while, and the sound of "Zi la z la" echoed in the empty hospital corridor. He pursed his lips and walked forward, and saw the hospital ward , The mental patient was tied up on the hospital bed, his voice was hoarse, but there was a smile on his mouth, he couldn't tell whether it was pain or joy, the attending doctor took something and burned it on the patient's back, followed by a long howl from the patient, the sound continued After more than half a minute, it became thinner and thinner, and soon disappeared, and even the curled knees straightened. Then the doctor shook his head in satisfaction, and crossed a form several times with the corners of his lips hooked.

Cheng Jingze was stunned for a moment, and soon realized that something was wrong with this mental health center.

He walked forward quietly, and the sound of leather shoes rubbing against the ground still inevitably echoed in the corridor. After about a minute, the nurse seemed to have finally heard the clue, shifted her gaze from the phone to the corridor, and sat on the chair to look back and forth. , and then looked at the phone after confirming that no one was there.

A nurse wearing a mask came out of the office, threw the gloves in the trash can, bent her fingers and tapped the head of the nurse who was looking at her mobile phone, and said in a cold voice, "209, have you checked the ward yet?"

The nurse quickly put the phone in her pocket, stood up and lowered her head, and said submissively: "I checked... I checked it, it's the same as yesterday, nothing changed."

"Tsk. Booster dose."

The nurse froze for a moment, swallowed, "But that... won't you die if you use it too much?"

"Nonsense." The man glared at her, "If it doesn't work, use something else."

"Ah..." The nurse nodded.

Cheng Jingze stared at them from around the corner, a trace of doubt flashed in his heart.

Nurses, too, can decide how to treat patients?

He was still drunk, but his curiosity was at work. He walked behind the nurse and followed her to 209.

The door of the room was closed, but there was a glass window on it, and the curtain was not drawn, and the scene inside could be seen from the angle of the glass window.

This room was much more spacious than the ones Cheng Jingze saw just now. Even though he had 5.2 eyesight, it was difficult for him to see the man's face on the hospital bed even though he was blocked by the nurse's back.

He heard the sound of electricity, followed by a low growl.

I heard the nurse say, "What do you see?"

The man's voice was very low and hoarse, his throat seemed to have been brushed by a steel wool ball, and the words he said were hard to discern, "...He. He is here."

The nurse took a step back and took something sideways, Cheng Jingze and the man on the hospital bed looked at each other.

He saw the nurse take out a needle and plunge it into the man's arm.

The man murmured repeatedly, but his eyes were slack, and he didn't seem to be able to see clearly at all. His fingers trembled and he wanted to lift up, "He..."

The nurse cursed and pushed the eye of the needle hard, as if blood was coming out.

Cheng Jingze didn't know when he covered his mouth.

Unable to hold the tears in his eyes, big drops rolled down from the tip of his eyes to the back of his hands, he couldn't move his feet, suddenly he couldn't hear what Ji Huai was saying, and he couldn't hear anyone calling him around, his footsteps seemed to be frozen in place ground, unable to move.

"gentlemen?"

Someone patted him on the shoulder, and then found that he was shaking. Seeing that he was well-dressed, although he was soaked in the rain, he didn't look like a patient here, so he asked.

"what happened to you?"

Cheng Jingze was covered by his own hand and couldn't breathe oxygen, his face turned red, and he saw the man in the room staring at him, his lips were twitching, and he didn't know what to say.

The nurse took out the form from the cabinet, scribbled something on it with a red pen, and then called the phone on the bedside table to ask someone to come over.

The doctor arrived soon, and he was stunned for two seconds when he saw Cheng Jingze at the door, but of course the patient was more important in the doctor's eyes, so he didn't linger on him for long.

Cheng Jingze came to his senses later, looked at the person next to him, and nodded, "Sorry, I'm a little afraid of needles, I couldn't walk when I saw them just now."

The man handed him the paper and wanted to help him to sit down on the seat by the corridor, but Cheng Jingze stood still, so the man followed him and asked with a sigh, "Are you here to see the family too?"

Cheng Jingze pursed his lips and shook his head.

"That should be a very important person." The man seemed to have nowhere to tell his heart, and he continued, "My partner is here too, and he has lost his memory."

Cheng Jingze turned his head to look at him, but didn't respond.

Turning his gaze back, he saw the doctor treating the man. Every time he pressed down, his chest would lift up, until he couldn't even make a sound.

The doctor asked him, "Can you still see it?"

"...look...you can see."

"That disease is not cured yet."