you're so stubborn

The two walked past by bus, and when they arrived, Xie Yuyu had just walked out of the school.

After picking up Xie Yu and Xie Lang, they didn't leave in a hurry, they pulled Xie Yu and waited for Ou Ziyu with Ou Chen.

"Brother," then I heard Xie Yu's voice coming from the mask, "Ou Ziyu didn't come to school today, I went to play with him, his classmate said he was on sick leave, and then I went back to work."

"That's it." Xie Lang rubbed his hat, then looked up at Ou Chen.

"Oh! That's right!" Ou Chen immediately put on a look of sudden realization, "I just remembered that he seems to have caught a cold today."

"........."

I can act quite well.

"Then let's go, let's go home." Xie Lang pulled Xie Yu towards the bus stop.

"Oh..." Ou Chen didn't move, and waved to Xie Lang listlessly, "Then goodbye..."

Xie Lang sighed, looked back at Ou Chen's lost look, and said almost without hesitation, "Come to my house for dinner."

Ou Chen's gloomy eyes suddenly lit up, he no longer pretended to be reserved, and nodded in agreement.

"it is good!"

There were quite a lot of people on the bus going back after school, and there were basically no seats. Xie Lang found a seat near the aisle for Xie Yuyu and let him sit down, standing next to him.

Ou Chen had never been on such a crowded bus before, and felt irritated, because there was an aunt next to him who kept squeezing him, just to grab the seat in front of him.

But there was obviously someone sitting on that seat, so I don't know why she was in a hurry!

Xie Lang turned his head to look at his annoyed expression, and pulled his hat to pull him towards him.

"Come over here, this person is about to get off the bus, and I will bump into you after the aunt grabs the seat..."

Before he could finish speaking, the bus braked, and all the people in the bus leaned forward due to inertia, and Xie Lang inevitably threw himself on Ou Chen.

Fearing that he would bump Ouchen into the aunt, he put his other arm around Ouchen's back.

Just for a moment, the two looked at each other, their breaths intertwined.

The chaotic sounds in the carriage suddenly became the background music that was eliminated, and only the beating of each other's hearts was deafeningly beating in such a close distance.

Xie Lang's face was close in front of his eyes, and Ou Chen felt that his own breath had missed a beat because of the oncoming breath. He swallowed unconsciously, and his gaze slipped from Xie Lang's eyes unconsciously. It reached the corner of Xie Lang's mouth.

Xie Lang stared at Ou Chen without blinking, he could clearly see the uncontrollable desire in Ou Chen's eyes, which made him quite uncomfortable, and made him frown slightly.

Feeling the low air pressure coming from the person in front of him, Ou Chen suddenly woke up, looked into Xie Lang's eyes again, and saw that Xie Lang's eyes were already full of disgust.

...that's what he called disgusting.

It was also at this time that Ou Chen realized that when Xie Lang looked at him with this look, he was always disgusted.

"I'm sorry." Ou Chen pushed Xie Lang away, stood up by himself with the handrail, and looked left and right after standing still, as if he was looking for a distance away from Xie Lang.

.....here we go again.

Seeing Ou Chen's intention, Xie Lang raised his hand again and grabbed Ou Chen's hat to prevent him from leaving.

He wanted to say something to explain, but after holding back for a long time, he could only say, "I'll get off in two stops, don't move."

Ou Chen didn't move any more, but he also held his breath.

This breath didn't dissipate until I got off the bus.

Xie Yuyu saw that Brother Ouchen was unhappy, so he stuffed his hand wearing a small glove into his hand and let him hold it, "Why is Brother Ouchen unhappy?"

"I'm not unhappy." Ou Chen took his hand.

"Then look at me." Xie Yu shook his hand.

Ou Chen lowered his eyelids and looked at him.

Xie Yuyu pulled off the mask, pouted and made a funny little grimace, it's not funny, but just having this heart is quite cute.

Ou Chen raised the corner of his mouth and laughed, "Little brat."

"Huh?" Xie Yuyu blinked, "Why doesn't Brother Ouchen call me cutie?"

Turning his head like a rattle again, he asked his brother, "Brother, am I not cute today?"

.... This is to let the elder brother and the elder brother Ouchen talk to each other on purpose.

Xie Lang felt that the kid was getting more and more thoughtful, so he looked down at him, and pulled the mask on him, "You were so cute someday."

"Haven't I ever been cute?" Xie Yu turned his head to look at Ou Chen again.

"Lovely," Ou Chen was really amused by his small thoughts this time, "Your brother lied to you."

"Brother, did you hear?" Xie Yuyu turned to look at his brother again, "Brother Ouchen said I'm cute, you're lying!"

"Cute, lovely, lovely..." Xie Lang nodded perfunctorily, raised one hand and pressed Xie Yuyu's hat, preventing him from wandering around, "You are the cutest."

Then he raised his eyes to meet Ou Chen's gaze, and saw him avoiding in a hurry, and even put on a cold appearance of refusing to communicate.

Xie Lang didn't know what to say at this time, so he could only sigh secretly in his heart.

During dinner, Xie Lang helped his grandparents cook together, and Ou Chen watched Xie Duo do his homework in the living room.

Children's handwriting is pretty good, one stroke after another, neatly, but the writing is a bit slow, and it takes half a day to finish a line.

Ou Chen couldn't help teasing him, "Little cutie, could you finish writing this page a year ago?"

"Years ago?" Xie Duo said without raising his head, "Yes, I can fill this page of matts tomorrow."

"Then you can't finish your homework today."

"Don't you need to finish it?" Xie Yuyu finished one matt and continued to write another matt. "Brother said that I don't need to write when I am tired."

"Then are you tired of writing now?" Ou Chen felt that Xie Lang was also a man of genius, usually full of big and small things, but he was so relaxed when it comes to learning such a serious matter.

What does it mean to stop writing when you are tired?

Isn't this a blatant excuse for being lazy?

If his father had taught him the same way back then, he probably would never have had any chance to meet his homework in his life.

"I'm not tired," Xie Yuyu finished writing and looked up at Ou Chen, "I can write another line!"

"Yo, you're awesome!" Ou Chen rubbed Xie Lang's extra hair as a compliment, but he still didn't quite understand why Xie Lang took care of the child like that.

For dinner, I cooked five dishes and stewed egg custard. Grandpa had a habit of drinking when it was time to eat, so Ou Chen took a cup to drink with grandpa.

Xie Yuyu didn't let his brother drink, and Xie Lang didn't usually drink much, and today he was too upset, so he couldn't help but bring a drink over.

Grandma beat Grandpa's arm and scolded.

"Oh, how old are you guys? Why can't you drink anymore?" Grandpa said with a smile. son."

"Aren't you stupid?" Grandma yelled at him again, "You are the stupidest!"

Grandpa smiled and stopped talking, winking and curling his lips to clink glasses with Ou Chen and Xie Lang.

Both raised their wine glasses to clink with grandpa, and each took a sip.

Xie Yu was influenced by his grandma. He was always afraid that his brother would become stupid if he drank too much, so he patted his brother's leg after two mouthfuls of food to remind him not to drink any more.

"I know it, eat yours quickly." Xie Lang thought he was annoying, so he picked up a chopstick of potato shreds for him and urged him to eat quickly.

Xie Yuyu sighed milkily, like a little grown-up.

Xie Lang didn't talk to Ou Chen during the meal, the two kept talking and drinking their own things, just like two strangers.

They didn't even have time to take a look at each other, so they ended the meal with their own thoughts.

After dinner, Ou Chen didn't stay long, and after helping Xie Lang clean up the dining table, he said goodbye to his grandparents and Xie Yudu.

Only he didn't tell Xie Lang.

Xie Lang was still washing dishes in the kitchen at the moment, when he heard that Ouchen was about to leave, he poked his head out of the kitchen and said, "Ouchen, wait for me, I'll see you off."

"No need." Ou Chen left this sentence and was about to leave.

On the bus, Xie Lang was aroused by Ou Chen's "I'm sorry" and went straight to Tianling Gai'er. He couldn't hold back and shouted fiercely, "I said I'll see you off! Don't you understand?"

"I said no! You don't understand!?" Ou Chen was also annoyed, and yelled at Xie Lang as soon as he turned around.

Xie Yuyu in the living room was taken aback, and stared blankly at the two of them holding a half-drawn orange.

Out of the corner of his eye, Ouchen caught a glimpse of Xie Dudu's sad expression, and walked over to rub his hair, "I'm sorry, cutie, I scared you."

"Brother Ouchen..." Xie Yuyu said hesitantly, "Have you and brother quarreled again?"

"No, Brother Ouchen is playing with your brother." Ouchen patted the back of his head and withdrew his hand, "Okay, you can watch TV with grandparents, brother will go home first, see you next time. "

"Goodbye, Brother Ouchen..." Xie Yudu waved his hand blankly.

Ou Chen didn't speak any more, turned around and walked towards the gate of the courtyard.

Xie Lang threw the bowl back into the sink, rubbed his hands indiscriminately, and chased Ou Chen out without even bothering to dry it.

"Brother!" Seeing that his brother was not wearing a coat, Xie Yu quickly put down the orange and picked up his coat and shouted from behind, "You are not wearing any clothes!"

"Don't come out!" Xie Lang turned his head and pointed at Xie Duo.

Xie Duo's foot that was about to step out stopped there all of a sudden, holding his brother's clothes pitifully, watching him run out of the courtyard gate.

The old north wind at night is not so cold, and when it blows on people, they want to freeze the hot air they exhale.

Xie Lang couldn't care about anything at the moment, the pent-up breath made his whole body boil to the extreme, and it felt like he was going to burn his whole body.

He was wrong, he shouldn't have said that.

That wouldn't make Ouchen just talk about it if he had something to do or not!

and!

Could it be that Ou Chen, who forced him to say this sentence, was right?

Has he said anything about Ou Chen so far?

Let it go, let it go, and apologize.

Xie Lang felt that he had done his best to Ou Chen, but in the end, this person still didn't know what to do, and he would make a face of him when he saw him again!

How fucking used to him!

"You're fucking sick, aren't you?" Xie Lang caught up with Ou Chen, grabbed his arm and swung him back a few steps.

"Yes!" Ou Chen was almost pissed off by that bastard Xie Lang, and after standing still, he shouted, "I'm fucking sick! I'm not only fucking sick! I'm fucking sick too! Crazy! Don’t want to watch it! Don’t want to watch it!”

After speaking, he swung Xie Lang's arm violently, and wanted to move forward again.

"Fuck!" Xie Lang gritted his teeth and cursed, and chased after him in two steps, grabbed Ou Chen's arm and pushed him against the wall by the side of the road, with a calf stuck to his leg, making him fight with himself first if he wanted to move. one.

"What's the matter?" Ou Chen raised his eyebrows and sneered, "You think I'm too disgusting, so you want to beat me up again? All right, beat me up, beat hard until you feel comfortable, who the hell Mom calling me makes you sick... Mmm!"

Xie Lang's arm swung across and got stuck on Ou Chen's neck, making him speechless.

As a result, the distance between the two has narrowed a lot, almost face to face.

In the evening, both of them drank two glasses of wine, and now they could feel the hot smell of alcohol exhaled from each other's mouth and nose while breathing close to each other.

This was supposed to be a very rippling and ambiguous scene, but both of them were crazily burned by the same kind of anger, so neither of them thought about the ambiguous direction, they just growled like an angry beast, "You It's fucking endless, isn't it! Have I apologized to you yet!"

"I'm so sorry!" Ou Chen punched Xie Lang on the side of the waist. The punch was quite strong, but Xie Lang didn't dodge it, which made Ou Chen even more angry, "Your sentence How much is an apology worth! Ah? Let me confess to you! I told you that I like you! If you don’t accept it, you won’t accept it! You even pointed at my nose and called me disgusting! Xie Lang! That’s my fucking favorite! Yes I am sincere! Why did you spoil it like that! Why did you spoil me like that! Why!!!”

Another punch came down, this punch didn't hit the side of the waist, but landed on Xie Lang's side face quickly and accurately.

With such a heavy punch, Xie Lang turned his whole body to the side, and there was a tingling pain in the corner of his mouth, and he rushed into his brain like a [-]-meter race, and he tightened his brows in pain.

After he stood still, he wiped the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, and only then did he see a bloodstain through the dimly lit street lights on the street.

But Xie Lang wasn't very angry, probably because the cold wind was too cold, and the little fire in his heart was not enough to stand in such cold wind.

Or maybe the aftereffect of the alcohol was too high, making his numbed brain temporarily lose his mind, and for a moment he forgot why he was angry just now.

Ou Chen's broken and sad voice was buzzing in his head.

That's what he likes, it's his sincerity...

Why should I spoil it like that...

And why do you spoil Ouchen so much...

Why...

Why...

Yeah, why on earth is he?

Ou Chen just likes a person, but what's wrong with liking a person?

Seeing that he didn't speak, Ou Chen rubbed his back angrily and wanted to leave.

After walking about five steps, I heard Xie Lang calling him from behind.

"Ouchen."

The voice sounded very calm, and the intensity of arguing with Ouchen just now is gone. After a few rounds, you can still taste the meaning of guilt.

Ou Chen stopped with a sullen face, he wanted to hear what Xie Lang was going to say, maybe he also wanted to give himself and Xie Lang one last chance.

After tonight, no matter whether Xie Lang can see his heart clearly, he doesn't plan to play with Xie Lang anymore.

Not played like this.

No one can stand playing like this all the time.

Ou Chen is just a mortal, not a god-man in armor, he will feel pain and feel uncomfortable.

Xie Lang's occasional disgusting eyes towards him made him even more miserable.

So he stopped playing...

"I'm sorry..." Xie Lang pondered for a long time, but he still said the same thing.

"Like I said, I don't accept cutexx," Ou Chen looked at the shadow under his feet, and for the first time felt so pretentious about himself, "Xie Lang, I used to walk around you like a dog, not to let you You scolded me disgustingly, not to make you come back and apologize to me after scolding me, if you want to say to me, only the three words sorry are left, then there is really no need for us to meet again in the future, Just go here."

Xie Lang lowered his head and said nothing, his arms were hanging limply by his sides, looking weak and depressed.

But he felt uncomfortable in his heart, as if all the viscera were forcibly dislocated by some external force, making him unable to find the normal frequency of taking deep breaths several times in a row.

It can only be so wrong, messy, twisted, and uncomfortable.

Ou Chen waited patiently at the spot, neither urging him nor moving forward.

The two turned their backs to each other on the street in the middle of winter, silently silent.

When the old north wind, which was so cold to the bone, blew in the third round, Xie Lang finally moved his lips and said, "What do you want?"

What exactly do you want?

Ouchen laughed when he heard it, he turned around, his pale face was illuminated by the dim street light, "What do I want? Xie Lang, are you a fucking idiot? You ask me this question? What do I want?" Don't you know? Or do you know...but you don't want to give it to me...or can't?"

Xie Lang didn't speak again.

Of course he knew what Ou Chen wanted.

But......

The cold wind was so cold that he couldn't find the point to exert his strength even if he tried to move his legs, so he could only stand there so stiffly.

"Xie Lang," Ou Chen said again, "I don't want to be with you anymore, and I don't want to play with you anymore, so I just want to ask you a word..."

The hands hanging powerlessly on both sides of his body suddenly clenched, Xie Lang seemed to be able to guess what Ou Chen wanted to ask, and his body tensed even more in the cold wind.

It's competing with myself, and it seems to be giving myself courage.

"Do you want to like me?"

"Do you want to stay with me?"

This is two sentences.

These words came out of Xie Lang's numb brain first, and then completely quieted down after he finished, as if his machine had completely crashed.

It also seems that this question already has a definite answer, so the numb brain is too lazy to think about it again.

The withered dead branches swayed wildly in the north wind, making a sound that made people's teeth chatter.

When all the anger in his heart had subsided, Xie Lang was left with nothing but coldness.

The perception of cold is becoming more and more sensitive. He feels that the wind is stronger now than before, and he seems to smell a piece of clear snow vaguely.

But he didn't care, and answered Ochen before Old Beifeng froze his mouth shut.

"want....."

There were snowflakes swirling down, Xie Lang moved his stiff neck and raised his head.

Snowing.

The snow that had been held back for two months finally fell.

Xie Lang doesn't know whether it's easy or not, God, he only knows that he's easy....

There were hasty footsteps walking towards him in a hurry behind him.

A warm, hot chest pressed tightly against his back.

Ou Chen hugged him.

Hugged very tightly, but also trembling very badly.

There was scorching hot air rushing between the necks, followed by moist warmth.

Ouchen cried.

Although the cry was very faint, Xie Lang heard it.

He wanted to raise his hand to pat Ochen's arm to coax him, but he just thought about it and didn't take any real action.

Maybe it was too cold and his arms were numb from the cold, or maybe he was too tired and he didn't want to move at all.

Now his whole body is numb and stiff, only a sentence floating in an infinite loop in his sluggish mind like snowflakes.

crazy.....

totally insane.....

"Xie Lang..." Ou Chen's choked voice sounded against his neck, "You promised me, you promised me, right?"

There is probably nothing more exciting in the world than a sudden turning point when you are about to give up.

So Ouchen's mood at the moment is like a wild horse having fun on the edge of a cliff, wanting to have a carnival recklessly, but he is afraid of stepping on the air and restraining his hands, so he can only hug Xie Lang tightly, Use the temperature and smell on his body to confirm that the excitement is real.

Xie Lang looked at Xue Hua's eyes a little dizzy, closed his eyes, and gave Ochen a nasal voice, "En."

"You promised...you can't go back on your word."

"Ah."

Ou Chen hugged Xie Lang even tighter, as if rubbing it into his body.

Xie Lang gritted his teeth and endured for a while. Seeing that this man had no intention of feeling sorry for him, he patted his arm unbearably, "Strangled to death!"

Ou Chen was not willing to let go, and it took a long time before he remembered that Xie Lang was only wearing a sweater and no coat.

Only then did he let go, pulled his arm and turned him around, then opened his down jacket, and wrapped Xie Lang into his arms again.

During this process, he didn't dare to look directly into Xie Lang's eyes, as if he was afraid of seeing that uncomfortable look.

"Xie Lang," Ou Chen buried his face into Xie Lang's neck again, "You are my boyfriend now."

"........."

Xie Lang was not used to this identity and title, so he remained silent.

"I'm your boyfriend now." Ou Chen said again, he didn't need Xie Lang to answer, he just wanted to tell him.

"........."

Finally, Xie Lang couldn't stand his twitching, he sighed and said, "You're not finished, are you?"

"I'm happy," Ou Chen raised his head, his eyes slowly moved up from the chests where the two were close together, all the way to his eyes, and when he saw that Xie Lang's eyes were empty, he subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief , and repeated again, "Xie Lang, I'm so happy, really happy..."

Xie Lang remained silent again, silently looking at Ou Chen's eyes full of tears but also full of smiles, a bit incomprehensible of his complicated mood now.

I just think he looks so stupid now.

Ou Chen didn't know what to say besides being happy at the moment, and Xie Lang staring at him so nicely made him a little nervous. .

...This is the second time he's had this tension.

In the past, when he opened his mouth when he was in a relationship, he just liked it. Now that he is holding Xie Lang in his arms, he is afraid that his heartbeat will disturb him.

So he also tried to slow down his breathing, trying to suppress the restlessness in his heart as much as possible.

But such a long and deep breath in the night mixed with snowflakes will only make some obscure thoughts more blurred.

There were pieces of snow rubbing the corners of Xie Lang's lips, Ou Chen wanted to warm him up.

So he tilted his head and leaned over, but missed when he was about to touch it.

He froze for a moment, then looked up at Xie Lang, his eyes filled with disappointment from the cold wind.

Xie Lang could imagine Ouchen's reaction the moment he turned his head away from him, so he didn't need to look back to know that Ouchen's eyes must be disappointed and annoyed.

"Ouchen, I'm not used to this."

"What kind?" Ou Chen asked him, his voice unexpectedly didn't cool down, it was quite gentle.

"Kiss," Xie Lang turned to look at him, "I'm not used to kissing people."

"And then?" Ou Chen still kept that posture, looking at the corner of Xie Lang's bloody lips, a desire to lick him clean grew wildly like weeds.

"You have to give me time." Xie Lang looked into his eyes.

"What if I say no?" Ou Chen uncontrollably moved closer to the corner of the parted lips.

"I'll feel sick..." Xie Lang didn't hide, and told him the consequences of doing so seriously.

The word 'disgusting' had formed a reflex arc in Ochen's mind.

As soon as Xie Lang's words fell, Ou Chen stopped at the corner of Xie Lang's lips in time. Seeing that the four lips were about to stick together, he still gritted his teeth and opened the distance, hugging Xie Lang's waist again. stand up.

"Can I ask why?" This question made Ou Chen curious for a long time.

Why do you feel disgusted when you come into contact with a man, but you still have to draw a portrait of a man in private? Isn't this contradictory?

"In the future..." Xie Lang exhaled gently from his chest, "I'll tell you later."

"Okay, I won't ask more if you don't want to say it," Ou Chen nodded, and then said, "Then you have to tell me what rights my boyfriend usually has? Don't be careless, and I will step on your thunder again later." Click it, and then you will have to point your nose and scold disgusting."

"..." Xie Lang was speechless, "Why did I point to your nose?"

"Don't interrupt, tell me!" Ou Chen hugged him tighter, "What can I do normally?"

Xie Lang opened his mouth, and before he could make a sound, Ou Chen hurriedly said, "You can't do anything! I'll cry for you immediately!"

Xie Lang was amused by his startled and childish tone, and just as he smiled, the corner of his mouth that had been slapped by Ou Chen hurt so much that he frowned and hissed.

"You're really cunning." His arms were tightly strangled by Ouchen, and he could only touch the corner of his mouth with the tip of his tongue.

Ou Chen felt helpless at the time, he felt that this man was taking revenge on him, refused to kiss him, and even licked the corner of his mouth... Damn it!

"You deserve it!" Ou Chen patted him on the back, "Are you still talking about it, or I will kiss you on the lips!"

This question is not easy to answer, Xie Lang was silent for a long time before he said, "You can't kiss, you can't kiss anywhere, I will feel sick, if the nausea is serious, I will beat you to death, you can hug, and... You can also hold hands."

"........."

Ou Chen felt like he was back in primary school holding hands with little boys in physical education class, what the hell is this all about?

"Can I take off my clothes and hug me?" Ou Chen didn't believe in evil, and wanted to struggle to the death.

"What do you think?" Xie Lang asked him back.

"......" Ouchen sighed, "Understood, it means that before you fully accept me, I have to have a platonic relationship with you, right?"

"Yes." Xie Lang replied without the slightest hesitation.

Ou Chen smiled, "Do you know how I broke up in my last relationship?"

"I don't want to know," Xie Lang said, "but if you don't want to, I will know how your relationship broke up."

Ou Chen didn't know what to say for a moment, sighed, and buried his face into Xie Lang's neck again.

Xie Lang blew the cold wind for a long time, and the desolate smell on his body was particularly charming. A deep breath could fill his empty chest.

"It doesn't matter..." Ou Chen's voice was sticky and hoarse, and it sounded a bit inseparable, "I managed to guard a rabbit, and I won't let go until I eat him up and clean him up." .”

"........."

Although he was speechless, Xie Lang subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, then tentatively raised his arms, probably hugging Ou Chen back.

But this kind of hug was really awkward for Xie Lang, he played it back and forth several times, and finally surrounded Ochen gently with only a layer of winter night snow.

It can be regarded as the beginning of the love between the two of them.

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