you're so stubborn

Before Xie Lang went home, he went to the clinic and rewrapped the wound on Xie Yu's chin.

Before wrapping it, he looked at the wound. Fortunately, it was not serious, but there was still blood oozing around the wound, which should have been pulled out when he was crying.

The old doctor in the clinic simply bandaged him up, Xie Lang took another bottle of medicine, and then went home.

Seeing Xie Yu's chin covered with gauze, grandpa and grandma felt distressed for a long time. Xie Yu cried coquettishly because someone felt distressed, and grandma cried too because of her distress.

Seeing that the grandpa and grandson were about to cry, Xie Lang hurriedly took Xie Yu to take a bath and let grandpa coax grandma by himself.

In the afternoon, he was going to class, so he went for a stroll in Xie Wenjun's store, leaving Xie Yu to his grandparents, and before leaving, he asked his ass to follow Xie Yu every step of the way.

Pipi barked when he heard that, as if he was overjoyed.

"Why didn't you call me about this!" Jiang Nan, who arrived at school in the afternoon and heard about it, shouted angrily, "Damn it, I've been displeased with that kid Xie Hao for a long time, and I've known it all day long. Run faster than a fucking mouse if you want to beat him! No good!"

"What's the hurry, there's a chance," Xie Lang calmly finished his homework on his seat, "I'll take a stroll in his shop after school in the afternoon, come if you want."

"Fuck! We must go!" Jiang Nan slapped the table, "Call Shang Qing'er! Tell him to call all the hooligans in his job."

"I owe you a hand, right?" Xie Lang glanced at his hand.

Jiang Nan was stunned for a while before turning his face to meet the disgusting gazes from the other good students who were still studying hard in their seats. He smiled shyly and put his hands in his pockets.

"Damn..." Waiting for the students to look away, Jiangnan murmured again, "Are the students in your class still happy? How could such a beautiful big break be in love with the paper?"

"You think it's all you, they will be assigned classes next month."

"Tsk, it's scary," Jiang Nan shook his head in horror, "Then let's talk about it, call Shang Qing'er after school, let's go there together."

"Don't tell him to take anyone with you, don't take anyone with you." Seeing that the guy was about to leave, Xie Lang quickly pointed at him and instructed him.

"Got it, got it," Jiang Nan got up from his seat, "I'm leaving, I can't even breathe happily in your class."

"Slow down, no delivery." Xie Lang turned his head and continued to write questions.

After school, I couldn't go to Xie Wenjun's shop for a stroll, because Xu Haoyu had learned in advance that Xie Wenjun's small shop was closed.

When Jiangnan told Xie Lang the news, Xie Lang didn't react at all, and he guessed that Xie Wenjun's virtue would not dare to open the door for business for at least a week.

He thought of going for a walk today just to put pressure on him, but this is good, it saves trouble, and he went straight home after school.

Xie Yu at home didn't go out all afternoon, even if his grandparents wanted to take him out for a walk, he didn't go, just playing with his ass in the yard.

Seeing his brother came back, he quickly abandoned his ass and ran towards his brother, "Brother!"

"Don't hug me!" Xie Lang stretched out his hand to cover the carrot head before he pounced on him, looked him up and down, and said with disgust, "You really let yourself go, kid."

"Hey..." The kid looked down at his gray clothes, and then came over and hugged his brother's leg as soon as he got short, "I fell down because my ass was messing with me."

"Did your butt fall twice?" Xie Lang shook his leg, trying to get rid of the clingy man, but the clingy man hugged him tighter and tighter.

"I fell, it hurts so much." Xie Yu leaned weakly on his brother's leg, as if it was real.

Xie Lang smiled and ignored him.

After dinner in the evening, he took Xie Yu to take a bath again. The child cried for too long today, and played like crazy for another afternoon. Before drying his hair, he fell asleep leaning on his brother's stomach.

Xie Lang carried the child to bed, and changed the medicine for his chin again but failed to wake him up.

It seems that I am really tired. I didn't even drink milk today.

Xie Lang's hair hadn't been blown yet, but he was too lazy to move right now, so he sat by the bed and looked at Xie Yu.

The milky white face of the child raised by drinking milk is covered with a piece of unattractive gauze, which looks very unsuitable, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't match.

Children love beauty so much, it must be very uncomfortable when they pack their wounds at school.

No one knew why Xie Yu cared so much about his image, but Xie Lang knew why.

Xie Yu was a premature baby. When Zeng Jia was just eight months old, she had to have a caesarean section to take the baby out because Zeng Jia went crazy and committed suicide and her fetus became gassy.

Xie Lang still remembered that Xie Yu was only 2400 grams when he was born, and the crumpled ball looked like a clown orange rather than a child.

Because he was born prematurely, Xie Yu had to live in an incubator. Xie Lang could only look at his incubator through a glass window every day. From a distance, he couldn't see the face of the clown orange, but only saw his restless little hands in the incubator. Waving in mid-air.

At that time, Xie Lang always wanted to hand over his hand to him to hold, saving him from waving his hands all the time, because the doctor said that the clown orange might not be in good physical condition, and he was afraid that the clown orange would be tired.

At that time, Xie Lang had no parental relationship with Zeng Jia and Xie Zhicheng, but he felt an indescribable intimacy with this younger brother who had the same blood as him, so he went to see Xie Yu almost every day. .

As a result, when he went to see Xie Yu again on the 11th day, Xie Yu was no longer in the incubator. Xie Lang was terrified at the time, fearing that Xie Zhicheng, a bastard, would buy his brother, so he ran wildly to find a doctor Check monitoring.

After watching the surveillance, he realized that his younger brother was carried out by Zeng Jia.

Zeng Jia was almost insane after giving birth. If it wasn't for the fact that she hadn't finished confinement, Xie Zhicheng would have sent her to a mental hospital long ago.

Every time Xie Lang thought of this, he couldn't help but blame himself for not staying at the door of the observation room every step of the way, so that Zeng Jia had the opportunity to carry Xie Yu out.

At that time, Zeng Jia could not be found in the monitoring of the entire hospital, and it was Xie Lang who called the police for six hours to find Zeng Jia.

But it was too late at that time, because Zeng Jia had already thrown Xie Yu to the scrap yard in the outskirts of the city.

When Xie Lang heard the news, he almost went crazy with Zeng Jia. He looked at Zeng Jia who was surrounded by the police. It was the first time he pulled his mother by the collar and yelled, "If you don't want to live, live by yourself!" Go jump off the building! Hate Xie Zhicheng and stab him to death with a knife! Why did you throw away your brother! Why did you throw him away!"

If the police hadn't stopped him at that time, Xie Lang wasn't even sure how angry he would be.

By the time Xie Lang followed the police car to the outskirts of the city, the road leading to the scrap yard had already been blocked, and cars could not enter, so they had to walk.

In December at that time, Xie Lang was 12 years old.

It was almost five kilometers from the location where the road was closed to the scrap yard. Xie Lang didn't dare to stop even if he ran for a while and didn't dare to stop.

Xie Zhicheng already had someone outside, and it didn't matter if he had this congenitally deficient son or not. Zeng Jia was so crazy that he would abandon this child even after walking twenty kilometers.

As long as Xie Lang, as long as Xie Lang keeps running forward.

When he finally got there, Xie Yu's little face was all black and blue, the kind that couldn't do it right now.

Although he had already been discovered by the staff of the waste station and picked up at that time, it was a miracle that he was weak and had been frozen for so long before he died.

That was the first time Xie Lang hugged Xie Yu, Xie Yu wrapped in a small blanket was as light as a feather, and any stronger old north wind could blow him away.

Xie Lang has never been so careful or anxious.

I went to a total of three hospitals that day, but the first two were afraid to accept them, saying that they were not sure of resuscitation.

In fact, the third family didn't dare to accept it. It was Xie Lang who started to kneel as soon as he saw the doctor, and kneeled abruptly until the doctor nodded in agreement.

But at that time, Xie Yu was still too young to have surgery at all, so he could only use external force to rescue him.

The doctors who came in and out fought for more than four hours before restoring Xie Yu's fragile heart to a slightly normal level.

From then on, Xie Lang stayed by Xie Yu's side every day, even if Xie Yu wanted to live in the incubator, he also stayed at the door of the observation room and never left.

It was also because Xie Lang stayed by his brother's side during that time, so he didn't even know when Xie Zhicheng registered for his brother. When he knew, his brother already had a name.

Called Xie Yu, redundant Yu.

What it meant couldn't be more obvious.

Xie Lang beat Xie Zhicheng up and shouted to change his name, but Xie Zhicheng ignored him and ran away.

After Xie Yu grew up with a small illness in three days and a serious illness in five days, Xie Lang also slowly accepted the name. Anyway, Xie Yu was not superfluous with him.

Because Mr. Xie Yu is sick, he grows slower than other children. Other children will leave at eight months and call their mothers at ten months.

Xie Yu could leave at the age of two, and only vaguely called brother when he was almost three.

Grandpa and grandma always took Xie Yu out for a walk when Xie Lang was in school. At that time, the village was full of gossip women. Seeing that their children were developing slowly, they would say that their children were idiots.

Xie Yu didn't understand what those words meant at that time, but he would look at the faces of adults. Usually, when his brother showed his face, he would not dare to quarrel. When his grandparents smiled at them, he knew that his grandparents were willing to play with him.

When he saw someone saying he was a fool, he subconsciously felt that those people were unwilling to play with him, so when he saw those people again, he would be subconsciously afraid and cry.

After that, Xie Lang stopped letting his grandparents take Xie Yu out for a walk.

When Xie Yu was taken out for a walk again, he was already four years old, able to run and jump, white and tender, like a glutinous rice dumpling, smiling at everyone, not to mention how cute he was.

Wherever grandparents took him, people would say, oh, your granddaughter is so beautiful.

Xie Yu is stupid. He doesn't know the difference between a grandson and a granddaughter. He only hears people praise him for his beauty and smile at him, so he feels that these people like him.

When I went home to show off to my brother, my brother would say indifferently that he was lying to you.

Xie Yu refused to listen, and went out with his grandparents every day to hear people praise him for his beauty, and then he would tell his brother when he got home, but his brother would still say that you were cheated again.

Xie Yu happily went out for a walk to listen to compliments, but one day he came back crying.

Because the other day he heard someone say that that idiot from Xie Lang's family can still run away?

When he came back, he asked his brother, brother, am I not pretty anymore?

Beautiful, our family is the most beautiful.

That was the first time Xie Lang praised Yu Yu for being beautiful.

It was also the first time Xie Lang knew that this little kid went out every day to hear people praise him for his beauty because he felt that those people liked him very much, just like his brother and grandparents liked him.

Children's feelings are very simple and intuitive. He feels that as long as he is beautiful, he will be liked by everyone.

As long as everyone likes him, no one will call him a fool.

Xie Lang touched the gauze on Xie Yu's chin, thinking distressedly why a child has to live so tiringly.

You have to be abandoned, you have to be rejected, you have to bear eyes, you have to suffer insults, and you have to be bullied.

Dogs don't open their eyes, they like to treat people like monkeys.

Xie Lang can't do it, he's just a younger brother, he has to let him grow up well...