Reborn with ex-husband back to high school after divorce
Chapter 72 What If I Want To Force It?
At that moment, Shen Mingyan's heart rose.
When he heard that Jian Sang also had something to say to himself, he showed a strange and somewhat happy attitude, his heart jumped up faintly, and even wondered for a moment whether Jian Sang would also want to talk to him. Express yourself.
Others on the table were also a little excited.
Shen Mingyan stood up and wanted to go out, while asking, "Where are you?"
Jian Sang responded, and he said, "What about you, are you still in the room?"
Shen Mingyan stepped outside. He was about to go outside to find Jian Sang, but he stopped at the moment he stepped out of the door, because someone also came in from the door of the box, and it was Jian Sang who was also holding a mobile phone.
Four eyes facing each other.
Relatively silent.
Jian Sang still held the mobile phone and looked at him.
Shen Mingyan was just stunned for a moment, then put down the mobile phone he was also holding, and smiled slightly: "I have something to tell you."
Jian Sang didn't know what he was going to say.
The light in the box was a bit dim, surrounded by restless voices and a somewhat dull air. The boy standing in front of him was wearing a youthful school uniform. He was tall and slender, and he never wore a white shirt properly. The blue coat was open, and on his cuffs were golden cufflinks that he had specially customized after traveling to many houses. Shen Mingyan's handsome face smelled of alcohol, and the incandescent lamps of the hotel were on his shoulders. His eyes were extraordinarily bright, and he was smiling.
It was a youthful breath.
Shen Mingyan was looking at him for a moment, and when those dark and deep eyes were staring at him, Jian Sang was dazed for a moment, and unconsciously became a little nervous.
Jian Sang suppressed some random thoughts in her heart, and chuckled lightly: "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Don't you have something to tell me?"
"Why are you standing here?"
"Didn't you just eat there, why did you call me suddenly..."
He didn't know what he was panicking about, but subconsciously, as if he had no idea, he found something to say randomly.
Just when Jian Sang's eyes were wandering, he heard a deep and powerful voice from the person in front of him, which he was familiar with. Shen Mingyan's voice called him: "Jian Sang."
Jian Sang stopped talking, and he stood still, but he didn't dare to raise his head.
Shen Mingyan opened her lips and said, "I like you."
This voice was exceptionally clear in the somewhat noisy box.
For a moment, Jian Sang seemed to be frozen in place, as if his blood had froze, his breathing slowed down a lot, and his brain went blank, as if he had been electrified.
Jian Sang raised his head slowly, meeting Shen Mingyan's eyes.
The man standing in front of him frankly had a slight smile in his eyes, and he said, "I liked it a long time ago."
……
Jian Sang froze on the spot.
Shen Mingyan looked at him seriously: "I used to be ignorant, I was bad, I was stupid, and always made you angry. Would you like to give me a chance?"
Every word was heard clearly.
But Jian Sang doubted his ears and the veracity of these words for a moment.
His heartbeat accelerated violently.
He even felt a little dazed for a moment, unable to stand still.
What the person in front of him said to him was what he had dreamed of, what he wanted to hear even in his dreams.
His love for Shen Mingyan is a page full of chapters, a secret that can never be uttered, whether it is at school or wherever, Shen Mingyan is a man of the hour everywhere, he will always be the center of the topic and the crowd.
Countless people admire him, and that person is always confident, as if shining brightly.
Among these people, Jian Sang is also one of them.
His love for Shen Mingyan is a silent wave, which only stirred up waves in his heart from beginning to end.
Even after they became husband and wife.
He also knew that Shen Mingyan had no feelings for him. He just thought that he was very simple and would not cause him any trouble. He just felt that he was very worry-free and didn't need to spend too much thought and energy. He just thought that he was a good shield and saved trouble.
He knows, he knows, so he dare not expect extravagantly.
He conscientiously fulfilled Shen Mingyan's expectations of him, took care of everything inside and out, and became a competent and virtuous housemate.
Maybe other people, including Shen Mingyan himself, felt that he was trying to get money from the Shen family, and he was also trying to save trouble and convenience, so Shen Mingyan kept giving him cards, and kept trying to stuff him with all kinds of expensive things.
If only that were the case.
He thought it would be nice if he was really like this.
Even if others think so, it is only he who knows that what he wanted in the first half of his life was to abandon his true hobbies and interests, to give up his own life and to be tied to another person. Come on, I love you too.
Time proved him wrong, so he also gave up.
He thought it was impossible for him to hear such words in his life, but he heard them so unexpectedly.
……
There was a booing sound from the box.
It was the booing sound of other students screaming and whistling, so harsh.
Jian Sang came back to his senses, looked at the other students, and everyone's voice came:
"As expected of Brother Shen."
"A big adventure says confession, confession."
"Just dare to play!"
Jian Sang stood there stiffly, as if her hot heart was suddenly cooled by a basin of cold water from head to toe, and this coldness was cooled down in an instant.
While Shen Mingyan was talking, he heard the students booing nonsense, which made Young Master Shen very angry.
He wanted to look sideways and curse a few words, to clarify that he was not playing a game, but as soon as he raised his head, he met Jian Sang's gaze, which made him tremble.
The person standing opposite him, who always looked cold and calm, now had a different expression on his face.
Jian Sang's always tranquil eyes were flushed red, with water flashing across his eyes, he lowered his head.
In an instant, Shen Mingyan's head seemed to be blown up with energy and blood, and there was only one thought left in his mind.
He cried.
He had never seen Jian Sang shed tears.
This man is unbelievably strong.
He didn't cry when he had a big fight in his previous life and was about to get divorced, because his hands were covered with scars from hard work. He didn't cry, and he was even slandered and made things difficult. No matter how hard or tiring life is, in his impression, Jane Sang will always be the child with a straight back and no fear of any wind and rain.
He is very stubborn, not only because of his temper, but also as if his bones are hard. He has never been willing to show his fragile side in front of others. Even if his teeth are broken, he will not bow his head. Be soft, show more softness, rely more on yourself, don't be like a piece of wood that is invulnerable to wind and rain, until now——
He cried.
The man who always held his head up proudly lowered his head.
Shen Mingyan didn't feel very happy, he just felt that his heart was going to be broken the moment Jian Sang bowed his head.
Jian Sang's voice was low and hoarse, he turned around and said, "Go ahead and play, I'll go first."
Shen Mingyan was startled.
The moment Jian Sang's figure disappeared at the door, Shen Mingyan felt that all his rationality seemed to collapse in an instant. His eyes fell back to the dining table, and his voice was filled with suppressed anger, and he cursed: "What a fart!" ah!"
The students in the box who were still immersed in laughter and games froze, and then they saw Shen Mingyan chasing after him without hesitation.
Everyone stared at each other dumbfounded.
Gradually, it seems to be a bit aftertaste.
……
In the corridor, Jian Sang was walking, and before he had time to adjust his complex emotions, someone grabbed his wrist forcefully from behind.
Jian Sang looked sideways at the person and struggled: "What are you doing?"
Shen Mingyan was so aggressive that he pulled him outside: "Come with me!"
Jian Sang was led away by his strength. He still wanted to speak, but the sense of oppression and momentum on Shen Mingyan's body was too strong. His strength was so strong that he led him away as if he couldn't resist. He rarely saw such a person. Shen Mingyan was a little dazed for a moment.
The two walked to the hanging garden above the corridor and stopped.
Shen Mingyan let Jian Sang sit on the sofa, walked over to the table not far away and poured a bottle of ice water from the water glass and drank it, because the movement was a little quick and sometimes, there were even drops of water running down his cheeks. The neck and chin dripped into the neckline, and he finished drinking the water and put the water glass back on the table with a "slap".
Shen Mingyan looked sideways at Jian Sang, perhaps because of the action just now, he was also panting heavily, took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, and walked over.
Jian Sang was inexplicably nervous, he felt that something was wrong with him: "Shen Mingyan... what do you want to do?"
Shen Mingyan stepped over, his tall body bent down, almost as if he would wrap the person sitting on the sofa in his arms, with his slender arms resting on the wall of the sofa, looking at him in a condescending posture, his gaze Dark and deep, with a lingering smell of alcohol, his voice was low and hoarse: "Why are you leaving?"
Jian Sang felt as if he was being stared at by a dangerous wolf, he pursed his lips, and finally said, "Leave if you want."
"I confessed to you." Shen Mingyan's voice seemed to be filled with grievances, but the voice was full of oppression: "I said I like you, why did you ignore me and turn around and leave."
"..."
Jian Sang's heart rose again.
He remembered the situation in the box just now, got up with some anger and wanted to push him away: "Do you want me to play around with you when you play that kind of game?!"
Shen Mingyan was tight, and pushed the person back with only one hand, showing the dominance and strength in his bones. He pressed Jian Sang's shoulder, forcing the angry person to turn his head to look at him, with a low voice: " I don't play games."
Jian Sang was taken aback, his eyes enlarged unconsciously, the handsome face of the person in front of him was enlarged several times, and what was smelled in his nostrils was the fragrance that only belonged to Shen Mingyan's body, his gaze was fixed on himself without blinking, The voice was serious and firm, and repeated again: "I'm serious."
Jian Sang's heartbeat seemed to be a little unstable for a moment.
"I like you, don't ignore me." Shen Mingyan pinched Jian Sang's shoulders, he slowly lowered his head, the little wolf cub who was very arrogant just now seemed to have turned back into a big dog at this moment, He buried his head on Jian Sang's shoulder, his voice was low, as if it was close to Jian Sang's ear, with a strong attachment: "I love you."
……
The night sky in City F tonight is bright, and the sky seems to be dotted with stars.
From the sky garden, it seems that the sound of traffic on the road downstairs can also be heard. The night is lively, but at this moment, Jian Sang seems to be unable to hear anything. His brain went blank for an instant, trying his best to digest the news.
The air fell into a moment of silence.
When it was so silent that Shen Mingyan thought that time had been frozen, he heard Jian Sang say, "What kind of game is this again?"
Shen Mingyan gritted his teeth angrily, and looked up at him: "What a game! Only if I dig out your heart today and show it to you, can you believe it?!"
……
In the spring night, the cold wind blows from afar, bringing a somewhat cool temperature.
Jian Sang lowered her head again, as if trying to digest this matter.
Shen Mingyan sat beside him, took his hand and said: "I am a serious wife, I was really ignorant before, blame me for anything bad, it's all my fault, don't be angry with me, We are good, I will definitely listen to you in the future, whatever you say is what you say, we will never quarrel again, I will listen to you in everything, I will treat you well, I will find the best doctor for my aunt's illness, etc. After graduating from high school, we will go to study abroad, and after graduating from university, we will get married..."
Jian Sang listened to him quietly, but his heart slowly calmed down. After Shen Mingyan finished speaking, he was only silent for a moment, and then slowly pulled his hand out of Shen Mingyan's.
Shen Mingyan's gaze gradually became serious.
Jian Sang's voice was warm and cool: "Stop calling me wife, we were divorced in the previous life, and now we are just ordinary classmates."
Shen Mingyan's heart sank little by little, his eyes fell on Jian Sang's face, and his voice was a little depressed: "What do you mean?"
Jian Sang was silent for a moment.
Just when Shen Mingyan thought that he might reject him harshly, there was a little smile on the face of the person in front of him, a shallow smile, his brows and eyes were slightly curved, like crescent moons, extremely gentle, he Say, "Thank you for telling me this, I'm glad."
Seeing him laugh, Shen Mingyan's heart inexplicably turned cold. He was a little flustered, but he was afraid of scaring him away, so he could only suppress his emotions and ask, "What do you mean?"
……
Jian Sang looked at him and said, "Ming Yan, we are not suitable."
A ball of fire condensed in Shen Mingyan's heart: "Where is it inappropriate?"
"Our family's growth environment is not suitable, and our three views and living habits are not suitable, all of which determine that we are destined to have many differences." Jian Sang's voice was calm: "The years of our marriage in our previous life proved this point. .”
Shen Mingyan blurted out: "Does it matter if it's suitable or not? I like you and you like me too. Didn't you say before that the reason we divorced was because we didn't have love? Now I really love you. Isn't that okay?"
Jian Sang looked at him, stared at him for a while, and finally smiled helplessly, he said: "Look, this is where we are not suitable, you confessed to me, but you never asked, I like you ?"
Shen Mingyan choked up.
He was suddenly a little speechless, and he really didn't think about it.
Under the evening wind, Shen Mingyan's voice was a little dry: "I thought you were too..."
"What do you think?" Jian Sang felt a little distressed in his heart, but his face was still the same as usual, but he said in a gentle voice: "There are many things you think, but you never think about whether those things are what you think. Isn't it?"
"Shen Mingyan"
Jian Sang called him and looked at him seriously: "Have you really understood me?"
It's like a heavy hammer has fallen on the heart, and people can't speak when it hits the heart.
Shen Mingyan always thought that he knew his wife well enough, but at this moment, when he looked into Jian Sang's eyes, he didn't dare to say such confident words, because this time when he was reborn, he really realized that he had too much. There are so many things that I don't know about Jian Sang. They have been married for several years, but I actually know so little about the person next to me.
Shen Mingyan felt a little heavy in his heart, and he said: "I... I may be sure that there is something negligent."
Jian Sang spoke, but she didn't have much intention of reproaching her: "But I know you very well."
Shen Mingyan looked up at him.
The person in front of him was calm enough, his eyes looking at him were so clear, Jian Sang's voice was so crisp and pleasant, but it fell heavily on his heart: "This is the problem I said, we are not suitable It's not just the environment and family background, but the character that is difficult to get along with, so I think you probably don't like me either."
Shen Mingyan was taken aback, then frowned: "What do you mean?"
"Maybe your feelings for me are just because you're used to it." Jian Sang said softly, "You're used to me being by your side, you're used to living with me, you're used to taking care of me, maybe you have feelings for me. But maybe it's just your habit, it's just that someone who is always in front of you suddenly doesn't seem to be so full of you, and you are unwilling."
Shen Mingyan subconsciously wanted to refute: "You let it go..."
But Jian Sang just looked at him seriously and said: "We have almost never been separated. From the high school in the previous life to this life, you are used to the life with me, so you feel uncomfortable and think it is like you."
Shen Mingyan was very angry: "Then do you know what true liking is?"
Jian Sang was stunned.
The air was silent for a few moments.
Just when Shen Mingyan thought he would still argue with reason, Jian Sang shook his head lightly: "I don't know either."
Shen Mingyan was a little surprised.
"Now I don't know what is true love and what is liking." Jian Sang recalled the past: "I thought I understood, but I paid a heavy price for my self-confidence."
Shen Mingyan was a little depressed.
But then, he heard Jian Sang say again: "Maybe we need to separate for a while so that each of us can calm down."
As soon as this sentence came out, it was like detonating some untouchable minefield.
The eyes of the person who was willing to speak well just now suddenly sharpened, Shen Mingyan's whole body changed, and his voice was low and low: "What do you mean?"
Jian Sang took a deep breath, he knew that he had to talk sooner or later, so he said directly: "My mother's condition can't be delayed any longer, I don't think the hospital in city f can give her good treatment, so I might Take her to City A."
Shen Mingyan said: "I can arrange for my aunt to go to the hospital in City A, and I can also arrange for someone to take care of him."
Jian Sang shook her head lightly: "No need, these are not your responsibility, I will take good care of her, in fact, I have already applied to the school to transfer schools during the day, probably next week, I will gone."
……
The hand holding his hand was suddenly so hard that even blue veins appeared.
Jian Sang frowned, and wanted to take out her hand: "Shen Mingyan!"
Shen Mingyan was indifferent, his breath was heavy, his complexion was gloomy and cold, and his whole body was filled with an unfriendly aura, obviously he was really angry.
Until a slight voice came from beside him: "It hurts..."
The hand that was held was suddenly released.
Shen Mingyan saw the red marks on Jian Sang's white wrist, he came over to hold Jian Sang's wrist as if he had just woken up from a dream, and said in distress: "I'm sorry my wife, I didn't do it on purpose, whether it hurts or not, I'll show you off... ..."
Jian Sang withdrew her hand: "It's okay."
Shen Mingyan held onto his hand, and he forced Jian Sang to look at him: "Have you decided to go to city A to study?"
Jane Sang nodded.
Shen Mingyan said: "Then I will go too."
Jian Sang was stunned.
"I can also transfer to another school." Shen Mingyan didn't care: "Which school do you want to go to, I will accompany you."
Jian Sang was only silent for a moment after hearing his words, and then said: "No, don't follow me."
"..."
After these words fell, the surroundings were silent.
Even the wind blowing around me seems to have endless coolness.
Shen Mingyan looked at him coldly: "What if I say no."
Jian Sang sighed from the bottom of his heart, he looked at Shen Mingyan seriously and said: "Your family is here, your sister is here, Wang Yang and the others are here, you have studied well here, why did you leave? , If it is because of me, there is no need, not only will I not be moved, I will even be angry."
Shen Mingyan said: "I can arrange all of these."
Jian Sang shook his head: "Shen Mingyan, can you stop being so naive, can you be more mature, why can you always be so willful, the matter of transferring schools is not something that can be decided just by saying, and we are still in school, the road ahead There is still a long time to go, and there will be many variables. You may just get used to your feelings for me now. Maybe after a while we will be separated, and the energy will pass. We have tortured each other so much in our previous lives. In this life Are you going to keep doing it again?"
……
There was a lot of silence around.
Just when Jian Sang thought Shen Mingyan was persuaded by him.
He was about to stand up and drink some water to calm down, but when he was about to get up, someone held his hand.
The eldest young master of the Shen family, who was always so proud in front of him and always refused to bow his head, stood up and looked at him. He looked down at Jian Sang, his gaze was no longer as compelling as before, and he just looked at him quietly, like Like a big dog about to be abandoned by the owner, he whispered: "I'm not self-willed, I just... want to be with you."
At that moment, Jian Sang thought that he could calm down a long time ago and suddenly felt sad and sharp pain for a moment.
But he told himself that he couldn't be more wrong.
Shen Mingyan is the young master, he can play and make mistakes, but how many years have I played with him and made mistakes with him?
Jian Sang wanted to pull it out of his hand, but was firmly held by Shen Mingyan.
then
He heard Shen Mingyan's voice with endless heaviness, and said in a low voice: "If I say it, I will make the same mistakes."
When he heard that Jian Sang also had something to say to himself, he showed a strange and somewhat happy attitude, his heart jumped up faintly, and even wondered for a moment whether Jian Sang would also want to talk to him. Express yourself.
Others on the table were also a little excited.
Shen Mingyan stood up and wanted to go out, while asking, "Where are you?"
Jian Sang responded, and he said, "What about you, are you still in the room?"
Shen Mingyan stepped outside. He was about to go outside to find Jian Sang, but he stopped at the moment he stepped out of the door, because someone also came in from the door of the box, and it was Jian Sang who was also holding a mobile phone.
Four eyes facing each other.
Relatively silent.
Jian Sang still held the mobile phone and looked at him.
Shen Mingyan was just stunned for a moment, then put down the mobile phone he was also holding, and smiled slightly: "I have something to tell you."
Jian Sang didn't know what he was going to say.
The light in the box was a bit dim, surrounded by restless voices and a somewhat dull air. The boy standing in front of him was wearing a youthful school uniform. He was tall and slender, and he never wore a white shirt properly. The blue coat was open, and on his cuffs were golden cufflinks that he had specially customized after traveling to many houses. Shen Mingyan's handsome face smelled of alcohol, and the incandescent lamps of the hotel were on his shoulders. His eyes were extraordinarily bright, and he was smiling.
It was a youthful breath.
Shen Mingyan was looking at him for a moment, and when those dark and deep eyes were staring at him, Jian Sang was dazed for a moment, and unconsciously became a little nervous.
Jian Sang suppressed some random thoughts in her heart, and chuckled lightly: "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Don't you have something to tell me?"
"Why are you standing here?"
"Didn't you just eat there, why did you call me suddenly..."
He didn't know what he was panicking about, but subconsciously, as if he had no idea, he found something to say randomly.
Just when Jian Sang's eyes were wandering, he heard a deep and powerful voice from the person in front of him, which he was familiar with. Shen Mingyan's voice called him: "Jian Sang."
Jian Sang stopped talking, and he stood still, but he didn't dare to raise his head.
Shen Mingyan opened her lips and said, "I like you."
This voice was exceptionally clear in the somewhat noisy box.
For a moment, Jian Sang seemed to be frozen in place, as if his blood had froze, his breathing slowed down a lot, and his brain went blank, as if he had been electrified.
Jian Sang raised his head slowly, meeting Shen Mingyan's eyes.
The man standing in front of him frankly had a slight smile in his eyes, and he said, "I liked it a long time ago."
……
Jian Sang froze on the spot.
Shen Mingyan looked at him seriously: "I used to be ignorant, I was bad, I was stupid, and always made you angry. Would you like to give me a chance?"
Every word was heard clearly.
But Jian Sang doubted his ears and the veracity of these words for a moment.
His heartbeat accelerated violently.
He even felt a little dazed for a moment, unable to stand still.
What the person in front of him said to him was what he had dreamed of, what he wanted to hear even in his dreams.
His love for Shen Mingyan is a page full of chapters, a secret that can never be uttered, whether it is at school or wherever, Shen Mingyan is a man of the hour everywhere, he will always be the center of the topic and the crowd.
Countless people admire him, and that person is always confident, as if shining brightly.
Among these people, Jian Sang is also one of them.
His love for Shen Mingyan is a silent wave, which only stirred up waves in his heart from beginning to end.
Even after they became husband and wife.
He also knew that Shen Mingyan had no feelings for him. He just thought that he was very simple and would not cause him any trouble. He just felt that he was very worry-free and didn't need to spend too much thought and energy. He just thought that he was a good shield and saved trouble.
He knows, he knows, so he dare not expect extravagantly.
He conscientiously fulfilled Shen Mingyan's expectations of him, took care of everything inside and out, and became a competent and virtuous housemate.
Maybe other people, including Shen Mingyan himself, felt that he was trying to get money from the Shen family, and he was also trying to save trouble and convenience, so Shen Mingyan kept giving him cards, and kept trying to stuff him with all kinds of expensive things.
If only that were the case.
He thought it would be nice if he was really like this.
Even if others think so, it is only he who knows that what he wanted in the first half of his life was to abandon his true hobbies and interests, to give up his own life and to be tied to another person. Come on, I love you too.
Time proved him wrong, so he also gave up.
He thought it was impossible for him to hear such words in his life, but he heard them so unexpectedly.
……
There was a booing sound from the box.
It was the booing sound of other students screaming and whistling, so harsh.
Jian Sang came back to his senses, looked at the other students, and everyone's voice came:
"As expected of Brother Shen."
"A big adventure says confession, confession."
"Just dare to play!"
Jian Sang stood there stiffly, as if her hot heart was suddenly cooled by a basin of cold water from head to toe, and this coldness was cooled down in an instant.
While Shen Mingyan was talking, he heard the students booing nonsense, which made Young Master Shen very angry.
He wanted to look sideways and curse a few words, to clarify that he was not playing a game, but as soon as he raised his head, he met Jian Sang's gaze, which made him tremble.
The person standing opposite him, who always looked cold and calm, now had a different expression on his face.
Jian Sang's always tranquil eyes were flushed red, with water flashing across his eyes, he lowered his head.
In an instant, Shen Mingyan's head seemed to be blown up with energy and blood, and there was only one thought left in his mind.
He cried.
He had never seen Jian Sang shed tears.
This man is unbelievably strong.
He didn't cry when he had a big fight in his previous life and was about to get divorced, because his hands were covered with scars from hard work. He didn't cry, and he was even slandered and made things difficult. No matter how hard or tiring life is, in his impression, Jane Sang will always be the child with a straight back and no fear of any wind and rain.
He is very stubborn, not only because of his temper, but also as if his bones are hard. He has never been willing to show his fragile side in front of others. Even if his teeth are broken, he will not bow his head. Be soft, show more softness, rely more on yourself, don't be like a piece of wood that is invulnerable to wind and rain, until now——
He cried.
The man who always held his head up proudly lowered his head.
Shen Mingyan didn't feel very happy, he just felt that his heart was going to be broken the moment Jian Sang bowed his head.
Jian Sang's voice was low and hoarse, he turned around and said, "Go ahead and play, I'll go first."
Shen Mingyan was startled.
The moment Jian Sang's figure disappeared at the door, Shen Mingyan felt that all his rationality seemed to collapse in an instant. His eyes fell back to the dining table, and his voice was filled with suppressed anger, and he cursed: "What a fart!" ah!"
The students in the box who were still immersed in laughter and games froze, and then they saw Shen Mingyan chasing after him without hesitation.
Everyone stared at each other dumbfounded.
Gradually, it seems to be a bit aftertaste.
……
In the corridor, Jian Sang was walking, and before he had time to adjust his complex emotions, someone grabbed his wrist forcefully from behind.
Jian Sang looked sideways at the person and struggled: "What are you doing?"
Shen Mingyan was so aggressive that he pulled him outside: "Come with me!"
Jian Sang was led away by his strength. He still wanted to speak, but the sense of oppression and momentum on Shen Mingyan's body was too strong. His strength was so strong that he led him away as if he couldn't resist. He rarely saw such a person. Shen Mingyan was a little dazed for a moment.
The two walked to the hanging garden above the corridor and stopped.
Shen Mingyan let Jian Sang sit on the sofa, walked over to the table not far away and poured a bottle of ice water from the water glass and drank it, because the movement was a little quick and sometimes, there were even drops of water running down his cheeks. The neck and chin dripped into the neckline, and he finished drinking the water and put the water glass back on the table with a "slap".
Shen Mingyan looked sideways at Jian Sang, perhaps because of the action just now, he was also panting heavily, took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, and walked over.
Jian Sang was inexplicably nervous, he felt that something was wrong with him: "Shen Mingyan... what do you want to do?"
Shen Mingyan stepped over, his tall body bent down, almost as if he would wrap the person sitting on the sofa in his arms, with his slender arms resting on the wall of the sofa, looking at him in a condescending posture, his gaze Dark and deep, with a lingering smell of alcohol, his voice was low and hoarse: "Why are you leaving?"
Jian Sang felt as if he was being stared at by a dangerous wolf, he pursed his lips, and finally said, "Leave if you want."
"I confessed to you." Shen Mingyan's voice seemed to be filled with grievances, but the voice was full of oppression: "I said I like you, why did you ignore me and turn around and leave."
"..."
Jian Sang's heart rose again.
He remembered the situation in the box just now, got up with some anger and wanted to push him away: "Do you want me to play around with you when you play that kind of game?!"
Shen Mingyan was tight, and pushed the person back with only one hand, showing the dominance and strength in his bones. He pressed Jian Sang's shoulder, forcing the angry person to turn his head to look at him, with a low voice: " I don't play games."
Jian Sang was taken aback, his eyes enlarged unconsciously, the handsome face of the person in front of him was enlarged several times, and what was smelled in his nostrils was the fragrance that only belonged to Shen Mingyan's body, his gaze was fixed on himself without blinking, The voice was serious and firm, and repeated again: "I'm serious."
Jian Sang's heartbeat seemed to be a little unstable for a moment.
"I like you, don't ignore me." Shen Mingyan pinched Jian Sang's shoulders, he slowly lowered his head, the little wolf cub who was very arrogant just now seemed to have turned back into a big dog at this moment, He buried his head on Jian Sang's shoulder, his voice was low, as if it was close to Jian Sang's ear, with a strong attachment: "I love you."
……
The night sky in City F tonight is bright, and the sky seems to be dotted with stars.
From the sky garden, it seems that the sound of traffic on the road downstairs can also be heard. The night is lively, but at this moment, Jian Sang seems to be unable to hear anything. His brain went blank for an instant, trying his best to digest the news.
The air fell into a moment of silence.
When it was so silent that Shen Mingyan thought that time had been frozen, he heard Jian Sang say, "What kind of game is this again?"
Shen Mingyan gritted his teeth angrily, and looked up at him: "What a game! Only if I dig out your heart today and show it to you, can you believe it?!"
……
In the spring night, the cold wind blows from afar, bringing a somewhat cool temperature.
Jian Sang lowered her head again, as if trying to digest this matter.
Shen Mingyan sat beside him, took his hand and said: "I am a serious wife, I was really ignorant before, blame me for anything bad, it's all my fault, don't be angry with me, We are good, I will definitely listen to you in the future, whatever you say is what you say, we will never quarrel again, I will listen to you in everything, I will treat you well, I will find the best doctor for my aunt's illness, etc. After graduating from high school, we will go to study abroad, and after graduating from university, we will get married..."
Jian Sang listened to him quietly, but his heart slowly calmed down. After Shen Mingyan finished speaking, he was only silent for a moment, and then slowly pulled his hand out of Shen Mingyan's.
Shen Mingyan's gaze gradually became serious.
Jian Sang's voice was warm and cool: "Stop calling me wife, we were divorced in the previous life, and now we are just ordinary classmates."
Shen Mingyan's heart sank little by little, his eyes fell on Jian Sang's face, and his voice was a little depressed: "What do you mean?"
Jian Sang was silent for a moment.
Just when Shen Mingyan thought that he might reject him harshly, there was a little smile on the face of the person in front of him, a shallow smile, his brows and eyes were slightly curved, like crescent moons, extremely gentle, he Say, "Thank you for telling me this, I'm glad."
Seeing him laugh, Shen Mingyan's heart inexplicably turned cold. He was a little flustered, but he was afraid of scaring him away, so he could only suppress his emotions and ask, "What do you mean?"
……
Jian Sang looked at him and said, "Ming Yan, we are not suitable."
A ball of fire condensed in Shen Mingyan's heart: "Where is it inappropriate?"
"Our family's growth environment is not suitable, and our three views and living habits are not suitable, all of which determine that we are destined to have many differences." Jian Sang's voice was calm: "The years of our marriage in our previous life proved this point. .”
Shen Mingyan blurted out: "Does it matter if it's suitable or not? I like you and you like me too. Didn't you say before that the reason we divorced was because we didn't have love? Now I really love you. Isn't that okay?"
Jian Sang looked at him, stared at him for a while, and finally smiled helplessly, he said: "Look, this is where we are not suitable, you confessed to me, but you never asked, I like you ?"
Shen Mingyan choked up.
He was suddenly a little speechless, and he really didn't think about it.
Under the evening wind, Shen Mingyan's voice was a little dry: "I thought you were too..."
"What do you think?" Jian Sang felt a little distressed in his heart, but his face was still the same as usual, but he said in a gentle voice: "There are many things you think, but you never think about whether those things are what you think. Isn't it?"
"Shen Mingyan"
Jian Sang called him and looked at him seriously: "Have you really understood me?"
It's like a heavy hammer has fallen on the heart, and people can't speak when it hits the heart.
Shen Mingyan always thought that he knew his wife well enough, but at this moment, when he looked into Jian Sang's eyes, he didn't dare to say such confident words, because this time when he was reborn, he really realized that he had too much. There are so many things that I don't know about Jian Sang. They have been married for several years, but I actually know so little about the person next to me.
Shen Mingyan felt a little heavy in his heart, and he said: "I... I may be sure that there is something negligent."
Jian Sang spoke, but she didn't have much intention of reproaching her: "But I know you very well."
Shen Mingyan looked up at him.
The person in front of him was calm enough, his eyes looking at him were so clear, Jian Sang's voice was so crisp and pleasant, but it fell heavily on his heart: "This is the problem I said, we are not suitable It's not just the environment and family background, but the character that is difficult to get along with, so I think you probably don't like me either."
Shen Mingyan was taken aback, then frowned: "What do you mean?"
"Maybe your feelings for me are just because you're used to it." Jian Sang said softly, "You're used to me being by your side, you're used to living with me, you're used to taking care of me, maybe you have feelings for me. But maybe it's just your habit, it's just that someone who is always in front of you suddenly doesn't seem to be so full of you, and you are unwilling."
Shen Mingyan subconsciously wanted to refute: "You let it go..."
But Jian Sang just looked at him seriously and said: "We have almost never been separated. From the high school in the previous life to this life, you are used to the life with me, so you feel uncomfortable and think it is like you."
Shen Mingyan was very angry: "Then do you know what true liking is?"
Jian Sang was stunned.
The air was silent for a few moments.
Just when Shen Mingyan thought he would still argue with reason, Jian Sang shook his head lightly: "I don't know either."
Shen Mingyan was a little surprised.
"Now I don't know what is true love and what is liking." Jian Sang recalled the past: "I thought I understood, but I paid a heavy price for my self-confidence."
Shen Mingyan was a little depressed.
But then, he heard Jian Sang say again: "Maybe we need to separate for a while so that each of us can calm down."
As soon as this sentence came out, it was like detonating some untouchable minefield.
The eyes of the person who was willing to speak well just now suddenly sharpened, Shen Mingyan's whole body changed, and his voice was low and low: "What do you mean?"
Jian Sang took a deep breath, he knew that he had to talk sooner or later, so he said directly: "My mother's condition can't be delayed any longer, I don't think the hospital in city f can give her good treatment, so I might Take her to City A."
Shen Mingyan said: "I can arrange for my aunt to go to the hospital in City A, and I can also arrange for someone to take care of him."
Jian Sang shook her head lightly: "No need, these are not your responsibility, I will take good care of her, in fact, I have already applied to the school to transfer schools during the day, probably next week, I will gone."
……
The hand holding his hand was suddenly so hard that even blue veins appeared.
Jian Sang frowned, and wanted to take out her hand: "Shen Mingyan!"
Shen Mingyan was indifferent, his breath was heavy, his complexion was gloomy and cold, and his whole body was filled with an unfriendly aura, obviously he was really angry.
Until a slight voice came from beside him: "It hurts..."
The hand that was held was suddenly released.
Shen Mingyan saw the red marks on Jian Sang's white wrist, he came over to hold Jian Sang's wrist as if he had just woken up from a dream, and said in distress: "I'm sorry my wife, I didn't do it on purpose, whether it hurts or not, I'll show you off... ..."
Jian Sang withdrew her hand: "It's okay."
Shen Mingyan held onto his hand, and he forced Jian Sang to look at him: "Have you decided to go to city A to study?"
Jane Sang nodded.
Shen Mingyan said: "Then I will go too."
Jian Sang was stunned.
"I can also transfer to another school." Shen Mingyan didn't care: "Which school do you want to go to, I will accompany you."
Jian Sang was only silent for a moment after hearing his words, and then said: "No, don't follow me."
"..."
After these words fell, the surroundings were silent.
Even the wind blowing around me seems to have endless coolness.
Shen Mingyan looked at him coldly: "What if I say no."
Jian Sang sighed from the bottom of his heart, he looked at Shen Mingyan seriously and said: "Your family is here, your sister is here, Wang Yang and the others are here, you have studied well here, why did you leave? , If it is because of me, there is no need, not only will I not be moved, I will even be angry."
Shen Mingyan said: "I can arrange all of these."
Jian Sang shook his head: "Shen Mingyan, can you stop being so naive, can you be more mature, why can you always be so willful, the matter of transferring schools is not something that can be decided just by saying, and we are still in school, the road ahead There is still a long time to go, and there will be many variables. You may just get used to your feelings for me now. Maybe after a while we will be separated, and the energy will pass. We have tortured each other so much in our previous lives. In this life Are you going to keep doing it again?"
……
There was a lot of silence around.
Just when Jian Sang thought Shen Mingyan was persuaded by him.
He was about to stand up and drink some water to calm down, but when he was about to get up, someone held his hand.
The eldest young master of the Shen family, who was always so proud in front of him and always refused to bow his head, stood up and looked at him. He looked down at Jian Sang, his gaze was no longer as compelling as before, and he just looked at him quietly, like Like a big dog about to be abandoned by the owner, he whispered: "I'm not self-willed, I just... want to be with you."
At that moment, Jian Sang thought that he could calm down a long time ago and suddenly felt sad and sharp pain for a moment.
But he told himself that he couldn't be more wrong.
Shen Mingyan is the young master, he can play and make mistakes, but how many years have I played with him and made mistakes with him?
Jian Sang wanted to pull it out of his hand, but was firmly held by Shen Mingyan.
then
He heard Shen Mingyan's voice with endless heaviness, and said in a low voice: "If I say it, I will make the same mistakes."
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