look away

53.

Before eight o'clock, Liang Yuan went back to the house and fell asleep.

Waking up so early in the morning caused his head to be groggy all the way home.Although today is the weekend, but on Saturday morning, the party branch secretary sent a message in the class group saying that they would go to the auditorium to rehearse the program in the afternoon.

Most of the students in the class live on campus, and almost all return to school on Sunday evening, and a few hours earlier can be tolerated.Liang Yuan was too lazy to rehearse, and was determined to catch up on sleep, so he sent a message "I can't come in the afternoon because of something", @结团报书 threw the phone away.

Half an hour later, the party secretary saw that the news was very popular, but he didn't dare to criticize Liang Yuan face to face, so he set up a temporary dialogue group and brought in senior sister Yang Pei and Jin Yu.

——League Party Secretary: Liang Yuan said he couldn't come because he had something to do.

——Yang Pei: It’s not a big problem to practice less once.

——League Secretary: With his attitude, what if he never comes to the rehearsal?

——Yang Pei: Then I can only ask Jin Yu to work with him in private.

——Jin Yu: What do you mean?

——Yang Pei: There is a big gap between the two of you, you should take him with you.

——Regimental Party Secretary: I also feel that it is tiring for senior sisters to teach me everything.

——Yang Pei: Thank you so much.

——League Secretary: (＾ー＾)

Jin Yu silently watched the party secretary flirting, and waited until both of them had finished speaking before asking, "If he doesn't come, I won't come anymore", and after getting an affirmative answer, he closed WeChat with a "snap".

For the first time, he kind of thanked Liang Yuan.Because there is an elective course to be published on Monday, I have to hurry up to make courseware in the afternoon.

54.

Liang Yuan slept until 02:30 in the afternoon, got up and ordered a takeaway, and lay back on the bed in a daze when he was full.

He is in a bad mood today and wants to find someone to drink but doesn't know who to turn to.There are some things that even the best brothers can't say. They have always known Liang Qi's existence, but they don't know what happened to her back then.

At about 6:00, he rallied and went downstairs to the community gym to work out for a while.Very cheap, eight wallets to take a shower, as long as you have a nearby residence permit, you can enter.

Most of the people who come here to exercise are middle-aged and elderly people. After all, students and office workers can go to the school gym or a slightly more expensive well-equipped place, but for Liangyuan, a few basic equipment are enough.

After taking a shower, Liang Yuan chatted with the familiar receptionist for a while, and it was past 8 o'clock when he returned home again.Turning out of the stairwell, he saw the figure of the man at the door of the house.

The other party also saw him, so Liang Yuan couldn't pretend he didn't see him or turn his head away.

"Lianghong..."

Liang Hong is Liang Yuan's father.I don't know when he never called him "Dad" again, maybe because the other party choked his neck and shouted "You are not my son" after being drunk countless times, and found a family of three after sober. A group photo of crying.

The word "father" seems to others to rely on, but to him it is always full of violence, insults and tears.When he grew up, he intentionally or unintentionally avoided this word in order to get rid of the shadow. Until now, when father and son meet, they always call them by their first names.

Liang Yuan took the key and walked to the door: "Why do you want me?"

Yoshihiro looked at him silently, with the appearance that he had just drunk, and there were four or five cigarette butts on the ground.

Footsteps came from the stairwell again, Liang Yuan was afraid that the other party would be seen doing something out of the ordinary here, so he opened the door lock two or three times: "I have something to say."

Yoshihiro followed him into the room, but did not speak with a sullen face.

The ear scraper landed on his face like a thunderstorm.

"Who told you to go see Qiqi? I told you not to appear in front of Wenqin again. You are trying to make things difficult for others!?"

Liang Yuan raised his arm to cover his face, but he didn't swear back as usual: "Liang Qi is also my sister."

"Your sister? What right do you have to say that? Would something have happened if it wasn't for you, Kiki!? Damn it!"

"……sorry."

"You are the devil, the devil! What evil did I do in my previous life, God wants to send you to play tricks on me! Ah!?"

With red eyes, the man pushed Liang Yuan all the way from the entrance to the back room.The room was not big, there was no living room, and the small bedroom was full of sundries.Liang Yuan fell down on the sofa, his fists fell from the top of his head indiscriminately, with the familiar smell of cigarettes and alcohol.

"I treat you with all my heart and soul, but you trample on me like rubbish, you are so ruthless!"

"It's finally all right, why don't you let me go? It's you, it's you who did it... You can't see me well!"

"Why betray me? Take your little bastard and get out! Get out!"

Lianghong gradually fell into madness, his voice was high and low, like an addict who had just finished taking drugs.

Liang Yuan let him beat and scold without saying a word, just like countless times in the past, when the other party was tired and vented, he stopped.

He knew who the man was scolding.From the age of four to the age of four, although his childhood memories have been blurred, he has learned many stories that are not in the album from these repeated words.

The fist that landed on his body was real, and so was the warmth brought to him by the few hugs he had ever had.When Lianghong scolded these words, Liangyuan sometimes cried, for himself, for Lianghong, and for the woman who had almost disappeared from his memory.

Everything sucks.

On the sofa were clothes brought back from the mall the day before.Lianghong saw it, and suddenly tore open the packing bag like crazy and took out the things one by one.

"Who bought it for you? Which wild man bought it for you!?"

Brand new clothes, the price tag has not been removed.Lianghong glanced at the number, and with a strange cry, he jumped up and grabbed Liangyuan's neck: "You want to go with him just for these clothes!? You want money! You think I'm poor! You watery bitch !"

Liang Yuan struggled, pushed the man away and rushed out of the room a second before he was suffocated, a hysterical roar came from behind: "Where are you going! Come back! Are you going to leave me too? Bastard!"

Some residents in the same building heard the movement and opened the door to look out. Liang Yuan passed them by without seeing them and rushed downstairs all the way. The wetness in the corners of his eyes was quickly dried by the wind.

He was the child of his mother and the Wild Man, he had always known it.