The world map and the only you

There is definitely a certain amount of hypocrisy in Tong Yixin's soul.

He never denied it.

His heart is often contradictory and divided. Right now, this sense of division is reflected in the fact that he sincerely does not want Yan Yao to stay with him and increase the risk of infection, but also sincerely supports the phrase "die together." "And shocked, I wish I could pack myself with a ribbon, sterilize it with alcohol, and roll myself into Yan Xuan's arms.

His tears turned into a wisp of mist in this useless hypocrisy, and he drilled towards the phone without any conviction.

Yan Xuan stood in the ravaged winter, silent, holding a mobile phone, like a tall wax figure.

He quietly listened to Tong Yixin's soft sobbing, and felt that his heart was like a box of colorful plasticine, and his endless thoughts were being rounded and flattened by a child, making it painful.The "little child" on the opposite side of the birth was very ruthless because he was so scared that he was justified, well-founded, and reliable. Although his crying was restrained, it carried a cruel and naive expression of venting.

Tong Yixin finally opened the door for him, and then stood alone at the door without speaking.From Yan Xuan's perspective, his eyes were as red as a sad rabbit, and his eyelashes were wet with tears, sticking together in clusters.

Yan Xuan sighed, took a step forward and closed the door, lowered his head and kissed his lips tenderly.

The sun was shining brightly to illuminate the whole room, and Yan Ling's down jacket rubbed against the sweater on Tong Yixin's body, making a slight sound.

Tong Yixin put his hand on Yan Xuan's shoulder to push him away, but Yan Xuan put his arms around his thin waist firmly.A kiss made it feel like a war, Yan Xuan's lips and tongue were attacking the city regardless, he turned around and pressed Tong Yixin on the door panel, as if he was going to press Tong Yixin in with a fierce spirit.

The overlapping shadows reflected on the white wall, entangled and trembling.Tong Yixin was a little suffocated by his kiss, his lips were numb, and his arms no longer pushed weakly, but took advantage of the situation to support Yan Xuan's shoulders, "Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

These two yells were so sweet that Yan Xuan felt that he was going to lose control, so he paused quickly, buried his head into Tong Yixin's neck, and said in a hoarse breathless voice: "Scream again, and I'll finish you if you scream again!"

Tong Yixin blushed, raised his head slightly, looked up obliquely with blank eyes, his breathing trembled: "You, you..." He stammered and said the word "you" several times, and finally Give up, panting quietly.

There was a stabbing pain on his collarbone, and Yan Xuan began to attack his neck dishonestly, making a faint mark in one mouthful, his movements were extremely precious, but his mouth was incoherent: "What's wrong with me? Why, I haven't been kissed enough yet. Right? Then hum again and listen."

"Shameless..." Tong Yixin blushed with shame.

Yan Xuan smiled, and kissed up his slender and white neck, his lips slid across the skin slowly, as if he could touch the blood vessels, his lips touched Tong Yixin's chin, the corners of his mouth, and the tip of his nose, and finally imprinted on the Tong Yixin's eyes were red.When the tip of the tongue is licked, it is still a little salty.

Yan Xuan really didn't think this matter was serious enough to cry, if someone else did this, he would think it was too exaggerated, but Tong Yixin's tears made him feel distressed and cute.

His kiss was like the drizzle in spring, gentle and tender, the two hugged quietly, as if they were melting together.

Suddenly, Tong Yixin's stomach groaned.

Tong Yixin: "..."

He suddenly pushed Yan Xuan away in embarrassment and lowered his head.Yan Xuan was stunned for a moment, and when he realized it, he wanted to laugh, but he couldn't hold it back, Tong Yixin's stomach rang again, and he finally couldn't hold back the laughter.Tong Yixin was crying in a daze, all his energy was contained in his eyes, and he gave Yan Xuan a non-threatening look.

"Hey," Yan Xuan coaxed Tong Yixin like a wolf with a big tail, "One more kiss and I'll cook for you."

Tong Yixin sniffed, took out his phone, and clicked on Meituan Takeaway.

Yan Xuan said: "It's a beautiful idea, who will deliver you food on New Year's Eve?"

Tong Yixin was dull for three seconds, analyzed with his temporarily short-circuited brain, and silently stuffed the phone back into his pocket.

Yan Xuan made up his mind to quarantine with Tong Yixin, had a simple meal, Yan Xuan washed the dishes, the two began to sit on the sofa, discussing what to do for the next ten days.

Yan Xuan asked: "Just tell you to isolate yourself at home? They didn't do anything about it."

Tong Yixin said: "What measures can be taken? It's only been a few days since the beginning."

Yan Xuan was noncommittal, thinking that more detailed policies would definitely be introduced in a few days.It's nothing for the two of them to stay at home for so many days, but they still have a baby who can't stay still, and he was thinking: "What should I do, little boy?"

Tong Yixin rubbed his swollen eyes, worried: "He can't close it."

The two discussed for a long time, trying to figure out which friend could help one by one, and finally the job fell to Feng Chen honorably.On the afternoon of New Year's Eve, Feng Chen reluctantly ran to Yan Yao's house to fetch the dog. Yan Yao consciously isolated himself and stayed at Tong Yixin's house without him. Take it away, and the gray elephant doll, oh yes, I have a pineapple-shaped puppy house in my house, take it away if you can."

Feng Chen gritted his teeth and said bitterly: "How many hands do you think I have grown?"

Xiaoguai circled Feng Chen back and forth, barking cowardly and viciously.

Yan Xuan heard it too, and ordered "Xiao Fengzi": "Can you put the phone to his ear, I'll coax him."

Feng Chen was convinced, and stretched out his hand like a hero.

After a lot of tossing, Feng Chen returned home full of rewards, and brought a half-baked dog that he hadn't seen a few times, and went home to celebrate the New Year together.Before hanging up the phone, he finally couldn't help asking Yan Xuan: "Can I ask, what made you assign this sacred task to me?"

Yan Xuan coughed mysteriously, and said solemnly: "The organization trusts you."

Feng Chen gritted his teeth and asked, "What virtue and ability do I have?"

"You are excellent."

"no, I do not."

After three or two rounds, Yan Xuan told the truth: "There are not many comrades who can have a small courtyard in Beijing. If everyone is quarantined and cannot go out, please take my son to the courtyard more often."

Feng Chen: "..."

Yan Xuan said lightly: "Otherwise, it's hard to say where my son will leave his scent."

Fortunately, it was a voice chat, otherwise Feng Chen really wanted to beat him to death.

Feng Chen is a good comrade worthy of the organization's trust. He not only promised to take care of Xiaoguai, but also left several bags of rations for Yan Xuan and Tong Yixin.

Yan Xuan methodically followed yesterday's plan, mixing stuffing, kneading noodles, planning to make enough dumplings for several meals, some with leek filling, some with carrot and egg filling.

Tong Yixin didn't quite understand the existence of stuffed carrots, so he sat at the dining table and asked in a daze, "Can this be eaten?"

"That's a must, you can try one first, it's really delicious," Yan Xuan reassured, and added, "I'll eat more carrots, whatever you eat will make up for you."

"?" Tong Yixin had only heard of eating kidneys to invigorate the kidneys, eating walnuts to be smart, and eating papaya to enrich the body...the so-called supplementing the shape without any scientific basis, he looked at the thick and long carrots on the kitchen floor, After thinking for a moment, as if frightened, he suddenly raised his eyes and looked at Yan Yao in surprise: "You still want to make love? No need, you are bigger than this..."

Yan Xuan didn't look up, he concentrated on pinching the dumplings, and said casually, "What's the big deal? Vitamin A is good for the eyes. Although my night blindness is not serious, it's better to take precautions."

Tong Yixin knew that his thinking was wrong, and in the bright sunlight of a room, he blushed very guilty, and kept silent like a cicada.

Seeing that he was silent, Yan Yao glanced at him while holding the dumpling wrapper, and saw that his face was blushing so much that he was about to bleed, and suddenly came back to it.

Yan Ling burst out laughing, really didn't know what to say, but he didn't intend to let Tong Yixin go: "You're talking about this... It seems that the baby is quite satisfied with me."

Tong Yixin lowered his head and ignored him, scooped up a spoonful of stuffing and put it on his dough.

Yan Xuan squeezed a dumpling in twos and couldn't help but smirk: "However, it hasn't been accepted for a long time, so it's hard to draw a conclusion whether it needs to be repaired or not."

Tong Yixin really lifted a rock and shot himself in the foot, wishing he could get his head under the table.

Yan Xuan is used to acting like a baby, and even when he is shameless, he will push his nose and face: "It is better to hit the sun than to choose the day, otherwise I will accept it today?"

Tong Yixin's hands shaking the dumplings, his ears were burning hot.He had let Yan Xuan gain the upper hand since the morning, so much so that Yan Yao tore off his mask of being coquettish and showing weakness, and became a rascal in no uncertain terms.

Yan Xuan looked at the carrots on the ground thoughtfully, leaned over to Tong Yixin's ear, and said in a low voice, "Did you just say that I'm older?"

A cluster of flames burned on Tong Yixin's ear, and he was so burned that he turned his head away.

"Isn't it?" Yan Yao took his earlobe and sucked it.

Tong Yixin's heartbeat was in a mess, as if he was slightly drunk.

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