The world map and the only you

In the dim room, Yan Xuan seems to follow the hero and heroine in a one-night love affair in Vienna.

There seems to be no substantive plot. They wandered aimlessly and talked in Vienna. The kindness and romance between each other were infinitely magnified in the compressed time. They entered the Gothic Wotiv Church, the spire Towering and piercing the sky straight, it looks so mysterious.Perhaps love is like this at the beginning, hazy, attractive, and awe-inspiring.

So, is the meeting of any two people on the earth arranged by God?Yan Xuan knew that if he was a believer, he would definitely think so.But he is not religious.

He was once invited by a friend to a Thanksgiving gathering of Christians. People smiled and shared the miracles in their lives, and sincerely believed that those who helped him in their lives must be the will of God.

"That person must be an angel sent to the mortal world." Someone said on the platform of the church.

Yan Xuan listened carefully at the time, but he was "disrespectful" in his heart. Of course, human beings also have good things. If good things are caused by angels, what about bad things?Is it God's preordained suffering for the individual?

He couldn't help but think of the encounter with Tong Yixin, the corners of his mouth raised, and he smiled slightly, thinking that if he blamed this on God's arrangement, it would not be completely unreasonable.

The romantic scene advances layer by layer.This is Vienna, and the unfamiliar streets seem so romantic.Yan Xuan watched them constantly exchange their inner thoughts, and went to every large and small scenic spot. For some reason, he felt that this was somewhat similar to him and Tong Yixin.

What surprised Yan Xuan the most was that the hero and heroine actually spent the night in the grass!

Why did they suddenly fight wildly!

Yan Xuan turned his head to look at Tong Yixin in horror, his eyes widened in surprise, and he pointed at the projection screen with a strange expression on his face.

"What's wrong?" Tong Yixin raised his eyebrows and looked at him with a half-smile.

"This, this is too..." Yan Xuan has always only had theoretical support, and he still has some indigestion for this scene of real guns.

"Isn't it romantic?" Tong Yixin curled up on the sofa with his legs in his hands, resting his chin on his knees, looking innocent.

This is too open, Yan Xuan felt that he could not accept it.Is Tong Yixin such a person? It's not like... Yan Yao looked at Tong Yixin anxiously. On the one hand, he didn't want him to be like this, but on the other hand, he really wanted... really wanted to try.He had to admit that he was so hypocritical, as if he wanted everything.

This is a hypocrisy with a lot of ingredients.He wants to capture Tong Yixin's innocence, but also wants to enjoy his profligacy—if Tong Yixin really has such a side.He even thought nastyly of those "strange anecdotes" about flight attendants in the market, and for a moment his heart seemed to have knocked over a five-flavored bottle, mixed with self-blame and complicated desires.

"Stewardesses can play whatever they want if they give them money." He still remembers a dinner party where someone said so.

"My aunt and her husband divorced, and the other party hired a flight attendant," a friend commented, "These people are too shameless."

"Haha, don't you remember, the stewardess slept with the captain, and was brought directly to the company by his wife to send a pennant."

Someone asked in succession: "The pennant? What is it written on?"

The man made a fool of himself before saying, "Thank you for providing my husband with physical services!"

Everyone laughed and made a ball.Some people even said: "This is still normal, don't you still have time to sleep with men, and everyone knows it?"

People were discussing curiously or bitterly, taking these things of the third party as a topic of conversation after dinner.At the time, Yan Xuan felt that talking about such things was dirty and boring.But now these words are fermenting in my mind again, what is it if it is not hypocrisy?

"You, you...you won't..." Yan Xuan stammered, without saying anything.

But Tong Yixin understood, and said cheerfully, "What are you thinking?"

Yan Xuan breathed a sigh of relief secretly, but those little thoughts couldn't be shaken off, running around in his mind.

After a while, he looked at Tong Yixin's hand on his side, and covered his own hand in a mysterious way.The touch between the skin is like an electric current, burning the heart along the blood and nerves.Yan Xuan leaned over slowly, approaching Tong Yixin bit by bit, the idea of ​​kissing him was so rampant, it was really dirty.But he likes Tong Yixin so much, so, is such a desire shameful?

The distance gradually narrowed.Tong Yixin's eyelashes are very long and dense, leaving a soft shadow under his eyes.His lips were rosy, like roses covered with dew in an early summer morning, and the hot and humid breath was somewhat lingering.

How about kissing?Yan Xuan thought a lot in a few seconds, whether to stick his tongue in or lick it lightly.

But before he could think it through, Tong Yixin turned his face away a little and avoided it.

The hero and heroine in the movie are kissing intimately on the street, the man's hand is stroking the woman's back vigorously, leaving light pink marks on the fair skin.

"Can't you..." Yan Ling stared at Tong Yixin seriously, and asked in a low voice.He didn't feel embarrassed, but his mind cleared up a lot, and he knew that he had exceeded the rules.

Tong Yixin did not answer him, but lowered his eyebrows and asked another question: "When will you return to the United States?"

Yan Xuan was stunned for a moment, and said, "In another two weeks."

Tong Yixin: "That will be soon."

Yan Xuan: "Yes."

Tong Yixin's voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing something: "Then... what do you want me to do?" He raised his eyes to look at Yan Xuan, and there were some complicated emotions in his eyes, like pampering, but also like helpless.

Yan Xuan didn't understand what Tong Yixin was asking at first, showing a confused look.

Tong Yixin twitched the corner of his mouth, touched Yan Yao's head, and said to him, "Go on and watch the movie."

Yan Xuan didn't know why, until he saw the male and female protagonists parting at the train station, the two hesitated to speak, the anxiety and reluctance of the two, then he understood: a day's love at the end is going to parting.

"We should meet here in five years' time," the woman suggested.

The man frowned and said urgently, "No, that's too long."

"How about six months?"

"You come by train, I'll fly here. I'll come."

"I will definitely come too."

"Goodbye."

"Goodbye."

The movie ended like this, so incomprehensible.What's even more frightening is that Yan Xuan felt that he understood it.

That day, Tong Yixin didn't make his words very clear, Yan Xuan's mind was confused, and he was afraid of saying too much and making mistakes, so he didn't stay any longer.He suddenly felt that this movie was very paradoxical, and it actually reflected the process he and Tong Yixin had experienced so far, so he couldn't hold back his curiosity, and sat in the car to check the spoiler for the next movie.

Unexpectedly, it turned out that they did not meet each other half a year later, and another ten years wasted by mistake.

Yan Xuan began to ponder, he actually didn't understand, since he likes it so much, why didn't he leave an address and write a letter?Besides, this is the 21st century, and it would be strange if Tong Yixin had concerns because of a different place. Wechat, video, and the current technology are so convenient that one ticket can connect two points.

He instinctively felt that he had to do something, he had to say something, he lingered in the car for a while, but still couldn't hold back, he trotted and pressed the elevator to go upstairs, and knocked on the door hastily.

Tong Yixin had already changed into pajamas, and was packing the boxes for tomorrow. He opened the door for Yan Xuan, and saw Yan Xuan standing at the door like a pillar, scratching his head and laughing.He was surprised that Yan wandered back and forth, and asked, "Why, did you leave anything?"

Yan Xuan shook his head, then nodded quickly.

Tong Yixin let him open the door, walked towards his box, and said, "You can find it yourself."

Who knew that Yan Xuan was a 1.8-meter-five large sticky man, and he also followed his buttocks, squatting beside him to watch him pack his luggage, with straight eyes.

Tong Yixin put in a piece of clothing, and felt strange seeing him not moving. He looked at him and waited for him to say something.

Yan Xuan hesitated for a while, his eyes dodged, and finally made up his mind, and said quickly: "Can I kiss you? Just on the face..."

Tong Yixin really didn't think the atmosphere was suitable for talking about this, so he looked at him inexplicably.

Yan Xuan also persuaded him to go back, not really daring to kiss.

Tong Yixin changed the subject again: "What did you lose, why don't you look for it?"

Yan Xuan squatted on the ground and drew circles aggrievedly for a while, the words in his mind made him feel ashamed.He glanced at Tong Yixin, gritted his teeth, and finally said boldly, "Well... can I pack you up and take you away?"

The author says:

So can it be packed?

Hello everyone, this article will be entered into v on Wednesday 6.24, because the sesame seed cake did not mutate into the codeword superman cake orz, so I need to save the manuscript tomorrow, and it will be 6000 words+ on Wednesday, thank you for your support (≧▽≦) / After that, it will be updated from Monday to Friday!Let's see if there is a possibility of a daily update next month