Getting into Alpha after wearing Beta

Pei Yule was furious.

"What's your situation?!"

He wanted to shake Huo Juan vigorously to ask for everything, but when he saw the dense pinholes, he didn't know where to start. His fingers were trembling, his heart was beating violently, and his forehead was twitching. He couldn't keep calm at all.

"..."

Huo Juan held Pei Yule's trembling fingers and whispered, "Lele..."

Pei Yule slapped his hand away vigorously, "I ask you what's going on!"

After the filming, he inadvertently saw the pinholes on the arms that were bruised and more conspicuous because of his fair complexion, the corners of his eyes trembled uncontrollably, and his fists were clenched in frustration.

Because Huo Juan has been acting normally recently, he thought that his illness had improved and he felt much more at ease, so he focused on his studies.As a result, his state has reached this level, but he is ignorant.

He was really angry, and at the same time, he felt very distressed.

The pain made it hard for him to breathe.

He wanted to beat this nasty guy up, but also wanted to hold him in his arms. Because of the intertwining of two complex emotions, and being too angry and excited, his eye sockets felt hot and turned red unsatisfactorily.

Huo Juan saw it, reached out to hug Pei Yule, and said in a low voice, "...I'm sorry."

Pei Yule wanted to push him away, but when he thought of the pinholes on his body, his trembling hands couldn't push him away.It is so densely packed, new holes and old holes are intertwined, how many needles did he pierce?

He didn't notice it at all!

This kind of regret and powerlessness from the bottom of his heart made him extremely uncomfortable. He gritted his teeth, "You bastard, are you sorry for me? You are sorry for yourself!"

The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, Pei Yule took a deep breath, forced back the tears that were about to come out, and said coldly: "Huo Juan, I only give you one chance, tell me honestly what's going on with you, if you You still want to cover up something, then you don’t have to tell me in the future, and I won’t listen.”

He felt that he usually listened too easily to his words, and believed that calm face too much, so Wan Qian didn't realize that he was hiding such a big thing from him!

It can't go on like this.

If he does this again, his heart will really not be able to bear it.

"……Um."

Huo Juan knew that Pei Yule had really been pissed off this time, and he had hit his bottom line, so it was impossible to continue fooling around.

He tightened his arms, rested his chin on Pei Yule's head, and whispered, "I see."

"……let me go."

Pei Yule calmed down, broke free from Huo Juan's arms, grabbed his wrist and pulled him to the living room, where he sat on the sofa.But at this time, I was still thinking about not letting him catch a cold, so I turned around and picked up the pajamas and threw them on him, signaling him to put them on.

This is probably the case, this person will eat himself.

Seeing that Huo Juan put on his pajamas obediently and obediently, Pei Yule's mood did not improve much. He stood condescendingly in front of Huo Juan and said in a still gloomy tone, "Okay, you can talk now."

It's rare for a boyfriend to look like he's full of thorns, and it would feel fresh if he changed it, but at this moment, Huo Juan knew that he was actually just feeling uncomfortable.

He paused, reached out to hold Pei Yule, "Sit down too, okay?"

Because this man was angry, Huo Juan thought he would flatly refuse, but he looked down at him and sat down silently.

... On such a trivial matter that there is no need to worry about, this person is very compliant with him.

It is precisely because he pampers and pampers him so much that he pushes forward even more.

"It's really just ordinary blockers."

He was silent for a few seconds, then said slowly, "There is no harm to the body."

Pei Yule pursed his lips tightly, otherwise he felt that he couldn't help but want to rant and complain, did this person think him a fool?If there is really no harm, it will not affect his pheromones!

However, Pei Yule also knew in her heart that now was the time for Huo Juan to confess, so even though the more she heard the words, the more angry she became, she didn't interrupt him hastily.

He listened carefully, listening to what the man had to say.

He wasn't joking just now, if Huo Juan dared to fool him again, he wouldn't want to know why he did it.

Fortunately, Huo Juan probably also understood that he had completely touched the bottom line of his tolerance, and continued to confess: "——If you don't take too much, it's really harmless to your body. My pheromones will fade because Other than the effects of taking too much, I have no other discomfort."

What's more, because of the continuous injection of blockers, the symptoms of pheromone disorder in his body were somewhat suppressed, and the pain became much milder than before.

Although the desalination of pheromone is not a good thing for Alpha.

But what happened wasn't all bad.

Overdose?

Thinking of the superimposed old and new needle holes, it didn't prevent Pei Yule from imagining how much he would inject to cause an overdose, but he still wanted to ask clearly.

"How many injections have you had? Since when?"

This kind of pinhole marks did not exist the last time he took cold water, that is, after that, so when exactly?With so many needles, he didn't realize what he knew at a glance. Is he too stupid, or is this person too good at hiding?

If I knew that he always asked me to take a bath before, he shouldn't always refuse because of embarrassment!

No, maybe it was because this person expected that he would refuse, so he said that, in order to reduce the suspicion he might have.

Thinking of this, Pei Yule felt deeply powerless.

He thought he might be right.

This person guessed how he would react, and he was absolutely sure of him.

Fortunately, he always thought that this person was just teasing him to see his reaction, but it turned out that he was playing tricks.

Huo Juan paused slightly, but did not lie to Pei Yule, and said, "From the first day we lived together... At first it was just one injection. After coming here, we will probably get injections more than three times a day."

...It's so early.

Pei and Le's eyes darkened slightly.

That is to say, it was one injection a day before their relationship, and it became multiple times a day after the relationship.

Pei and Le calculated the timeline, almost three months have passed since they lived together.He clenched his fist, his expression changed a few times, but he continued to endure, instead of standing up and scolding Huo Juan, he continued to ask calmly, "What's the reason?"

If Huo Juan injected the blocker just to suppress his pheromone disorder, then just ask him, not to mention that they haven't had no contact at all, and they even slept in the same bed before dating. At that time, he was trying to find a way to calm Huo Juan every night, and he never slackened his work.

And after they dated, like kissing and even more in-depth things, wouldn't it normally make his condition better?

But his symptoms turned out to be worse than before, and he was more dependent on medication.

He couldn't understand.

This time, Huo Juan was silent for a longer time.

He knew that what he said would be soft-hearted and would definitely agree to him, but he didn't want to do it in this way.

He wants to cherish him, and hopes that he is willing, not forced.

not to mention……

Just like how he treated his beloved things when he was a child, he was afraid that once he started, he would not be able to control it well, and would eventually hurt him.

His pheromones have an impact on Pei Yule. When he can't hold back, releasing a little bit can make it difficult for him to breathe, his body trembles and he can't move freely. The last time Pei Yule used his hands, he was actually patient. It wasn't really all handled by Pei Yule, otherwise it wouldn't just end like that.

Huo Juan understood very well that at that time, he had no confidence in being able to control himself.

If something happens to Pei Yule because of this...

Thinking about it, he'd rather be on the blocker all the time, so that he can be by his side easily and naturally.

Pei Yule thought that Huo Juan didn't want to say anything, so she stared at her, and her tone became cold again: "Huo Juan, you'd better not lie to me."

Especially now that his mind is faltering, thinking that if the relationship between the two makes his condition worse, then he might consider breaking up.

Otherwise, let him pretend that he doesn't know the status of this person and maintain the relationship...

He can't.

"—Because, I want you."

Pei Yule thought for a moment, and saw Huo Juan raised his hand, touched his cheek, and gently rubbed his fingertips on his cheek, with a trace of restraint, more of nostalgia.

Obviously this person is angry, but it can make him feel that he cares about him.

"You probably won't understand how much I want you. Every day, every day... I don't want to let you go."

The other party's overly blunt words made Pei Yule almost unable to maintain the expression on his face, "You..."

Huo Juan pressed his lips, and lightly touched the soft lips with his thumb. The action was obviously unemotional, but following his words, there was a strong desire that people could not ignore, "—of course not only It’s just not as easy as letting go. You shouldn’t be able to imagine what it’s like to not be able to get out of bed all day, or because of the need to be so strong that it may be life-threatening.”

In an instant, Pei Yule felt her lips become hot.

I don't know if it's because of Huo Juan's words, or because of his light touch.

Huo Juan looked at the dazed expression on Pei Yule's face, lowered his eyelids, withdrew his hand restrainedly, and said in a low voice, "I don't want to hurt you, and I don't want to force you, so I'd rather control myself."

If Pei Yule could stay by his side just by using a barrier agent, Huo Juan didn't think there was anything wrong with that.It's just that the pheromone has faded and can no longer be released at will.Compared with such trivial matters, Pei and Le are much more important, and there is no need to hesitate about how to choose between the two.

After hearing Huo Juan's words, he knew what this man was thinking, and he wanted to pry his head open again.

Little things?

You call that pheromone that makes people coveted, yearned for and envied a trivial matter?

You are a top alpha!

Thought it was that easy? ?It's a miracle that there are four in No. [-] Middle School. If it weren't for the setting of the background story, do you really think that there are top-level Alphas all over the street? ?

Blessed with nature and one in a million, if this pheromone disappears just because you want to control yourself...

That was intolerable.

Pei Yule felt that even though two people had to accommodate each other for a long time to be together, if one party backed down blindly, cracks would inevitably arise.

For example, he really wants to abandon this fool now and let him live alone. If he is allowed to mess around like this, he will not be able to live this day.

Pei Yule took a deep breath.

After hearing Huo Juan's words, he probably wanted to be angry more than being ashamed.So he quickly calmed down and asked, "So, you mean, you injected so much blocker because you wanted to...?"

Huo Juan was silent.

But Pei Yule fully understood, that's what she meant.

OKAY.

That's easy.

Problems that can be easily solved are not problems.

Just get out there.

Pei Yule stepped back and began to take off her clothes without saying a word.

"Pei Yule."

Huo Juan knew that once he confessed, he would do so.Contrary to the appearance of Microsoft's personality, this person has always been courageous, and once he decides something, he will not be dragged along.

But he didn't want him to do it out of anger and impulsively.

Seeing that he quickly took off the school uniform and the towel, and was about to unbutton his clothes, Huo Juan called Pei Yule by name, with a deep voice, "Put it on. I wasn't joking just now."

Being unable to get out of bed all day is mild, and it may even endanger his life.

Alpha's pheromones can kill when excited.

It is impossible for him who suffered from it before not to know.

He even bit Pei Yule's neck that time, and the scars are still there, very clear and haven't disappeared at all.

Whenever Huo Juan saw the bite mark on Pei Yule's neck, he would feel terrified.

Pei Yule is a Beta, he has no glands at all, and it is impossible to leave his own pheromones on the back of his neck, but he still bites down, his heart is filled with that ugly and uncontrollable desire for possession...

Pei Yule forgave him because he couldn't remember clearly.

But he was really afraid... What if he allowed himself to take it and things became irreversible?

He doesn't want to lose this person.

This person cannot be lost either.

Pei Yule turned a deaf ear, the buttons on the clothes had been completely unbuttoned, he took them off decisively, the shirt fell to the floor, leaving only the inner layer inside, he picked up the hem of the clothes and was about to pull it over his head to take it off, A hand reached out to stop him.

"Pei Yule!" Huo Juan looked at the tight belly exposed underneath, his eyelids twitched, "Calm down, don't mess around."

"Who the hell is this mess..." Pei Yule kept his clothes pulled up to his head, and a dull voice came out through the clothes.

When she opened Huo Juan's pajamas and saw the pinholes on her two arms, Pei Yule thought for a moment that she had stopped breathing.

At the same time of astonishment, there is a strong heartache that can't be suppressed at all.

Does this person understand? If he didn't really like her, how could he date boys?

Is he taller than himself and stronger than himself, so he can't hold him at all?

It's not that he likes it, how can he bear to share the bed with a man, accept him to kiss himself, indulge him to treat himself as a big pillow all day long, how can he help him!

As a result, this person didn't understand his mood at all, and the reason for the continuous injection of the blocker was so speechless, saying whether he wanted it or not, wasn't it just sex, wasn't it just a desire for him?

Everyone is a man, who doesn't know who?

He was indeed afraid of the unknown world once, and he was still afraid until the last moment, but if Huo Juan was to suppress himself and face it on the premise of hurting himself, how could he be afraid?

"...That's why I don't want to tell you."

Huo Juan sighed deeply: "Calm down first and put on your clothes. I'm not kidding you, do you really want to try to stay out of bed all day——"

"I'm not kidding you either!"

Regardless of Huo Juan's stop, Pei Yule pulled off the lining and threw it directly to the ground. Just like this, with his bare upper body, he pressed Huo Juan's shoulders and pushed him down on the sofa, then pressed him down, gnashing his teeth: " You don't want to hurt me, but you hurt yourself? Do you really think about me? Do you think I will be happy if you do that? Will be happy to sing about your greatness? No, I won't, I just think you are a big fool !"

"..."

Huo Juan looked at Pei Yule who was sitting above him, stretched out his hand, wrapped one hand around Pei Yule's back, pressed the back of his head with the other hand, and pressed him into the hollow of his neck, feeling the dripping water on his neck. When a drop of water fell, he closed his eyes full of distress, and murmured: "...I'm sorry, it's my fault, I know I was wrong."

So stop crying.

Pei Yule sniffed. He hated himself so much that he still couldn't hold back his tears.What is this?Obviously this person did something wrong, why is he the one who suffers?

Why did he become an unreasonable person instead?

Why is it that he is said not to be calm and irrational?

Obviously he is calm and sensible enough.

Know exactly what you want to do at this moment.

Thinking of this, Pei Yule became even angrier.

Angry with Huo Juan and himself, he was so angry that he even rolled back his tears. Pei Yule angrily broke free from Huo Juan's embrace, straightened his upper body, wiped his eyes with his arm indiscriminately, and then With reddish eye sockets, he stared at Huo Juan condescendingly from above, and said word by word:

"Stop talking nonsense, do you want to do it?"

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After reading the comments in the past two days, is my style not obvious enough? Hahaha, Xiao Hongye is a sweet essay contestant, only sweet but not cruel.All the development of the plot is for the deepening of the relationship between the two people, and it is set for them to break through their own state of mind. If there is a plot that the baby sees and feels inappropriate, it must be that Xiao Hongye's writing skills are not enough to let Everyone understands what I want to express, sorry, I will continue to work hard!

I hope you all enjoy reading the text!